Dear Diary,

A lot has been changing and I don't know what to think of it. Every time I think of him, it is like I am forcing myself to think of him. With these new feelings, I don't even know I love him anymore. He was my everything and he always had my heart racing and the butterflies in my stomach but I don't feel them anymore. But I can feel something else. When him and I hang out together and take cute pictures and such, I can feel myself slightly getting those feelings again.

Do I just wait for a while and not lie to myself if I forgot him or not?

I am still not sure at all if I do. I don't think of him anymore or when I do, it's like okay, that's enough, change topic.

Do I still have feelings for him?

Or did I move on?

I can't believe I'm not even sure.

The problem is I feel like I have three emotions for him:

One, is I love him. Two, is I forgot him and we are only friends. Last, is no more talking at all.

I do not know why do I feel so mixed up. It's really weird. I hate being not sure of things. I just wish to know how I'm feeling. I am just mixed up and we cannot really talk anymore we are friends and that's the most important thing to me, we just can't stop talking. I won't let that happen.

Good night, diary.

Love,

Your Lover.