Okay, i have seriously made an error..i know u people are screwing my board and comment box with ur comments..that why i'm not able to see update..answer is..by mistake my figure landed on publish button..that's how it went wrong..where i unpublished it..that's the reason, u people aren't able to see the update..sorry for inconvenience..i really mean it..like promised i'm here on saturday with an update..

before reading this i want u all read this highly..about a character called Nandini Murthy..

yes, i have never written character sketch for any character in the story..i believed that pov are more than enough to speak about person's character..i hope i reached ur expectation in that..

coming to Nandini Murthy's character, unlike other stories and kyy2 show, she is different in my story..yes, some similarities u may find..because i wanted preserve that precious part in her..because that's what won the heart of many kyy2 fans..which i loved in her character..now coming to story, u have find a different nandini..where her personality differs second by second..sorry some times, even seconds are less..she is bipolar character, where heart and mind play games..which tends confuse her more..and when that happens..when u want to secure urself for getting harm..that's what she is in my story..many betrayals makes beautiful person into unreal to the world..its not their mistake..it mistakes of people who betray them..who lost that best person in them..i just wanna say read this part being in nandini's place and then judge her..what she had done as girl, is what we do, when we are in her place, its what every girl does, and she did the same..think being a single mother for a second and then read it..maybe u could relate it..

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Abhay's pov

oh! god, never make any girl angry, pacifying them is impossible in infinity..where i'm trying to convert that impossible in infinity to my favor..but i can't, u know right..understanding a girl needs my another birth..women's are complicated of world..i truly believe..be it my mom, my sister or my kitten..uff..

kitten..i tried again, where shooed my hand..Avni, doll u are gone from me..i mentally noted to set scores with my sister..

Abhay..u said me lie? u have girl friends..u didn't told me about this..how mean? u ask me about friends list, which no one asked me till date..and here i need to say everything to u..but look at u..she started again..how many, i mean how many times, i need explain this girl..i have patience in my dictionary too..but..Abhay control..i told myself..calm down..take deep breath..dude, u aren't in yoga center to breath in and out, my heart mocked me..

kitten sacchi yaar..i don't have any girlfriends..accha ek kaam karo, i will give my phone to u..u just check urself..where i gave her my mobile...god aur kya kya papad belna padega muje..where she threw mobile and walked inside..i looked mobile and then her..uff..ladkiyonko manana meri bas ki bath nae..i ran behind her..where she pulled me back of wall..wasn't she angry with me?

maaf kardiya muje? i asked in my grin smile..where i heard someone shouting at pitch..sorry it was argument..

khadus, ye voice..she said listening it..where i tried to hear it.. i know eavesdropping is wrong but damn i was topic..then why shouldn't i listen..

dadu..ye dadu ka voice hai kitten..i said to her recognizing voice..but i heard its female voice..i heard it somewhere..where i tried to peep in that room..but kitten was faster, puller me aside..

dimak karab hai, tumra? she whispered in my ears with glare..as she took my wrist, i saw another door, where i looked at her puzzled..

es room ka dusra rastha..chalo..she said letting me in and came behind me..where we both hid behind couch..where we can only hear things..and no one can notice us..

tch..tch..Raj..kahase kha agaya tu?? i mean look at u..i pity u honey..i heard whole mocking on that lady's voice..where i carefully peeped my head side ways, where kitten is conscious about our surroundings..she knows to deal with things, being with me..sorry i being with her..she can join some FBI..she is smart, and no one imagine it also..she held my hand, so that she can pull me, if anything went fishy..i could see that lady's back alone, as i can see dadu infront of me, he was bowing his head..who is this? who had audacity make THE RAJ MALHOTRA, bend his head..unless its dad, dadi and me..who he is liable like hell..i examined her posture and attire..where my eyes popped..i felt jolt in my whole body..

nani..i was pulled back by kitten, she was conscious as i said that words..she looked horrified like me..yeah, this is what i never taught..i rewind whole scene..damn she was nani..my mom's mom..

abhay are u nuts? how can it be possible? she asked me, she wanted confirm herself..i let her be, as i wanted myself confirmation from her and then i didn't had strength to stop her..

Abhay..she came down, and the look confirmed my doubt cent percent..god! what more mystery..i'm so done with solving issues..and one more to be added..i'm so done..

kithna rulaya tha na devika aur manik ko..ek ek pal thadpayna undono ko..ab vakth agaya..to feel ur own medicines..now its time..for my revenge..and i forgot to mention..i'm so happy..so happy seeing u, on ur knees in front of ur sweet lovely grandson..huh! kise feel hoga usse..jab mai pura sach batha hongi..(she took pause) tumre bare mai? I could hear evilness in her voice..A pain which is unknown to me..where i was numb..numb to react..i held my head..what mess he had more..how much nasty i want to see him..how much..how much should i hate this man..and wait second devika dadi..how does she know about her? god, its mess..life is mess..

i'm warning..u won't do that..heard me.. Abhay ko tum kuch nai bolgi..u can't make him away from me..heard it..warna mai..he stopped his aggression warna mai..but tears started forming in my eyes..do i feel like puppet to people..do i? i'm not puppet for any..i'm not..

warna kya? what u gonna blackmail me this time? with Manik again..just like u did 33 years ago..c'mon, es baar cheap game kelna band karo..because this time, i won't speak..ur Junior will speak to u..in best way of his, in his monster mode, just like hours back, what say? what the fucking going on, in our life..blackmail..one more to list..what she is speaking? everything going off my head, where mrudula was peeping now and then at them, by holding my hand..i didn't had strength to get out and yell at both them..and ask the matter..my dadu, had still some space in my heart..deep down..he was best dadu, if u ask me..my wishes were his command..in his presence i never remembered my tears..he used to so much things to me..just to make me smile..his tries were always genuine..maybe it making food for me first time, where he burnt everything..but still made something for me, which he never tried for anyone..i used tell him my daily updates..as i would meet him once in a month..my one day, was always reserved for him..and he used make sure, that days will be memorable one..that were best days of my life with him..my dadu, whom i used love..which will be memory from now..why did u did this dadu? why?

listen..Supriya..i know i'm wrong..what i did it completely sin..i'm mending it right? please don't spoil it..please don't spoil our relationship..please..my dadu begged..my eyes water more..i hate this thing about tears..why can't that stop, when they know it is for wrong person...i wiped, but tears is something never gonna leave at back ever..

es he manik ne pucha tha..he was begging u..not to spoil more things, between him and mukthi..aur tumne kithna giraya manik ko sab ke samne..aur devika..she's only reason of living was manik, after u left..tumne usse bhi, kise chinna..how did u pulled out one day child from mother's arms just fill up void arms of neyonika, when u people lost ur baby due to miscarriage..my breath stopped at hearing..i started breathing badly..i closed my mouth, as i know..i end up sobbing at this moment..and my heart blasted with last explosion,..he was cruel..so cruel..he don't deserve any..he don't..u can't be my dadu..u can never be..

that's reason u didn't wanted nandini to be ur daughter in law..because one day or other day..manik will get to know, who is the real mom by me..u never wanted to see neyonika's painful eyes..of she not being manik's real mom..but boom..ur daughter played nastiest game, which any daughter or sister should play...and u are here.. u didn't stopped ur daughter and just played along with her..and u lost Neyonika..now u gonna lose what they both lost..and let me taste u, how u feel..to lose people, who u love to infinity..count down begins, Raj..just wait and watch, show is just started..and ur daughter have upper hand in everything..i swear she gonna pay more than anyone in this world..for making Manik cruel..get ready..to loose.. at ur sick games..i'm ready to step in ur place, to be nasty..to take best revenge for my soulie's life..

tick tick..it starts now..honey..she challenged him and zoomed out...where i heard glass breaking sound, just like my heart breaking..i was too low to react..i hate u..i hate u..the story just flashed in front of my eyes..where i closed my eyes..as i could see stained paper, which had blood everywhere..which said its agony to me..which showed what's bleeding..each word was penned with each drop of tears..crumbled papers..it had its own story to tell me..i palmed my face..as i felt loud bark from door, saying dadu left in angry, which was for himself..i opened my eyes..

this is why, i didn't wanted to come India..kyu force kiya tumne muje..deko, this mess..this is my life..tum muje lekar agaye..look..around..why u did that? i said to her..she is the one responsible to bring me here..if not she, i would've not been to india, ever..

