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 Manik's pov

i snuggled into something so soft to sleep to avoid that stupid rays, which irritating shit of me..i covered my head with pillow, which was in my reach..but something jerked my sense..my mom..fuck u malhotra..was only thing i wanted to yell myself..i jerked from sleep only to hear shriek of pain..that made me snap my eyes soon..and what i saw was enough to drain my all blood..Its my Jaanu, all naked under me..who shrieked in pain, all because i was inside her..but how? all i remember was, i was sleeping taking in her in my arms..i seriously don't know, how we both ended up like this..i slowly came out of her, without hurting her..and next sight was too horrible for me..her whole body had many hickey which are turned dark purple..there was no place, that hadn't had hickey on her..u moron what have u done, was what my heart asked me, where my mind was clueless about the thing..i traced her bites..nandini stiffened her posture..it was hurting her..oh! god what i have done..what happened last night? someone please tell me..i tired to recollect putting all my energy on my brain..i was not able to think any except me sleeping next to her saying her night wishes..

Good morning hubby..i was bought to earth by sweet and soft voice of Nandini, who was wide awake and greeting me with a smile, which really didn't reached her eyes..and her face so pale, had red and puffy eyes..it told me she had cried buckets..but why? did i troubled her so much? i have no idea but her body said me fact..

good morning bad mai..how come we both ended like this? was my most confuse question..she opened her eyes in wide..but composed in seconds..this total fishy..someone tell me what happened because she is no mood to say anything..

Nandini i'm asking u something? how we ended like this? look at u, i have hurt u so badly, then why didn't stopped me? i asked her sorry yelled at her..seeing marks, my eyes filled up..they must be hurting her..i have literally become monster on her..the way i'm treating her is really not the way any women should be treated..

Nandini i'm sorry..deko i don't know how i ended up like this..i swear, i never want to hurt u like this in my worst dream also..i'm sorry..trust me seeing her whole body..i feel so much guilt..i should've not done this..yes, i love her, that doesn't mean i take her granted for my desires..it's simply not correct..

hey manik, look at me..its doesn't hurt baby..trust me..she cupped my face and said to me but i knew it was lie..where i took her in lap to check her..where she hissed in pain..

its doesn't hurt baby, right? i asked her sarcastically..where she made pout..i saw marks..she will be terribly sore..

kya halath bandiya maine tumra..why didn't u stopped me? look at u..i asked her helplessly..where she pulled me to hug..i hugged her back as i let out my tears..i never want to hurt her in my wildest dream also..where i could hear sob near my right ears..i immediately broke the hug and saw her..

bohuth dard hora hai kya? i was really concerned about her..where she nodded her head in no..i without making delay took her in front hug, and she folded her legs around my hips..by chance i looked bed..shit! she had bleed for it..i disgusted my own self for this deed i did..

i pulled out covers from other hand threw it in washing machine..and walked to washroom and she clinging to me like small baby..i made her sit on slab then filled tub with warm water..she was just looking at me intensely..i walked back to her..i tied her hairs in bun..and i made her brush her teeth, when she was done i completed my brushing..then i stepped into bath with her..

this feels good..she said feeling warm water, i smiled at her sadly as i gave her relaxing bath without troubling her more..Where she let me do whatever I wanted to do her..There was no awkwardness between us..Like other couples, because our love had cleared all obstacles years back..Now we are cherishing our love the way we both dreamt off..I had many wishes, to keep my wife most happiness in the world..I should fulfill all her wishes Without they coming from her mouth.. That's the way I wanted to keep her..I promise to keep her happy always..I hope I fulfill my promise..

We both came out of washroom, Nandini being still in my arms..After long and relaxing bath..Where I myself placed her on couch in walk in closet..I passed her outfit for the day..Keeping in mind that her body gets covered as marks were all her body parts..And i myself in my mom's choice..

Tum ready kardo.. I'm in no mood..She sounded too low..

Nandini huwa Kya kal Rath?? Deko I don't remember anything..Please bathna what I did?? U look upset baby..Hu kya?? I asked her cupping her face..Where she removed my hands and just fell into my arms.. Silently sobbing..I tried to break hug but she didn't allowed me..Where my eyes snapped suddenly to mirror..I looked myself..I was looking more horrible..I had dark circle not forget blood shot and puffy eyes..It didn't took me time..What had happened with me..Because the minute I saw my face I got to know..I had panic attack again..and the thing is I don't remember, what and all happens with me..U know too used things from my very childhood..and now I got to know why was she sobbing and looking upset..She had never seen or heard about my panic attacks..Because she never witnessed any such..When she was with me..I never got one..Because I was happy in my life for the first time having her by my side..And I was in peace and again my panic attacks came back from summer holidays after her departure from my life..Since then I had panic attacks..I don't know how many..But all I know is..It scares shit of The Manik Malhotra, like anything..My all loses are printed in my mind so badly..I couldn't come out trauma even today..They still replay in my mind, when I'm too weak.. That's when I get panic attacks.. It's most worst shade of mine..Where I don't know how I behave..How I react..All I know is, I'm Manik who is lost somewhere in darkness..Who needs what he lost..

Okay, okay don't tell anything..i will get u ready..but please stop crying..i rubbed her tears, i wanted ask her what happened, what i exactly did..and did opposite way seeing her tears again..i made her wear her dress..where she did nothing except looking me differently..i knew it but chose to keep silent until she says to me..i made her ready, filling her mang with sindoor..where it fell on nose..i pouted and cleaned with tissue..she smiled at my act and kissed my cheeks..i smiled finally..

Nandini's attire

Maniks'attire

i got ready super fast, as it was already past 9 in morning..i need to be in lonavala by 12, so i should leave from here soon..i pulled nandini by wrist as she was in mood to do any..

Maniii, breakfast? just give me 10 minutes..i will prepare something for u..she was back with her concern..but i nodded no..

nae nandini..i'm getting late vese mai kuch kalunga rasthe mai..but wait i'll make something for u..i ran to kitchen..saw time..i did some quick sandwich for her..because i know she won't eat anything..when she will be in no mood..i stuffed her mouth with some sandwiches..as i was finding Alex..

Alex​..hey buddy where are u? i yelled at him..as i poured milk for kitty..where nandini was going near fridge..

juice tho pikar ja ho..she was about to pour them..

no nandini, please i don't want anything..i promise i will have something..and huh! u eat rest of sandwiches now..i ordered last line..her face fell but seeing me determined, she let go off..i saw Alex coming from door..he won't change for good..i glared him, as he wasn't at home again..i picked him up..

i'm done..nandini announced to me..she took kitty in her hand as i was about to me close the door

Manik u didn't switch off Avni's room light..She said to me looking at her room, I smiled back to her and pulled the door..

I never switch off lights in Avni's room..She frowned at my words..

Why?? She asked innocently..

Because I feel that's the only room in entire home where I get light..And it's always true for me..So, never switch off lights in Avni's room.. because she is my light..I said matter of fact..She is just not daughter for me..She is more than that..I love her and trust her more than my mom..When I say, i mean it..

Why do u love Avni so much?? She asked me duh tone..I turned to her..

