Became Emo because your love life is pfft.
It's been almost a month.....
That damned four minutes and 21 seconds messenger "phone" call. 6/8/17 is the fucking date. On my worse day after two nights before..... My life was doing so well until my mom called the cops on my dad. Now I sing Trauma(C.Y.J.) and Forever Love(JB, got7) everyday since it's been scarring the shit out of me lately. But THAT day, I was talking (well texting) to my ex-whatever asshat since it's a long distance relationship. It's was going swell during the school day until lunchtime. Fuck, my depression worsen the fuck outta me right after. Let me recap a summary.......
On August 21st, early hours..... I wanted to date my ex for a really long ass time but it's it was so long distance that I didn't care.... I did and the spiraled into a great relationship...... January came around, I was walking home alone, so I called you and was actually being nice to you. We had mini arguments but they ended at laughing. I worked my ass for an event SR Honoka for you.....
Now I'm left in the dark because of your bullshit. I can't forget how pure and sweet our relationship was. But FOR FUCK'S SAKES NOOOOOOOOO, you literally crushed my cotton candy heart(crybaby reference). Now it's been almost a fucking month and a half and I'm still crushed.... For even shit's sake, I almost killed myself because you worsen my suicidal thoughts. I hope you weren't having "fun" with a different girl and if you did, curse you too slut. Now I wondered why your past relationships didn't last long, probably because fucking cheating behind the back of your exes or it was toxic. You're such a douchebag. Also now when I go on Facebook and messenger, I'm fucking reminded on how you broke my heart. If you come again and plead to me to get back together in the near future, I'll drop your dead ass for breaking a innocent girl. I'll even send my fucking mom to fucking kill you cause I fell out of the fantasies. I can't be happy anymore for making that day ten times as worse for me. I grew too comfortable and confident on the last month, I was changing my appearance, but you are a dick. I wish you the fucking worse in your future. (Lets called him Alexis since privacy reasons).  Alexis, get your shitty ass out of my life, I can't do "friends" because it's killing me. Now begone and be forgotten. I will never date because of your dickhead self. 🖕
Bitch bye. 😤😤😤