Abhay..she tried to rectify her words..this is what i warned her before coming India..where we had huge fight.. God, that was one pathetic week where she didn't uttered a word in london..she was too pissed with me..i never had fight with her..but my anger, had no control..i started messing things more, due to mom's behavior..she wasn't happy at all for dad's presence in London, the way i thought..my happiness just flew away..where i had fight with mrudula..for no reason.. Which she wasn't responsible..but she was what i found, and blurted my anger without thinking twice on her..where she ignored me and i did same for her..that's was the first time, i didn't spoke a word with her for whole week..and she expertly ignored me and dad, being with abeer all time..i had plead all way to pacify her till India..when she did..i was in peace..she is my best friend..i can't let her go ever..i won't ever..

mana kiya tha maine..not to add my name for workshop again..and u did ur work..look where i'm here..same where i was from months..i yelled at her again, if not her..i would not been India..i had withdrawn my name from the workshop list, seeing mom not being happy..i don't wanted do something which she don't like or makes her unhappy..and Mrudula being smart girl, requested principal before hand of concert to tell same thing in front of mom..And here we are..She always thinks in best way for me..Where I mess again and again..this what, i don't want like between us..she wasn't pleased with my tone at all..And I was in danger level again..

Aur esliye tumne muje already dart chuke ho..for no reasons.. Abhay..just shut ur fucking mouth..she knows to deal with my anger so well...if i'm monster, she is devil in anger..she is sweet until ur sweet..warna she gonna show ur place..be it me also..anyone can stop her is my dad alone..she only respects him, and takes his orders on her..and i mean, know one are allowed to raise their voice on her..she won't like it..she will never..

oh! really kitten? she gave perfect smash on my chest..her eyes said i turned her down again..where my heart face palmed for the blunter i had done..

Get the hell with u..and do u whatever feel like..don't came behind me now..nae rena na, yaa..Get back to london...I'm not going go to do anything in this time to stop u..and i hate u..she ran out crying..did i just made her cry again..oh! no kitten..

Kitten.. Kitten ruko...look I'm sorry..u know right, I'm stupid when I'm messed up..please stop..she ran and ran until she dashed to party, there was no way, i could pacify or to talk to her..this is where angry lands u up..in chaos..this is created by me, muje patha hai..anger leads me here..my dad advises same..but i chose to do same, which i can't control, my anger..why I'm this hulk? where i found kitten sitting in dinning table as dadi called everyone..i ran and occupied my place before my sister messes up kitten's small brain more..she is already pissed with me..and I don't more..and again she is nowhere wrong..why do i behave like jerk with her..

kitten..a meek voice of me came out..where she ignored me royally, where avni pulled by side..

what ethna naraaz hogai? did my prank went so badly..she asked seeing silent kitten, who is her crime partner..what should i say..that it was not her, its me..

nothing..it's me not u..i calmed her down..where she gave sad pout looking at kitten..

Mrudula, i'm sorry..Abhay don't have girlfriends..i swear..and u are only his friend..i just pranked at him..sorry..she addressed mrudula..where i gave pleading look to her, to talk to me, where Prathik joined from other side, sitting next to kitten..

It doesn't matter avni..oh! i'm gone for sure..I cried mentally..

What happened mrudula..u look upset, abhay ne kuch kiya kya? and he had dart, at me perfectly..he glared me..she was someone special equal to him..if I'm reason, he won't leave me in single piece..

nae..just leave it..she uttered looking annoyed, she so hates when prathik fights with me, if she is reason..fight shouldn't happen at all..where he glared, he knows..i'm reason..u won't change look he gave me..why i'm jerk? can please ping me..

where i saw dad, who was busy talking with mom, in horror look..that reminds..even mom, is mad at me..i just one ran away..ran so far, that no one should find me..one side mom..one side dadu..one side kitten..one side this secrets..bugging me up..i want sleep..away..From everything..

where i looked nani, who was talking about my parents wedding with dadi and aur badi dadi(viren's mom)..how strange na..this will be weird..but i bet, i won't complain my parents of we not being in wedding pics..i smiled remembering that..wait second that reminds me, about nani..mathlab she knows dadu and devika dadi's full story..yeah, she even referred as soulie..that means she is dadi's friend..she knows everything, which i know..in detail..is she witness of whole drama..is she? my mind lite with bulb..and hit point..she is the only one, who witnessed the whole drama..yes, she is..she is alone, who can say everyone..what wrong dadu and his daughter did..this bought my evil smirk back and sighed at my life..wow! i don't need to do any drama more..things going to be its way, the way i want..i'm going to watch show..of their down fall with fun..but the thing is, i will keep my mouth shut..as i promised myself, i won't spit out any secrets of dad like he is doing mine..game on..i won't play nasty, neither do i fall from my standards like dad ask for..well its time enjoy the game, it is written, which i had started..if anything out of hand, i will handle in my ways.. this time my dad, will be proved innocent..let them know, what's truth..this is what i wanted, to prove him innocent to world..and he should come out from guilty, which is nowhere wrong..he did what's right for him..if any would've been in his place, they had done same..this put some peace to my heart..let me relax now..

i smirked evilly at mukthi..where she was so happy, but how long..everyone should pay and will pay..this game of mine, is outstanding one..happy down fall for u mukthi..i took ice cream filled up my mouth in delight..ice cream is life..it melts me..

looking happy, bro..she whispered at my ears..where i turned to her..

very..i winked at her, she doesn't needs my words..my face can tell my whole truth to her..

are u upto something nasty? she questioned seeing my grinning face...didn't i said, she knows me well..that's why i tell, don't be open book to sister..especially like mine..she can make me good..which doesn't go practically in this world..where i'm not changing for anyone..

no ain't..but a nasty prank is ready for u honey..for messing with me..be ready doll..i'm gonna be ur daymare..i said evilly to her ears where she put knife to my neck..don't even think, my sister is sweet and all..she is mini monster..with perfect evil skills, more than me..

soch na bhi math..i will not think twice to play another prank of mine..u know me better, ain't u? she death tone..didn't i said..she is what in real to me..the threat of her's will come true for sure..but not before my prank..be ready Avni Malhotra..where i took spoon, carefully landed knife away from us..Avni was faster, she took fork and spoon..are we going to fight with this..i looked her and she looked me..where we ended up laughing..till tears emerges from our eyes..this me and my sister..whom i love the most in the world..when i say, i mean it..i love more than, i love my parents..her smile is what makes me smile..she is my little world..my sister..

hoka kya ra hai? dadi yelled at us..as we both started fighting with spoon..all were gawking at her..where we both ignored them effortlessly..

en dono ka kuch nae hosktha? my dad slapped his head..he is used to it now..where one look from mom, i straightened myself, pressing my fake smile and concentrated on my plate, i don't want to annoy her more now..where roti's looked more interesting to me..u see..

where i looked kitten, she huffed more..oh! i forgot about her..i'm know, where its not my fault but my sister, who distracted me..

kitten sorry..i said again, where she glared me, as she ate cake..looking away from me..poor me,..again..

i will help u, if u want my help? its my sister..i looked back at her..she was eating her food with all love..

will u? my eyes twinkled, if my sister's an yes..she will do it by hook or crook..

i will..but u gonna prepare muffins for me, alone..her conditions, i tell u..where i smiled and bobbed her head..a small things can make her happy..that's why i will love her most..

done..be ready to see off..ur girlfriend to disney world..with happy smile..and get one in return back from her..she said finally, i smiled at kissed her cheeks out of happiness..i trust my sister more than any..

