HARRY STYLES

It was later at night when I decided it was time to leave my office. All day I was setting up and unpacking the boxes that were placed outside of the door. At this point, the house had been fully moved into. Arabella put away most of her things in the morning so I'm assuming that she is done unpacking. I walked out of the office and up the stairs to find where she was.

I walked towards the master bedroom door and slowly pushed it open. The television was on playing light music as Arabella was folding a basket of clothes sitting on the bed. I walked over to her as she looked up at me with a soft smile. I could tell she was nervous about living with me again. Hell, I would be too.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"I put in some laundry, the washer and dryer are weird here" she said making me laugh.

"It's called new" I said making her roll her eyes playfully.

I sat down on the bed watching her straighten up the odds and ends in the room before finally walking to the bed and sitting down. I cautiously pushed my body closer to hers while looking at her face to make sure there weren't any signs of disgust. None, good. I let my arm loosely lay behind her head making her head move to rest on my arm.

"I called the Psychologist, he made an appointment for me to come later this week to do basic testing" I said making her nod.

"That's good, are you nervous?" she asked.

"A little, I'm scared what they're going to find" I said.

"You should be fine" she said.

"What do you think I have?" I asked, making her eyes shoot up to look at mine. She paused for a moment before answering.

"I'm no doctor, but I think even though you can be cocky and conceited, somewhere in that head of yours is anxiety. Whenever you mess up or do something wrong I usually have to push your self-confidence and self-esteem back up there" she said making me nod.

"I just don't want to go in there, and find out that I have all these issues" I said.

"Well wouldn't you think that would be better, if you can get the help you need?" she asked.

"I don't want you to think I'm messed up" I said.

"We all are" she said making me shrug my shoulders.

We sat in silence for a bit. The sound of her breathing echoed through the large room as I looked around. I felt her body shuffle a bit as she sat up and looked down at me. Her finger came up and twisted with the hair at the nape of my neck. I leaned my head into her hand as my body began to slowly loosen up and relax. Her other hand came up and rested on my chest.

"Harry.." she said quietly.

"What, baby?" I asked.

"Do you have to go to work tomorrow?" she asked, holding a pout on her lips.

I raised my eyebrow before giving her the look. "Yes, I do" I said making her huff.

"Why?" she whined, dragging out the word.

"Because I haven't been in almost a month" I said making her groan.

"One more day isn't going to kill you" she said.

"Yes it will, I can't take tomorrow off" I said.

"Do you even go to an actual office?" she asked.

"You've never been to my office in England?" I asked making her shake her head.

"I've been to the one in Italy" she stated raising her eyebrow at the memory.

"Oh yeah, that's right" I said shrugging my shoulders.

Before I could even think to tell her she cannot come to my work with me, a giant grin took over her face. I knew that grin all too well. I raised my eyebrow and shook my head in turn making her nod hers.

"You're not coming" I said.

"Please" she said once again dragging out the word.

"No, do you remember the last time you came to work with me" I said making her shrug.

"That was before, please, I get so lonely when I'm here by myself" she whine

"Well I'm sorry, you can't come" I said making her pout.

"Please" she begged.

"No"

"Please"

"No"

"Please"

"No"

"Harry!" she said making me shake my head.

"Arabella!" I mimicked making her squint her eyes.

"I'm ignoring you" she said childish, turning her face away from me.

I let out a chuckle before shaking my head. "You can't ignore me forever" I said.

"You're being petty" I said.

Her arms crossed over her chest as she bobbled her head to prove her point. She kept her head firmly turned away making me roll my eyes once again.

"Fine, you can come.." I began making her whip her head around and latch her arms around my neck.

"Thank you Thank you Thank you" she rushed out kissing my cheek.

"On one condition.." I said making her pull back.

"Anything.." she said.

"Anything?" I said, raising my eyebrow as the dirty thoughts ran through my mind.

"Yes" she said, clearly oblivious to the filthy thoughts floating around my head.

"I could be a pervert right now and ask for a blowjob, but I'll be nice and ask that you do not talk to anyone but myself" I said making her laugh.

"You're funny, but if you know anything about me it's that I talk to any and everyone. Do you really want to trick yourself out of a blowjob?" she said teasingly raising her eyebrow.

I felt my pants significantly tighten around the crotch as she took her lip between. A cocky smile plastered across her face.  We both knew she was right, did I really want to do this to myself? Nope. I swung my legs over the side of bed and grabbed her wrist in my hand.

"Get over here" I growled, making her giggle and slip between my legs.

Her hands fumbled with my belt before undoing it an dragging down the zipper slowly. I lifted my hips when her fingers dug into the waist band of both my jeans and boxers. Her eyes innocently peered back up at me before her hand reached up to grab the base of my cock. My hips lifted to meet her hand, but I quickly stopped. She's still new to this stuff and the fact that we're still on the rocks.

