The door cracked open and your attention flickered away from the black and white world you had been looking at. Your eyes opened and watched the wall. A smile etched on your lips by seeing Kakashi putting of his shoes.

With nimble, bare feet you moved soundless over the wooden floor. "Kakashi!" you smiled broadly. His one eye glanced up, something flickering across you couldn't quite place. He stood up straight. The sight of him had more memories popping into your mind, a warm fuzzy feeling spreading through your body.

"I-" you frowned as he didn't bat another eye at you. He simply walked past you into the kitchen. With the frown still there you followed after him. "Kakashi? Welcome home?" you questioned, wondering if you had turned invisible. His eye lazily turned to you, giving you the confirmation that he did actually see you.

"Hey Kakashi" you said, your voice dimmed to a gentle whisper, "I'm sorry I left without saying anything to you". He did not even look at you now. "I know I was being childish by leaving with only giving the Hokage a note... but at that time I was really pissed that I had to do a D rank mission because of you. I could understand it if it was C or B but D? I am no child" you stated crossing your arms.

Once again he did not react to your words, instead he peered into the fridge and pulled out a can of soda.

"Kakashi. I am sorry... are you even listening to me?" your guilt was slowly replaced by irritation at the lack of reaction from the man. You'd rather have him yell, scold you for your actions. Even if it wasn't in his character to do so. It would have been better than this.

He turned on his heel to go to the living room, but the irritation had your hand moving to his shoulder and shoved him around, forcing him to look your way. His inky black eye held nothing. It was like he stared at empty space and your stomach dropped. "Kakashi, I apologised, I reflected. What more do you want me to do?"

His eye slightly narrowed. "I mean, how can I make it up. I mean... Hell I don't know what I mean. Just stop giving me the cold shoulder! Scold me! Yell at me! Anything is better than you not acknowledging my existence!" your voice rose until you were yelling at his face. His empty stare turned into a silence glare, but he made no move to go to the living room.

"I honestly am sorry for the way I acted! Do you know how difficult it is to apologise! After everything... after-" you gritted your teeth and looked down. 'After coming back from the dead. After realizing I was alone in the world with no one to depend on. After the guy who took you in tried to take your body. After trusting you even though I had no memories'.

"Well?"

His voice echoed between your ears and your head snapped up glaring straight into his eye. "AFTER I WENT THROUGH HELL AND BACK" you snapped, tears brimming at your eyes but never falling. Your breath faltered. His eye slightly widened at your outburst. "Have you any idea how frightening it is to know nothing?! Even your own name has to be told by your summon animal!" you were screaming now, the sound foreign to your ears, "To be taken in by people you think could help but end up betraying you?! To know only one name that isn't even yours?!"

His eyes seemed to soften as he reached out to calm you but you slapped his hand away. Your body trembling from the strain of holding back the violent sobs. The emotions that had been unconsciously building up were on the brim of pouring out. The emotions that would have brought danger to you, be it any other than Kakashi.

"(y/n) calm down" he whispered. His voice was a bit sterner than he had liked it to be. He was still mad at you.

You shook your head and took a step back. A tear rolled down and you cursed it as you rubbed your cheek. He tried to step forward, to reach you but you were out of the room within seconds. Dashing past him and through the front door.

You had no clue where to go, or why you were running. All you knew was that the excitement of seeing Kakashi had disappeared and loneliness sounded really good right now.

A drop of water exploded on your nose. Gradually you came to a stop and looked up at the sky. "Rain.. it's been a while" you muttered with a small smile. At Mount Nekono it never rained, there were several enormous lakes but rain never fell. Taking a deep breath helped the typhoon of emotions to settle down to a mere gust in your mind.

You resumed your way in a slow pace. You didn't exactly know where your feet would bring you but it felt right to just walk. Your bare feet feeling the cold, soaked ground. Your clothing clinging onto your body for dear life.

Your eyes widened slightly as your feet sunk a bit deeper into the ground. The ground in the woods was a lot looser than the ground in the unpaved streets. This felt a lot more natural. After a few minutes you reached a small open space, surrounded by large trees. You smiled at the small tree trunk in the middle of it.

This was one of your favourite training spots. It wasn't as busy as the other training grounds and when the sky was clear you had perfect view of the stars. When the sun was at its highest point you could still find shadows under the trees and the tree trunk in the middle was so sturdy it had faced all of your attacks without budging.

With a sigh you dropped down on the wet trunk and glanced up at the cloud filled sky. "I miss the time here with Rin" the words gave more gravity than your thoughts could. Biting your lip you stared at the soggy grass. "You were too kind for your own good" you whispered, Rin's face flashing before your eyes. "You wanted to save everyone, yet you didn't save yourself" your voice broke, tears filled your eyes. "I am so sorry for forgetting our times together" you whispered.

It was as if the silence surrounded your very being. The raindrops gave comforting taps on your back. "You are right" you whispered whipping away the tears mixed with raindrops. "I know you don't want me to stand still!" you exclaimed, your voice faltering midway. "I don't even understand why I'm thinking of you now. I could have thought about you at mount Nekono... I did, just not with this gravity" you sighed, "it's as if by seeing him every memory comes crashing down, one by one". You shook your head and stared at the drops on the grass. "I am one messed up undead" you sighed, "though I don't even know if I actually did die. Black outs and such" you excused to no one.

With a groan you threw your torso back, laying on the width of the trunk. Your head snapped to the side. "He did follow me..." you muttered softly, the vision of Kakashi moving through the trees. "So he remembers this place as well" that brought a small smile to your lips. Only you, Rin, Kakashi and Mi-chan knew about this place. Or at least saw this place as a secret spot.