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manik's pov

i see off all the guests who attended party..now time to leave..my family settled down in car's to go to their respective homes..where i asked my driver to bring mine..where nandini's parents left a will go..keeping mom's health in mind..where i wanted to talk her, par couldn't speak little, other than greetings and wishes..uff..

i will drive the car..nandini said as she saw my car..driver gave her key, i let her do that..as i was tired, wasn't she? her birthday came to an end, where i kissed her again..wishing her once again..she looked too happy about her birthday..she was elite about it..i smiled seeing her smile..

chachu..bye..i walked up to her..she looked pale..what happened to her..she isn't smiling at all..

what happened bird? u look pale..what happened? i asked sitting on my knees..that's when my height matches with her..and she loves that way..

nothing..she crashed to arms..started sobbing more..now, i was in worry..she is not soul to cry, but make others cry..

shhshsh..kya huwa? meri bird, ro kyu rahi? i can stand at anything but not her tears..her tears have power to churn my heart badly..she have that place in heart..a special one..where she cried more..i looked worried and guilty abhay, that didn't took me minutes..he is the reason..i glared him..because, who ever it is..i won't spare if any is reason for her tears..

i'll miss u..she said, breaking my trance..i looked her, she was mess with tears..where dhruv stood behind her with alya, they don't know how to stop her tears..but they know how to become reason for it..

i'll miss u too..just enjoy ur trip..i will be waiting for u..i said as i rubbed her tears..i know she is saying half truth..she knows what to do, and what not..and knows how to cover up Abhay's mistakes..

i'll come with u day after tomorrow..i don't want one more word against it..she said authoritatively..she was talking about me going to lonalava..

u have flight that night..u can't come bird..i said her, to make her understand..she is always been around me, on that day..even i need her..

i can..and i will..i want a big gift from u..before i go for trip..she commended..i nodded my head because saying no can't happen in my life ..i kissed her hairs..where i let her go with her parents, where i warned them again to look after her well..Abhay looked too sad..where kitten waved me bye till she vanishes from my sight..i smiled at her.. promise of her's, will be promise of my life..she will never break it..i smiled at that girl..she is an angel of my dark world..

and where are u going? i looked avni, who looked exactly like nandini to me with crossed arms, saying me i won't buy any stupid answers of urs..oh! no, i didn't informed them still..that i won't be available for two days..

me..i'll tell u afterwards..promise..i pinched my flesh, i know she didn't bought it..but nandini looked me from head to toe..she also won't buy this..where Abhay looked to pale, he took back seat..i guess he knows, where i'm going..i hope he don't come behind me..

i will be waiting..both said in unison as we all settled down in car, where Nandini took driving seat, where Avni on my lap..Abhay was sitting in car silently..

Kya huwa naraz hogai? I asked him calmly looking at rare mirror as Nandini zoomed car in streets..Where Abhay looked at me, where we all waited for his answer..And I know only calm things can deal when he is upset...

Dart diya Maine..Aur uski galthi bi nae thi..Bohuth naraaz kardiya maine..Ab ro Rahi hai meri waja se..He said finally with sad pout..Where I turned at him..Where Nandini glared Abhay for his behaviour..

And I want my bird smiling by tomorrow night. I ordered him firmly..If not him, I would've made their life hell..For making her cry..And Abhay is too near to her, who she trusts next to me..And she expects us to be good at her, and treat her well..Which he does mostly.. but he has major issue in anger..

I will..He said in confidence, as he slept on whole back seat..And we knew he him well.. So, I didn't drag either..He was drained out, anyone can say it..I sighed, he is tangled from everywhere..I hope I will remove him from his mess, without letting him hurt..

Carry me..Don't wake me up.. I'm tired..He threw his coat, slept flat on his tummy closing his eyes, to stay away from everything..where his breath became even in a minute..Saying he was in slumber..I could see me in him..Where I turned pumpkin..

Kya Kiya esne? I whispered to her ears, where she gave I don't know look..Where she became quite seeing Abhay..She hates that..When he is upset..

How to deal with him now?? Nandini asked me, I don't know what happened exactly but somewhere I knew my dad will be reason..I looked at her..She was looking Abhay sleeping figure time to time..I kept my head on her shoulders, where she smiled as kissed mine and Avni's hairs..Where I snuggled more to her..

I guess we need to make him relax..Make his mind divert somewhere, so, That things don't bother him more..Give Ur all time to him.. Ur attention..He is upset too much..And he needs u more..I don't need say more..She was best mamma for my kids..She knows to deal with them for better than me..

Hmm..Its not going good with him,Manik..Its not age, he should deal with all this..He is worked up..I'm worried for him..I hope I get to see same smiling Abhay of mine..She said weakly looking at him..She was so worried and I felt, I missed something more, what Nandini knows about him..Where Avni's eyes were drowsy..She was holding me in tight fist by my collar..I kissed her cheeks and pulled it..She frowned..I giggled at her act..Such a cutie pie..She is..

U love her more..Nandini adorned us..Where I lifted my head and smiled at her..

I can never tell u..How much I love her..I caressed her hairs..She is my wish..My only wish from God..To have her.. my daughter..I was so sure that I will have a daughter, whom I love the most in the world..That's why I had renovated one room for her 11 years back..Each corner is designed by me alone..With all my love..Her room was filled by all Toddler toys..Tiny tiny clothes in pink colour..Stars everywhere..Big big teddies..Every wall is coloured in pink and cream..My whole salary were invested by me, just to give best for my daughter..I had bought everything that u could even imagine..I don't want to compromise on anything for my daughter..I was so ready to welcome her with my open arms..She is something in my life, which I can't explain to any..U won't believe, that I turn off every room lights before leaving home..But I never switch her room light till date from 11 years..Because I feel, that's where I get light in whole home.. I had spent my most of times admiring that room, just imagining how it looks, when I had daughter in that room playing ..That thought always used bring smile in my face..And I feel my wait for my daughter for 11 years was worth it..I was blessed in infinity to have such pure heart as my daughter..And I'm honoured.

I kissed my little pumpkin..As Nandini stopped car in parking lot in basement of our apartment..Where she slide out and took Abhay before I do honour..

I'm sorry mamma..Abhay whispered in sleep, where I looked at him..He is hurt badly this time..Where Nandini's eyes filled with tears, I closed door came to them with Avni in my arms..

Its okay..Sleep baby mamma is here for you..She cuddled him more, as I lead her to lift..I kissed Abhay's forehead as he dug his head more to her Crook..

Everything will be fine Jaanu..We will keep him happy with all love, which he deserves..I said to taking her in side hug..

We will..She said confidently with a smile..I liked that thing in her..And we both walked to our apartment..Where I could hear dogs barking on our way..Nandini looked me with questions mark look..As I walked past with smile..

There he came running to me..I carefully sat on my knees with sleeping Avni..My guard ran to me, but took a relief seeing him..

And he started licking me, saying me how much he missed me.. I giggled more as I took him in my hand and stood up..

Nandini meet my buddy Alex..Where Alex gave his leg for handshake remembering nandini's name, which I usually use infront of him, which surprised Nandini and she looked me with baby grin..Its my pet since 3 years, he lives in Lonavala mostly comes to me, whenever I need someone..My buddy, whom used be around me, when I'm there in Lonavala..Just to show he is there with me..And smile touches my lips seeing him everytime..

Hello Alex. This is Nandini..She took his leg for handshake..And Alex started barking seeing Abhay..I looked puzzle for few seconds..Where Alex started licking Abhay's jaw to wake him up..I wondered why..I bought him, so that it could cheer up Abhay..Because he loves dog most in pet's..Where abhay opened his eyes in irritation..But that was soon replaced by big smile..

Alex..He shouted in joy, that it made us hold our heart in flinch..He had bad control in voice module..Where pumpkin got up in jerk, she wasn't in that sleep..But she got scared to death hearing his tone..

Omg..U are here..Kaab ayye tum, yaa pe..I'm so happy..He was jumping in nandini's arms..That smile of his was back..

Moron dar diya muje..Avni scolded him keeping her hand on her heart but soon her eyes landed on my other arm..Where she gleed in happiness..

Alex.. Wow..When did came from Lonavala?? Oh! Aiyyappa he looks so cute in real..She exclaimed in happiness, where she put her hand before I introduce her..Avni knows Alex well as I had sent her pic once..She knows each detail of his..

Hey Alex Avni here..Where Alex looked me once but eventually took her hands to shake hand..Both my kids were jumping were Nandini admired them, as there lips were curved up again..It was bewitch to our heart..Where Jaanu pressed password letting us in and also taking Avni's new buddy cat from my guard, who was taking care of it in our absence..Abhay jumped down, where his tiredness was gone as he started playing with Alex..

Where Nandini dashed out to kitchen, and I settled on counter with Avni and her cat..

Nandini get some milk..I said to her, where she passed me warm milk in bowl..Which I placed on table..Where Avni was kneeding cat's hairs with cute smile, saying him to drink properly without spill here and there..Where we both watched her in aww..

Maine ese Kabi Deka nae? Nandini asked me seeing Alex, while she sat next to me on counter..

He stays in Lonavala..I thought to bring him here as, I know Abhay loves dog..so, my buddy is here..I said to her with smile..

He is cute dog..She commented, I smiled proudly..

Indeed, he is..And don't u dare to say it dog infront of me..I hate that, if someone addresses him like that..I added, where she rolled her eyes..Yet bobbed her head..

