Sam

"You sure you ready?" Jay asked me removing his clothes.

I have yet to remove any of my clothes. He thinks I'm still a virgin, how do I tell him that I am not?

"Wait Jay." I stopped him before he took off his pants.

"Wassup ma?" He looked down at me.

"I'm not a virgin. Actually I was raped when I was just starting out my sophomore year." I said sitting up on the bed.

I couldn't even look at Jay right now. I kept something so deep from him. I know he won't forgive me. He not the type to let something go so easily.

I finally looked at him he looked hurt more then anything. How do I fix this?
"Jay?" I called his name.

He ignore me and put on his shirt. Oh boy.

"Put on your shoes and meet me in the car." He said then walked away from me.

Well I knew how he was, I should been told him. Now I may have lost him.

When I got in the car, he speed off down the road to Lil C house.

"Jay please talk to me."

"Man what you want me to say Samantha? You kept that shit from me. Here I am thinking I will be your first, but some nasty muthafucka took your innocences away from you. Huh? So what the fuck you want me to say?" He growled out at me.

"I don't want to lose you Jay." A tear slip out my eyes.

"Should have thought about that shit, before you kept that from me man. You don't think it would have hurt me? Huh? I told you I love you. I told you everything about me, but your ass still keeping secrets and shit. That makes me think our relationship was one sides ma." Jay glanced at me.

I know what he was saying was true. But I needed him to see where I was coming from.

"I didn't want you judging me. You not the only one I kept it from. I kept it from my family too. I just recently told them about what happen. So you not the only one that was left in the dark." I said sadly.

He laughed bitterly.

"You think that's suppose to make me feel better? Well it don't. You someone I consider being with for the rest of my life, but now, nah man, u keeping secrets and shit. I can't do this shit with Samantha. I can't trust u ma."

That made more tears fall out my eyes. I can't believe I'm losing him.

When he pulled up into Lil C driveway. He didn't even turn off the car.

"Get out ma?" He said not looking at me.

"Jay please. I love you." I was sobbing now.

"Nah ma. I can't do this with you. I'm sorry but no. I love you too. I need time Samantha." He still won't look at me.

I got out his car. He didn't even wait til I was in the house, before he speed off.

I walked up the driveway, before I could turn the knob. I felt a hand cover my mouth.

"Don't make a sound." The person whispered in my ear.

I nodded as more tears escape my eyes.

Little do he know, I head butted him as hard as I can. I know I'm going to have a headache later.

He let me go, I turned around a kneed him in his dick. He groaned and fell over. That cause me to stomp him in his dick.

I was taking all my anger out on him. I got on top of him and send blows to his face until I saw he wasn't moving no more. My clothes was bloody as hell.

I had tears falling from my eyes.

I got up off him and made my way in the house.

"What the hell?!" Lil C yelled.

"A guy tried to take me. I think I killed him. He's in the front yard." I said then made my way to upstairs to the bathroom and turn on the water in the tub.

After my tub water was done. I got in and cried my eyes out. I lost the most important thing in my life right now. How could I be so stupid? I should have told him.

After I got out the tub. I made my way to my bed and laid down. I check my phone to see if Jay called. But he didn't. I decided to just give him time to cool off. I know I can get him back. I just hope I didnt lost him forever.

A knock came at my door.

"Come in." I yelled.

Lil C entered my room.

"You good? Jay called and told me what happen. Just give him time. He hurting right now. He'll come around. As for that nigga that tried to snatch your little ass up. You didn't killed him. He was some homeless man looking for some money. You beat his ass." Lil C laughed.

I smiled a little.

"It's going to be okay. I'll let you get some sleep. I love you lil sis." He kissed my forehead.

"I love you too big bro."

He left out my room. I turned and faced the wall.

Sleep please find me.
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