3. Tired


I'm tired of people not telling about their plans, how is their day, not feeling important to tell me if something happened in their life, not expressing their feelings, not being open to me, not understanding what I'm going through, not choosing me over other things, not telling me if there's is any fault with me. I'm done. It's always either you hurting me or I'm hurting you. We don't have a happWiiy conversations for so long. Our relationship changed from you making me smile even when I'm sad to you not asking to stop me from crying, sometimes you don't even know whether I'm crying or if you choose to be ignorant. I don't think our way of dealing with each other changes with progressing time. You haven't given me that much of a trust. I have been always honest with you about my feelings and my weaknesses. You are not the same person I started feeling for. You are changed and so I'm. I never wanted to blame you for the way the things happening between us. But I am tired of the sequence which involves me telling you what the problem is and you saying its not going to bother us but still it is. I don't want to be in such a complicated relationship. Rather I wish to be single. I want to tell you this on your face that we were never meant for each other. But we started in this way so it will end this way. It's not your mistake to not able to meet up but you should be open with me about it otherwise it shows how much you disrespect me though it's not your intention. I don't want be diplomatic but it's not our both fault . But it should end. That closure is needed for me.

-ArinShaik

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