Abhay chalo bohuth hogaya..U have class tomorrow morning..Go to bed..She ordered him as she moved towards him..Where I heard wail of Avni..I looked her..Where she started dancing on counter with tears.. Oh! My pumpkin..I immediately scooped her..Yet she got down started roaming on counter with tears..Sorry fake tears...

Meri muffins...Meri muffins..She started..Where I looked culprit he ran away before I screw him in real for making her cry..

Abhay.. Idiot..Kha hai muffins?? I shouted on top of the voice, where Nandini ran behind Abhay to save him from me followed by Alex..Such idiot he is..How dare he makes my daughter cry..

Pumpkin..Come to Papa..I said sweetly where she landed to my chest sobbing this time in real..She lost her muffins..damn it's big loss to Avni Malhotra, u see..

I will prepare muffins for u myself..Ab please Rona band karo..Where she showed me Abhay's room direction, which was in upper stairs, where he was mimicking her crying face..And my one look he ran to his room like scared puppy..He gonna have from me for sure..For making my both daughter's cry..

No..Apne usse nae darta..U don't love me..See my Papa don't love me.. see he didn't even scolded him..She complained to her buddy dancing on kitchen counter, who was looking at her, are u nuts..Where I looked her and her buddy with my most idiotic look..

What? Chalo..We gonna kick ass of Ur brother for eating Ur muffins..I said it, what she need me to do..I guess it's every sisters wish to make her brother get scold or kicks from their daddy dear, when their brother don't come handy to them..Where she hoped in joy..I could only smile at her kiddish wish, which I remember, she had written in her notes to me..Saying her wish of list to me, how her Papa should be in real.. I had laughed reading them but trust me making her wish come true as its own happiness, which I can't put it in words..

What the hell was that Abhay? I yelled at him, where my daughter was smiling evilly, where he ran behind Nandini for his rescue..

Voh..I was hungry..So I ate them up..He said innocently, where we all now he gets hungry every half minute, even his stomach is full..That foodie, he is..Where Avni smashed him, with her big teddy beyond her height, which she dragged all way from her room..I looked her and then the height of teddy..I wondered how did she lift them also..She looks so tiny..Where nandini's mouth went wide with me..Where Avni was hitting him by sitting on his stomach..Where I jumped on bed before she breaks his jaw with her famous punches..Damn don't u dare think my daughter is baby doll..Trust me she is evil, in all way, when it comes to prank..

Avni chodo usse..I pulled her but she hit Abhay more, its not because he ate muffins but for not saying her, I was her dad..When he knew it..Where Nandini held Abhay in her arms...Where within seconds they were pulling each other's hair..

What the fuck? I yelled at them..Where Abhay stopped hearing my tone,, he knows my limit of anger..Where Avni was too busy to pull his hair..She decided to get him wig very sooner, that was the force she used..and my tone, didn't affected her..

Ahhhh..Meri Baal..chudil kaiki..Chodo..He yelled, where I was trying to loosen the hold of Avni on Abhay's hair.. But in vain..

Avni.. Pumpkin..Ur my good daughter right? Chodo uski Baal Ko..I buttered her..Where Nandu glared for me being polite to her..When she is wrong..where i do other way for abhay..

I will get back to u sooner, angry bird..She gave perfect punch seva on his cheeks..Oh! Man that hurts..Where he started crying holding his cheeks and hairs, looking at his mamma with complaining eyes..Saying her to scold my Pumpkin..

Mamma, deko meri fav. Baal..Deko yaape meri cheeks pe daard hora Raha hai..math chodo usse..He complained, but how I controlled my laughter I only know with Avni.. Where Nandini glared us in deadly look..

Bohuth hogai badmashi Avni..Haad hai..Deko kisse maara hai tune? Nandini showed Avni's art work on Abhay to her..I was badly impressed by the work..U see..

Ye tho trailor..Picture Abhi baaki hai baade bhai..She said in perfect hindi dialogue in evil tone..Where I wanted murder Cabir in next instant, he is rubbing my daughter badly with his lame lines..Where duo looked her in horror..Where Avni smirked and gave imaginary gun shot to Abhay, where he was one drama company landed on bed as if he got shot..Where Avni was still ruling on him by sitting on his tummy..I could nod my head in disbelief..Where Nandini made him sleep by tapping his head gently, he was in deep slumber within minutes but this time peace was reflected on his face..Where I kissed my daughter..Her mission Abhay mood tek karo..Finally got succeeded..This are my kids, who are utterly different from other kids..I kissed Abhay's hair followed by Nandini..

I hope he sleeps peacefully without frowning..She said looking at him..She looked too disturbed seeing him like that..

He will Jaanu..U go and sleep..I will make my pumpkin sleep and come..I said to her, where she closed door of Abhay's room before looking his sleeping figure and walked to our room after giving her pleasing smile to me..

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I was sitting on swing in Avni's balcony waiting for her..Where I was admiring night life of Mumbai with ocean in my front..Its best view from here..Where I was remembering each happy moments of today. I was pleased and delighted at this moment..I found my happiness finally, I closed my eyes where I could here I love U from Nandini..And her yes for my marriage proposal..And mostly my kids calling me Papa..I was in heaven of happiness..And smile wasn't leaving my lips at all..I was relaxed..I was so happy so happy..I want to shout at world and say I'm happy damn happy..Where I feel my mom was admiring my smile the way she wishes, in between starts..Unlike I holding her frame and crying for her..Was life this simple Funda? I don't know..I don't want think also..

Note of the day with a gift, Papa..My trance was broken by Avni, who looked like cutest doll in world..

I took her on my lap..Touched her rabbit shoes, I had bought that for her.. it looks so pretty on her..Just adding cuteness to my doll..Where she smiled at me..

They look soo cute..She said sweetly..I smiled wider with her..Where I took note from her hand..And then my gift..I smiled at her..

So, what's the gift this time.. Pumpkin? I was eager like always to take gifts from her..Call me childish, I don't mind at all.. Because her thinking is beyond one could imagine and my eagerness is valid for her gifts..

Oh! Ooo u are so despo for gifts..she added teasingly..where i ignored it..as i started unwrapping it carefully..i was a kid, when it comes to gift..but i never showed anyone..as it doesn't go well with hulk personality of mine..people call me monster..i will be monster to them..and i won't change for them..unless its my dear people, whom i love and respect..

i smiled ear to ear..seeing the scarp book..where i was about to look inside the book..where she avoided me to do so..i pouted looking at her..

u'll see it, when no one is around u..it includes me..she said..i wondered why..

par kyu? i asked like a baby..i was so excited to open them and she stopped me..ye bath galath hai right?

kyu ki maine kha hai..she said lifting her collar..where she kept book on table, where my eyes was still stuck on them with my puppy face..

hello here is ur note..she took my attention as she placed note in my hand..

Avni, i will see them once pir, i will read the note..i was about to fetch book back...where she glared me..i sat quietly grumpily..did i by chance got drunk..because i'm letting my daughter rule me today too badly..i guess any yes..but no..

before that, come with me..she held my wrist, started making walk along her..where i protested little..but no..she's one glare i was behind her again..she bought me to mine and nandini's in down stairs room..i wondered why..and nandini was nowhere to be found..i guess, she is in upper stairs of room of ours..

where are ur liquor bottles? she commended at me..i looked her puzzle..why does she need that..but i didn't asked her..but showed her my collections of bottles, which i have kept in my closet..away from nandini's height..where my daughter glared me, with each passing bottle i gave her..it was more than i expected..i mean more than 60 to 70 bottles..

are they still more? she asked me, tapping her legs, a clear indication to me, she wasn't pleased with no. of bottles in home..but i was thinking where more i have kept them still..because i don't want to get scoldings from both girls, anywhere for my drinking habits again..

i guess this much only..i don't know what irked her in my sentence she gave super deathly glare to me..and for me floor was looking more interesting than Avni's glare..i should change carpet of the home..i guess red will look good here..

now pick each bottle and place in washroom..she ordered me..i gave most confused look to her, with my irritation..ek tho nind arahi hai..aur dusra she isn't allowing me to see that scarp book..how unfair is that..

Avni, kya bol rahi ho? why should i place them in washroom? i pressed my annoyance under my breath..asked her calmly but failed miserably..where she showed her eyes..in few seconds i was walking fro and to towards bathroom and closet with bottles in my hand..

she tried to open cap's of bottle in vain..she couldn't..where i took them from her hand..showed her how to open it, effortlessly..in seconds, i found myself pouring them to commode..where pumpkin twisted my hands smartly, i looked her in terror..when i came to know what she is upto in her small tiny brain..

