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"hanbin-ah," hao frowned, watching his omega pace around matthew's apartment back and forth in front of him. ricky, gyuvin, hanbin, and him were all gathered up in matthew's living room and waiting to see of any sign of the omega waking up or recovering from his heat.

hanbin felt uneasy, bitting his thumb nervously as he let hao grab him by the waist and sit him back down onto the couch, "i'm just worried. he's never dealt with his heat before. he's hurt and he's probably in pain—"

"i'm sure he's fine," hao tried to calm the omega down, scenting him in order to calm down his distressed omega. he rubbed his cheek against hanbin's scent gland, letting his pheromones spread around the room, "he took the pills earlier but we can't give him any more. he's taken more than the usual dosage in two months. he needs to embrace his inner omega, hanbin-ah."

"but he's alone, hyung," hanbin felt tears prick at the corner of his eyes, feeling useless at the fact that his best friend was probably all alone and hurting. the omega was probably feeling frustrated that he couldn't soothe the burning pain in his body and get properly knotted since he didn't have an alpha. even hanbin knows how painful it is to endure his heats alone before he had met hao.

"but he'll just damage himself even more," hao pressed his lips into a line, frowning as he saw a tear slip down the boy's cheek. he quickly wiped it away, then opening his arms to let the omega come inside for comfort, to which hanbin obviously did, "don't cry, hanbin-ah. we'll think of something."

across from them was gyuvin and ricky. gyuvin was all curled up to ricky's side, his long limbs all crossed and tangled with ricky's, yet they managed to be comfortable. ricky was softly petting the alpha's hair as he frowned at the scene in front of him, "i left him one of my . . . . dildos," ricky spoke up, rubbing the back of his nape awkwardly as he saw the couple sitting across from them whip their heads to look at him, "thought he would need it . . . i-i didn't get to use it yet! its brand new."

somehow, hanbin felt relieved to hear that, knowing that the canadian wouldn't have to solely rely on his own hand for pleasure. but the older chinese who was next to him begged to differ, raising an eyebrow in disbelief. gyuvin, who had his eyes closed and was resting his head on ricky's shoulder, opened his eyes and looked at the omega with his mouth wide open.

"why would you need that when you have me?," gyuvin pouted, feeling his ego drop as he heard ricky groan. clearly his alpha didn't like the fact that ricky had to rely on these sex toys in order to pleasure him, when clearly ricky seemed to always enjoy having sex with gyuvin and his big alpha dick.

"you're so clingy," ricky grumbled, pinching the alpha's cheek and pulling at it, "i didn't have you before, right? i had to use something."

"ah rickkyyyyyyyyy!," gyuvin whined, rubbing the spot on his cheek that the blonde omega had pinched, "why would you buy a new one then? don't i satisfy you enough?"

"qubing, i never said it was new! i just said i haven't used it . . . . are you deaf?," ricky shoved the alpha away softly, but the boy easily pulled him back again, "your big alpha brain of yours is so weird! get off of me! so what if the dildo was bigger than your dick? are you really mad at an inanimate object?"

the younger couple throwing a fit and fighting each other about their sex life made hanbin and hao look at each other and shrug. part of them wished that they didn't have to hear it, but it was funny considering how childish gyuvin was, even though he was an alpha. it makes all three of them wonder how gyuvin presented as an alpha in the first place if he acted so clingy and pouty.

meanwhile, matthew was busy pleasuring himself with the said dildo that ricky had left for him. when the canadian had woke up earlier in his bed, he felt his heat symptoms kicking in after a couple minutes. he was able to get some water and food down, that hanbin and ricky had left on his bedside table before he fully got taken over by his heat and suddenly got interested in the big dildo that was on the table.

he didn't remember how many times he came already. he first used his fingers, getting frustrated at the fact that he couldn't pleasure himself with his own fingers. jiwoong would've done it better. he then resorted to using the dildo, which its size made matthew gulp. jiwoong was much bigger though. the dildo turned out to help pleasure him more as he angled it properly, letting it hit his prostate and eliciting a moan every time he did so. however, the downside to the dildo ricky he bought was that it couldn't knot him. jiwoong could knot him.

his head was filled with thoughts of jiwoong. he was barely even conscious enough to realize that he was begging for the alpha, letting his name slip occasionally at every thrust or every time he came. it got so intense to the point that he started crying and sobbing for the alpha, wishing that he were here to properly knot him. no matter how many times he came and how long he used the dildo for, it still burned and hurt so bad inside of him that he couldn't even think.

