You are the one for me
You're the only boy I see
You are the one I want
You are more than enough

- I want you to love me

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Jangmi

"You have to calm yourself." I told Yoongi as I sat beside him and sighed.

It's been weeks since new year. The new year which was good yet bad. It was the day Jimin got to talk to Da Hee back and all of us were happy for him. But it was also the day Lilac found us.

Four days ago, I told Taehyung, Jimin and Yoongi everything that Lilac said that day when we fought. Yoongi couldn't handle everything and he confessed to me that he's very worried about what might happen. Especially now that we already know that Lilac and Mason's new boss isn't someone we should underestimate.

We're currently at the park. He had an uncomfortable sitting position on the bench while I stood in front of him, feeling equally uneasy. Yes, we are discussing it again.

"They know where you live." He said for the nth time. I just sighed out of frustration and ran my palm through my face.

"I know that! What I'm saying is that you should stop panicking because that will do nothing!"

"What do you expect me to do then?"

"I don't know. But can you please stop worrying like that? You've been acting the same for the past days! My parents and Seokjin are getting bothered. I thought we have to keep this a secret?"

"Stop worrying? I couldn't even sleep at night anymore. If they managed to stay in front of Taehyung's mansion even if they have security guards and cctv's then what more here?"

"Min Yoongi." I called his attention carefully. "That's why you have to calm down. We have to think of a solution."

It wasn't clear how we ended up arguing like this here at the park. All I know is that little by little I'm getting more and more concerned about it. Yoongi is a cold person but we aren't the type to fight over things once it gets complicated, we always find a way to solve it in the best way. But now, it wasn't the same because of so much fear inside our heads. I couldn't even accept the fact that he's starting to get angry at me right now. Which makes me angry at him too. Ugh.

He threw his head back and closed his eyes before letting out a deep, frustrated sigh. I just watched him with furrowed eyebrows.

Oh my god he's annoying me now.

"Fine. You tell me what to do." He raised a hand up without looking. "You wouldn't understand me anyway."

"What are you trying to say?" I took a step forward.

He shook his head to say nothing but it just infuriated me even more. Is he trying to say that I'm not listening to his own concerns?

"Talk to me." I demanded but he just stared blankly. I did the same and for a minute we had a small competition right here.

"Guys!"

A voice caught our attention and found Jimin excitedly running towards us two. He came to us, panting.

"Where have you been? Let's go!"

"Eodi?"

"Don't you remember noona? We will see Da Hee!"

I paused for a while to think about what he said. Today? We will see Da Hee today?

"Aish. The cherry blossom date!" He beamed.

"...Oh." Right.

Suddenly I felt excited and the anger in my mind subsided. I miss Da Hee so much. I always ask myself when will we be able to talk again or if we will ever talk again. I thought it's going to be hopeless since we broke her trust but turns out she's willing to see us. I wonder why she did though.

"I'm the only one excited, correct?" Jimin's smile disappeared and gave us a look.

"Ani." I shook my head. "Yah. We should hurry." I stated and pulled Jimin by the arm, leaving Yoongi to follow us alone from behind.

Jimin just let me grab his wrist as he try to match with my fast pace. He gave me a confused look and tilted his head to the side.

"You had a fight?"

I rolled my eyes. "I'm trying to calm him down but I ended up looking bad." My blood is boiling again as I picture his frustrated expression earlier while talking to me. "It makes me feel like a complete nuisance."

"Oh no." He whispered.

We all got in the car with me riding at the back. Too bad for Jimin to walk all the way to the park alone earlier, it is quite far from our house. Yoongi on the other side, entered the car silently and I immediately zipped my mouth and looked outside the window because of annoyance. I still hate him.

After reaching the house we got straight to our rooms and changed our clothes. I decided to wear a white turtle neck top, old rose colored denim coat, black and gray checkered skirt and black wedge boots. I picked up my bag and wore my sunglasses then walked out of my room. We bid omma and appa our goodbyes before leaving the house.