Avni, what are u making me do? i asked her in helplessness seeing bottles of scotch going to commode, where she was flushing them with all anger of her's on them..

the thing which i wanted to do from very long..she muttered in anger and made me do same with almost of all bottles..but i didn't uttered a word after that..there was something in her eyes, stopped me to say or ask anything..and where i poured all bottle myself for her..the thing my daughter wanted me not do, will not be done again..i promise..

happy? i asked her with smile, when i emptied last bottle of wine to commode, there was zero regret from my side..to leave them from here on..i'm not touching a drop of liquor from this second..for my daughter alone..

very..she smiled broader..i returned same to her..where i picked her up and walked to her room..she was tired from whole day..as i sat on floor leaning my back to her bed..she was happy, that i fulfilled her wish..where she passed note to me as she sat on my lap, facing me and her legs on either side of my waist..where i removed purple card from envelope..which states its from her for me..mind to note its purple in color always..

word of the day..she uttered calmly, and i looked her face reading first word of the note in top..

FORGIVENESS

i said in meek tone..and i looked her again..she smiled sadly holding her ears..

i'm sorry i heard ur's and dadu's conversation..i swear, it was by mistake..she said me apologetically..i was blank to react to her..i removed her hands from ears..and looked at her..

explain..that's what i asked her calmly..this is what we both were..she writes a note of particular word with a gift for me..where she explains a word in her way..the way she sees life..where she explains each word to me like mother does..where i will be trying to fix them in my life, how to apply them in real..if i don't feel answer is not satisfactory..i write question at the beginning of the next note from my side to her..where she answers them calmly like elderly women, who is just 10 years in real..i wonder how she is so different from us..her thinking is beyond my imagination..her answer's are always perfect with most wonderful explanation..where i learnt many things from her, from this two years..she's very patient with me..and knows how to deal with me..she has her ways to rule her thinking on me..if i'm changed to good extent..she has her own contribution in my life too..and i'm happiest person for that thing..

Forgive him..forgive him..not because he deserves it but because u deserve peace..she said i looked her keenly..

do u think its easy for me? i asked her plainly there was no emotion from my tone or face, where she smiled and kept her head on my chest..

its not..but u didn't tired either..she said to me..

Avni, its not easy..let him be..it doesn't change my past..i said to her..

yes it doesn't change ur past but it changes ur future definitely..she added, i looked her again..

do u think so? i asked her, this is going to best part of memories in my life with her...just me and my daughter..no one..

until u try..u don't know, what it get's for u..she said..i smiled at her words..and kissed her hairs..where she was closing her eyes now and then..and i cuddled her more..

u confused me pumpkin..my same line..how kiddish i'm..i feel that..

i didn't confused u..just think around..and act..she said..

i don't know what to do..she confuses me every often..it needs all my brain to analyse, what she talks..uff..

then think, what u want..ur happiness by giving him, his forgiveness and making bigger part for ur own happiness in ur heart..by moving on..or still sulking in past without giving space for new happiness..think what u want in ur life..i kept on patting her head still thinking what should i do..i was processing her thoughts in my heart..yes, she said truth why should i ruin my happiness for him..i won't..i will think about it..

but dare u forget lessons from that..forgive him but don't forget its lessons..and now i'm sleepy good night papa..i looked her..she was so innocent but mature like no one in our home..i never seen such mature girl in my entire life..

and will u trust me? i asked her..she opened her eyes in sleep..and smiled at me..

i trust u more than anyone in this world, Papa..she put peace in my heart..i kissed her forehead..

i won't break that trust..nandu promise..i said with happy tears of mine..

i know..u will never..that was the trust, she had on me..no one trusted me the way she did on me..i mean no..and i'm not going to break that trust of her in my dream also..i never got someone like her..she trusted before knowing me, who was i..she trusted a guy like me, who is responsible for her each tears..she trusted me so much..more than my own shadow..why does she trust me so much? i don't know..but i, i will never break her trust, who trusts me blindly..unlike others..

she was slowly going to deep sleep, where i walked to balcony and took scrap book..as i sat on swing and she in my arms..i traced "DAD" word again and again..it gave me unknown peace..as i opened it..it was collection of each notes sent by me with my each painting pic in one side..where she had written explanation and sketches in other side..and my pic here and there, which she likes most..

and last page ended with our pic

(something like this)

i smiled with my tears..as i kissed her hairs..she was so what i wished in my entire life..an angel like daughter..nothing more..and i was blessed with bestest limited edition for myself alone..

I GOT MY MOM, IN MY DAUGHTER..

where my eyes was closed by some fabric..i was shocked, but i felt familiar..i smiled as i hold that soft fabric..

Jaanu, what are u upto? i asked her..where i could here melodious bangles voice..i liked it instant..i could smell a fresh scent of her's with jasmine perform, i guess..when i held her hand as she tied my eyes with blindfold..where i felt a kiss on my lips for few seconds, as she took Avni in her arms..i guess so..and i could here anklet sound..and i wasn't enjoying it..will be lie..but my irritation was, i'm not able to see her..where she came to me again..pulled me carefully by hand..i was trembling with legs but she held me firmly..

i'm upto something u can't even imagine malhotra..she said huskily near my ears by standing on my legs..

then i'm excited to know, u see..i love surprises..i added more with smile of mine..which isn't leaving my lips at all..where my hands made its way to hold her..i traced her fabric with my bare hands..its not casual but some royal clothing with many stubbed stones in it..i guess..

i know malhotra..so, ready for biggest surprise of ur life from me alone..she asked me near my ears..i could feel her never ending smile on my ears..which linked with mine..but biggest surprise captured my attention to well..and heart was jumping all way..

very much..i uttered near her cheeks as i gobbled her them in my mouth..i wasn't able to control myself doing that..where nandini's hold on my hairs got tighter..i could easily say she was giving tough competition to tomatoes..

now walk me to our room..i will give instructions..she said holding me tighter..i held her close to me as i walked to our room, she being in my arms still with my closed eyes..i was excited and no one can measure it..there was something in my senses said me, it was like something best was coming more on my way..it was life's second time, happening with me..i was above cloud nine..to meet happiness of my life again..this time, that will be forever and ever..

little bit more left..and we are here Manii..she announced finally..

kithna bari hogai ho, nandini..u weigh so heavy..u should check on it once..i said seriously suppressing my laughter..where she smashed me from her hands..

oh! really..i will kill, if u say i'm heavy..u moron..she darted as she got down..i pulled her hand back to me..where she landed to my arms again..i kept my head in her crook..where i feel some ornaments were attached to it..

kya bath hai? kaafi tyaar lag rahi ho?i asked her as i kissed her nape..where she shivered on my effect on her..

because mai thayaar hu..now i will open ur eyes..promise me, u won't open ur eyes but u will follow my orders without a word..she asked seriously..without thinking twice i nodded my head..

good..i will open ur eyes..please close them till i say..where i did same..while she opened my blindfold..

get into bathroom now..and come to me soon freshen up..she said and pushed me in before i react..i looked closed door rubbing my eyes..i tired to open door..but smart she is, closed door before i do something..i looked bathroom, shocked to see it,, there were scented candles in all way..giving pleasing view adding to it rose petals in bathtub..where a one pair of towel set was arranged..

Ms. Murthy, will u join me for shower? its romantic, we can make our memories, u see..i said huskily to door..where i heard fading voice of anklet saying me she is going to room..

i know..but honey some other time..now take relaxing bath and come to me..sooner..i'm waiting..she yelled from room yet sweetly..i nodded my head with smile as i stepped into bathroom to have proper relaxing bath of mine..to pamper my muscles, which are tired..but what surprise she is talking at this hour of night..only aiyyappa can understand her..uff..

aww this warm water are pleasing to my body..i started enjoying my bath like kid does..

