Today's been a great day so far...

Earlier today at Music, our Music teacher called me to try and perform with my instrument, but then I eventually fail as always... then he said that it's ok, he said that I was helping the "band" by helping myself and giving a lot of effort. It made me a bit happy and relieved to hear that...

And the day was great so far...

*sighs* I'm still thinking about last night...

Who knew that it was gonna be the most amazing day of my life... but also the very last...

Sure, I probably give a lot of effort, but I'm not good enough, I never was, to anyone...

Someone I know was right...

She wasn't surprised that no one liked me at all... well, probably only one person... but I'm not sure how it's gonna turn out...

And btw, while I was in the car because we used Uber, the driver was playing Friend Medleyyyyyy, but it was Lean On Me or Somebody to lean on or whatever the name is. The original actually.

I'm too much of a coward without having someone to lean on...

And I think the least violent way of the world giving me signs are the songs... every time I hear a song that basically summarized the situation, it's obviously a sign the world is telling me...

And it's telling me to move on with my love life because I'll never find someone to lean on, ever.