30th Musing


"What did you guys talk?" I ask him

"Nothing... about his work" baekhyun answers

"Hyung..."

"Imm? You can go back. It's okay for me to stay alone now. I got better"

"Go out with me. I mean, let's get into a relationship."

"Sehun ya"

"Be my lover. Since our situation cannot be official in public, let's tell our parents. Let's try this way..."

"Hun...."

"I will be more... more open to you. I will let you know my emotions, thoughts, likes and dislikes... and start committed to you and I..."

"I can't"

"What?"

"I... can't.. Sehun ya"

"Hyung!"

"I am sorry... I.."

"You like him... don't you?"

And... he can't... answer me. Say no! Please... please say no... say that you love me.

"I'm sorry Sehun ya. You are late" he says

Right at the moment, everything has confirmed that, he has changed.

And that, chanyeol is what he has on his mind.

"Will you regret this?" I ask him

"Sehun ya.... please stay beside me.. just like you always did... but that way only. Go out, meet people... fall in love Sehun ya... you and me, we will always be like brothers"

I hated it.
Brothers.
Anger and irritation.

I want to make him mine.
It was supposed to be me that plays a role of main character.

Why did you make him become one instead?

"You will regret this. Don't hate me" I say and leave the room without looking back... without hesitation.

You will definitely regret this.
That was my last chance to you. I gave you one last chance...
and you just ruined and reject me.
He .... park chanyeol... must be ruined.
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"Long time no see Oh Sehun ssi"

"Cut shits."

"I was surprised enough on the day you called. And what's another surprise now?"

"Here" I give him an envelope.

"How I wish it's a love letter from B to me"

"Stop dreaming"

He opens it and.... gasps

"This much.... proof?" He asks

"Imm... make it happen. Make sure the news will not die down for about two weeks or even more"

"You two are friends? Since this young?"

"Imm... since then"

"I know right. They Ji-ah and .... chanyeol were friends first and they actually started dating around, may be when we started university?"

"Ah.... I see"

"Ji-ah said she will also do interview. So, you can go ahead if you want to."

"What??? Wow... I'm surprised and amazed Oh Sehun ssi... and why with this sudden change? Did B choose park chanyeol instead you?"

"Are you sharp or annoying nosy?"

"Both I would say. I was boring... now that I can play around"

"Let me know the time so I can arrange for you to interview her"

"I'm fine anytime. Faster better"

"Okay. I will text you. Ah... you will crop me out of the photo right?"

"No doubt isn't it? Won't B hate you for this?"

"He will."

"You are amazing Oh Sehun ssi"

"If it's for B. So don't you dare to touch him" I say

Now... what left is... for you to hate me, hyung.
I love you so much that... I have to make you mine.
Even you come back to me with hates...
I'm accepting those consequences.

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Baekhyun's POV

"Why isn't Sehun here?" Grandma asks

"I'm not a kid, Grandma. May be he has work too"

He just.... didn't contact me since that night.
I was alone but... it's okay.
He must hate me by now.

"Call him"

"Grandma!"

"I'm worried."

"I know. And I'm fine"

"Want to come and stay with grandmom for awhile?"

"No."

"Then want me to hire cook or house helper for you?"

"No.."

My grandma sighs... "make sure someone is by your side. And... I don't want to force you but, want to meet up with someone? You know... you are at an age to meet up, date, and... get married"

"I'm gay"

And she .... doesn't look shock. She's calm... and... does she know?

"Did...... you know?"

"I'm sorry baekhyun ya... I watched you everytime from far"

I mentally sigh. Of course she would. No wonder. Neither of us is surprised.... Great!

"You know.... everything? About..."

"With Sehun? Or... with your new muse?"

"Imm..."

"Baekhyun ya..... Sehun, he has been beside you and follow you around for so long, right?"

"Nae"

"He's better." She says .... I guess it... as expected. "That new muse... has a girlfriend. It will make you look bad"

"Bad?"

"Yes."

It... already is.

"I.... like him... Grandma"

"Baekhyun ya... don't be like that.."

"But.... it is... difficult..." I say as my tears come down

"Oh my.." grandmom says as she hugs me "did something happen to my little treasure? Hmm? Why are you crying?"

"No.. it's ..."

"Let go of things if they are difficult... you have to grow a lot... think of these as lessons and, grow. Grandma will always support your decision. But, I know Sehun is a good guy. So, think carefully..Hmm?"

"But..."

"Don't cry...aigoo... who make my treasure cry? Hmm?"

Lessons... huh.

'Giving car and apartment.. we should have known from that time. We thought this company was great.. turned out it was just sponsoring and seducing'

I am almost traumatised now.
Those were for  love tho...

May be I shouldn't have started with him... I was reckless.

Now that, emotionally attached... may because of being first time... it's more difficult.

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Chanyeol's POV

"What the heck... is this?"  I say as standing in front of my television.... looking at a broadcast... of ...

"What....have you done Jiah ..."

My phone starts ringing from company, manager and other management team members....

This is chaos.

>On Television<

Jiah - We understand each other a lot and give each other space and freedom as we try to reach to our individual goals.
But a while ago, we faced one crisis and very first fight in our 4 years of relationship.
As we all know, chanyeol is in the industry where he will meet a lot of people and in terms of women too.

Interviewer - so... did something happen? Don't tell me... the one thing that we all are thinking right now?

Jiah - I didn't blame him... yes he kinda you know..

Interviewer - have an affair?

Jiah - nae.... we are okay now. We promised each other we will give more times and love. We will continue this relationship fruitfully and warmth.

Interviewer - first, their company, Delight denied right?

Jiah - yes.. we weren't ready and he is still on the rise at that time so... we denied first.. but now, we both are ready to face together so, I came out to the public.
Please love and support chanyeol as you guys always will.

No no.....
This can't be...
This can't be happening....
Even the photo?

I remember who that photo belong to.....
it was taken on the first date of me and Jiah. 4 years ago. Sehun was there too.
It was taken by Sehun's camera and... he kept it.

I power off the phone..... because I am getting too many calls and texts

"Puppy...... I should go and meet him .."

I quickly rush out of my house.

I just take taxi and.... it started raining so hard .

Fuck!

I left my phone at my house too.
He will just be at hospital right?
Did he saw the news?

He might... right?
Someone will probably let him know.
He must be stressed.

I never promised Jiah to continue this relationship. I told her to keep distance.

She told everything.... opposite...

Why did you do that... Sehun ya?

I don't even know how to face B.... I feel so sorry for him.

"We are here.. I won't drive in since there are many ambulances in the front" taxi driver says

"Nae" I give him money and rush out
Fuck... it's raining so hard..

I run toward the hospital..... but...

"Wh.....  puppy?"

He seems like he rushes out of the hospital too.... And... crying?

He runs towards me and......

He kisses me....

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