thirty-one
In the time, when a little bit drunk Hyunjin was talking with shocked Jisung, Seungmin also decided to talk with someone special. He decided it only because he was also drunk. He was listing to Changbin's motivating talk when he decided to talk to Jeongin. Changbin was supporting Hyunjin and Seungmin for a long time and he wanted to do anything to help them. Seungmin was a little bit shy and after what happened under the shower, he was afraid to talk to Jeongin ones again. He really wanted to, but something was blocking him. He was scared that after what happened, Jeongin doesn't want to know him.
Once upon a time, he wanted to take a shower in the school after a PE lesson, but he didn't know, that somebody was already showering there. Seungmin entered the bathroom and saw a half-naked Jeongin, who was wearing up after a shower. He panicked at all, as same as the younger boy. The dark-haired boy blushed hardly. He didn't know what to do. He swayed, losing his balance. Jeongin landed in Seungmin's arms, but a rumour, which after a while a whole school has known, was saying something other. Everybody thought that something more happened in this bathroom. And since then, Seungmin and Jeongin haven't talked.
That was sure that if he wasn't drunk, he would spend the whole party with Changbin, watching what Hyunjin was doing. He took a last sip of beer and then he put a bottle on a table. He was looking at other peoples who were having fun. Some of them were dancing and another part of them was drinking alcohol because they wanted to lose their minds. But when he saw this one special person in the crowd, he bitted his bottom lip. He looked at his companion, searching for advice.
"If you want to talk to him, just do it" Changbin mumbled, playing with a glass of a tarp drink. "Don't look at like a creep" he added after a moment.
"But he thinks that I'm a pervert" the taller stuttered out.
"It wouldn't happen if you didn't walk into this bathroom" Seo spat, making Seungmin annoyed.
"Tell something about it one more time and I'm gonna punch your face" he hissed it out and then he stood up, making his was to Yang. Firstly the younger boy didn't notice him, but when Seungmin stood right in front of him, he finally was him. He felt a little bit scared. It was a moment in which Seungmin prested him to the wall. "Hi, Jeongin." the older mumbled, looking into younger's dark eyes. He didn't see any emotions in them, they were just very dark and deep. They were standing like this for a moment when the dark'haired boy finally decided to talk.
"What are you doing, showerphile? " he asked, still showing a poker face.
"I want to talk to one pretty boy" Seungmin answered, smiling softly.
"Do I need to help you or what?" Jeongin said and the taller boy rolled back his eyes.
Kim leaned a little bit, making Jeongin blush. Seungmin started to smile at the sight of a younger's boy.
"Have I ever told you that you're cute?" he mumbled, brushing his hair from younger's forehead.
"I..." Jeongin didn't know what to say. He was blushing more and more, feeling Seungmin's sight on him. He covered his cheeks with his hands, making Seungmin soft.
"What have I just seen? Is Seungmin really flirting with a kid?" they heard a feminine voice from behind them. Seungmin stepped back automatically. "It's getting more interesting. This time you will find a bedroom or ones again you will fuck under the shower?"
"It's not your bag, Seunghee" the brunette snapped, looking at the girl. Jeongin was blushing very hard.
"What a pity," she said viciously. "Do you remember our last meeting two months ago? You said that we will do this one more time. I'm still waiting."
Jeongin was very confused. He didn't know what to do. He was sure, that Seungmin is also gay.
"I was drunk, I don't even remember it" he answered, gesturing lively.
"So you also won't remember that you fucked this little fag" she mumbled.
It was a moment when Seungmin slapped her cheek. He couldn't hear it anymore. It was awful what she was saying about Jeongin. The Asian girl wanted to say something more, but she just walked away, touching a hurting place.
When Seungmin looked at Jeongin again, something was wrong. Of course, he saw Jeongin, but he wasn't standing next to him anymore. He was running in the crowd. After a moment Seungmin lost him in the crowd. He couldn't see him anymore. He said something unclear and then also walked away. He was making his way in the crowd, passing Bang Chan's guests. He lost his mind for a Yang a long time ago. He honestly didn't know why his heart chose Jeongin. Kim just loved his sweet smile and his dark hair, which were always covering his also dark eyes. He was impressed by his intelligence because Jeongin was one of the cleverest persons in the school. He also loved his sweet voice. In one Jeongin just ran away and Seungmin panicked. He was sure that he destroyed everything. Seungmin was searching for him in Bang Chan's house. But when after a while he didn't find him, he gave up. He went to the fridge and took another bottle of beer. Seungmin started drinking, wanting to forget about everything.
In the same Jeongin was running in the crowd of dancing peoples. He smiled a little when he saw a familiar face. Jisung was dancing with Hyunjin right now. When he saw it, he just gave up talking with him. And suddenly he tripped, falling down the floor. After a moment he saw someone. It was a little bit taller blonde known as today's birthday person.
"Oh god, Jeongin" Bang Chan said. "You're fine?"
The taller boy helped him. Next to him was standing Felix, with a little bit awkward smile.
"Everything's fine..." he started talking, but Lee stopped him.
"Seungmin was searching you" the red-haired boy mumbled. "He was nearly to cry" he added.
"What?" he stuttered out. He was blushing very hard.
"He went to the bathroom, I think" Chris added.
After a moment Jeongin started running again. He liked older boy very much, he was just scared, that he wasn't worth him. But when Felix pointed him, that Seungmin also likes him, he realised, that he has to find him. Jeongin wanted to tell him, what he feels. But when he arrived at the Bang Chan's bathroom, he felt doubtful. What if Felix wasn't telling truth? What if he was lying? Jeongin was really scared, that he can be rejected. Maybe the older was only playing with his feelings? Seungmin was one of those famous kids from his school, so he was known as someone, who doesn't involve in relationships. But Jeongin hasn't known, that Seungmin saw something special in him. Seungmin didn't think that Jeongin's only a short geek with braces. He thought that Jeongin's the cutest boy in school, even though he was a year younger than him.
"Y-yang?" he heard a familiar voice behind him. Automatically the shorter boy looked at the door, which was slightly opened. A young boy was standing next to them.
"Kim, I'm really sorry that I ran away, but..." he started talking, but suddenly the other boy wrapped his arms around him, hugging him tightly.
"Don't run away anymore" the taller mumbled, looking at Bang Chan's guests. He saw dark'haired Hyunjin, who wasn't alone. Next to him was dancing Jisung, the same boy, who Hyunjin liked for a couple of months. It made him feel confident because if Hyunjin did, he could do this either. He slightly shifted younger boy and then softly kissed his lips. He wasn't sure if he was doing it in the right way, but he pressed his lips next to the younger's mouth. Maybe alcohol helped a little bit but even though he was still feeling nervous. It was the happiest moment in his life. Seungmin closed his eyes, focusing on Jeongin's soft lips.
But Jeongin? He tried to give back the kiss, making Seungmin crazy. The older boy was gently kissing his lips, trying to not do anything wrong. And even though Jeongin couldn't forgive Seungmin what happened in this school bathroom a month ago, but he still liked him very much. They both wanted it and no one wanted to stop this his. Suddenly younger's back met the cold wall and Seungmin's hand landed in his brown hair. The other taller's hand was still holding Yang's arm. Their lips were moving in their own pace. At least they were until they heard a voice of Yang's cousin — Yugyeom.
"Oh fuck" the oldest shrieked, what made Yang stepped back.
When he felt, that he can breathe again, he mumbled a quiet "Sorry" and ran away. He panicked. He was afraid of his cousin reaction, who could say everything to his parents. He wasn't sure if they'll accept that he's gay. He was just really scared.
And he was running away again.
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