Chapter 4 - Anger, Sadness, And Hiding Spots

(Fixed, point things out.)

Cocoa's POV

I just started yelling. He didn't kill me, which meant that I killed him without him fighting back, which meant that I was like HIM. So, I yelled at him. It was mostly because he gave me a command that I killed him, and I had been taught that disobedience meant, not death, but infinite pain from my 'Father'. That's who I mean when I say him. I wasn't paying attention to what I was saying, Sephiroth cut me off with, "I think you've said enough.' WHAT DID I SAY!?' He flew off, I'm just now realizing he had wings how did I not notice that... Now, I have yet another reason why I'm not special. I swam over to the far rocks on the Beach where there was a hidden spot in the wall, I'd go there when I needed to let all my barriers down. I went through the fake wall; nobody seeing me. I started to cry, I was like him, I had upset someone, and I still don't know about what happened to my Mother. I cried in there for a full two days. Then I went swiftly to catch a rabbit as my weekly small meal, but right back to my hiding spot. I hadn't seen Sephiroth for a while, and I didn't want to either. I found myself replaying the moment when I had said what I shouldn't have, trying to figure out what I said. But, to be honest, I was just looking for a memory to get a better look at his appearance. He had gray fur, and a lighter gray underbelly, and black and white accents. His wings were like a gradient to black, but with bigger intervals. He was actually pretty handsome... I kept looking for what I said wrong, but I was too zoned into my own thoughts to catch it in the memory. I quietly sang a few songs to myself, I couldn't sing fearless, it wasn't my feelings. I sang part of 'Say Something' and I thought I sounded okay, but okay for me and okay for everyone else weren't the same. I caught Sephiroth looking at me, in my hiding spot, so I turned my back to him and stopped singing. He turned around and left, I followed him, I wanted to look at the fire for a while. The same element that wanted to take over the world..."What's your name?"I assume Sephiroth wanted to know for the same reason I did, "Why do you wanna know..... I don't deserve a name..."(OOOOH) I said with a truth tone, the kind of tone where everyone can hear the truth."Because I want to. What's your name?"He said to my comment, ignoring the last part."Fine, it's Cocoa...."I said quietly and not looking him in the eye, "Cocoa are you good or evil? You can't live with a paw in each world..."And then I tuned the rest out. (Aka, went to go get coffee beans during RP and then looked at it again) "I'll give you some time to think about what I've said." And then he was gone.

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