Because no one..I repeat to u no one, trusted me the way she trusts me..and that's ​the reason, I love her the most.. It was direct to her eyes..I never regret saying anything to Avni because she never judged me..Whatever I said..She always been my side, from the day she entered my world..She had earned her own trust in my life, the way I earned from her..Nandini somewhere felt too bad..But this thing I just wanted say on her face..Not to hurt her but to say I have best daughter in the world, who will be in my side what so ever happens in this world..she won't leave my hand ever..

Usne tume kabhi hurt nae kiya?? I walked side by side holding Alex with her...

Kabhi nae..That tone is only for my daughter..Not to any..

She deserves u..Nandini said to me with sweet smile..I smiled back..

More than any.. I completed her lines..When lift door opened to exit corridor..

Alex was more excited to go to lonavala as he was jumping and barking in my arms..i giggled at his act..he loves staying there rather than here..

lets go home..i shouted in his ears, he was more excited..and nandini looked me in total confuse..she chucked as driver opened door for her..i made myself comfortable in backseat with her, keeping Alex in last seater of car, once cross checking the required things in trunk for the today..

driver uncle chaleye..and huh! lets drop nandini first and then we will leave..i said to him, he nodded his head..where nandini was clung to me..when my phone rang..i smiled at the ID..

hey pumpkin..i said to her, trying myself to get excited, which i'm definitely..what tsunami is going inside me only I'm aware of it..i need to be strong in front of everyone.. i can't be weak..yes, i can't be..

hey papa..where are u? she asked me, i turned to nandini she was just doodling on my chest..

me, coming to ur nani's home to leave nandini..and then i will leave for lonavala..i said to her..she made oh! on phone..as i heard her list of doing's till now..where i smiled listening to her..maybe i can hear my pumpkin for life i guess..i never get tired to listen her..

hello,mai bhi zinda hu..it was abhay in sleepy tone..from nowhere..i saw my phone..damn it was conference call..i switched on loudspeaker, so that nandini can feel better hearing them, like me..

hain patha hai..it was avni..nandini looked phone..and smiled..

good morning babies..she said to them sweetly..they replied cutely..

so, abhay zyada tang nae kiya na, tumne unlogo ko? nandini asked abhay..

i didn't..i just woke up..avni ne call karke utaya muje..he answered still yawning..

Really, I ate my breakfast too..u lazy sleep head Mr Abhay Malhotra..It was yummy South Indian Breakfast specially made by Nani..She exclaimed I could imagine her yummy wala pout..I giggled at her act..

Oh! Hello even I ate my fav. Yesterday dadu ne banvyatha..He from other side..They are trying to jealous the other..Where I rolled my eyes..

Okay..Okay..Lado math..Abhay get up from bed..And freshen up soon..Nandini ordered him..

Hell no..I'm at my dadi's home..I'm nowhere going to get up sooner..And by the way good night to u all..Avni dare u call me again..He warned Avni..Nandini face was worth watching for me..

hello...i need to have word with u..u just hold line..warna duo theen punch tho guarantee mil jayega tume..i was shocked at the tone of my Avni..her voice held seriousness..i looked nandini..she was more than shock..

and u both keep the phone..bye papa..happy journey..she said bidding bye to me..

what's the talk about? was unison question asked by all three of us..

its talk between brother and sister..hope u will cut the call or i else i do the honors..kahi es ki andar nandini ki booth tho chali nae gayi..where i didn't option but to cut the call bidding bye to both of them, where i got glare from nandini..

why the hell did u cut the call? Manii i'm telling u..bohuth chut chod rahi ho usse, tum..she yelled near my ears..i backed off from her..

chila kyu rahi ho? she will tell herself..we have given chance to Abhay then why not for Avni? it immediately shut her mouth..because it was best counter answer, i could come up with..she turned other way..i had enough..she started muttering under breath..

hamesha apne beti side lena achi bath nae hai, Manii..she said again turning to me..i glared her..

nandini, lets' stop here..i know my daughter more than u, she will come around and tell herself to me..i trust her..and that's end of the topic for now..call me possessive..damn i'm..one word against her..they gonna see different manik for sure..it may be nandini..i don't care..because i trust her more than any..and she doing wrong not happening..if she is hiding something, then yes she will have her own reasons behind and not forget her very theories..i'm not going to judge her..anywhere in my life..

fine go to hell..she yelled near my ears..i gave disbelief look to her..i didn't budged to reply her, than pulling out my mobile from pocket..as i have many things rather than fighter against my nandini for my pumpkin..

sir here we are..driver said to me..i looked at him and then their home..i turned to nandini..who already banged door against my face..i came out closing door..

nandini ruko..i called her..she didn't turned but stood like idol..uff, this girl and her anger issues..mujse zayada gussa karthi hai..

sorry for yelling at u..but i'm really not sorry for supporting my pumpkin..i know made mess..but i didn't mind because its for my daughter..and it will be worth it..

fine..she was pissed and about to walk out..i held her wrist pulled to my arms..

and hain..don't compare urself with Avni..i really hate that..mind me, i was stern and clear enough, that it should go to her brain permanently..she comparing Avni with her..really will not be appreciated by me..if u feel its wrong..i give damn..because i know, what Nandini is to me and what my kids are to me in my life..i don't need to explain any..i mean any..

sorry..she uttered meekly, that was not expected from her..i looked her..

i never knew, she is so important to u..she added..i sighed..

well after this, i will be free..and spare time for only u...and sorry for not giving time to u..i was really guilty about it..that i'm not able to give her time..i need to make myself free for some time just for her..so, that she don't feel let out or feel i'm ignoring her..and i even i want spend as much as time with her..make her happy..and i want make her smile all time, till my last breath..

u need not be sorry for it..and today on wards, u need to stick to me only..she pulled me by shirt..with a sweet smile..i smiled back at her..i kissed her lips slowly, a short kiss much to relax our turmoil, which we individually both are going through..

i will..bye jaanu..i hugged her once tightly..as i wiped my tears..kissed her hairs..i broke the hug..i stepped out without turning back..because i know, once i turn back..i will end up breaking..i never want to show that side of me to anyone..i asked driver to zoom out car asap..he did it, where i saw Nandini in rare mirror..she was in tears..i don't know what happened yesterday night..that was affecting her so much..but it was breaking her from inside..i just need to hold her tight that she won't feel weak..i won't let her face anything alone..i won't..

where i slept on backseat..crying for my mom..i was weak..too weak to show up my face..how badly i needed her in my life only i know..i miss her so much..i really do..kash kuch kar patha mai un ki liye..jen hone meri liye sab kuch kiya tha..while crying all way..i don't know how..i slipped to my memory of my past..

end of manik's pov

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Writer's pov

Hmm..before u continue..wanna say something about..a girl, whom u love the most..most cute adorable doll Avni Malhotra..writing her pov, really is fun..interesting part is..i should keep both Manan's character..where she equally depicts both of them..she is cute bubbly lovely girl..that's what u read still now..wanna know, how really Avni is..A girl, captured anyone for her innocence and mature behavior equally have other side..which is behind curtains..she isn't that naive..she can understand things better than any..and analyse things more effectively..that's very is Avni..but that girl has something too, which is a bitch..to protect herself in this world..every girl, once will be bitch, to the people who treat her ill..its not her mistake..its world's mistake..that's very Avni, who tries protect herself and her people from every evil world..

