Chapter 13: The Misunderstandings And Their Devastating Effects
Hey guys! Let's reach around 55 comments for this chapter. I hope you all don't beat the life out of me after this chapter. Buckle up, it's gonna be bad. Like really really bad. You will want to use the most epic curses for Wanda. And trust me, me too.
* Wanda's POV *
We found ourselves standing alone in a hallway upstairs. Looking down from the balcony, I found myself noticing how many people had actually came. They were all dancing and chattering among themselves, enjoying the surroundings and the food. They had found yet another reason to be happy.
I slowly turned my gaze to Fidelio, who stood weirdly some distance away from me.
I didn't question that.
Seeing him fidget with his hands before looking at me. He spoke: ''I...uh- Wanda'' He glided his fingers in his hair before moving his hand to rub the back of his neck.
He looked nervous.
Why?
''A host should know that he's supposed to attend to his guests. Not roam around while other's do it for him. By the way Winnie my head hurts a bit, I am going to my room for some medicine. Maybe some rest as well.''
''Get moving your shitty self then'' Del muttered lowly.
''I heard that, asshole'' Sienna muttered back.
''Speak up birthday boy. We don't have all night.'' I said.
He looked at the direction where Sienna had gone then glanced at me, An expression of utter thinking crossed his face, making him look like he was debating on many things at the same time. Then slowly, he exhaled a sigh, then took a deep breathe before coming a bit closer, still leaving decent amount of distance between us.
''I don't know Wanda but, I have thought this over many times, I know I may surprise you with what I have to say, but, I don't think there is any time better than this.''
''Del please. You are not making any sense.'' I replied.
''I know I am not, What is left of my mind to make my words have any sense in them when you are the only one who I have in it? Yes, you fill every part of me, brain, heart and soul. You complete me. Without you I am like a fish is without water. Dying. When you were not here, but in that damned coma, I lost a part of me. I felt like I will die because that is exactly what will happen to me if you are not with me. I died every day, heck I wished I died at many points, But then you came back, being my light, my path, my destiny, my future, my happiness, my smile. You are my everything Wins. You are the reason I live for every day, and you will be the reason I will happily die. The day you were awake, I felt I accomplished the best thing I in the world, Bringing you back with my endless prayers, after such a long wait, I think my heart stopped. I wished that if I have ever done anything good in my life then let you be okay again. And you did. You came back in my life and I found another reason to live.''
I was completely gobsmacked. I couldn't think of anything. My mind had gone blank at his words. He was saying things so foreign to me. I felt myself going stiff.
He continued.
''You are like oxygen to my lungs, I won't survive without you. Heck, every single moment...'' He moved closer so quickly that now he had his hands caging me around the pillar and his face being buried in my neck.
''At every moment I have to fight the urge to breathe you, to hold you, to call you. As mine.'' He traced his nose against my neck as his warm breaths fanned against my neck, making my breath hitch.
''I love you so much Wanda'' He whispered lastly against my skin, and I am sure goosebumps arose on every part of my body. He trailed his lips across my jaw, whispering a set of continuous 'I love yous'
And that's exactly when my mind decided to play the memory of chocolate eyes staring into my cinnamon ones, holding my body against his as we danced. Then a memory of him grabbing me away from the cliff, hurting himself yet saving me from killing myself. Flynn...
''Del...'' I found myself whispering sternly.
A low 'mmhm' left his mouth as I gathered every power within me to push him back so harshly I surprised myself in the process. He stumbled back as I growled : ''GET AWAY FROM ME!''
He stared at me wide-eyed, searching for any traces of humor on my face.
He found none.
Then maybe the realization of the twisted fate hit him, because his face turned impossibly pale. From fear to anger to confusion to heartbreak. His emotions were clear as the day. Then knowing that he wouldn't be able to speak right now. I found myself speaking. Something controlling my voice so it came out way more poisonous than I could ever imagine.
''How can you even think something like that Del? No- Fidelio. Fidelio Fonzo Florez it is. And from now on, so it will be. Touching me like I belong to you. I DON'T! YOU HEAR ME? I DO NOT BELONG TO YOU MISTER FLOREZ!'' I shrieked although I am sure the voice didn't reach downstairs because of the music.
''You didn't bring me back De-Mr Florez. My love for him...for Flynn Jasper was too strong to let me die without having him. And who are you to claim to be dying without me. Huh? When you were living the best life you could even at that moment. You were okay then, you are okay now. LOOK AT YOU DE- I don't understand why I keep calling you that...''
I felt tears sting my eyes as I tried to push the palms of my hands deeply onto the pain spot to ease the pain.
''Wins...'' His voice was like his soul had was crushed to a million pieces and he was made to swallow every single one of it without the option of resisting.
''NO! Look at you! talking about being dead when you are dressed, celebrating and enjoying life. Even a little hair on your beard didn't change Mr Florez! So just cut the act out. Let me tell you who your previous statements belong too. They belong to Flynn. THAT MAN HAS LEFT HIS FUCKING JOB HEARING ABOUT ME BEING IN A COMA. HE IS IN NO CONTACT WITH ANYONE! HE IS NOT IN AMERICA ANYMORE!'' I shouted at him. Obviously angry at how can he say he couldn't live without me when he was living alright.
''I don't love you Mr. Florez. I love Flynn'' I spoke monotoned.
An expression of hurt crossed his face as a voice roared from across the hallway. We turned our eyes to see Sienna standing across from us. A strange look on her face as she stared at me, not even moving her eyes.
The man came nearer to me as he spoke then turned to leave, disappearing from my sight. His words left echoing in my mind, then my heart, finally leaving my soul unfathomably shattered:
''You were always my person, even if I was never yours''
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Sorryyyyyyy....I know this chapter is so so much shitty. Even for me, I was crying while writing this one. I hate to do these things with Del. I love that man so much. Specially when Wanda calls him Mr Florez instead of Del...It hurts doesn't it?
I hope things get better in the next chapter. Wanda is pissing me out of my mind right now.
Bye bye beautiful readers!
Till next time!
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