his bed was a mess, slick, cum, and sweat covered sheets under him were soaking up the mess he made. his pillows were left scattered across his bed, some on the floor, and his blanket was completely discarded onto the floor. his body felt so hot that he couldn't possibly have anything on him or else he would throw a fit. the only thing he did allow was his shirt from earlier and the hoodie. he was digging his nose into the fabric to find any remaining brown sugar scent left on it. he smelled notes of cinnamon from gunwook, but the brown sugar scent was what he had wanted the most.

he was exhausted. his body was exhausted from having to come so many times to the point that he even had a dry orgasm and nothing else came out. he laid there, almost lifelessly, staring at the ceiling of his bed as he caught his breath from his last orgasm. he felt another wave of tears come down his face as he curled up weakly into a ball, staining the sheets with his salty, wet tears. he was sure he was sobbing loud enough for even his neighbors next door to hear.

"j-jiwoong . . . hic . . alpha!," matthew cried out, trying to wipe his tears with the back of his hand. he looked like a complete mess. he didn't need to look at himself to know that he looked wrecked. he felt like a complete mess.

he didn't know what to do. he was helpless. he didn't know how much longer he could last like this or how much longer the heat would last. he started to regret taking heat suppressants in such large doses. if he knew it would all come back to him and bite him in the butt then he wouldn't have overdosed on it. he's never felt such pain and frustration in his life. he was hurting. his heart was hurting and his abdomen was hurting.

his eyes shot open when he heard the door of his room open, the scent of strawberries and dark chocolate filling matthew's nose faintly. the couple looked panicked, ricky quickly getting to matthew's side with panic all over his face.

"r-ricky," matthew muttered out, cheeks flushing red at the fact that his friend was seeing him in this state. when gyuvin's alpha pheromones reached him, he almost scrambled to get up and leech himself onto the alpha, "a-alpha."

if jiwoong wasn't here, he might have to suffice with gyuvin. that sounded so bad in his head, but he just so desperately needed a knot that he didn't care. he shook ricky's arm off of him and scrambled to where gyuvin was standing by the edge of his bed. he practically pounced on the younger, making him fall onto his butt in pain.

"gyuvin!," ricky's face turned pale when he saw matthew already tugging at the waistband of gyuvin's sweats, quickly prying the omega off of his boyfriend. he ended up pushing matthew more harshly than he intended, "gyuvin, what are you doing here? why did you follow me?"

gyuvin hated to admit that his alpha was getting affected by matthew's heat. it would've affected any alpha, even hao who was madly in love with hanbin. he quickly slapped himself on the cheek, watching as ricky was keeping matthew remotely at bay. he decided to leave since the scent emitting from the canadian was just so overwhelming. he just wanted to make sure matthew was okay, but his alpha was itching to get a hand on the omega.

"matthew," ricky frowned when he saw the omega sobbing, trying to gently push ricky away to get to gyuvin, "you can't— you can't have gyuvin. he won't knot you," his words got stuck in his throat as he felt it dry up. surely gyuvin can. gyuvin was an alpha too, and any alpha could give an omega in heat a knot. but despite how annoying gyuvin can be to the blonde, ricky was quite possessive of the alpha as well. and knowing gyuvin, gyuvin wouldn't want to fuck around with someone jiwoong had his eyes on.

"j-jiwoon hyung," matthew felt himself start to heat up, getting hot and dizzy as he weeped in the other omega's arms, "it— it hurts . . . mmm i need a knot," he felt slick coming out of him, making him cross his legs together uncomfortably on the cold floor to try to stop it from coming out again.

"i know, chu," ricky sighed, cradling the omega in his arms, "jiwoong is coming. jiwoong will help you, okay?," the mention of the other alpha's name made matthew's head perk up, eyes sparkling at the mention of the older that he had been longing.

so, how did jiwoong end up getting dragged to matthew's apartment?

hanbin wasn't the only one that was worried about the omega. jiwoong, who had left first ever since the incident in the car, was just as worried even though he kept telling himself that he wasn't. he carried the omega's faint scent everywhere since it had gotten all over his clothes. he went back to his condo, knowing that hao and gyuvin were probably at matthew's place to look after him with the omegas.

he was feeling fine, even taking a cold shower to clear his thoughts and the memory of matthew calling his name out like a mantra when he had left. there were so many thoughts running through him. how was matthew suddenly an omega? how long had he been on the medication? why was he on the medication? why did he hide his true subgender? it made jiwoong groan, throwing his head back onto his pillow as he laid down and put his arm over his eyes.

maybe he'll just sleep it off.