Avni..is too good to good people like Nandini ..a very bitch to bitch people and show their place without any mercy, if u are wrong..a little girl have to sides, but it depends on u, and ur behavior with her, that's how she is..and will be..never forget she is daughter of Manik Malhotra..who becomes monster to protect his people..and u not finding that gene in her, not happening..She is an apple eye of her dad..before he knowing her being his daughter..and she is real angel in Manik's life..and she is too possessive and protective when he is the matter..and what extent u will find out soon..and in her pov in future updates..because past doesn't completes without Avni's pov..she is not just girl in my story, a very girl..who made this story possible..hope u will enjoy her pov..

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Avni's pov

So, Abhay Malhotra, ready for the biggest day of ur life? turst me, i'm loving this game..

Avni, we need to talk face to face..that was his so sure tune..i smirked as i already pulled my ipad from my bag..mrudula bid bye to me as she left with her driver, it was big day to her too..i smiled at her as i walked to terrace of Nani's home..

hey brother..i smirked badly..as he was already ready to leave for lonavala..where idiot said that he just woke up..i really need to take tuition from him, for his acting skills..but the thing is i'm already principal of acting school, where he is just lecturer..

Abhay's attire

Avni's attire

Avni, stop bickering and come to point..he warned seeing me, i was damn coming to his nerves not more than him, months back..how much he had irritated me only i know..

Oh! so, finally i won the bet..i smirked at him, which i did month's back..where his annoyance turned to confusion and finally to realization..when he got it, he jerked above see my never ending evil smile..in most shocking away..as i glared him too badly..moron..is what suits him..

was it u? was the only question came out from his mouth..call me evil, i'm..

who could be, if not me..Mr. Abhay Malhotra? he couldn't believe what i did, what he did, and where we both are today..and its final day..and if i won't say him today also..he will die in suspense..uff he looks tense..from month's together to dig the most unknown fact, which changed his way of thinking about dad..

Avni..u have any freaking idea..dad won't spare both of us..one side i messed it up..and other side u..crazy girl..what have u done? he yelled at me..but angry bird made me do this..i didn't had option, other than this..because i wanted to prove my dad, by hook or crook..confusion, well its small story then..wait for minute let me finish talk with him..

i did what i wanted to do..yes, i wanted prove him..when i'm only the one, who knew truth about that day, i needed someone, who can prove my dad is innocent..and only name flashed at the very second was u..and before all that i needed to prove u, that our dad was innocent..i did it...call me bitch i don't care..i did what it takes..i know, i did wrong..but my intentions aren't really wrong..i didn't had option but this..i'm really sorry for what i have done..but i'm really not sorry for my intentions..

tho u knew it he was our dad, from very first..Avni i need an answer..he yelled from other side..he was raging in anger..any body, by chance will go near him will have nicely for sure..poor people..well i'm safe..uff bach gai aiyyappa..

No, i didn't but i was more than sure he was my dad only..i had confidence..from very first time, i looked him..i had strong doubt about this..which i never shared with any..i have sense..which works faster than any..and it happened, saying and pinging me, that he was my dad every time..and one final day..my belief and very wish came true..i was in cloud 9..no.. more than that..he was very much ideal, and i love him the most..i really do..

Avni, how did u get to know all this? was his confusion..i smiled sadly..remembering day..but i chucked for time being..

I will say it to u..only after i say it papa first..he will be the first person to know..no one else..i ended..the thing which no one knows..it is the only secret i have kept away from every one..because someone had trusted me, like no one..i would never break his promise..i will never..and it didn't stopped me for proving him..i did it..i feel elite for it..i feel i did something for him, who made me smile, when i was crying..being stranger..he was best..he is best..he will be..

Misti..i don't know what to say to u? and for once i couldn't doubt on u.."u played too well Avni Malhotra"..i'm really proud of u..and yeah..ur trust on dad, he deserves it..u proved to me..thank u..if not u, i have would've never got to know truth..thank u so much..and i'm sorry for what and all i did..I'm really sorry baby doll..he said with tears..where i sat wiping my tears..as i remember, how we both had fight..where we both hadn't talked for 2 weeks..

i'm sorry too..and if u want me to accept ur sorry..i want ur last plan to be executed..i was more determined..to let know people, for how wrong they judged my dad..i didn't spared my own brother..do u think i will leave others..i won't..

how do u know that? i'm upto something? he asked me, as he never shared single plan he did, well..i also kept a secret so, its equal..and even..i don't mind..as the purpose will be served sooner..

yesterday..ur nasty look on mukthi masi..said me every thing..and u should remember that, i know u far better than any..i gave i know u attitute..where he shook his head and finally smiled at me..

that's true..so, u feel..what i'm doing is not wrong? he asked me, he was still unsure..but i wasn't.. yes, i'm innocent..but don't really go on my face..i'm not..if u did mistake..u need to pay..and when its my dad..u need pay return with double interest..i'm good to good people..i'm bitch to bad people..i will show their place..if not, i'm not Avni Malhotra..

Hmm..i don't know..what i know is..we want to prove our dad is innocent without opening our mouth..that's happening..we should inform all this dad before he gets to know from some where else..that's the matter..and thank u for fulfilling my wish, which i asked on Christmas, when u became my santa, u truly one for me..i love u so much..i said with happiness..he deserves it..he did so much for me..and one thank u, is really less for him..what he gave me..my dad, if not him..no one could do that..no one..

i love u too..and yeah u deserve it all, more than any..no one could have such confidence and trust on any..the way u had on dad..he said to me..when i heard car horn sound..from outside..i ran to see dad's car was coming inside the gate..where mom came out banging the door of car, dad followed her to pacify her..this people won't change for good..i walked and sat on comfy swing again..i'm totally in love with this..

Avni, i guess i need to leave..dadu and dadi have already started from here for farm house..he said putting his watch..i nodded my head..

Abhay..i yelled at him as he was leaving keeping something important behind..he looked at me..

U forgot 'that' brother..i said showing my eyes on side table..where he took them muttering a sorry to him..yeah that's the one..where it started..

thank u..bye baby..he said to me..where i hanged call..

sat quietly, i'm sorry for hurting people today..but i feel u all deserve this..just because all of u, i lost my dad...warna i was going to have best 10 years childhood, like every kid..u people ruined it..now time to pay back for each tears..i don't hate them..but the thing is they need to pay back..its really not revenge from my side like abhay..but i want to prove him..that's all i need..

hey smile..i heard mom from other end..i looked at terrace door..she was standing leaning to door frame..i knew that very look on her face..but chose to be quiet..

hey mom..i folded my legs near to my chest..where she walked upto me..

don't u think u need to say something to me..it was more than sentence of her's..i knew it, this was coming..but for time being i will shut my mouth..

maybe..but i think u have some other plans for now..don't u? that's what i exactly meant..yeah she had called me too..to know the truth of dad's past..but the thing no one know that..i'm the only person, knew the truth before any..i was the one who lead abhay to prove my dad silently behind curtains with help of his own kitten..if not my one try..i would've lost my dad forever and ever..

Avni..its high time..stop playing games..she alerted me..she was furious..did she by chance got to know, i being playing games..if so..i don't mind..

yeah..i just started it..but someone gonna end it..i'm just waiting for it..i gave deadly wink to her, which had too many meanings to understand..and i walked out leaving most confusing and shocked women on earth, behind me..which is my mom..i chuckled at her face..she can't bear more shocks..she has really long day..but i will be her side today..as i promised myself on very day, when i thought i will prove my papa, in front of everyone..who were always pointing and accusing him..he being listener.. heard everything without uttering anything back with a small fake smile..and people thought his silence in wrong way..but not any more..we had enough..here is the full stop for all bad deeds..final seal just from me..

i walked downstairs..car was already waiting for us outside..i sat in passenger sear next to driver..and nani, nanu and mom in back seat..car zoomed where i jumped to my side story of month's back..

