funny thing, friend, is that you might even see this. because you know who I am. and if you should read this, you know it's about you. But all I wanted to say is that I've seen your story. I've seen it and I believe it's about me. I also wanted to tell you that I did want to answer but I felt absolutely unable to. Not beca I hate you or anything, but I'm simply ridiculously scared of everything. Apart from the fact that I didn't even know what to say or if you wanted me to say anything at all. What does one say about this. Should I have apologised? Explained? Asked why? Asked if you're okay? Told you why I can't do relationships? Told you I might be grey aro? Told you about my diagnosis? told you what's going on in my life? Asked you what's going on in your life? I don't know. This is written like shit, I know, but if you read this please say something because I don't know how.

thank you.