The drive was quiet except for the music coming from the radio. Then my phone rang with Taehyung's name popping on the screen.

"Annyeong~" I beamed.

[Unnie!]

"Oh, hey Da Hee! How's it going?" She used his phone to contact us.

[We're on our way. How about you?]

"Same here."

[Arasso. See you later!]

"See you la-"

"Give it to me!" Jimin snatched my phone causing me to gasp but he didn't even care. He began talking to Da Hee casually with a big smile on his face like a child. I glared at him.

"Tch." I just rested my back and crossed my arms. How sweet. I'm starting to get annoyed again.

Jimin and Da Hee's conversation ended after a short while. Jimin happily handed me back my phone as I harshly snatched it from his palm. He pouted at me but I just rolled my eyes. Am I angry because he stole my phone while I'm talking to Da Hee or because I'm jealous of their sweetness?

Okay I need to stop. Why would I be jealous? It's not like Yoongi has to act sweet in front of me all the time. He's not my boyfriend. He's even angry at me. Look at him driving, he's not even uttering a word. He won't talk to me at all.

Fine. If this is what he wants. It's not like I'll miss him. I won't.

The silence in the car kept on going until we reached our destination. Jimin called Taehyung as he told us where they are. After searching for minutes, we finally found each other. My jaw dropped after seeing Da Hee standing a few distance from us. I turned to Jimin and patted his back as a signal for him to greet Da Hee first.

My heart fluttered at the sight of them walking towards each other with big smiles on their faces. Once they already stood in front of each other, Jimin swiftly held her hands and she gladly responded.

After giving them their time, the three of us walked towards them too. Da Hee and I squealed as we pull ourselves into a tight hug.

"UNNIEEEE!"

"DA HEEEEEE!" I answered and laughed. After me is Yoongi who raised his arm and softly patted Da Hee's head.

"Glad to see you again."

"Yoongi oppa! How are you?"

"Good." He finally broke into a small smile. Thank god, I thought he will act like a complete killjoy today.

We strolled around the park and there's a huge crowd. Children are running around the fountain at the middle while some couples sat while eating their snacks. Taehyung suddenly ran away from us to say hello to his friend. Or is it?

"Guys, meet Shirae." He came back to us with the girl. We welcomed her with a warm smile but she just raised an eyebrow at us. For a second I thought she didn't mean to do it but...

"Annyeong." Jimin, Da Hee and I greeted then shook hands with her, except for Jimin who just kept his hands in his pocket. She accepted our greeting but after that, she rummaged her bag to find something.

Alcohol?

She sprayed her hands with it. What is she trying to imply? That we are dirty?

The three of us exchanged looks then laid our eyes at Taehyung who is equally shocked as us. He didn't know that his friend is this rude?

Shirae flipped her hair sassily and gave Yoongi a look.

"Are you just gonna ignore me or what?"

Yoongi just kept his eyes straight, walked past her going to me and Da Hee, then swung his arms over our shoulders. "Kaja."

My breath hitched at his attitude towards Shirae. Da Hee's eyes widened while Taehyung pursed his lips and looked away. Jimin formed an 'o' shape with his mouth. Shirae on the other hand, seemed like she got soaked with a pail of cold water. She stood frozen on her place and is obviously offended.

We all looked away. Jimin walked near Da Hee and as soon as the two guys made an eye contact, Yoongi winked playfully at Jimin.

"Great job hyung." Jimin made a thumbs up.

"Let's go there!" Da Hee pointed at the stall which sells cotton candy at the corner. Yoongi removed his arm around Da Hee and ruffled her hair then they bid us goodbyes before walking away together. As soon as we're alone, I grabbed his hand and removed it from my shoulders. He just sighed and placed his hands in his pockets, not uttering a single word.

I expected so much for this day but now they're all just gone. My blood is lowkey boiling.