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flashback

December of previous year-it started from there..

I was randomly sketching a sketch in my room..when i heard breaking of glass sound from Abhay's room, which happens to be next room of mine..mom wasn't there at home..i ran to his room..it was locked from inside, i banged the door several times nothing worked..i could hear his shouts aloud, i didn't knew what i should do..i was scared..trust me..too badly..abhay never behaves like this..but he was behaving too weird this days..i have never seen him that upset in my life..he looks like mess to me..i don't know what happened to him..this is happening since yesterday..where i and mom came back from mom's business trip..mom isn't aware of it..as she was in office whole time..

Abhay open the door..i banged door..it was no use..no one were at home..not even merry aunty..i ran to my room to fetch a spare key..when i opened it..i was really numb to react..there he was sitting in dark corner holding his knees to his chest ..i have never seen him like that..Mr. Tidy had messed his whole room..all glass decors where broken into pieces..curtains were tore..his gadgets where destroyed so badly with knife..i was shocked..i slowly walked to him, making sure i don't get hurt myself..

Abhay..i kept my trembling hands on his shoulder only to be jerked in a force by him..i never expected that move from him that for me, not at all..

Go away..just leave me alone..before i hurt u..he yelled, where i flinched in fear..it was really scary..i composed myself, to make him relax..before pulling him out of his room to mine..he struggled but i held i'm tightly..where he was yelling at me..

Shut up and sit down..i used my tone..he sat quietly resting his case..he knew..once i use that tone..he needs shut up and that's final..and he did gladly for my relief..i took first aid box from side table..as i sat on floor, he on my bed..i took his bleeding hands..which had several deep cuts..where he was crying like a baby..i never want to see Abhay like this in my worst dream also..i love him, and i don't like he getting hurt..i feel too bad..whenever i see his tears..i cleaned his hands..where he for the first time didn't scolded or ran away seeing ointment, where i was waiting for his outburst or his tantrums..nothing came..it meant he was really upset and afraid of something..which was hurting more than his wounds in his hands..

what happened? u know na, u can share anything with me..don't u? i coaxed him..he looked at me, and nodded no..as he walked to window..his face had turned pale and eyes into red..tears were still flowing from his eyes..

i don't want share anything..just leave me alone..that was all he asked..but how u can expect me to be quiet..

if not me, then u call MM, and tell him..u wait i will dial his no.. i went to fetch my phone..where he held my wrist tightly making me hurt..i looked my wrist, which were turning into red and then him..he had turned into beast with hatred replicated in his eyes, as if it was just made for his eyes..still his face was turning outside..i gulped my throat..this didn't gave me, very good vibes..something bad had happened..i can feel it..aiyyappa please don't..please..i prayed my aiiyappa silently..

Dare u call him again..i swear Avni..i don't mind saying everything to mom..do u want that? he black mailed me..shocking me to the world..how can he do that? how bloody dare he blackmail me..i jerked his hand..and i rewarded a straight punch on his beautiful handsome face..damn he didn't expected it..but aiyyappa he deserved it..i didn't regret it a bit..

how bloody dare u to blackmail me? using mom..huh! i pulled his collar..he was shocked..seeing this side of me..i didn't cared for it..i really didn't..

i can..dubra uss insaan ko notes likna ya pir bath karne ki koshish kiya na..ya pir maine deka na..mujse bura aur kohi nae..get that straight Avni..he was flushed in red with anger and hatred..while removing my hold on his collar..his eyes said its own story to me.. 

kyu? what he did? that u hate him so much..tell me, u moron..i yelled more louder..i was really angry on him..because he touched too bad string in my life, very dear to my heart..i love MY MM more than anything..i don't know why i believe him as my dad..i don't know..but he deserves to be..i had this feeling..i can't help..but his reactions were proving me that, my doubts were coming true somewhere..i wanted instigate and make him spill out..and i did it..

yes, i hate him..because he doesn't deserves anyone's love..he is culprit of his girl and his children..i won't spare him for their tears..mark my words..i'm gonna hurt him very badly..if u don't stay out of this Avni..it will really not be good for u..he yelled me..i backed off..no he can't do that..no..i won't believe this..i will never..i know he can't do this..he will never..i know him..no..i was so sure about him, and he doing something creepy to hurt others not happening in this life..he can't hurt any..if he hurts there must be some reason..yes..i need to find it out..i will..

then hear me out too, i bet u..i bet u..that i'll prove MY MM one day, and i make sure u will apologize for this act of urs..when i say i meant it..i gave one more blasting punch on his face..he landed on floor with a cut on his corner of lips..as if i care for him..if by chance he wasn't my brother..i would've made sure he reaches hospital and stay for weeks..

u gonna regret for trusting that bastard da..he said from behind, which i didn't let him complete..because this was my limit..i kicked his stomach by my shoes..he howled in pain, as his back got hit to wall by the force kick..damn he got hurt, but he deserved for saying such words..

if i find u saying anything bad about him..u will be found urself in hospital the very next second..and don't blame me for that..i gave him much needed warning not before making sleep on my bed and giving water bag for his pain..shit! i had hit him badly..

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Trust me..i love my baby..i really do..i'm waiting for her..since i got to know My Jaanu was pregnant..but i was helpless..i didn't had any option..please at least u trust me..No one does..everyone say, i'm heartless who won't love his own baby..i really do..but she isn't here..if she comes back, i will show her, how much i love her..but she isn't coming for me..she is very angry with me..u tell her na, that her dada, will keep her like princess..pakka promise..nandu promise..but no one cares for me or no one hears me..MM was sobbing and hiccuping from other side..and i didn't heard anything from his side again..saying me, he slept all way crying again in drunken state on top of it, he had his sleeping pills, as he didn't want to wake up for days together..when he will wake up, i have no idea again..only aiyyappa knows, how he will take care of himself alone..but he is used to it..he was hurt.. deeply hurt..

i kept phone finally..i was crying hearing MM..he said what Abhay had said to him, more to my shock..he wasn't in his senses..he was drank badly, when I called him..that he went with flow and said what exactly happened that day, to me..he shared most scariest and shocking secret with me..without thinking anything,..i was shocked..that how could someone stoop so low..i didn't knew what to do and what not to..it was Christmas eve of early morning..its been two weeks​, i haven't talked with Abhay..he tried everything to talk to me..but i paid any heed for him..i was mad at him, because he always make me angry by telling ill about MM..i ignored the nut case again..as i walked down and saw kitchen, to find mom and her son..having very gala time like dancing singing and crazy stuffs, like mustaches with mom's hair..taking thousand selfies and what not, while baking cake and variety dishes,..where i sat alone, i miss my dad..if he would've been here..i would've not been sitting alone here..i want to do lots of lots of things with him..but he is not here..i was really sad for it..im very lucky in that matter I suppose..i will chuck it..i was already upset..I need a break..

i sat on couch thinking, who can help me in all this prove to MM as innocent..i had enough.. my brain was banging..so, i thought to refresh myself, i switched on TV..i was randomly changing channels until i heard MM's voice..it was his recent concert, which he completed few hours ago..i gave volume..where whole kitchen went to mess..as mom dropped cake batter in bang as she heard MM's voice..i looked them once, my mom's eyes were teary, I shrugged that, as if i didn't saw them..i did it purposely..and my attention was again on TV..where i feel Abhay intense glaring me..yes, he blackmailed me..that he will say mom everything as she doesn't like to hear anything about him..and we sending gifts and being touch with him will be last thing she needs...hmm this called suspicious..i have many doubt, and they exactly turn out the way i think..and now the point is Abhay can never hurt me..i mean never..that's the reason he didn't told anything to mom till now,, even knowing i being still contact with MM..good for me..good for us..

