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Nandini's Pov

I am sitting on my bed after that stupid monkey Malhotra left the room. God...!!! he is so annoying. I just hate him. He wanted to marry me yup now im married to him. I just curse that day when he entered in my life. That moment was the most horrible moment of my life. I still cant believe what happened in my life just in two days.

Flashback

M:" Manik... Im manik Malhotra" he said with attitude.

N:" So what do u want from me.. " I also asked him stupid he barged in my mehandi just to give me this stupid piece of information. I am already very tensed with the alphabet engraved on my palm and here he is eating my brain. I promise if he talk anything rubbish. Im gonna kill him for sure.

M:" I want U to say NO to this marriage." He said .. no no no he ordered. and who the hell he is to ordered me. I hate such people who ordered me. After all my childhood hearing others order I just hate this word and also such people.

N:" and why do u think i will listen to u..??" I asked him holding my waist with my hands and scrunching my nose raising my left eyebrow a little.

M:" because I LOVE U." His replied made me shock. What..?? When did that happened.? I mean we met a few minutes ago and here he is saying i love u. How is this even possible.

N:" excuse me. Aaj meri mehndi hai aur kal shaadi. Mei apne hone wale pati se bohat pyaar krti hon aur woh bhi mujh se bohat pyaar krra hai. Aise mei tum kahan se aa gye. Dekho jao yahan se." I told him everything slowly in order to control my anger but it seems like his anger took over him and he hold my hands lightly pulling me towards him a little more.

M:" listen u cant love him and about him he dont love u either. If u will not say NO to this marriage then he will be saying." He said as a matter of fact and my blood boil after so many years being deprived of love when today im getting love why everyone has so much problem.

N:" u just leave ok." I said pushing him away from me " stop ok.. stop ur nonsense." I said showing my palm to him so that he shut his mouth. He first look at me and then at my palm. After staring for 2 minutes his lips curved upwards in a little smile which grew wider with every passing second and then he smirked. I looked at him being confused of his expression when he hold my small hands in his big one softly as if applying a little pressure will brake it into pieces.

M:" well as much as i know ur ex would be.." he was about to complete his sentence when i cutted him off..

N:" what do u mean by Ex Would Be.." i asked him angrily while he never looked at me instead his eyes were fixed on my palm.

M:" oh come on u think u will get married to him then u are absolutly wrong. U are mine. Only mine." He said this in a sarcastic way but last line he said looking in my eyes passionately.

N:" listen.." before i could continue this time he cutted me.

M:" let me complete.." he said and then continued while i was just staring him face " well as much as i know ur ex would be name starts from D right but u have written M on ur palm and M is for manik." He said with a glint of mischeif in his eyes while it embarrassed me. All this is because of that stupid mehndi designer.

N:" yeh.. yeh..sab ..us designer.. ki ghalti hai..ussi ne.." I was stammering  but it increased his smile.

M:" Nandini tum is shaadi se mana kr do." He said seriously and I looked at him as if he was an alien. Is he mad. Did he has any idea what sh*t he is talking. I mean he want me to back out a day ago from my own marriage.

N:" NO i will not." I also told him strenly. He looked at me for few minutes with blank expression.

M:" Fine then he he will back out. Woh shaadi per nahi hoga. Aur jab tumhari family ki badnami hogi tab tum mere pas he aao gi samjhe.." He said in an authorative tone while i looked at him angrily. If he thins im less then he is absolutly wrong. I am more stubborn.
He left from there while i looked at my palm and tried every possible way so that it looks D but doesn't.

On Marriage Time

Everything was ready even i was ready wearing dark blood red dress and it really looked beautiful on me. I was looking at my reflection in mirror when a girl from my orphanage came and gave me an envelop. I opened it being confused and what i saw inside made me more confuse. It contain a CD. What is in this CD. I played it and with every passing second the contend inside dried my blood.

CD content

Dhruv was standing near a chair while manik was sitting on the rotating chair.

