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GucciTae- "um, bitch I'm cute cute"

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Kim.peaches- I— fuCkkkkkK. I'm so done with getting attacked omG
Youneedsometae- ^^ sorry to say but, we are all going to get attacked no matter what. But hot digity.
Park.Jiminie- kook, please collect your man. Istg, he's getting out of hand @jk.
Kooksters- I'm back from the dead, but obviously not. Wtffff taehyung
Agust.D- lol, kook be getting exposed. But like, wow it's pretty clear you like each other 😴.
Jk.- shut up both of you oml @park.jiminie @agust.d

—

Taehyung was so confused, all of a sudden both of their friends randomly appear "you and kook are dating" "it's official" "Taekook". Which was not true, him and Jungkook were don't dating.

Neither did Jungkook, he neither understood what this was all about. He couldn't help but wonder his feelings. But, also Taehyung did as well.

Uncertain of where this was going, they just kept on talking to each other like every other day. Now, both trying to figure out all this uncertain feelings.

—

Taehyungs POV:
The group chat was the only way to show more of myself. Even if it's still over social media, it was my friends.
All these thoughts clouded my mind. Knowing that all of my friends, besides kook, think me and him are "dating"
What the actual fuck is "dating" never heard of him. I have not been in a relationship for the past years, not a real one. I prefer focusing on my time to care for my friends and pursue my path in life.

I don't know what Kook thought but, it's making me kind of wonder everything. It's for sure I am 𝘨𝘢𝘺. But, it didn't change the fact that I 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 thought of Jungkook as my significant other.

Yes, I deeply love him— wait. Oh no—

I started walking back in fourth, in my room.

'𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘪 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵? 𝘕𝘰, 𝘯𝘰, 𝘯𝘰'
'𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨'

I did not know what the hell to do, I never felt this specific way toward another. And, I do not know what to do. Me, myself, did not think of my feelings towards someone.

It was actually making me very nervous, and weird. I couldn't stop pacing back in fourth in my room seriously not knowing what to do.

I heard a door completely open, still not stopping to see. It was probably Yoongi Hyung. But, I still didn't stop pacing. It was getting on my nerves and it couldn't stop.

"Dude, are you okay? What's wrong?" I heard a stern voice, knowing it exactly was Yoongi. I did not know how to respond, still thinking of thoughts not going away in my head.

"Taehyung, are you okay?" I could hear his voice, getting closer. I suddenly felt a pat on my shoulder, stopping me. I looked up, and his face was not to happy. More of a weird look, concerned as you would say.

"I don't know hyung, I can't think" after I was stopped from pacing the whole time, I sat on my bed. Pushing my hair out of my face.

"Please don't tell me it was because of those comments on your post, and is talking about you and Jungkook." A light weight on my bed, looking at him. Still did not know how to respond. Because, it surely was because of it, it really was.

"Yes, it is. I don't know what to think. I never think of things like these and not knowing how to feel after actually thinking it. It flooded my mind, I— I don't know my feelings." My calm voice, started to make it harder to relax. I was weird, couldn't stop moving my hands.

"Tae, it's okay. If it helps, maybe tell kook that you won't be talking to anyone for at least a week or 2. I'm sure he'll understand, give you time to think." Yoongi hyung really out here with the smart ideas.

I really didn't want to do that but, I needed to. Some space would work, I'll miss him of course. But, he's right. Everything just started happening 𝘯𝘰𝘸. And, out of all things it's f e e l i n g s. I'm so pathetic.

"You're right hyung, thank you. I might disable my comment section when I post things, it'll be better to keep it from getting more notifications." I gave a slight smile, knowing that he would understand. And, I know Jungkook would understand too, I hope.

"Good. Just tell him, don't go ghost mode like that. He'd probably be even more worried." After that little talk, I nodded my head for thank you. It meant a lot, and usually yoongi hyung gave advice to helping, it helped.

I grabbed my phone back out from my pocket, from previously.

"Hey kook, I know this is
suddenly out of no where, but
I'm possibly going to be taking some
time off from talking to anyone for about
1-2 weeks. I'm sorry!"

"Hey Tae, it's all good.
I understand!"

"Thank you!"

"Of course."
Seen

I breathed thankfully.