I wish everyone a pleasant and Happy Christmas..have lots fun and eat lots of cake..end this year with beautiful note..Happy Christmas to u Jaanu.. Happy Christmas to my babies..Happy Christmas to my doll..ur gifts will be there for u very sooner, at ur very door steps..MM ended the concert with a smile, where i smiled hearing him..as he picked his bird, in his arms..he walked out..he looked too pale, yet covered it with his fake smile..all thanks to my very brother, who had royally bashed him, insulted his love and care..not to forget a threat to never contact us ever..and talked all ill and non sense without knowing anything about him..he didn't trusted him..i feel pity for MM..he don't deserve all this..i decided that very moment..i will prove his innocence to Abhay by hook or crook...i need him to apologize for his rude behavior for his all his words and seek his forgiveness..i really want that..i'm not living abhay this time for sure..mark my words..i'm not leaving any..everyone gonna ask for his forgiveness..i will make sure it happens..and it will happen..

And i got the very person, who could help me in this..i smirked looking the very person in tv and then Abhay..times up brother..how much ever anger u have, let out..and soon u gonna regret for it..i promise u will..I glared already glaring Abhay..like I will get scared.. c'mon..I don't get scared..I was coming to his nerves and mom tears is just oil to the current flame..he can take anything but her tears..and he won't leave me too..because she is really, his precious..as if she is not mine..but the thing is, this time its sorry for u too mom..but i promise i will be there by ur side the day, u will get the truth..that's all i can do it u..a advance sorry to u both..

i dashed to my room..to fetch my mobile..i dialed MM's office no., which directly connects to his reception..i hope i get what i need..i was nervous..i knew, i was doing wrong..but for him, i doing wrong, doesn't really matter..what matter, is i proving him to everyone..when i know, he will never tell his deep secret to any..

hello, may i know who is speaking?? i heard some female voice..i hope she helps me..

Hey this is Baby doll here..may i know the personal no. of Mrudula topiwala..my voice stern enough..to the girl from other side..i hope i fetch her no.. my only hope, at very moment..is just her..

oh! hello baby..u just wait for minutes i will fetch u the no..she said from other end..she really don't want to lose her job..because her one NO may cost her job..because its strict order, whatever i ask, it should be given to me..that was verdict of MM for whole staff..much to my favor..i'm using for first time..

here u go..she said no..i jotted it down..i warned her, not to tell this thing to any..being bitch really helps dude..aiyyappa gonna screw me up for this..sorry aiyyappa..i know, i'm using things badly..maaf karna..okay my hindi is bad..stop pinging me that..i yelled to my brain..while i dialed very no..

hello..a sweet sleepy voice, from other side made me smile ear to ear..

hello this baby doll here..i introduced myself from my other nickname, which i'm really famous in between them..

what? did i heard baby doll? she jerked and shouted in phone..aiyyappa she shouts more than me..

oh! ya..its me..hello Mrudula..greeting is must i guess..because i was talking with her for the first time..so, little formal will be valid i guess..

Hello..but may i know ur name..which is ur real name? if u don't mind sharing with me..she asked sweetly..i being too good gave in..

Hey its Avni..i said in delight..i love my name.. dreamy sigh..

Hello Avni..but how come u got my no? she hit the chord..why she needs to be so smart? i puffed in annoyance..Avni calm down..we will do it..yes..i boosted up myself..i can do it..its just her..

woh, i got it from MM's office..i needed a favor from u? can u please help me? the only person, who can help me..was her..i hope she does..

And what favor u need from me..when u have brother..who is more annoying and doesn't listen to any..bastard, how dare he hurts my chachu? tell ur jerk brother..to stay away from my chachu..if he hurts him again, i will show him, his right place..i kept my phone away from my ears..why was she annoyed with him..uff this boy doesn't know how to behave with girls..and nor she is wrong..she is right..but c'mon he is brother, i won't let someone talk like that..

excuse me..mind me, my tone was stern enough to shut her ranting over my brother..

i know my brother is wrong that doesn't mean i tolerate such words against him..and i'm very much sorry for his deeds..and i will make sure it doesn't happen again..for that i need ur help..that's my very tone..straight stern and very much clear..i guess, she definitely wouldn't expect such tone..but ya its my brother..u can't tell me to be sweet..a word against him too..i will dig ur grave..

its okay..and sorry for my words..if u feel offended..but i guess ur brother hulk deserves that..she was no less..my perfect competitor..but why the hell we both are fighting that to when we are talking for the first time..god knows..

i know..i said as i walked up to my key board..i feel sad..music can help me..

so, what favor u need from me? she came to point as i pressed keys along talking to her..

u need to steal something for me..i said calmly..as my right hand went with flow..

what? come again..u just said steal? do u think i'm thief? uff..dealing her needs real patience man..but i expected that reaction from her..never mind..

not all..u aren't..but that is the only thing, which can help us to make things normal..please..i swear i won't ask any further favor from u..i used my all cuteness..just make an yes from her..i hope she doesn't uses her tiny brain more..to make me irritate as hell..

and what's that very thing?? Ms.Avni..was she annoyed..no sorry pissed..

its MM's ledger..plain words..where only i know..what i asked..i was asking her to steal, someone's feeling..which are imprinted in that pages..i know reading that is real bad manners..or say no one as right to read someone's diary..but that's only thing, which can help me..other wise nothing help me to prove him..

chachu ledger likthe hai? i never knew that..how do u know? she was shocked..shit! only i and his girl knew this..non knew about it..i will be gone, if MM gets to know this..aiyyappa bacha lena us din..where aiyyappa pinged..first learn hindi properly to me..if not he will complaint MM about the thing..no way..aiyyappa don't u dare..

Voh he said me once..that he had written everything from his very childhood..in that..can u please steal it for me..i promise..i myself will return that ledger to him..i will make sure u don't screwed for my deeds from him..please pretty please...how do i manage being so cute..i wonder..but i know buttering to melt anyone's heart..my aiyyappa's very gift.. thanks huh!!

okay..but do u think..it will help u the way u need it..i mean..do u think ur brother believes that..she was unsure..but i was sure enough..because Abhay have melting heart for others tears..he won't judge it..i'm cent percent sure about it..

i'm very much sure..i said confidently..where she giggled..

okay..i will steal for u..if it really favors u and my chachu..and i can do it..she said sweetly..she isn't that bad..never judge a book by its cover..that suits me..for judging her..

but i don't know where he keeps this ledger? do u have any idea about it? where i kept my both hands on keyboard keeping phone in loudspeaker..now i'm happy little bit..so a melody is must..

ya i know..he usually keeps them in his office bag..he carries them, where ever he goes..so, u will definitely find them in his bag..but make sure u replace ledger with same cover and look..so, that he doesn't get doubt about it..i added..

