"Y/n!" Shalnark called out to her but more people came.

"Nice job Agent Y/n." One of the guy said.

"Thank you sir." She nodded while standing up. "Now let's take them back with us and show them the meaning of hell."

I touched the barrier and I knew that Chrollo could easily break it, but he didn't want to and I already know why. I met gaze with Y/n and I could tell that she was regretting what she did to us.

"Stop looking at them and don't feel sorry, the memories you had with them is fake. It is all made up so you don't need to feel something towards them."

Before she left, she gave me one last look and that's when our hideout got surrounded by many more people.

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I woke up in a dark, empty cold room. I was tied down to a chair with Nen ropes. There was a little light at the corner which showed a table full of tools that I am familiar wit because I have used them before. Not long after, the door opened and I already knew who was as I recognised his Nen.

"Who would have thought that I would be having a De Javu?" He switched on the light and it took a while before my eyes adjusted from it. "Glad you're awake, Feitan."

He was leaning by the door with a smirk on his face. He then looked at me from head to toe and made a disgusted face on.

"Look at you now, does this ring a bell?" He walked towards me and lifted my chin up. "I can't wait to ruin that face of yours and make you unrecognisable."

He then punched me on my left cheek and laugh.

"How does that feel?" He asks and I chuckled.

"Is that the best you can do? A baby could do better than that." I smirk and he glared at me, but it soon disappeared.

"You'll be laughing for now but later, you'll be begging for your life." He warned and I smirk.

"I could say the same thing to you." I lock my eyes in him and I could tell that he was starting to get intimidated.

"That won't work on me, in fact I was not the one who got betrayed by the person whom I loved the most." He smirk and I widen my eyes as I remembered Y/n.

He took a knife and pointed it towards me.

"I suffered because of you, but look at you now, you're in the same position as I was back then. The only difference is Y/n is on our side, and not yours."

I tried breaking the rope, but it was no use. 

"Did you know why she chose to befriend with you? It's because she already know that you were a part of the Phantom Troupe. Knowing that she forgotten all about you, it was easy for us to manipulate her. How sad, the person who you loved the most and used to love you is now your enemy."

I wanted him to stop talking, I wanted to kill him at this very moment. I should have killed him in the past but Chrollo has to let him go.

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I have no idea how many days it has been since we were held captive. I know the others could have escape, especially Chrollo but none of them are making a move. It's like they were waiting for something to happen.

The Nen rope on my body could have been easily broken if I really wanted to, but knowing the others hasn't tried escaping then I might as well not try anything. Jericho had also been torturing me non stop but the only thing that affects me is when he mentions Y/n.

"It's really annoying, you may not be able to remember her but I guess your feelings haven't forgotten about her. We also took that as our advantage since she is your weakness. She always had been your weakness and it disgust me! If I just introduced myself to her back to when we were at the orphanage, then maybe we would be the one who ended up together." I chuckled at what he said and he immediately glared at me.

He put the knife under my chin and made me look up to him.

"What's so funny." He was demanding an answer.

"You are..." I gave him another smirk and he raised an eyebrow. "Talking about you ending up with her, it's so funny when you talk about you and Y/n ending up together. You have so many chances to steal her away from me, she even lost her memories twice and you were there for her. But did she fell in love with you?"

His face turned into an angry one as if I said something really offensive, which what I was doing.

"Let me answer that for you, no. Never has never will, no matter what you try she will never fall for you even if she lose her memories for a hundredth times because in the end, she will always choose me and would fall for me over and over and over again!" 

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Jericho entered the room again for a thousandth times, trying to break me by using Y/n's name but it won't work on me anymore. And yes I got my memory back while I was getting tortured and I know for sure that Y/n will always come back to me. That was our promise with each other. 

Even if I lose my memories, I Y/n L/n will only love you, Feitan my future husband. Now your turn

Although there was something different with Jericho when I saw him. He was rushing to torture me and it looked like he hasn't organised himself yet. 

"Change of plan, I don't want to torture you anymore. I'm just going to kill you right here, right now." He said in a panic voice while picking up the knife and stabbed me on my chest.

I started seeing black dots and someone entering the door while knocking Jericho out. I couldn't see who it was but I recognised the voice, her voice.

Feitan no! Please, don't leave me...

Then darkness took over me.

Reader's POV, back to when Phantom Troupe was caught

We got back to our base where everyone was assigned to torture a member of the Phantom Troupe. Jericho immediately chose to torture Feitan and I was planning to object but he interrupted me.

"Remember Y/n, every feelings you have for him is fake. I'm sorry if you have to go through this but forget about those feelings and move on." He told me and I had no choice but to agree with him.

Even though everything is fake, like what he said, to me everything that I had with Feitan was real. My mind may deny and forget about it but my heart doesn't want to. My heart recognises him and it wants to be with him. As if he is the owner of my heart.

"You can choose somebody else." Jericho suggested and I caught a glimpse of the woman who can return memories, Pakunoda.

"I'll torture Pakunoda then." I said confidently and Jericho gave me a worried look.

"You know she can also manipulate the minds." He objected and I smirk.

"You're talking to Y/n here, no one can mess up my mind." I stated and the others agreed.

"Yeah Jericho, she'll be fine." 

"If someone messes with her mind, she will mess with them more."

"Just let her be!"

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"Can you really give me my memories back?" I asked Pakunoda and she nodded.

"Yes I can, if you just let me." She replied and I tried looking for a sign if she was lying, but couldn't find anything.

"If I let you give me my memories back, how can you prove if these are real?" I was having a doubt on what she can do.

"I don't need to prove it to you, I know your heart will tell you the truth and that tattoo is a proof that you are part of the Spiders whether you believe it or not." She gave me a genuine smile and my guts told me to trust her.