Expected so much like what? Well, once Jimin told me that we will go here... I decided to...

I decided to...

Yeah. I decided to do that but never mind. I'm not gonna do it! As if? Tch.

"Why do you kept on rolling your eyes?" Yoongi eyed me, making me conscious.

"...I don't know."

"So. Where do you want to go?"

"...I don't know."

Sigh. "Jangmi."

"You choose." I blurted out before pursing my lips.

"Let's just go at the coffee shop nearby." He bluntly said.

Yoongi ordered hot coffee while I ordered frappe then we decided to sit at the balcony of this place. Since it's open, we could see people passing by below and we could see the cherry blossom petals swiftly dancing in the air. The windy weather made everything more perfect, some petals were scattered all over the floor and it looked aesthetically stunning. My lips formed a small smile as I watch some petals drew closer to my feet.

I always dreamed of a peaceful life like this. Seeing all these around me made me feel at home, as if I'm free and nothing and no one can hurt me. Especially that I'm with the one I love. The only problem is that... we're not in good terms right now.

"After this," Yoongi broke the silence which kinda surprised me. "Do you want to walk around?"

"Uh sure." I almost choked on my frappe. After finishing our own drinks, we walked side by side at the park while enjoying the view. It's a quiet walk though, no one's talking. I don't know for him but for me, I couldn't start a conversation because I'm scared he'll ignore me.

I took some pictures of the view and then a video. I was busy taking every spot of the place until I felt Yoongi intertwine his hand on my free hand. I accidentally dropped my phone out of shock but he was able to catch it smoothly. I gave him an awed expression.

"Pfft!" He placed the phone right in front of my face and now I'm in the video with my mouth hung open!

Oh my god. "Yah!"

He pulled me close and hugged me. "Mianhae."

I cuddled back and we lowkey swayed sideways while hugging each other like two bears goofing around.

"Mianhaeeee."

"Awww." Da Hee and Jimin came out from nowhere, walking towards us with bright smiles on their faces. I immediately pulled out from the hug and asked Da Hee.

"Who's that girl with Taehyung earlier?" I frowned.

"Tsk. That girl likes him but he doesn't."

"Then why are they here?" Asked Jimin.

"I think oppa is considering her feelings. But he told me he barely know her which is pretty obvious. He's equally shocked as us at Shirae's attitude."

"I wish I could tell him that that girl surely won't be a loss." Yoongi added.

"Yeah. I would go for his best friend." Da Hee raised her hand and sighed.

"Who?" We all asked. Taehyung has a best friend?

"Her!" Da Hee pointed out and we all looked at the same direction. A girl wearing plain navy green shirt, black ripped jeans and black boots. She's trying to find someone in the crowd.

"Hara unnie!" Da Hee called out and she immediately found us. She saluted at her while walking closer to us. Once we're together, Da Hee introduced us to each other. For me she seems way cooler than Shirae.

"So? Why'd you call me for?"

"Your best friend is crazy. He's on a date with some girl."

"Great."

"Mwo?"

"What's the problem with that?"

"She is a rude girl."

"And then?"

"Unnie! I'm not letting oppa end up with her. You have to help us."

Hara stared at Da Hee for a while before chuckling. We all exchanged looks. That laugh doesn't sound so good.

"I can't help you. I'm not his girl friend wake up!" She slightly pinched Da Hee's cheeks.

"But he listens to you unnie! Look at them Shirae's holding his precious arm!" Da Hee stomped her feet before glaring behind Hara. Then there's the other two, walking towards us with bright smiles on their faces. Seriously, Taehyung?

"Wait what... a monster?? Yah what are you doing here?!"

"Micheosseo?" Hara turned around to face Taehyung and punch him on the arm for his answer. Shirae quickly took a step forward while pretending to protect him.

"You don't have the right to hurt him! How dare you."