Doesn't he gets doubt? if he happens to open any? as it will be empty..she had point..but i had an answer too..

he doesn't because there are many ledger's and MM never opens his old ledgers because he himself is scared to read things, which he a written himself years back..he never want to look back again..so, he won't read any..and mind u to cross check things before u do any..he shouldn't get any doubt until we say him..i warned her..where she replied positively..where my fingers went with flow of keyboard..

hey u played that melody really very well..if u don't mind..i will join u..what's say? she asked cheerfully..

u can but i have condition? i said to her..where she was very much curious about my condition..

And that is, u will be my friend..and this thing won't come out until we say it to everyone..what say? i asked her..she was more than happy to accept my condition..

So, lets celebrate our friendship with a melody..trust me, i love this girl..she is really soft from heart..i'm more than happy to have her as my friend..i'm really..and there started our very own friendship with beautiful mark with music..my very best friend..life is beautiful..its really but the thing u need to open ur eyes wide to see what's beauty in real..

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Whole mansion was in hustle bustle..why not it was eve of Christmas, just few hours Christmas is on our way..my fav festival..but i was waiting for something more..a gift, sorry gifts..i was walking too and fro..waiting for my gift from MM..not to forget already stolen ledger, from his bag by Mrudula..which already reached London..perks of using The Manik Malhotra's name..and most importantly it has reached Abhay the way I had planned..and he doesn't have any damn idea, I being behind all this..good for me..and maybe he had read pages, which had already fetched him his answers..and proved The Manik Malhotra as innocent..because Abhay was very pale with swollen eyes..and guilt was written his eyes too badly..from hours together..when he returned back home..sorry brother but u deserved it..

My mom was running to kitchen..aiyyoo..what should I do know..where Abhay was decorating Christmas tree with dull face, as if he lost everything in the world..but it was real for him.. And I being I.. didn't do anything..they were trying to pacify me..but I didn't gave in..and mom is helping him all way to make me smile..which is really not happening..and what stupid excuse he gave to her, I have know no idea..never mind why should I think..let them do whatever they want..

Ting tong..

My eyes shined as I ran to door.. Abhay slapped his forehead because mom was in drawing room only..let him deal, Jerk..I opened door...as always, same delivery boy had great time to hold gift boxes..he smiled at me..

Happy Christmas..Avni..he said in British accent..I smiled at him..

Happy Christmas Jordon..and thanks for super fast delivery..I said to him he laughed at me..as he placed many boxes inside home with beautiful wrappers of different colours..not forget chocolate goodies..yummy, I'm loving it already..

And I need to delivery this, super fast seeing the name tag if not I will be delivered to my Christ..by Ur MM..he is real scared of him..I giggled at him..as I signed my name in sheet of paper, he gave me..and he left from there..bidding a bye to me..I called Merry aunty for help because it's​ really not my cup of tea to lift this many gifts..

Oh! Looks like ur room won't be enough to fill all this gifts u get, in few days..she sighed and said...as she took boxes in her hand..while I took goodies and walked to mom and Abhay..who were looking me as if I'm alien..that I'm really not..maybe they are..

Mom this for u..I gave her..as it had tag saying to Ur Mom, which is definitely not his handwriting..someone had written it, it's not him..and it didn't had any name also..as he usually don't write his name..but just send them to me..she looked Abhay for explanation I shrugged at them..

To My Baby Doll

Aww..life Mai aur kya cha.. what's that word?? Forget it..my hindi is too bad..never the less u can bare it..but I'm seriously going to empty them without sharing with anyone..not even with Abhay too..

Abhay this for u..I passed him.. guitar like chocolate tower.. everyone's eyes shined with jaw dropping one..

To My Boy

He can't be this serious..I'm total loving it.. Abhay shouted in his yummy pout forgetting everything what he did..I shrugged as I started opening one of the big box..where are many jars are placed..I started removing one by one..and this is delicious man..aiyyappa see na..I can't get enough of this lovely treats from his side..

Its so yummy, delicious and mouth watering at the same time..mom said looking at many jars, which contained many cookies..of different types..and it had tag..true it was needed..

Share it with all..

Happy Christmas to u both..keep smiling babies..

Hmm..this for the tree decoration from my side, which u explained me other day..hope u will like it..

I hurriedly opened it..saw cute and beautiful woolen made stars , socks, hand made decorative and small gift boxes and balls..where I ran and decorated tree by my own hands..keeping each things, filling whole tree with decorative items by him..when I was done..I came little away..it really looked amazing..

He never trusts the god..but still he had sent things only for me..though he had zero size knowledge about festivals as he says..he never celebrated any festival in his life..only once just for his girlfriend..he celebrated diwali..and rest he says don't have any idea..as people never invited him for festival..like really..what people he is surrounded with..I wonder..today also he is in deep sleep, where whole world is celebrating Christmas..and he is alone in his home..I feel really sad for him..poor baby..

It's really pretty decorative..Avni.. Merry said me with dreamy sigh..I smiled wider.. thanks MM for fulfilling my wish without I saying to u..I hope in next year, I celebrate Christmas with u..I smiled as I saw Abhay opening other boxes with grin and his smile came back a little..thank god he smiled..I was feeling sad for him..aiyyappa please make him smile please..And my mom was doing last minute checking, leaving us to enjoy our part of gifts..i wonder, what abhay told about gifts, i'm sure he must have made great excuse..that mom doesn't question us again..smart boy..

Wow! Man u got ur Xbox..my eyes went wider with everyone..where Abhay's eyes twinkled..he wished buy this one from long..and here it was for him..

I went to my room as my gifts were there..I was pretty excited to see them.. I took rectangular box which was wrapped with white covers..which ment it was painting..I hurriedly opened them..being lover of Colors.. Oh! Aiyyappa this wow..I traced painting..

( Painting credits go to painter himself or herself- whom I really don't know-but never the less, sorry for using it, without ur premission- but I felt it's appropriate..sorry for the painter I don't know who are u..but its amazing..)

I smiled sadly..thinking really reason for this painting..it's a story between day and night..a day which can see brighter side of a tree but only darkness knows the secret of that tree..whole world can just see, what tree is showing but world doesn't know what trees held beneath it..in fact darken nights know that tree better than that light..light is a positive side but don't forget there is light in darkness also..there is no value for light, if its not dark..but u need real guts to stand in that darkness..if u did that..u will know the value of light..u will have strength to fight in darkness to fetch some little light..this painting is quarrel between light and darkness..and the tree finally succeeded to fight against darkness..but still in darkness..it was simply a story telling The Manik Malhotra's story..uff..such complicated man..

A person who is fighting between darkness and light..he shined in light as if he doesn't have any pain or hurt..but who knows that person is in deep pitch of darkness..everyone see a beautiful smile adorned his face..but who saw that eyes..which were trying to find someone, who is not in that crowd he is finding..he gave every happiness whom he loved..but the people who he loved ditched him mercilessly..what and all he did..foolish people are they, who left him for their priorities and grudges..they don't know what they lost..until they know him, what he did for them..

i kept them in my walk in closet..away from others sight..where many paintings are arranged by me..and i covered them with my dress making sure..it doesn't come to sight of others..because its secret of MM being painter..only his mother..his bird..and me, who knows it.. even Abhay isn't aware of it..i walked back to room..jumped on my bed as i opened rest of the big boxes..