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Nandini's pov

i arranged his outfit on bed neatly, which i had selected for him..as i slowly made my way to balcony..i sat on couch as i rested my head..waiting for him..where i held my head..if i would've continued to break manik's heart, what would've happened..how badly i misunderstood him every time..this time i also i did same..i hurt him..

what to know..how i got to know all this? and what i did?

flashback

(snow world-manik's official outing with kids and nandini)(part 23)(people who asked me, is Nandini in PM's- no she isn't, answer is here for many readers, who asked why she was behaving unlike her feelings in that part)

I got heavy suspicious on Abhay and Manik provided Abhay's nervousness of getting caught my sight, when I asked him..Did he knew Manik was coming to London?..i keenly observed everything happening around, it maybe Abhay knowing each detail of Manik, what he does and what not..when to cover up manik's side of things from everyone..he knows Manik better than anyone.. when manik walked out of Avni's room after hearing from her piano melody, where Abhay covered up Manik so well, saying he had meeting..

there was something i had been missing since months together from my kids side..their room will be loaded with one or other gift wrappers..they getting letter's twice in a month..with expensive gifts, very well noted by me..i was away from my kids most of the time to look after issues in various other branches in europe but i made sure they are going in good path..in my absence my kids were taken care by my staff and viren and jeevika..the people i trust with whom I can trust my kids well-being..i wanted expand business, so that i want to give best to best things to my kids..i wanted to keep them in that place, where people can't reach them..i want to give luxury they deserve being Malhotra's grand children..i don't wanted them to be called common people like they used called me..i wanted set a standards for my kids, best future..for that, there was need to expand my business all over europe..i started concentrating on them more..where my week days were totally jammed up for my business..i could only get least of time for my kids in weekends..where i end being home late, where my kids will be sleeping on couch waiting for me..they for once never complained me for not getting my time for them..which totally I'm guilt for it..They both didn't had father, who love them and even their mother was away.. How bad their luck was my usual reason for tears.. but they..They always appreciated and were proud of my work..they were unlike other kids, who cribs for attention, when I'm busy in my work..that's how both were..Kids every parents dream..They don't need people, they both knew how take care of them being with each other..

where i always noticed change in them, every time..they both started understanding things better way..before i explain..they never ask for explanation from side for any damn thing..where our days used start with dancing Avni and smiling Abhay..they were happy in their life for some reason..where Abhay started attending more and more workshop all over world..his holidays were preserved to learn new things in music..he started travelling more often.. Avni, her happiness was going higher in each passing month..where she started sketching often..going to shopping for once in month..with any of us..everything was going smooth from 2 years..not to forget, Abhay wasn't been scold in school for his behavior, which is too unlike him..his things were taken by his trustee, with whom he spends a day every month, but whenever meets him, my son used smile in real..Bless that man with happiness who bought smile in my son's life..and sadder part was, i never met him or knew his name.. Because he calls him "Dadu", with his all love for him, he was someone special in my son's life.. And Hope to meet him once..

things were changing but i couldn't get concentrated on it..where weekends were mine with kids..i can see best changes in them with best values..their behavior with elders changed..their way of talking..their way of thinking was changing ..i knew my kids were in best path..and mostly i trust my kids, with all my heart..That's what made them come here, because they knew I will understand them and their pov one day..

but.

i did something, which i never wanted to do with abhay..because it was high time for me to take charge..As mother, I did what every mother does to check on them..To get them into right way..If I'm wrong as mother..Trust me this whole world is wrong..But but remember I trust Abhay and Avni even more than anyone in the world..Because u can't best like them..U can never..

Hello Martin, Nancy here...pull out each information of Abhay and send to me, and dare things goes out..i ordered my pa with stern boss tone..Where I can easily guess out, he will shivering at my tone..Call me rude.. I'm..

Mam, u know..what are asking me, right? he doubted my question..why won't he..a mother was saying to collect information of her son to mere third party..don't they feel its fishy..but i know i can trust this man..He had gain that being loyal to me..My best left hand person..Who can I relay upon on..

yes.. i guess..i need sooner..i ordered him, while i looked Manik in each room, he wasn't present anywhere..
i waited..i waited..to get things about Abhay..where i made all kids sleep in Avni's room..and walked to my apartment..

Hello mam, I have sent all information which i got about Abhay sir to ur email, have a look, if u need anything..i'm at service..i ended call..as i opened my laptop..

and i saw made me sank..most of the things indicated one person name in abhay's information was...

THE MANIK MALHOTRA..

I scrolled and scrolled down..only to get linked with his name..his dialed list and received call list ended with one name..his search engine was filled with his search name..his each expensive gift were sent by one name..He was all time buddy of Manik..

THE MANIK MALHOTRA..

which simply said Manik and Abhay know each other from two years..and they acted before me as if they don't know each other at all..where i expected a damaka between them, when they meet for the first time..if not Manik but from Abhay sure..but nothing happened..where Abhay protected manik each time, which confused to whole..where he asking me about i loving Manik..where our room ending infront of each other..was a plan from both of them.. Abhay knew Manik was his dad before i tell him, because Manik had already said him, I guess..mathlab Manik is the one, who is making my kids away from me..taking care of them..that's what my brain could calculate..Where my heart lost long back in the war, against mind..It was done and dusted with me and nasty thinking..

Where I cried whole night remembering their betrayal on me..Life was again unfair to Nandini Murthy..But this time my son too had hand..He just broke my trust on him..He didn't shared a biggest part of his with me.. Didn't had right to know about him being his mother.. I felt like, I was nearer to next heart wrenching news to every beat my heart..My son shared his best part of 2 years with Manik, which I wasn't aware off..How dumb I'm..I feel like, what was the use of my scarfice for them..My struggle to keep them happy.. I felt like I was cheated again..It was nowhere use, to think now..My son had long away that I could I ever imagine, he had hurt his mother to badly..I felt so vulnerable, that I hold good position in my kids life, where they have always been in top most..U don't know, how it feels.. I felt like my heart bleeding..To badly..In all this thoughts, when I slept I didn't know..Only I know, was I going to hurt Manik so badly that he needs to feel how I'm feeling right now, betrayal.. yet again and he is the reason again..

The next full day went on..I hurting Manik with each sentence of mine intensuonally or unintentionally, but there was heart which always had immense love for him made me act unlike my brain wished..There is always fight within my mind and heart..Where always my mind wins against heart because my heart lost its battle long back..It is horrible thing in my body, who usually get hurts..For heaven sake I want to stop them..This betrayals had bought and made it too miserable to judge people.. that's what my mind thinks and I truly trust my brain with an answer..

Where Manik Malhotra answered me unlike I expected, he was calm with me all way..He was patient to answer me..His each answer were measured and weighed to check whether it will hurt me or not..But trust me, my mind felt all that thing as unreal..where I couldn't see how best he is trying not to show he was hurt equally like me..Where my heart was sobbing again..Telling that I was making every thing dirty between us..Where I wanted ask her was their anything between us now..Where reply was already known to her..She became silent..Where I didn't heard single sentence from her..But she acted maturely while taking care of her Manik, away from my games and plans to hurt Manik, for making me feel royal hurts again and again..She stayed in his arms..To relax him..Provided much needed breath from my side from side, because she loved much more anyone could imagine..

And when I tired all my way to wake him up..Trust me I felt my whole world crumbling like ball and throwing is to been, that's it..When he didn't responded to my touch or kisses, that never happened in the history between us..I thought he was fooling me around, but when he didn't woke in real.. That's the time I realised I can't ever hurt him..Because I love him to infinity..I gave up on to hurt him, because nothing was more important to me than his life..If he wasn't there in this world..I can't breath my next breath also..Call me insane.. That's how I loved him..The way no one could love him..Where a fear of losing him, started emerging in mind..I couldn't breath that second..I felt my heart is ripping thousand times..And I felt my sole was leaving me..A moment, that I never wanted in my life..I can with stand anything but he getting hurt is the last thing I want in this world..And how badly I wanna change, I can't do that..Even I don't want that to change ever..

Manik..I yelled louder ...Where my tears weren't coming to an end..I can lose anything in world but him..Please aiyyappa..I promise Mai usse hurt nae karungi..Please vapas dedo meri Manik muje..I need him for me.. me alone..I cried all my heart..To fetch my man.. That's when he woken up hearing my wails..Which is last thing he needs in his life my tears..Then why did created this wall between us Manik..It hurts to see u hurt.. Please..I want my Manik back..Whom I love with my every cell yet pretend I'm not..Please get him to me, is what my heart asked me..Where my mind didn't said word to her..

And he asked my assurance..Which I turned to well according to my mind..But when I saw his eyes..It said different story to me..I can see how disappointed he was..his eyes echoed me his broken heart, which cut pierced my soul, how badly only I know..But he called it, didn't he..He broke that trust himself in my life..I'm nowhere wrong in my place..I suppose..Where he didn't tired much..He gave up..As he made me stand on bathroom floor..Where he closed the door and walked out from there without looking back at me for once, who waited for his come back and mock sense into me..Trust me, if he was Manik of mine..He would screwed up my nuts and make me answer the way he wants me to answer..But I found such different change in him..Which made me immediate regret of hurting him again and again..Where he took it, like it didn't hurt him at all..And promised I won't hurt again..