(Dhruv's attire)

(Manik's attire)
Infront of manik there was a table and a briefcase full on money was placed on the table.

M:" yeh paise lo aur is shaadi se inkaar kr do." Manik said calmly while dhruv looked at him. And here my heartbeat raised.

Dh:" tumhe lagta hai mei chand paison k lye nandini ko chor don ga." Dhruv said sarcastically while manik looked at his face suspeciously. And here i smiled. I knew it. I so knew it. He loves me. He really do.

M:" Aman.." after few minutes of silence manik finally spoke no no called aman. Now he will come to know how much we love eachother. Dhruv looked at him confusingly.

M:" bring the other bag.." manik ordered Aman and he bring the bad that was also full of money. This man is damn rich. Infact richie rich. I was staring at dhruv face and praying that he will say no. Because i saw shine in his eyes looking at so much money.

Dh:" yeh sab..." dhruv sentence left incomplete as manik said.

M:" Ab bhi nhi karo gye.? Soch lo is se acha mouka nhi mila ga. Bina kuch kiye itne ameer ho jao gye." Manik said while dhruv looked at him and then said.

Dh:" well ab mei itna pagal bhi nhi hon." Dhruv said while manik smirked. And i felt like some one has snatched land beneath me. He left me.. for money. He also left me. I felt like someone stabbed my heart.

M:" Good.. nice decision." Manik told him and then said. " ab yeh paise lo aur yahan se kahen dur chale jao. Itna dur aur kabhi nandini k pass mat anna." Manik said in a threatening voice while dhruv nodded.

Dh:" magr tum yeh sab kun kr rhe ho.?" Dhruv asked him confusingly. While manik looked at him raising his left eyebrow. And i looked at him all hurt. The only man i trusted broke it into pieces.

After watching the video i battled with my self for a long time and then took the decision. I will marry him. And he himself will leave me and regret his choice. He will curse himself for loving such girl. So i went to his office to tell him that im ready to marry him and i know he was waiting for me only. And then we get married.

Flashback ends

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Present continue 

Right now im sitting in his room on his bed and thinking about my past. I was lost in my thoughts and cursing both these men who turn my life upside down.
'Woh dono khud ko samajhte kya hain.? Mujhe kya samajhte hain.? Mei kya koi khilona hon k kabhi aik khaile aur jab thak jaye toh dosre ko de dy aur woh khaily. Mere jazbat meri feeling in k lye matter hi nhi krtien. Aik mujhe khareedta hai aur dosra beechra hai. Apni zaat se nafrat ho gye hai mujhe. Magar mera naam bhi nandini murthy hai. Bohat shoaq tha na manik malhotra mujh se shaadi krne ka. U will regret ur decision.' I was lost in my thoughts and dont know when i dozed off.

Malhotra Mansion
Morning 8:15 AM

I opened my eyes to look around and found myself in an unknown environment. It took few minutes for me to remember what happened last night. I was lost in understanding everything and making plans as what i have to do to make him regret his decision when i heard click of the door knob. I looked their attentively but it wad not the room door. I looked at other side to found manik only in his towel wraped on his lower waist water dripping down his face and then his broad bare chest moving down his stomach and then absorbed in his towel. He was rubbing his hairs with other towel which cause little droplets of water to spread in the air. He was rubbing his hairs which cause his muscles to show a little more increasing his charm. No matter how much i hate him the fact is he is a perfect man. With all his looks. I was constantly sraring him without blinking my eyes when suddenly he looked at me. Maybe he felt someones gaze on him. I was caught red handed but still my eyes were staring him without any blink. Well God knows phir isse aise dekhne ka chance mile na mile. Ab mila hai toh dekh lete hon. Waise bhi toh us ne pakarh liya hai na usse aise takte howe. What the hell nandini ..? Have u lost ur mind.? Bol kya rhi ho.?? I was shock with my behaviour. And now i have to cover up but how. I saw his lips turned into a smirk. Suddenly an idea came in my mind and i got up from my place. I start taking steps towards him and i saw he was confused. When i reached near him i found his lips turned into a smirking smile. I smiled inwardly and walk past him. He was confuse again and this made me smile even more. I moved towards the painting it was a really beautiful antique piece.

