Flirting with everyone

I'm wishing it was

only me.

Do you feel the same

or do you think

this is a game?

Cause I don't.

Games should be fun.

Do you think it's fun,

seeing you flirt with someone,

someone who isn't any 

good for you,

who can't possibly care

as much as I do

because that's impossible.

And I know you don't

feel the same

but I want you to

because you give me

butterflies and make me see things a

different way

make me laugh

when I want to cry

all these feelings

and more

and I can't even

attempt to explain

all the reasons why.

It's like I'm dying

because I see you

and I'm breathless

and while I can't

even

breath

my heart is breaking,

shattering

and it's slow and painful

as I have to sit and smile.

So I see this then

you flirt with me and

I break even more

because it hurts.

It just hurts,

being with you

without being with you

hurts.