Where he took us to mall again to buy cloths for kids..Where I found child Manik..He was so cute, with them..It felt this how it will be.. This is how he is.. Where my daughter's smile was echoing in manik's lips..Where he was smiling with them as if he had no miseries in life..It was real smile of his, which he had lost somewhere, where no could find that..But his daughter's found and gave him..That's how he smiled finally for her..

And when he showed Abhay's msg in his phone..Trust me..I had trust in his words..But I don't know, why he felt that I don't trust his words..He pulled out his phone and showed me Abhay's msg..To tell me that he wasn't lying to me...And his words just broke my heart to badly..Not badly into zillion pieces..

u won't trust me..so, maine abhay ka message dikaya..so, that u could believe ur son at least if not me..

My mind definitely didn't expected something from him like that..It was just simple thing I asked him why are we going other way, when kids are going in opposite way of ours.. Wouldn't I trusted his words..If he would've said me same to me..But I was as usual, late understand him.. Didn't understood that, I was the one, who made him feel like that..that I don't trust him..I was responsible for it..But my brain ditched me to realise that..Where I forgot that I noticed a different no. was used by Abhay to communicate with Manik, which he bought recently two weeks before..I noticed it..But that was much for my heart and mind to recollect the same, seeing manik's conscious behaviour towards me, i felt i was meeting a fake Manik, which he was for outsider..Because somewhere down the line or maybe he left I was judging him..and thing was somewhere true or he avoided me, not to get hurt by me often..But for once he didn't tried to hurt me..Why was he so good? When I wasn't??

And last thing I wanted in my life just happened infront of my eyes..My man and my son..Where about to lose their life..One for sake of small kitten's life and other was for his own baby..The fear I had saw in manik's eyes, while he saw Abhay.. going to be fit in my brain forever..I saw a real father emotion in him..There was no fakeness..It was real..He loved his kids in infinity term..That was proof to my mind..To tell her..That he deserved to be father of kids in all way..Where he didn't cared for any but his son..Who was nowhere worried for him but little kitten..Why are they so selfless?? I don't know..I yelled their names in fear of lossing them, infront of my eyes..Scared all my cell..I prayed my aiyyappa for them..Where I hugged Manik, who was busy in checking Abhay rather than him, whose head was bleeding..He wasn't aware of it..When I showed blood coming out of his head..He showed negligence as if it is most usual thing in his life.. But for me, I couldn't with stand..He was so careless about himself..For once also it never mattered him that he is also special to me..If he gets hurt..My blood will dry..It will hurt me, to see him like that..If I hate monster in him..I equally hate careless Manik..That angered me such an extent that I didn't had word with him..I needed an assurance from him, that he was okay with me..But I guess he didn't got, where he was consoling his daughter that she wasn't reason for everything..Poor baby of mine..She cried in buckets seeing an bandage on manik's head..She simply didn't wanted him, but she deserved him more than anyone of us..Because she trust Manik more than anyone..If I say her whole truth also..She won't give up on Manik..I don't know why she trusts him blindly..Like no one does on him..Trust me..Even I don't trust Manik the way she trusts him..I feel she deserves him more than I do..She can see better Manik than I had ever seen..She always surprises me making things, which I never dream Manik will ever do..Maybe she taking Manik to church.. Believe me, I was cent percent sure that Manik would reject to come in..But he did exactly opposite of my thoughts only for his daughter's happiness..There will be a day in our life to remember that Manik will be trusting on God only because of her..She is changing him for best..I could see that change in him already..

Everything was perfect just perfect..i had him, like my heart wants him near to me..only me, i was kid, who cribs to get his attention..i'm very much possessive and stubborn, when he is the matter..i have never shared him with anyone in this whole world..his attention was mine and only mine..how much ever my mind said his truth to me, my heart never believed it..it loved him the way, it always done..or i can say distance really made me crave for him and make me fall for him more..but i knew, i'm not going to be happy without him in my life ever again..he was beginning and ending of my happiness..without him, i lived life, which i never want for my enemies also..yes, i hate him for his deeds..for my each suffering..for which i lost my parents..for letting me nurturing my kids all alone..i had path of thrones, which were pricking me every now and then..if manik would've been with me..he would've never let me feel them in my life..he was prince of mine, who kept me like real princess..and why he did that? why he broke my trust? he should be the person, who should protect me, save me like he always does? wasn't he should be? why he stoop so low in front of me? why he let me walk out of his life? why? why? i don't know..my mind tried to fetch an answer from my heart, who was busy cuddling him in front of her kids..she is a kid i say u..and he is a mother, to look after that cribbing baby..

and boom..

my heart went mute again, seeing my mind taking its place again..after hearing the date..i had forgotten everything..my mind was okay with what happening between us..and then, i did what it always wanted to do with him..she accused him..she bashed him..she said he don't deserve anyone..she instigated a father in him..she said finally, her most fav. thing, which she was planning to do since long..to break his heart to millions..that she shouldn't trusted him..

i saw failure in his eyes clearly and next instant it was blank..i couldn't read his eyes again..my heart said, she truly lost her manik, whom she fell in love with..he wasn't man, the one i loved the most..he was fake manik with mask guarded on him, not to allow anyone to his territory, it was locked for me too..he was disappointed again, his one chance was not granted by me again..i felt i was making him lose his own battle to get me..where he excused himself making most silliest excuse against me and next was abhay's part..

and that second every emotion of mine, had equal contribution..yes, what i did wasn't sensible at all, when i knew, it was too late..where i begged my son to say anything about manik, because i already got to know abhay and manik know each other very well..but when abhay refused answer me..i said, which damaged whole thing...

"he is changing u..by his FAKE LOVE to get me back"..did i just say that..oh! shit and damage was done by my mind..where i saw manik's anger in abhay's eye..if looks could kill me, i would've been killed by his rage of anger..that moment..that second..i knew manik was not only his dad..but the man, my son admired more than anyone with the world..for whom, my son can do anything...manik had earned place in my son's heart from long 2 years..that said what manik gave him..because abhay is not boy, who gets attracted to expensive gifts..he values a person based on his trust issues..if he is valid for his trust then only, he will allow that person to enter in his life..manik not only earned a place in avni's heart but his son's heart deeply..i was mother who could understand that..the day though ended but next day there was no sign of manik entire day..that's when i observed abhay, how well he take cares of manik, how well he knows manik..that time i realized whatever i had done wrong..i thought everything wrong about manik and abhay's relationship..it was pure beyond my imagination relationship..and i was more than happy for it in my heart and even in my mind too..

i knew my son will come and say me one day, why he kept it secret from me..i gave him, his time..and where i let go my mind thoughts away from me..where i started welcoming my heart feelings..though it was late, it wasn't that late to get him back..where my heart finally won the game against my mind..and she did what my heart said..and loved him the way she wants..where i pretended like i didn't knew anything about them..that they know each other from 2 years..i acted like dumb..where i was very well aware, how abhay was playing his game..if he thought he was fooling his mother..then let me tell u..i was his mother..and acted my part, in all way getting my man back to me..i don't want to lose him again..for our past, i want to live with him again..the way i had dreamt and there was no looking back..i don't let any past to disturb our precious awaiting future..

flashback ends

and today only i got to know that, yes manik knew abhay, but not as abhay but as Ammy..yes, i joined the dots..abhay never called manik, with his old no., he was smart ass to fool manik..but he forgot that he was fooling the smartest to smartest..and manik did his part of work being quiet, letting his son play games his way..where Manik Malhotra played along with him, but he made sure he protected abhay's secret from me..he was man, who will never break anyone's trust..but what i saw hours before, was something which was best scene to be witnessed..where i saw, how perfectly he handled his son, without getting anger..but putting some senses to his son..when he lost one..he was perfectly to perfect father for my kids..who understands before any word from their mouth..be it is abhay or avni..he knows to take care of them..where he shares purest bond with his daughter..where i saw a kid manik, who craves for mother's love..he was finding his mother in her..

nandini..darwsa kolo..i'm done with shower..i heard manik's call from washroom..where i walked in wiping my tears..i promise manii..i won't hurt again..i will never..i will give u all love, which u deserve from me..just let me get chance to explain myself to u..hope u won't be mad at me..aiyyappa please huh meri sath rena..