This for The Girl,

Who Made My Life Again Colorful by her Presence !!

Thanks Baby Girl..

my mouth went wide..he can't be this serious..he had bought whole coloring stuff for me..i'm loving this, while my eyes twinkled seeing them..and my happiness have no limit..colors are something, i want to all my life..without them u can't find Avni, anywhere near..i arranged all the boxes in other side of closet, where i usually place my coloring stuff..

Happy Christmas Again..May ur Santa fulfill all Ur Wishes..

This is for u, hope u will wear it for me..

I ran to have shower, as its few more minutes Christmas..i quickly freshened up..and opened rest of boxes, which surely had all accessories for the night..and exactly that happened..aww..i love my dreamy dress and not to forget the neck piece..

Smile..mom shouted from down, i ran quickly to downstairs, where everyone are waiting for me..oops! i'm late..but everyone gave adorning look to me..

U look like real angel, Avni..it was jeevika chachi..i glee with smile..as i twirled holding my dress ends..trust me..i'm loving myself..and this dress in special..

Avni's attire

oopsy duposy! Avni looks so cute..it was Viren Chachu..i smiled brighter..as he lifted me in his arms..i looked mom..she gave beautiful smile..Abhay..he looked handsome with mom's choice like always..he was mamma's boy in all way..

Abhay's attire

hmm..u look pretty Smile..i kissed mom's cheeks..as the saddest day turned into beautiful day and night of my life..and all thanks goes to my family..

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i finished singing songs with my troop, my whole family sitting in bench arranged and adorning me..i smiled at them..Abhay was recording my video, in his cam..i smiled brighter at him..i walked down aisle..as i started lite the candle in whole church with everyone..and my only wish was..

MM should be my dad, and i need in my life forever..

i hope my aiyyappa fulfill this only wish of mine..everyone left church as there was a party on very occasion of Christmas at my home..where i stayed back for while..as home was two lanes away from here..but when i started crying, i myself wasn't aware of..i cried and cried..and i want my dad..that's all..please i miss him..please..i miss him whenever i get scold from mom..i want to do lot of prank with him..i want tell him, how much i miss him..i want to scold him for leaving me with this stupid mother and son, who irritate shit out of me, being one gang..against me..and scold me very often..i want him to introduce my friends..and i so want to shut many bitches mouth, who talks ill about me..i want him to take to my parents teachers meeting..i want him to participate with me in every games, organised by school..mostly i want to spend so much time with him that i should forget i ever missed him for years..i miss u..please come back..i won't let u again..i promise..and i love u..

So, what's the gift the baby girl needs?? i heard someone from behind..i wiped my tears..as i looked back to see small fatty santa..with big white mustache..he looked real for seconds..until i notice his eyes..not forget his tower height..aww my brother looked so cute in Santa avthar..oh! wait, how come Abhay wore that..he simply don't believe in god..but why this sudden change..never the less i want to play along..i can't resist this cute gesture of my brother, who really want to pacify me, for the deeds he did..i really love this fact of angry bird very much..hehehe..can i pull his cheeks..pretty please..he looks adorable..uff..so cute..more than me actually..

what gift can u give me? i put straight face, crossing my hands against my chest..not showing any sign that i got to know, about he being my brother..

whatever u ask for? he said sweetly eating his favorite chocolates..oh! if by chance i get opportunity to keep him like this for life..i would be so happy..i sighed dreamily..

i have only one wish..will u get my wish done..i so want hear from him..that yes..MM is our dad..but stubborn head won't say this to me..i wished to read ledger first..but i gave up thinking..its wrong to read someone's diary..yeah i know, don't give me lecture for stealing ledger and making Abhay reading it..i did it for a reason, to make things correct..only i had that option..chorryy..aiyyappa..

what wish honey? he asked as he kept many small boxes infront of me still having chocolates..such foodie he is..but i smiled genuinely at my brothers attempt..he is all wish every sister ask for..The best brother of world..my brother...i proud of him very..

I want my dad in our life..bring him to us..we miss him..i choked my words..where i found glassy pair of eye, with same emotions like mine..he smiled finally..as he opened his arms..i found myself in his arms..

ur wish will be granted doll..he gonna soon come to ur life..i will bring him for u forever..i promise..i cried in his arms..but this time with a smile..a bigger one..he gonna bring back my dad..he will by hook or crook..because Abhay never breaks his promises..never..

Thanku Abhay..thank u..i shouted joy..he giggled loudly..not to miss his beautiful smile..aww..he looks more handsome, whenever he smiles..a real one..but he smiles very rarely..

Hogaya bharath milap..mom came from behind..i dashed to her arms..i was happy to whole universe..just waiting for my dad..yes..just waiting..she kissed my hairs..i cried in her arms..more and more..she cajoled me again..i love when she does that..my mamma..

i'm happy because my santa urf Abhay granted my wish to get my dad sooner to me..didn't i said ..he can do anything for me..only he can do that for me..my dearest brother..i love him..shshh..don't tel him..he will climb on my head, if he happens to hear them..and he will tease and make me do his work..i hate that thing in him, very badly..i made cute grumpy..i love my own pouts..i look cute..okay..fine..i'm self obsessed..happy..

flashback ends..

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i smiled remembering that day..how beautiful it was..huh! wow..i rubbed my tears..yes, truly he bought my dad..yes he did..today..he gonna prove his innocence..the day, i waited more than anyone..is just little away from us..that's the reason, i never questioned dad, for not being in our life anywhere..because he had already told his story to me by himself..he trusted me so blindly..that he spitted the truth, which he hid from whole world..and that's the reason, i trust him..because he trust me equally..and in true sense he kept more than any princess..just the way he said..i got best dad in the world..now i don't remember that years, where i miss him, because my dad, is successfully, making me forget that years..not only for me, but even for Abhay too..

Looks like someone is happy..i turned back to see nani grinning..why she is so happy today..but it was fake..she was really not happy..something was bothering her..in fact she had made wide variety of food..i asked the reason..she said its her best friends birthday..i went aww..she was celebrating her friend birthday..she is so cute..

i'm really today..i said with glee of happiness..

And may i know what's the reason? mom asked me..

papa promised me a surprise..he gonna give me today..i'm just excited about it..a partial  lie though..but yeah i'm waiting for my surprise..u know, this time a big surprise is awaiting for me..he says that..

hmm..that's the matter..but where is ur dad? nanu asked me out of nowhere..

He is in Lonavala..oh! shit..i bit my tongue..i'm gone now..now they will ask why he went? but i can't answer them..because i know, he didn't want anyone to know about..so i will keep mum..

Lonavala? aiyyappa kill me..why why? on the earth i do such blunders..i'm happy..and i'm spitting everything, without thinking anything..Avni think something before things go out of hand..yeah..please..

par kyu? can someone tap my mom's mouth..please..she tried all way yesterday..to make me spit out..maybe she feels that i know things about dad..aiyyappa save ur baby Avni today..don't do partiality between ur two devotees..heard me..

hain he had some work..he said same to me..i crossed my fingers..praying aiyyappa..that i will lite candles in church, if u save me from mom's further interrogation..pretty please please..i made doggy face..