(Painting on wall)
I traced it with my hand and giggled inside thinking about manik face.
After getting ready

(Nandini's attire)
I went down staires to find everyone sitting on the breakfast table waiting for me. I looked at everyone. There was manik's mom and sister along with a couple and a cute little baby.

(Manik's attire)

(Niyonika's attire)

(Mukti's attire)

(Cabir's attire)

(Navya's attire)

(Abeer's attire)
I walked towards them and they all greeted me while I only nodded my head. Among all mukti was the most excited one.

Mu:" Bhabhi kal toh aap se baat hi nhi howe. Waise bhai aur aap ne apni  love story hi nhi sunaye. Mujhe toh pata hi  nhi k mere bhai ki Girl friend  bhi hai. Waise Bhabhi bhai romantic hain ya nhi.?? Mukti asked so many questions and was non stop talking and her talks clear that they don't know how we got married. before I could reply her manik replied.

M:" mukti..!!" Manik said sternly while mukti keep mum. Then he turned towards me.

M:" Nandini this is cabir. My best friend." manik said pointing towards  the guy who smiled at me. " and this is navya. His wife." he said pointing towards the girl who also smile warmly and as she was sitting in front of me  she extended her hand for a hand shake and shake hands warmly. while I continue giving my poker face. " And this is Abeer. Their son and the reason of smile of our lives." The cute little boy gave me a toothy smile while I just nodded with a smile which got unnoticed by everyone.

N:" Well Mr. Malhotra Mujhe is sare introduction ki zarorat nhi hai. Waise bhi toh mujhe jald hi yahan se jana hai. Aur waise bhi I don't care k aap ki family mei kitne log hai. " I said rudely while everyone's smile fades away and they looked at me.

N:" kya howa Nandini kya koi baat hai. dekho tum mujhe bata sakti ho. jis tarha mei manik aur mukti ki maa hon waise  hi tumhari bhi maa hon. Kisi ne kuch kaha hai.. Manik ne kuch kaha hai.. agar kuch kaha hai toh mujhe batao. " As she was sitting near me she brushed her fingers in my hair and then lovingly cupped my face in her palm. While I looked at her for I while and then I hold her wrist and removed her hands fro  my face. She looked shocked with  my action.

N:" Behtar ho ga agar aap yeh sawal mujh se nhi apne bete se pochein. Wahi aap ko bata sakta hai. Mei kuch bolon gi toh kon sa aap meri baat maan lean gi. " I said sternly standing from my place. " And please aap sab yeh jhoote pyaar ka natak bad karye. Mei koi chooti bachi nhi hon jo kuch samajh na sakon. "  I said angrily. These people think me as a fool. Huh..!!! I left that place angrily.

After Two Weeks

After two weeks of my marriage I was still the same with everyone. Rude and angry. Manik's Mom after knowing truth tried to pacify me but I was just not listening to anyone. The only thing I know is he cheated me. But in these two weeks Manik took really good care of mine. Taking care of my breakfast to my dinner. My comfort and wishes. He arranged everything for me before asking. but I still cant get over my past. I just hate him. I know he is doing all this to make it ok but I wont let him. In these two weeks the thing which I noted the most is.. I saw him writing something a dairy like book. Infact whenever we argued or should I say I argued with him he wrote something on his book. But I never came to know what he write. 

I was standing in the balcony and staring sunset when I felt someone behind me and I know who he is... Off course Manik. He stand beside me holding the railing and looked at me .