maniii..close ur eyes..please..i mellowed to him..i know, he was excited to core for my surprise..where i was ready give him, his surprise..

jaanu..kya hai yaar? maa beti ki ek jese ho..he meowed from other end..he truly became kid being with his pumpkin..

kyuki woh meri beti hai..so, manik malhotra close ur eyes..i ordered him, when i opened the door..i smiled seeing his honesty..he had closed his eyes..but damn he had irresistible posture and he being almost naked made my cheeks fluster..and his smirk was just made for him..i smiled seeing him going back, how he was..i was near to get my old manik back..i will get him, i will get that lost manik of mine to me..for me alone..

ese hee dikna hai..yaapir surprise dena hai muje?he asked bending his head towards my nape..his hot breath, this seriously last thing i want now..because i want to sane for surprise of mine..i was more than excited to give surprise to him..lets' see his reaction..

maan tho kuch aur bol raha hai..but for now my surprise is important for me..so to be hubby..and his smile was so lively, it can make any dead come alive..it was pure..so bliss to watch..

then what we should do, soon to be wifey..i smiled at his way of address..where i laid him to our room, where he held me tighter by hand still closing his eyes..he can't get cuter..

i have outfit for u..i will help u out..but u gonna close ur eyes..is that fine? i asked him, where he jerked me to him from waist..i looked his closed eyes..

yes u can..i grant u that..and i also grant myself to do anything with u..u know what i mean? he asked smirking and his sentence ended, where i was red in real..and this man had that thing on me badly..i pouted but eventually did small dance in heart..feeling his touch on my body..

ur pervert manik..sharam nae athi tume..ur father of two kids..u still behave like a jerk..i faked a sentence, where he laughed at my words..which he knew utterly fake from my side..

yes, i'm..but either way, i'm only urs..and muje sharam nae athi..c'mon even if i have make a cricket team of kids..i will be same manik to u..he was surely pervert of decades, but only with me..made me smile and i hit his bare chest..where his hands had their job on my waist..god, knows why i feel whole zoo in my stomach doing nice dancing no...can't they get better place than my stomach, is my question..do ping me if u know answers..

shameless u are..i certified it very well..don't u know he is certified moron..i took his vest made him wear them will he wiped his hairs at my instruction..and he did his part of getting ready himself, where i was just saying and handing over things to him..

nandini, wear bangles more often..its sounds so u..and i feel u are with me like always..i smiled at his sentence,where he was tracing hand full of bangles in my hands..where i was buttoning his kurtha..he looked handsome sinfully hot more than i imagined him, where he was giggling at sound of bangles as he played with them..he is my real manik..for whom, my little things mattered..and i can feel it, the way he wants to convey me through his actions or words..i feel blessed to have him in my life..

where i suddenly noticed scar on his right wrist, which was hided under no. bands, he wear usually..i tried to push them, where i saw no. of marks as if they are deeply cut by something..its healed but scars are presented in it..i never seen it because manik usually covers them with his bands..and why does he have scares there..i need to ask him once..yes, i need too..

nandini aur kithna der yaar..aur ethna rath mai kya surprise dena hai tume? deko i'm really excited..please aur wait nae hotha..was he this child all his life or he as become child..forget it i even asked about him..where he gonna say things, which definitely make sense to me at least..

one final thing u are ready for the night with me..i said as i walked to closet to bring the last thing, that i had preserved it from long 11 years..it wasn't from me, but from my mom's friend..who happens to be Devika Deshmukh..she is lady u need meet..my fav. aunt since childhood..and i call her "MOM"..she had given me this in special instance saying that i should give this to my manik..when i say manik, i mean it..and here it is on his chest..the brooch she specifically selected for him alone..and here manik is wearing it finally..like she wished me to give him..and it looked like, it was meant for him alone..and that reminds me ornaments, which manik gave me..i feel, that i had personally selected them, when Mom(devika) paid visit to managlore..where i vaguely remember she said, she had selected this for her son's bride..uff..but how come same type of ornaments ends up with me again..confusion..i hate that man..

i had already gelled his hairs, the way he loves..where he let me do whatever i wanted to do, but as usual, he was doing his work on my body still closing his eyes..

U are ready Manii..i said as i lead him to terrace, and he was patient all the way without word..though excitement of getting surprise wasn't leaving his face..and i smiled for his patience..

hope to have best sunrise from here on with u..a new step with u for my side to make US, a perfect one..hope u will accept me with my part flaws..i don't know, whether i deserve u or not..but i need u in my every step of life..not for any..but for me alone..so, Mr. Manik Malhotra..answer me by opening ur eyes..i said where he opened his eyes blinking it often to make adjustment with lights..and then what he saw, soon enough was reflected on his face..where i hope answer will be an yes..from the man i want my life to start and end with..

end of nandini's pov(uff finally i completed it)

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manik's pov

patience..i never knew i can be this patient to see or hear surprise from her..in this years, i learnt this..being patient..how it came, i don't know..this unlike manik malhotra of age 21..he is changed in all angle..maybe time changed.. boom..i'm new manik..and i like this manik..this is way, i wanted to be..the way my mom wants me to be.. i smiled at the thought..

i don't know what she is upto today..where i knew, something going to happen..i'm not sure..uff..leave it..why should i even try,, when i know, i can't even guess it to her level of surprise..her things are above my level of thinking power..after hearing her,i opened my eyes..where it took my time to adjust with light..and reason being i had closed my eyes for longer period..when i adjusted it..what made me jerk all my body with all cells..i guess, i'm dreaming..yeah probably..yes, i'm gone mad again..i started illustrating things now also..what if nandini finds me like this..shit..i will be gone..

where i was about to move..there held a hand..where i looked a girl's hand with hand full of bangles with kaleeras adorning it..when i looked back without seeing her face..

there stood wedding mandap in the terrace of our apartment..under the sky with twinkling stars the way i wished exactly..my wedding with her, and she holding my hand the exact way she is holding now..i wished a wedding, where its just US..no one else..i wanted promise myself under the stars to her..for me being her side..forever and ever,,

(pic credit goes to anggioberoi-ty honey for being great help)

welcome to Groom himself from Bride herself to their wedding..i heard her..where she made me stand in front of mirror, where i was actually looking like a Groom, i looked myself, where for the first time..i loved the way i was looking myself in a different aura of mine and she got me ready, the way she wished..tell me, do u wish to make ready ur hubby on ur wedding..my bride had that wish,,which she fulfilled herself..where i looked awesome by charm on my body..where my bride peeped from my left shoulder..and smile of her's is going to be memory of my heart..it was their, the way i wanted her to smile for me..i had tears in my eyes..my wish came true..she was smiling in real just for me..i returned same, but nothing can match her smile and intense..

how i'm looking? she asked me still peeping her head..where she looked goddess..my goddess..it was a moment in life, where i felt yes...she is the one for me and will be for my rest of coming life..she is my bride..my jaanu alone..

just like my bride..the way..i have dreamt..i said as i leaned my forehead on her..where  she peeked my lips tip topping and then joining them again..

will u marry me so to be hubby? i opened my eyes..and looked into her eyes..silly girl, she had an answer in her question alone..what should i answer ping me..i will use it..till then let me live this moment of euphoria of my life, where dream coming true in real..

WHERE MANIK MALHOTRA is SOON GOING TO LOSE HIS BACHELOR HOOD, FOREVER AND EVER..

WHERE NANDINI MURTHY GONNA STEAL HIS NAME TO COMPLETE HER FULL NAME FOREVER AND EVER, FOR GIVING HER HEART TO HIM FOR LIFE TIME..

ITS TIME FOR BEST NEW BEGINNING..WHERE IN THE NEXT SUNRISE BOTH WOULD BE MAN AND HIS WIFE..

Finally i ended it..i hope i was upto mark..let me now..i know its bit longer than i expected to do..and people don't kill me..

And nandini's pov isn't over..its starting where u gonna find nandini's pov more often from now on..where every questions will be answered by me in update..and u tell me in whole how u felt this part..

i'm damn eager to know..the way ur asking about update..hope to see people answering me..i mean silent readers..lets' see..and for now i'm taking leave..ready to read lamba comments..please make sure u don't ask for immediate or faster update..my college is ending..count down have started..where i'm going to leave best part of my life behind..i want enjoy this last moment with my friends..but i assure i will give an update next week..hope u understand..seeing off honey's

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