"you're fucking crazy, jiwoong," the alpha mumbled to himself, letting out a long sigh as he turned over to his side and grabbed his phone. he raised an eyebrow when he felt his phone vibrate, quickly sitting up and staring at the caller id that had popped up on his phone. why was hao calling him? he hesitated to pick up, letting it ring until the screen turned black again. maybe it was a mistake, jiwoong had thought, only to jump when the phone had started to vibrate again.

this time he decided to pick up, running a hand through his freshly dried hair as he put the call on speaker, "what's up?"

"can you come over?," he heard shuffling on the other side, most likely hao getting off the couch by the sound of it, "to matthew's place?"

"huh?" jiwoong raised an eyebrow, scoffing to himself, "you guys were the one that didn't want me there."

he heard silence from the other side, most likely the other alpha thinking of what to say next. it was still tense between the two alphas since earlier. it was already midnight by now, but jiwoong knew that matthew's heat was still going on and all of his friends would be there. he just didn't expect hao to still be there and he was assuming gyuvin was still there too considering that he hasn't returned to the condo yet.

"matthew needs you."

there was a moment of silence before jiwoong cleared his throat, "you guys don't want me anywhere near him. why would he suddenly want me—"

"he's calling your name."

jiwoong felt his heart stop, glancing down at the the phone that was in his hand. his inner alpha was telling him to go aide the omega. he couldn't deny that he was worried sick about the omega. hearing that just made him even more worried. how was matthew doing without him? he needs a damn knot for him to at least feel the slightest relieved. to say jiwoong quickly mumbled a quick 'ok' to hao was enough for the other alpha to feel the slightest relieved. jiwoong was quick to put on a hoodie and head out in his pajamas. he basically rode his bike all the way to matthew's place on autopilot, thoughts filled with the omega running around his head.

hanbin was there to greet him downstairs, unlocking the door for him and going up to where matthew's apartment was. before they even reached matthew's door, jiwoong was already hit with the sweet creme brûlée scent. he wondered how hao and gyuvin were holding in, but jiwoong could barely contain himself. hao and hanbin had taken him to the living room, practically dragging him there as his thoughts became muddy and cloudy.

"use protection," hao pressed a box of condoms against jiwoong's chest and shot him a mean, yet somehow forgiving glare, at him, "if he gets pregnant then you're really an asshole."

"i won't i won't," jiwoong chuckled, catching the box and inspecting it before it could fall down, "anything else, hao?"

hao tapped his chin, looking at the omega next to him who only shook his head, "you're forgiven for punching me and arguing with me," hao looked at him with a small smirk, "and don't do it again."

jiwoong rolled his eyes, smiling back at the alpha before heading towards the direction of matthew's room. gyuvin was standing outside of the closed door, fiddling with his fingers nervously and glancing up at the door every so often. he nodded at the younger alpha, telling him that he would have everything covered.

and boy was he met with a mess when he opened the door. ricky was cradling matthew in his arms, comforting him and he saw the way the omega in heat looked at him with teary, glossy eyes. ricky looked relieved to had seen the older there, letting matthew go to the alpha as he got up to his feet.

"take good care of him," ricky nodded at the older alpha, "he needs you this time," ricky had said before closing the door of matthew's bedroom to give them some privacy as he headed back to gyuvin who was waiting for him.

jiwoong's scent started to spike, filling the room with his brown sugar scent as he picked up matthew bridal style and carried the whimpering omega to the bed. it was a mess. he glanced at the slick soaked sheets, assessing the mess the omega had made earlier. yet, the same omega was still horny as ever, calling out jiwoong's name impatiently.

"j-jiwoon hyung."

jiwoong smiled, quickly pulling his hoodie over his head and throwing it somewhere onto the ground before crawling onto the bed and over the needy omega, "hey."

"n-need . . . need your knot," matthew sniffled, bringing a hand up to trace over the outline of jiwoong's toned abs under his compression shirt. jiwoong let out a small snort, pulling his shirt over his head before starting to pepper kisses over matthew's skin, "j-jiwoong hyung."