(Manik's attire)

(Nandini's attire)
M:" Nandini plzzz aik chance dedo. Mei janta hon k tum ghussa ho magar plzzz aik chance do humare relation ko. Mei sab theek karne ki koshish kr rha hon aur sab theek krdon ga." Manik said helplessly. As if he was tired of our fights. " Nandini I really love u .. Bohat pyaar krta hon tum se. Tumhare baghair rehne ka soch bhi nhi sakta . Mei nhi reh sakta Tumhare bina. Plzz Nandini I beg u." manik said sadly while I looked at him.

N:" Tumhe kya lagta hai yeh sab bhoolna asan hai. jis tarhan tum ne meri kemat lagaye. tumhari wajah se mei dhulhan bani inteezar krti rhi aur mera dhulha mujhe lene hi nhi aya. Tumhe kya lagta hai aik larki k lye yeh sab bhoolna asan tha." I also replied calmly but my voice hold immense pain. He looked at me and his eyes also hold pain but for what??

M:" Nandini tum samjh kun  nhi rhi ho mei tum se bohat pyaar krta hon." He confess his love all over again. He confess his feelings many time in a day. I looked at him for few minutes.

N:" I LOVE U TOO.." I said these words and saw a shine in his eyes. His lips converted into a big smile ear to ear before he could do or reply I continued. " yahi sunna chahte thy na tum.." the shine in his eyes lessen and his smile faded a little showing confusion on his face. " Nhi khon gi.. Kabhi nhi kahon gi tum se. Infact mei aaj bhi dhruv se pyaar krti hon aur hamesha ussi se pyaar krti rahon gi. Bohat shoaq tha na Tumhe mujh se shaadi krne ka. Toh batao ho gya shoaq pura. MANIK MALHOTRA >> I HATE U.. I hate u from the bottom of my heart." I said angrily my eyes splitting fire and my words behave like  a virus which spread venom in his whole body taking away the shine and the smile completely. Manik Malhotra being helpless I dint know why it is not giving me pleasure. I huffed and was about to leave when he hold my hand to stop me.

M:" Tum kuch bhi kehlo mei phir bhi tum se yahi kahon ga k mei tum se bohat PYAAR  krta hon. Aur tum kitna bhi chaho aik na aik din tum bhi mujh se pyaar karo gi . aur mei apni akhri saans tak tumhara  intezaar karon ga." Manik said romantically I can never understand this man. He is not like other men mei jo bhi bol doon Kabhi apni ego pe lyta hi nhi. kitni bhi takleef ho usse mere lafzon se magar mujh per apna ghussa Kabhi nhi nikala.
Giving him last glare i left.

After One Week

Today dhawan family was at our mansion. All were gossiping and laughing.

(Cabir's attire)

(Manik's attire)

(Navya's attire)

(Mukti's attire)

(Niyonika's attire)

(Nandini's attire)

(Abeer's attire)
I came to kitchen. Oh come on mein kitchen mei un sab k khane ka intezam krne nhi aye. Mujhe bhook lagi hai isse lye aye hon. I took a plate ful of rice and moved towards the door. As soon as i reachef near door i found that Abeer was running and was about to slip. My mind stopped working for a moment and i really dont know what to do. I shouted his name to get his attension but i was unable. So i ran towards him with the plate in my hand. As i reached near him my voice caught everyone's attraction. I just left the plate and it broke into pieces where as i tried to get hold on falling Abeer. I catch him before he hit the ground which only cause me to hit with more pressure and force. As soon as my body reach in contact with the floor i felt my bone breaking and a wet liquid like fluid comes out of my head. I felt my eyes heavy and before drowning into the darkness i heard people calling my name. My name was being shouted from a long time but suddenly i felt like all the shouts fells in deaf ears. As i was not able to listen any other voice.

So how was the update. Oh my God manik blackmailed nandini.. how could he..??
Nandini is so rude is everyone.
Is she still in love with dhruv.?
Nandini saved abeer but why.??
Is it the end.
Kya nandini k maarne per yeh kahani khatam ho jye gi.?
Will nandini ever be able to open her eyes again.??
To know what will happen next keep reading..

End of chapter
Love u all
Anni..