Today was.. well chaotic I guess. Today is 7/10/19. Nearly time for the acoustic night at my school. I also have some news! I'm in a band! It's fun! I've already written two songs, air and daddy issues, I mostly write or sing to relieve stress or help with something that's bugging me but I'm just a bit scared... I don't know why but I'm scared... I miss queen more than ever now. I'm thinking about making a real novel but I'm not sure...

I really feel worthless right now, I was held back in science today, and I've been very quiet. I haven't slept for days.... I'm really scared... I don't know how I'm still sane after everything...

I'm nowhere near normal 

Can you guys help me?

Where ever I go I always think I'm not alone...

-shatter