Avni dare u lie me again after today..i won't leave u or  ur brother in single piece..because i know u both know everything about Manik and his where about's and why he isn't here..don't u? a clear indication that a big storm is awaiting for me too.. i'll be gone..before that, i should go to papa to save myself..she won't leave me..because i'm the culprit for whole mess..because of me Abhay is stuck in this chaos..i need to release him, before he faces mom's wrath..and handling dad is not that difficult over mom..yeah he is savior every time..please aiyyappa save ur Avni baby..

sorry mamma..its just because of me Abhay did everything..he isn't in fault..please u let him go..i will take any punishment..i promise..i won't mess my room..i will keep my room tidy..like Mr. Tidy..and i won't eat more than 20 muffins in a day..i will do dishes for one day..without making whole floor wet again..i said with puppy doggy face..with all innocence of world..i bet no one can say no to me..u know, its in my gene, all thanks to my mom..

20 muffins..are u serious Avni? tumre dad na bohuth bigad rahe tum hai..aww..such disrespect for my puppy faces..how can i forget she is mom..not my dad, who will melt easily unlike her..i turned my face away..dek lunga..i'll complaint to dad..

excuse me..was the tone..she glared me back..she touched my nose..we rubbed each other..actually my face was facing her's..and fight begins..i started hitting her with my soft teddy, which i carry everywhere given by David uncle, and she with her sling bag..and there is no end..if we both start our very silly fight..

no muffins for 3 weeks..she ordered and hit me with her bag..ahh! that hurts..

very funny..i will complain to papa..he won't say no to pumpkin..i grinned..

i will hit him with belan, if does that..she was no less..where nani was trying to stop our fight by pulling my teddy and mom's sling bag..but she don't know both of us are stubborn girls of our dad..don't blame us..he had spoiled both of us..

oh! really..then i will break all video games dvd of Abhay..and there is a stop..my mom's very weak point..Abhay Malhotra..

u are not doing that? Are u? she asked me with big doe eyes..i mentally laughed in victory..and my muffins are forgotten business..good for me..yummy muffins..

try me babe..i winked at her..her face was priceless..

u are mini monster just like big monster..she muttered in annoyance..

i would like to take that as compliment..thank u mamma..i laughed evilly..she was frustrated for sure..but she was away from her thoughts..which made her face very pale..from yesterday..i not making her smile..not happening..

urgg..i hate u Avni..she said..i giggled as i sat on my seat properly..where driver finally sighed, he had witnessed beautiful wrath watching fights of me with others..he kinda used to it now..

But i love u mamma..i said loudly..where mom..was giving list of complaints about me to her aiyyappa..who is more close to me than her..and listens to me alone..i grinned making her scowl in rare mirror..this we both are..irritate shit of each other..but make each other smile..my mom is more than a friend and a sister to me..she is the best..i love her most..

mam, here we are..i heard driver uncle..when i saw fleet of cars parked in drive way of farm house..everyone where seated in lawn..with frown face..i know this just temporary..because disaster is on way..where most sweated person of the day goes to Mr. Raj Malhotra..but i'm unable to figure out the lady of the hour..Mrs. Mukthi Thakkur..

how i wished, i would be like Abhay..who never forgives people for their deeds..but i'm ain't..why i'm like this..i don't know..relax Avni..never forget ur principles..never..i reminded myself..as i got down..and the show begins now..to end the evils which is present in their human body..but i still don't understand why the hell, dadu hurt dad..when he was his own son? i can understand the reason of Mrs. Thakkur being cruel for dad..but i couldn't understand for dadu..i don't know why?uff..complicated past it is..where mrudula waved wink to me..i smiled at her..and drama starts now..

end of Avni's pov

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Nandini's pov

I greeted everyone with smile..Smitha and Vishwas with hug..where Neyonika aunty sat on doors stairs silently..she passed weak smile to me, where it didn't reached her eyes..and i was finding Mukthi..she was nowhere to be found..i expected this from her anyway..fab3, Navya, Prathik, Abhimanyu, Mrudula and Dr. Sankar..where already present..and air of silence was suffocating me..i feel today, something is waiting for me so badly..as if it was waiting for me alone, for one hardest storm..i was ready listen but i don't know how i'm gonna deal with it..Nandini u need to do this..to get back ur Manii..yes, i will be strong..i will be..

i saw my mom, who glaring Raj uncle..if looks could kill..he would've been dead by now..and my dad was confuse too..Nandini lets begin this..yes..i looked Avni, she gave assuring smile..and that smile gave me strength..which i needed badly..

so, i hope u all know, why all are u here? i don't think..i need to explain things again to u all..i was clear with my question..everyone bobbed their head but non dared to open their mouth..cabir was avoiding to meet my eyes..same goes with his dhruvlya..Mrudula was neutral like Prathik..Smitha and Vishwas were silent..i can't take this silence more..if feel like running away from past..but i can't..i really can't..

Aunty, mind me to say do u met with an accident? i asked her, she looked me and then Raj uncle..she nodded no..

then why was he behaving like one? i asked her, yesterday night still brings shiver to whole my body..as if someone snatched earth beneath me..that manik..oh! aiyyappa..i'm scared..be with us..please..

for that u need to know, Manik..it was unison sentence..from most unexpected people..my mom and Raj uncle..i looked them puzzled, where they both looked each other..his eyes told his guilt story..and my mom had any mercy..where others were equally confused like me..

so, do honors..my voice was stern and badly loud..because i feel my mom also kept secret behind me..and what was relationship of mom and Raj uncle..

it all started 35 years go..when i was going to college..i had three important women's in my life..shayad un thenno ki bina..mai kuch bhi nae hu..aaj bhi i'm whatever, its just because of them...he said all zoomed out in his past..

where i looked others..who were looking Raj uncle as if he was, sudden dropped alien to this world..where mom's eyes went teary..did she happen to know him, before me..was my question..

this past was scaring shit out of me..aiyyappa please be with me..please..i need u at this moment..i really do..

meri duo behan thee..voh log meri duniya thee..i can do anything for them..my little world they both were..when i say i mean it..he said to my mom's eye with adoration smile and lots of love was there..but she had something in her eyes..something unknown to me..i looked my dad..he was amazed..he was really..this is not simple as what i thought..

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Oh! who wanna kill the writer..super duper cliffhanger by me..right? hehhehe..no worries bunnies..i have already started writing next chapter but i need more time to write it..

here the start of flashbacks..from different people in their way..so, let's see what past stores..not only manik's past but even two malhotra's along..i mean to say Raj and Abhay..will be shown..till then wait for me..

thanks for all wishes for my exams..i have done well..and thanks for wishes for rest of the exams..

did u expected that from TOO INNOCENT AVNI??

how will manik react? when he gets to know? what his pumpkin did behind him..what u think will be his reaction?

so, did u liked Avni? a different girl? i wanna read answer desperately okay..say ur thoughts..i'm waiting impatiently..

Raj Malhotra as a story to say? did u expected that? let's hear what he wanna say..

so, all set ready for past..backup ur seat belt, be ready with tissues in advance is what i wanted to say..and how long past goes on, i don't know..but i hope u will patient enough to read them..i hope so..finger crossed though..

okay, can u suggest me some books..i really want to read after my exams..

can u please tell me how to fetch vampire diaries series..i really want to see that..help me..pretty please..

and lastly bye to u all..need to study..

lots of love