This was requested by Penguins_cool hope you enjoy this one shot! Warning! This is sad really sad one i wrote. So grab a tissue box and ready to cry! (If you had tears <__<)

Nate's.P.O.V
As i was sitting at my chair starring at the window depressed....I am alone...Alone in the house with no one....I grab a photo frame next to the window. The photo shows at a park with a swing or sort of playground....Theres me at the picture and next to me...is someone thats special to me...she wears (insert the color dress MUST be dress dont judge <__<) dress along with her shoes/sandels also wears a (insert color) hat. She holds my hands and smiled and so was i....Her name is....Y/N F/N....She was..lets say my best friend but now we are more like gf and bf's.

Y/N is the kindest friendliness girl that i first met besides the other girls. You see...When i was 12 or 13 i was always been bullied by a bunch of older kids. Making fun of my looks and how i am nerdy even the girls disgust me...No one wants to be friends with me...no one...not even the girls...Girls in those days only likes guys thats have a handsome looks or maybe abs but back then trust me i am nerd kid and ugly...

(Kind of a flashback tells Nate's past <__<)

I was always sitting in the big tree outside the school (After school or maybe before school if u guys wondering <__<) Sitting there...Looking at the petals that falls down on the ground....its the season of Sakura...Sometimes i pulled out a sketch book from my bag and draw or maybe sing to myself....I like singing a lot....Creating my own song its just fun really. But loneliness...is my weakness.

But something change! One day after school like usual i want to that big saksura tree and lay down...but i slept. I was sleeping...but i was intrupted...by a voice....

"Helloo....Helloo~"

I slowly open my eyes...I met a beautiful (insert color) eyes and a long/short (insert color) hair blowing by the brizzy wind. She looks at me with a curious face and smiled.

"Why are you alone??"

I sits up and stared at her eyes...

"Is something wrong?" She asked

"Huh? Oh..." I looked away "its nothing..." She giggled and siys down looking at the sakura tree.

"It's beautiful isnt it?....That petals falling down from the trees"

I looked at the skaura tree as well "Yeah it is..."

She looked at me again and gives me a handshake "My name is Y/N F/N! Its nice too meet you! Whats yours?"

"Nathan Smith...Just call me Nate"

Y/N giggle "Thats a nice name"

I smiled i got the good feeling she would be my first freind.

"Yaaay! You smile!"

"Huh?"

"Because you looked so gloomy like this" She makes a funny face of gloom making me laugh.

"See! Hahaha!"

"Nooo i didnt!"

"Anyway umm why are you alone?"

My faced which was happy replaced with sadness i looked away "Because i dont have friends..."

"Huh? Why? You can just makes friend you know!"

"They will just go away went i try to makes friends...They think i am a nerd and ugly....."

"Well for me your not ugly"

I looked at Y/N with sparkles in mu eyes.

"Really?"

Y/N scoot closer to me "Yeah! You my be nerdy...but cute one! ^^"

"Thanks...."

"Lets be friends ok!"

I noded my head and hug Y/N she hugged me back "Thank you Y/N..."

Y/N wink "No problem!! Will be bff forever!! Sounds good?"

"Yeah!!"

And so that day (humans recived a grieved remainder! Jk jk this isnt attack on titan XD) After school i always went to the sakura tree like i usually do but different...because i had a friend to play that is Y/N herself. We play everyday. She also had school she said that her school isnt so far from mines....Sometimes she visited my house to playover or sleep over. We always hang out a lot in holidays.

5 years later....Me and Y/N became gf and bf's and we lived togather since our parents lets us.

But........

1 year later......something change.....

Went i wake up in the morning....Y/N always sleep beside me and smiled saying "Good morning hon or love" then we cuddle each other or sometimes she smacks me in the face if i didnt wake up.

It was a fun time....but...the fun time disappeared...just like that....After a date at night at the amusement park just like Y/N wanted ...the next day morning....She...She just disappeared...I though for a sec that she went on shopping or something but...if she did she will left a note in the table but ahe didnt. On my second though maybe she forgot...but i dont think so.....i waited and waited....but she didnt come home yet..its already night....

I gave up and go to sleep....The next day i thought Y/N was home and..she was at lying down beside me just like usually do...but....shes not there....

I got panic and called her.....She didnt answer...i called her again and again...lets say almost 34 times...but it always said the number your calling is busy.....I hurriedly went to shower and dress up and striaght away finding Y/N.

I asked people and post her missing pic at the wall. People said they didnt know her or rather dont know where she went. I went to a cafe called (insert name) thats where Y/N always works. I asked one of the waiters. The waiters said she know and last seen...2 days ago the waiter said that Y/N was drinking a coffee..she didnt work (because its holiday) and pulling out a phone texting someone..but her face is sad...after that dont know where she went....

I thank the waiter and leave the cafe continuing search for her...I went on searching and searching till midnight..and decided to give up and went home.

As i open the door i went straight to bed and pull my blanket to my face amd cried...at that night....i didnt sleep well...i cant bare to lose Y/N...She cant just disappear like that! Theres got to be a reason! So the next day i plan on searching for her again till she was found....

Now.......

Its been....3 years now.........

She didnt went home.....

It was...so lonely without her..

Did she....abounded me? No....Y/N couldent be the type to just....abounded me...she is too kind....

Where is she?

Y/N.......i missed you....so much....

I am 27 years old now.....You missed my birthday......i wish you were here...blowing out the candle with me.......

My only wish.....

Is to be with you...Y/N.....only you....

But...your gone.....just like that.....

Where are you?

Please come home.......

Please.......

And now i cried......as i still looked at the photo frame we pictured together (Oh guys you remember that photo frame that Nate holds in the first line? It takes the photo went Nate's birthday in the park just so you guys are wondering)

Suddenly the door bell rings....i looked at the door and wipe my tears....I went for the door and swung open....The first thing i saw was a smile (Have i..seen it somewhere? That familiar smile....) And a (insert color) eyes and a (insert color) hair that tights into a ponytail.

The female smiled and holds myboth hands "Hello...Nate...."

My eyes widen as more tears stream down from my face i fell down in my knees....i know that voice...i recognize that voice....its her....its her.....

"Y/N!!!!!! *sound of heavily sobbing*"

Y/N kneels down as well as she hugs me "Its been 3 years isnt it......i am sorry..."

I griped her shirt as i am still hugging "Dont leave me ever again!!!! You hear me!! Ever!! I been looking for you so deadly!! *heavily sobbing sound*"

"I know...i am sorry...i am sorry....i know i shouldnt do that....i know..."

"Why did you leave me?! Whyy!!!!"

Y/N looked ar me as a single tears and more tears stream down from her face "Its a long story.....but i will tell you...let me just....hug you...."

I burried my face at Y/N's chest as i let out all of my pain, my sadness my anger crying.....

"I am home.....Nate......"

The End.....

Welp thats the end of the episode!!! Did anyone cried taise up your hand and be honest!! Psssbbhhh! Hahah me as Admin while i am writing this i almost cried just a little bit..Well this is a specail one shot since is....Nate's bday!! Yaaaaaaaay!!! Happy birthday to our favorite waifu! (For me its waifu <__<) and Nate always stayed cool! Is he turning to 27 or 28? Just wondering. Anyway Penguins_cool i hope you like this one shot! Sorry if its sucks but i get a lot of writing here!! So anyway dont forgot to cote this and i"ll see you guys at another one shit! Byeeee!