I'm sorry I'm still up mom please don't kill me

But okay apparently Cibseption aka my favorite YouTuber aka the man I literally talk about nonstop is going to ArcadiaCon. In Florida. I'm in Georgia. He's going to be so close and I won't be able to see him. My chest is actually in pain thinking about him being there and me going last year instead of this year. If I'd known he would be here this year, I literally would have taken no trips. I would've skipped the Washington DC trip with my school. But nooooo, that dork decided AFTER my trip. I even asked him and he said he'd try, but I figured he was just saying that. *frustrated sigh* I'm going to bed.