We all went silent. Especially when Shirae raised her hand and hit Hara's shoulder in a very weird manner. She just hit her like a baby while her face showed a disgusted look. Hara sighed.

"Ow! Yah!"

"Oh my." I gasped after Hara knocked the other girl's forehead.

"Stop acting over protective. You do look like a mother but you're not his mom so shut up." She said before walking away and dragging Taehyung with her. We all ignored Shirae and followed the two immediately.

"Your taste is weird." Hara spat.

"Who told you to go here?"

"Your sister."

"Hara, go home. What you did isn't good and you're ruining my date!"

"They asked for a favor stop blaming me." Hara said before taking a step back and looking at him from head to toe. "And why are you even on a date?"

"Stop listening they're gonna bicker now." Da Hee turned around and raised her arms in the air, looking stressed as ever.

Oh. About my plan...

I looked at Yoongi for a while before quietly calling Jimin's attention since he knows what I'm planning to do today. He asked before how will I do it but even I don't have any idea. I can't do it here because the whole squad is together... I want to do it when there's just the two of us.

"Oh look! They're falling!" Jimin pointed at the cherry blossom trees above us. "Noona, let me take your picture with hyung."

I was startled when he stole my phone from me and gave me a look as if telling me to do it now. Yoongi grabbed my hand and walked a few distance away then posed for a picture. My heart began to go wild before nervously doing a peace sign.

We took lots of pictures and surprisingly, Yoongi initiated every time Jimin will take shots as I go with the flow. We did a heart sign, rock n' roll sign, he back hugged me and I did the same for the next shot, he swung his arm over my shoulder then pretended to choke me, and for the last shot, we faced each other then gave me a soft kiss on the forehead. A long, soft, kiss.

He pulled away and smiled at me. I held his hands tightly the moment he tried to start walking away.

"I... I want to tell you something."

He seemed puzzled but I just squeezed his hands and continued.

"I'm your girlfriend now." I said nervously. The wind blew harder and more cherry blossom petals fell down. For a moment I felt like we're living in a fairytale.

"I-It's a yes."

This time, his mouth hung open as words tried to come out. He hugged me tightly as he happily giggled.

"Yah~" He cooed and I can imagine his gummy smile. We just stayed like that for a while until Jimin ran towards us and hugged us too, including Da Hee and Taehyung.

"A celebratioooon!" Taehyung shouted.

I looked up the sky and took a deep breath. The smell of fresh air made me smile especially the scent of the cherry blossoms. This feels great! Finally, after all the ups and downs, we're officially together.

This means a new start for the two of us. And please, please, I hope it is a lot better. I hope we could work everything out.

You are the one I want to be with when I grow old. I see you in my future. You're the only person who can give me the love that gives me strength. And because of you, I never stopped thanking the heavens for having you in my life even if we met in the worst way anyone could ever imagine.

I love you and only you, so please, stay.

We all pulled away while clapping our hands like a seal. People began looking at us but we couldn't care less because of our joy. Jimin extended his arm and asked us to take a group picture.

"Smiiile-- oh. Imo is calling you."

"Give me that! Quick let's take a photo before I answer this." I said and he took out his phone and tried to take a photo but a ball rolled over towards us so Yoongi gave it back to the owner. I had no choice but to answer the phone now.

"Omma?"

[Kim Jangmi! Ppali! Y-You have to...]

"Omma?? What's happening?" I clutched Yoongi's arm which distracted them again from taking a picture.

[Seokjin's restaurant's on fire a-and now it's gone!]

Everyone gave me worried looks as I looked back at them, horrified.

Andwae. Please someone tell me I just heard it wrong. This isn't true.

The line was cut off and all I know is that I need to do one thing. Head straight back home and find Jin.

"Oppa's restaurant is on fire." I breathed heavily. "K-Kaja..."

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Hi! I'm sorry for being inactive I didn't even updated last March 09  But we are now on vacation and you can finally expect for more updates.