'𝘪'𝘮 𝘨𝘭𝘢𝘥 𝘩𝘦 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘴, 𝘪'𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴 𝘩𝘪𝘮. 𝘉𝘶𝘵, 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘳𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘶𝘵.'

—

Jungkooks POV:
Everything was going great, nothing bad has happened. The group chat, was interesting but, it is normal for all of us.
Until, all of a sudden they start coming up with things saying "You and Taehyung are cute together" "you guys are dating" "be official, come on"
These things stated running in my mind, and it had no reason to, come on. Me and Taehyung dating? Not a chance. He's more like a best friend to me like Jimin. But, than again me and him were never together.

I did think of relationships a lot before, but being hurt and called names just because your gay and getting bullied a lot in life, I lost interest.

Stopped thinking about things like that, I did believe in love, definitely. But, not in the present I don't think of it.
Got to admit, he's the cutest. He's pretty stupid at times, but it's funny. Not even Jimin hyung has that power even if he was single.—

What am I thinking? I just thought of like 3 words that directly describe Taehyung, and they aren't like anything else I say. It's not normal for me to call a friend or best friend something like that.
I call Jiminie cute maybe, but he has a boyfriend and never in the world have I thought of me and him.
Hoseok is a sunshine, hope. But, he deserves a great person, I may be okay but, lets get real, hobi is adorable in all but, I neither see myself in a relationship.

But— taehyung, he's special.

Holy shit no.—

'𝘯𝘰𝘱𝘦, 𝘯𝘰𝘱𝘦, 𝘪 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘯𝘰𝘵'
'𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘭? 𝘈𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘧 𝘢 𝘴𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯?'

Haha, me being confused as hell at the moment, it's tragic I say. I'm definitely not normally like this, I don't think of these things anymore.

I am really starting to hate myself, thinking of a relationship with Kim Taehyung? Oh fuck me.

I threw my phone on the floor.

"JUNGKOOK! WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT?" Here we go, Jimin barged into the room.

"Nothing, get back to your life" I gave a weak smile, I'm the fucking worst liar.

I get up and pick my phone up, well at least that is the only thing that is okay.

"Oh— cut your shit. You're a shitty liar, jus saying. And when you do things like that I know something is wrong." He was right, I am sadly a shitty liar. But, he's my best friend and I can't lie to him.

"Um, well you see. I'm fucking hating myself, because all of a sudden I am thinking of feelings. And, I never do. You even know ever since high school I stopped thinking about love and relationships" I rolled my eyes, clouded with some memories but, mostly now Kim Tae fucking hyung.

"Is this because of Tae? Ugh, shit. I'm sorry, it got the best of us. I didn't know this was really going to happen and you thinking about it." Jimin did really sound sincerely sorry about it, maybe it's just me getting to my head.

"It's okay Jiminie, I know. It's probably me getting to myself, but now I can't help feel something that I don't even know. You know?" I covered my face with my hand, and looked down afterwards. Looking up to see him looking at me with a certain concerned face.

"I don't think it's just you, who knows what's happening with Tae right now, he could be confused as well. I'm not saying it's certain. But, I know." He walked to me giving me a hug, and let go.

"You're right."

"Hey, maybe you should take a break from it. Start thinking out how you actually feel. Maybe disable comments on instagram. Don't go ghost mood, tell him you'll be taking a break and figuring things out"

"Good idea, thanks hyung" I have a slight smile, knowing he probably is right. I do need to start thinking about this whole situation and my feelings.

"Of course bunny" he also gave me a smile back and left the room.

𝘐 𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘪𝘵. 𝘏𝘦 𝘵𝘦𝘹𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵, 𝘩𝘮𝘮. 𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦, 𝘪𝘵 𝘴𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘪𝘮. - I thought.

Looking at my phone, understanding.

"Hey kook, I know this is
suddenly out of no where, but
I'm possibly going to be taking some
time off from talking to anyone for about
1-2 weeks. I'm sorry!"

"Hey Tae, it's all good.
I understand!"

"Thank you!"

"Of course."
Seen

I understood, he needed a break. Even if I didn't know why, I needed one as well.

—

Little did both of them know, they needed a break for the exact same reason, without telling each other it.

It was a relief for both of them understanding.