"you've been waiting so patiently. such a good boy," jiwoong smirked, wrapping his hand around matthew's small cock as he sucked on the boy's nipple, eliciting a moan from the younger. the alpha let out a low growl when he felt matthew grab at his erection through his pants, "fuck, chu."

matthew flushed, looking at the smirking alpha through half-lidded eyes. his eyes wandered down to the gray sweatpants that jiwoong was wearing, gulping when he realized how the alpha was already hard. his hand went over to graze over the outline of his dick through his sweats, admiring the size and the girth of it, "big."

"mmm," jiwoong hummed, pressing kisses and sucking at the boy's porcelain skin as he made his way down to matthew's dick, "it'll fill you up real good soon," jiwoong glared at the dildo on the ground that he tossed earlier out of spite.

he'll have to ask matthew where he got all of these toys from later. besides, nothing was better than the real thing.

"hurry," matthew whined, eyes still looking at the older's dick which is still sitting in his sweatpants. his hands fumbled to untie the drawstrings, shaking as he let jiwoong do it instead. his jaw dropped when the older pulled down his pants and his boxers, his cock standing tall, hard, and angry.

"you like what you see?," jiwoong chuckled, putting a finger under matthew's chin to close his mouth, "is that why your friends called me over? you just wanted to be filled up and bred don't you?"

matthew swallowed his saliva thickly, nodding as he admired how hot the alpha in front of him was. so hot that matthew was starting to get impatient with all the talk and pulled the alpha into a kiss. it was a messy kiss considering how he'd been so tired out for the past two hours of trying to go through his heat by himself, yet jiwoong was following matthew's rough pace. he felt jiwoong stick two fingers inside of him, pumping them in and out with ease.

"h-hyung i already did that," matthew pouted, pulling away from the kiss and digging his nose into jiwoong's scent gland on the juncture of his neck, "just put it in. it'll fit," he inhaled the brown sugar scent deeply, feeling himself get horny again.

jiwoong raised an eyebrow, laughing in disbelief at what the omega had the audacity to say to him. he removed his fingers nonetheless, getting up to grab the box of condoms that was beside them and ripping the foil open with his mouth. he rolled the condom onto his length, feeling the omega watch him so diligently, "what?"

"why— why do you need a condom?" matthew tilted his head to the side in genuine confusion. jiwoong snorted, throwing the wrapper away as he started to position himself. matthew had probably forgotten that the chances of him getting pregnant were higher now, and jiwoong wasn't allowed inside until hao had pressed a box of condoms to his chest angrily, telling him that if he got matthew pregnant then he would cut his dick off.

that was enough to scare jiwoong to bits and pieces. he was starting to wonder what hao liked about the omega.

"because you don't want my pups," jiwoong pouted, deciding to tease the omega into being guilty. he leaned down to suck matthew's soft, milky skin, littering it with bites and kisses, "right?"

matthew shook his head aggressively, letting out a soft moan when jiwoong bit against his skin softly, "h-hyung i do want your pups i want to be bred and filled up and knotted," the boy basically had tears in his eyes, and jiwoong found it a little amusing as to how matthew's inner omega was talking to him.

somehow, it was just so fun to tease the omega. it was a different side compared to matthew's bratty personality. it just made jiwoong take a liking to the boy even more.

"oh really?," jiwoong's lips curved into a smile as he grabbed the base of his cock and aligned it with matthew's slick hole. he lifted the boy's legs up, holding them up with his hands under his knees, "you just said you wanted to be knotted."

"ah ah," matthew moaned when he felt jiwoong start to push in him, the alpha's cock being incomparable to the dildo he had been using, "h-hyung you . . . ah . . . you know thats not haa— t-true!," jiwoong bottomed out, leaving matthew gasping and sobbing.

"then tell hyung what you want?," jiwoong chuckled, pulling out before thrusting back in softly. he earned a moan from the younger, then another one as the omega was unable to form words, "i won't knot you until you tell me what you want."

matthew was sobbing, feeling himself get hit in the prostate dead on with every one of jiwoong's thrusts. he was gripping the alpha's biceps and looking at him through teary eyes as he tried to form any word, but only cries and wanton moans would come out of his mouth, "hyung! ah! ah! hyung— it ah feels good! h-harder ah!"

"fuck," jiwoong cursed, feeling the omega clench down on him. the boy's velvety walls were not letting his dick go and the boy was still so tight after using that damn dildo for god knows how long. his dick wasn't dysfunctioning after all. how come he was so horny and turned on for matthew? it was probably because of the younger's heat, "fuck you feel good, fuck, you're going to snap my dick into two if you keep clenching down like that."

