Okay so... Fuck off this is based on my main story but it's not really XD

Kirishima's POV

Today was the day I'm going to tell him. I'm going to tell him I like him finally. I've had a crush on Bakugou for so long now. Ever since the U.S.J Incident. I know pretty dumb. But I'm finally going to do it. I asked him if we can work out today so I can get it to be just us.

I pull my hair up into a small ponytail fight me that's totally how he works out and grab my things to get ready to work out. I'm so much more pumped for this time than normal. I walk down the stairs and wave to the class, half of them knowing what I'm going to do.

"Good luck kiribaby!" Mina yells after me. Midoriya looks slightly worried but I'm sure it's normal when you're worried about your friend.

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I finally get to the gym after stopping for a small breakfast and I see Bakugou there already. Sweet. Maybe this will be easier than I thought it'd be!

I run over to him and smile like normal. "Hey Bakugou! You ready to work out or get out?" I chuckle at my own weird joke. Who would say that anyways?

"Whatever. Make this one quick I have a date with Midoriya aft-" he quickly cuts himself off and glances at me.

A date? With Midoriya... No wonder he looked worried... "Nah no it's chill!" I felt my smile fading but quickly replace it with a fake one. "We can just save this for another time bro! Get ready for your date. Haha" I drop my bag by my side and turn on my heels to start walking back to our dorms. Better luck next life Eijiro.

Bakugou's POV

I just told that red haired idiot I have a date and he turns away with a sad look? What the fuck? I'm not turning down his work out invite. "Hey! You want to work out come back here and work out!" I grab his arm harshly to remind him I'm here.

"No! No it's fine! Go on your d-.. date. I'll keep it a secret and say I started feeling sick" I knew something was up with this idiot. I'd just like him to say what though.

"Spit it out shitty hair! What's wrong?"

"Nothing! Nothing... Just let me go!" Kirishima quickly pulls his arm away from my grip and walks out of the gym. What the fuck is his problem?

I chase after Kirishima and grab his arm again and pull him back quick enough to see him pull an eye roll and quick fake smile. "What the fuck is wrong with you, you dumbass? And tell me the fucking truth!!"

"The truth? The truth is I fucking love you but I see Midoriya got to you first so what's the point of saying this?? I've liked you since the U.S.J Incident! Your were manly and really strong and brave and you still are! But I can't fucking have you! Now let me go Bakugou" he roughly pulls his arm away and his smile dropped a while ago. All I'm left with is staring at his back in disbelief.

Kirishima's POV

I walk back into the dorms, still ignoring my phone going off. I look into the lobby and grab my phone and toss it to Midoriya. "You can fucking talk to him. The pin is his birthday anyways." I then gave everyone else a fake smile and wave "I'm actually really tired. Bakugou and I decided to cancel! Later all of you!" I wave and get a few waves and 'later's back before I go to my room. It's unmanly but all I can do is cry when in get to my room by myself.

Mama Mina's POV

Kirishima leaves after throwing his phone at Midoriya and saying something I don't understand. The lobby goes pretty quiet when a small 'thup' was heard above us. He's so down he probably almost broke his door.

I've known Kirishima since middle school so I know something is up. "Speak up Midoriya before I melt your eyes out" I turn to look at him.

"W-woah is everyone is Kacchan's group mean and life threatening? I d-didn't do anything i swear!" Of course he's stuttering. Which means he really didn't do anything. But it has something to do with him.

Before I could get another question out Bakugou comes running though the front door panting, out of breath, and looking like he ran a race. Perfect. Just the man I'm looking for.

"Where did... he go?" He huffs out. And before I could say anything else Kaminari pointed up and said something like 'His room.'

Bakugou's POV

I run up the four flights of stairs to Kirishima's room and knock, pound on the door even. Nothing. There was no answer. I didn't hear sobbing either. Fuck I don't want to lose my best friend.

I kick open the front door and see nothing but a note on his desk and his uniform next to it. I pick the note up and read it.

𝘋𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘸𝘩𝘰𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳,                

𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘵 𝘐 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘉𝘢𝘬𝘶𝘨𝘰𝘶. 𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘮. 𝘚𝘰, 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘨𝘰 𝘳𝘶𝘯𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘶𝘱 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦. 𝘐'𝘮 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘹𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘯 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘮𝘦. 𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘦 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦.
𝘛𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘮 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘰 𝘔𝘳. 𝘈𝘪𝘻𝘢𝘸𝘢 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘰𝘯 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘦. 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘧𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘩𝘺 𝘰𝘳 𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴.

                       𝘎𝘰𝘰𝘥𝘣𝘺𝘦.
                            𝘌𝘪𝘫𝘪𝘳𝘰

Oh no...

Kirishima's POV

This was it. I would finally be free of my past, my present and my fucked up future. This was finally it. A permanent dream of me and Bakugou finally together. Imagine living without the one you love. Well I won't have to.

I look over the edge of our building and grins a little. I write a fraction of what I really was feeling on the paper. There was so much more than Bakugou. But it'll all be over now. I'm going to jump.

I finally step off.