Mark's.P.O.V

We kept walking and walking...down the road...to the busy city....I looked at Y/N....

"Where are we going?"

"Cafe....." Y/N said as she tilts her head a little.

We stopped and Y/N went in the cafe as I looked up at the sign.

"(Insert name) cafe huh?"

Strange....this is....this is my favorite cafe I always hangout too after work...

I went in. Y/N already sits down next to  a glass window that views the street. One of the a waiter I know bows at me as I gives her a gentle smile and sit down at where Y/N sitting.

The waiter I knew came up to us as she gave us the menu. I open the menu...but for Y/N....She's just simply looked away...staring at the street as her hand on her chin.

"I...umm....I will take a (Insert name cause I don't know any crap name of the food) and white coffee please"

The waiter takes note on her note.

"And what about you miss?"

Y/N was quiet for awhile....still looking at the window....

"I"ll have...what he order...." Y/N said not turning her head.

"Alright then!" The waiter take her last nite before she bows and leaves.

I crossed my arm and looked at her. Y/N didn't said anything....Huh...this is my first time seeing a person...having...a really cold attitude towards people.....

"So......What are you-"

"Just chilling your mind......" Y/N looked at me.

"You..don't-"

"Still thinking about the suicide thing?"

".......You know it's not your-"

"Don't be stupid....What do you achieve after suiciding yourself?...Do you really think your pain is gonna be over?"

Y/N words hit me in the heart....Come to think about she's right...But...I....I just....

"No one loves me...no one cares about me...so why do I have to exist?"

Y/N makes a soft Tch sound and looked away. "I....am like you...back then"

I looked at Y/N "I was...i also thinking of death...just like you....why do I have to exist if no one cares or love me.....But....Even so....Life is....Well....Life is cruel.....we have to live it that way it's like we don't have a choice....Suicide just make the situation worse....Thinking about it makes me sick....But....I always have this feeling there is a 2 chance...a 2 chance to live happily...but how?..."

The waiter from early went up to us as she bring our order.

"Here's your (insert food) Mr, and your white coffee and here's your (insert food) and white coffee as well" The waiter said as she place the food and drink in our table. "Enjoy!~"The waiter bows and leave.

I sip my coffee and so was Y/N.

"I...I never thought you have a harsh life...like me Y/N"

"Tch.....yeah....This world is cruel after all....but also beautiful...."

"Beautiful?"

"Yes....looked around you" Y/N looked at the window again and so was I.

"I just....don't understand.....Y/N....What's so.....Beautiful about it?"

Y/N looked at me "You will see what I mean...." Y/N take a last sip of her coffee before she gets up.

"Woah! What about your food?"

"I just remembered that I am on my diet" Y/N take something from her pocket...a note... She place it on the table. "Call me if you need anything...or...lonely..."

Y/N started to walked away as I get up "Wait!"

Y/N tilt her head "What?"

"We only just met and I...well...we are still-"

"We are friends.....idiot..." Y/N said...then she walked out of the door and leave.

I sit back again "What was....that about?..." I looked at the note that Y/N place on the table..."Call her if I need anything or lonely....huh..."

I smiled a little as I drink my coffee and eat my food quickly.

To be continued.....