"s-sorry ah! hyung," matthew couldn't help it. he felt his release coming and his legs were trembling, "j-jiwoon ah! ah! no! too much— i'm gonna ah! c-come!," he shut his eyes closed as he felt himself come, spewing cum everywhere and dirtying his stomach for the nth time. he was busy catching his breath, yet the alpha on top of him had no intention of stopping, "h-hyung! ah!"

"don't you want me to knot you?," jiwoong growled, looking at the boy's stained stomach. he pulled his dick out, flipping matthew over so that he was on his hands and knees. the boy let out a cry when jiwoong slammed his cock into him again, thrusting mercilessly, "fuck— answer me, omega."

matthew shuddered, feeling tears run down his cheeks from the oversensitivity, "i want your ah knot! knot me, alpha!," he felt the pace of jiwoong's thrusts getting faster, making him come again, except it was coming out of his dick nonstop. he was wetting the sheets like crazy and jiwoong's slap against his ass didn't help him from feeling so good.

"you're like a fucking fountain," jiwoong grinned, grabbing at matthew's hair and pulling his head back so the omega would arch his back even more, "does hyung make you feel that good? no one can make you feel this way other than me, right?"

matthew mewled, shaking his head vigorously. he gasped when he felt something enlarge at the base of jiwoong's cock, "h-hyung ah ah ah ah that hurts! it hurts!," matthew knew it was jiwoong's knot that was forming.

"shhhh," jiwoong mumbled, trying to coax the boy that was sobbing, "take my knot like a good omega," jiwoong tried to sweet talk, even though he knew that he wasn't going to come inside the omega and fill him up at all. the alpha thrusted inside a few more times before feeling himself come, the final thrust basically locking his knot inside of matthew's tight little hole, "haaaaaa fuckkkkkk, you feel so good."

matthew let out a content moan, feeling something inside him fill up. he collapsed down onto the bed, his hands and knees no longer able to support him. he felt so content to have the older's knot, his omega writhing in pleasure as he felt jiwoong press kisses onto his scent gland and down the back of his shoulder.

"oh fuck," jiwoong muttered, watching as the cum started to seep out of the condom. clearly whoever bought these condoms didn't take into consideration of jiwoong's size and he watched the cum drip out of the sides of the rubber, "fuck, baby, this is gonna hurt," jiwoong warned the younger before forcing himself out and doing his best to clean up the cum that had spilled out. matthew whined, looking back to see the older scrambling to tie the condom and throw it out and wipe up whatever had gotten on to him.

the last thing jiwoong wanted was his cum to get anywhere near matthew and accidentally impregnate him. that would mean jiwoong couldn't see matthew anymore.

"hyung," matthew croaked out tiredly as he rolled onto his back, "y-you didn't knot me," he started to sniffle, watching as the alpha panicked and got right back to his side.

"i know," jiwoong whispered softly, leaning down to press a soft kiss onto matthew's cheek, "you'll get mad at me if i did and i know someone who'll cut my dick off if i did."

matthew shook his head, wiping the stray tears off his tear-stained cheeks, "i want your knot. i want you to breed me, hyung," he wrapped his arms around jiwoong's neck and pulled him down to kiss him sweetly, "i want you. i want your pups. i'll be a good mother to them i promise!—"

"matthew."

"am i not pretty enough?," matthew asked, his mouth feeling dry as he felt jiwoong pull him into his embrace, "right, jiwoon hyung doesn't like omegas."

yeah, it was definitely matthew's omega talking to him. the real matthew would be terrified that he had exposed his true subgender to jiwoong of all people.

"you're beautiful," jiwoong mumbled, cheeks tinting red in embarrassment as he placed a kiss on the boy's head, "you'll seriously be mad at me when you find out i did it with you. an asshole like me doesn't deserve to be with you, chu."

"but i like jiwoon-ie hyung!," matthew puffed up his cheeks, looking at the older angrily, "i should've stayed on those pills. maybe jiwoon hyung would like me better if i was a beta instead," matthew grumbled, turning his back to the older to hide his disappointment. he wrapped himself with his arms to cover up his cold, bare body.

"seok woohyun."

matthew froze at the older's cold tone. the alpha was using his korean name. he heard the older let out a breath.

"you're talking nonsense," jiwoong shook his head, pressing himself up against matthew's back closer, "you don't like me."

"i!—"

"i'm just using you. take this as compensation for using you during my rut."

jiwoong lied.

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