Her small hand pumped my shaft slowly before she took me into her mouth. I could tell she was still nervous about doing this, but nowhere compared to how she was the first time. Her head bobbed up and down before she released with a small pop. Her hand took over as she wiped spit from her mouth. She looked back up at me as my eyes rolled back with a loud groan.

"You're killing me" I said, opening my legs further.

Her lips went back down but instead of going further, they laid flush on my tip. Her tongue curiously poked the head making me throw my head back with a moan. She's so fücking hot. My hands slowly curled around her hair pulling her down further on my shaft. I felt her gag for a second making me nearly pant.  I let go as she came back up quickly continuing to pump my shaft.

"I'm close..." I began making her immediately stop.

My head snapped down to look at her as she stood up from between my legs.

"I want to do it again" she said, wrapping her arms around my neck.

"Have sex?" I asked making her nod.

"Yes, go get a condom" she said pulling me by my shirt off the bed.

I awkwardly stumbled to the drawer and pulled one of the box. I kept it between my teeth as I pulled my shirt off my body. When I turned back around, she was completely naked besides her underwear. She was wearing a thong? I didn't even know she owned one of those. I raised my eyebrow before walking back towards the bed while ripping the condom out of the foil.

"You know.." I began "You're going to be 18 years old, it's fine if you say the word sex"

"It's a dirty word, I don't like it" she said as I rolled on the condom.

"You don't like sex or the word?" I teased making her roll her eyes.

Her hands came around my neck and clamped down in my hair. My rested on her hips before gently pushing her down on the bed. Her body hit the mattress as I hovered over her. I broke our lips apart and torn down her flimsy underwear before slowly guiding myself inside of her. Her hand roughly tugged at my hair. I need to be careful this is only her second time. For a second I didn't move, but soon I allowed myself to slowly thrust in and out.

"Harry.." she moaned as my lips attached to her neck.

I bit the skin on her neck slightly but enough for there to be proof of myself tomorrow when she's at work with me. My tongue ran over the bitter skin as her nails roughly raked down my back. My lips lifted from her neck and connected to hers. I completely dominated her mouth, not even allowing her the chance to even try. My thrusts were beginning to speed up without even thinking.

"Fück Ara" I groaned making her eyes roll back.

She's still so fücking tight and it feels so good. Knowing that I'm the only one that has seen her like this. Knowing that I am the only one and will be the only one to make her feel this good is such a fücking turn on. Her eyes looked up at me with a whole different feel. Her innocence was still there but now it has a bit of a twist to it. Instead of the purity, it is replaced with lust and desire. She's not the innocent little girl I met months ago, she's a women with wants, needs, and desires.

My hands rested above her head as I slowly leaned into her ear.

"I love you so much" I whispered feeling the pit in my stomach form quickly.

"I love you" I heard her moan back. My heart slammed against my chest as I allowed myself to thrust faster.

My lips reconnected with hers as her hands once again found my hair. I began to pant heavier as She continued to moan my name.

"I'm close" I groaned.

I felt my stomach twist as a burst of euphoria hit me. Her fingers dug deep in my hair as one final moan of her name sent her into her high. I allowed both of us to ride out our highs before collapsing.

I pulled out slowly feeling her wince a bit before standing up and peeling the condom off.  I tied it tightly before throwing it into the trashcan. I walked back over to the bed where she was still laying completely exhausted. I climbed in next to her before moving to lay under the sheets.

"I missed you so much" I said wrapping my arms around her.

Her head heavily rested on my chest before she giggled quietly.

"What?" I asked making her head pop up.

"I can't believe we just did that" she said making me furrow my eyebrows.

"Why?" I asked.

"There's so much going on" she said quietly, a lazy smile resting on her lips.

"Guess we found our own way to makeup" I said making her smile.

"Well... on the off record..." she said sitting up from her place and looking down at me.

"What?" I asked.

"It was your love that got us into this mess" she said, running her hands over my shoulders.

"Well, baby, it's going to be yours that gets us out of it" I said quietly.

A/N:
I want to just start out by saying no, I did not plan to be gone for that long of time, I honestly didn't even think I would even stop writing. It's been a while, WAY to long. Since the last time I've talked to you guys, I was in a much different place, a happier place. Things have changed. Since then I've dealt with MANY obstacles; to start I've had a death in the family, on top of the fact that my grandmothers death was not even a year prior to this one, I've been dealing with some bullying issues that have gotten worse, and other personally issues. This book was meant to be a place where I could forget things and the outside world, but it got to a low where this book wasn't enough. But I'm a different person now. It's been incredibly hard not to talk to you guys about this, but I wanted to help myself before I faced you once again. I'm okay, I am for the most part happy, I have incredible friends who have helped through things, but also I have you guys. When I came back a few days ago, my entire notifications was full of love and I honestly can't thank you enough. It's been a long road, but I'm happy you guys are still here for the ride ❤️❤️