I try...
To be happy
And think of freedom..
But I'm instantly let down
By my natural sadness.
"What's wrong with me?"
I don't understand,
Why I have to be this way.
I can't stand it.
It's so annoying...
I just feel as if there's no escape.
It'll never end.
I actually just want..
To die. Please, end my suffering.
I hate...
Myself.. So much.
I just want to die.