As his figure appeared from the growth you turned your eyes skyward again. "Took you long enough" you huffed and you could nearly hear the roll of his eyes. He strode over to you and bent over your face, blocking the view and the rain. "(y/n)-" he started but you interrupted by putting a finger on his masked mouth. "I am sorry for exploding on you, I was unreasonable and-" you gasped as he gripped your wrist tightly and pinned it against the tree trunk. "(y/n) listen!" he snapped, his eye fierce. You blinked in surprise and stared at his expression which was slowly calming down. He silently pulled you into a sitting position and took a seat next to you. "I hoped you remembered this place" he spoke, "you always came here when you were upset".

You turned to him to see him facing the sky. "Whenever me or... Rin found you, you always smiled and shrugged it off. As if nothing happened" he had difficulty with bringing up Rin, the muscles of his jaw were tense. You silently waited for him to continue.

"Even now you are still the same as then. Never informing anyone about your plans, always acting rashly" he sighed, "but it looks like it's too much for both of us". Your stomach dropped. What does he mean, it's too much for both?

"Kakashi I-" you were stopped again as he squeezed your hand. "So, next time, don't bottle everything up. Don't keep everything to yourself" he loosened his grip and gave a small smile, "or am I not worthy of your rants?" amusement flickered across his eyes.

"I..." you looked down at your joined hands. With a deep breath you looked back up into his eyes. No hidden agendas, no lies, this man had always spoken the truth to you. Even with all your memories returned you found nothing that could even lead to a suspicion of betrayal. He helped you at your worst, so he deserved your best.

"I'm sorry for the events that has passed" you spoked softly, barely audible over the rain, "but I can't share everything with you".

His eyes widened and he obviously felt a mix of anger and sadness but you shut him up by talking again. "That's simply impossible since I'm bad at judging what's worth telling. So I'll promise, that whenever I'm going somewhere, or there is something I want to do, something I need to tell someone. I will tell you" you glanced up, watching the mixed feelings subside into satisfaction. "I'll take that" he chuckled and threw an arm over your shoulder.

A shudder ran over your spine as the wet clothes clung to your body even more at his touch. You looked up at him. "Am I forgiven for leaving you for... five days" you asked, remembering the time span the Hokage had said you were gone. "Only if you tell me what you have been doing over a cup of soup" he said as if he was actually considering not forgiving you. You shoved his shoulder playfully. "Deal" you chuckled and slid out of his grip, off the tree trunk. You turned on your heel and smiled at him. He gave you a helpless smile and slid off as well. "That will be a long cup of soup" you mused.

Kakashi chuckled and as he passed, his fingers entwined with yours. You looked down on your joined hands with a smile. "We have time" he spoke.

You hummed and walked besides him, enjoying the rain and the heat emanating from his body. It may sound odd to anyone else who saw you. But it wouldn't be so bad if tomorrow never came and this moment would last forever.

"- and then she scolded me because I mixed the wrong ingredients" you sighed stirring in the soup. Kakashi had been listening to your story without saying a word, but you could see that he wanted to ask something.

"Ask" you stated. He blinked and returned to look at his soup with half interest. "You speak of so many things. Did this all really happened in those five days?" he questioned, "and where is Mount Nekono?"

You blinked, the realisation dawning on you had you burst out laughing. Kakashi looked even more confused now. "I forgot to tell!" you exclaimed. You had told him about the arrival at mount Nekono and that all your memories had returned. He had looked guilty at that, but you saved your questions for later as well. You told him about your training and how much the masters had taught you. What you forgot to mention was the most important thing.

"Mount Nekono is another dimension, like where your dog summons come from. I travelled to that dimension with my Kekkei Genkei" you chuckled, the laughter dying down.

"Since when do you have a Kekkei Genkai?" he asked astonished.

"It's a Kekkei Genkei, I'm pretty sure it happens at birth" you retorted and put a big spoon of soup in your mouth. The herbs melting on your tongue had you nearly moaning. You had made the soup with the new knowledge of herbs and it paid off. Kakashi hadn't touched it yet though.

"Now that I think about it" you mused, "I don't know who my family is so it's pretty logic that you don't know. Neither did I for that matter" you put the spoon back into the bowl.

He gave solemn nod, "what does your Kekkei Genkai entail?" he asked curiously, the soup completely forgotten.

"It's a Dojutsu, like your sharingan. However the abilities are quite different, or the same. You know I don't know that much about the sharingan" you said thoughtfully, "Ah, but the abilities until now include a wide sensing range and traveling through dimensions by opening portals" you explained.

He frowned, "that's what happened when you suddenly disappeared right?" You nodded. "Then isn't it a dangerous thing to use? You were hospitalized in a critical condition" concern laced his voice. This time it didn't feel annoying, it felt comforting.

"Yeah. Master told me that the first jumps are the most dangerous. Right now I have practiced so much that I use just as much chakra as I use for a transformation jutsu" you smiled proudly. Kakashi looked sceptical, eyeing your attitude. But after a sigh a smile appeared, "as long as you don't repeat the first time".

"Promise" you smiled, "but I think I've told the most of it now" you mused, "so eat your soup before it is completely cold". Kakashi nodded and the moment you looked at your empty bowl, he had finished his bowl of soup. You frowned. "Why so sneaky? It's not like I haven't seen your face before" you purred while licking your lips seductively.

He audibly swallowed, "just habit". You chuckled and picked the bowls up to wash them.

"So all your memories are back?" he questioned, suddenly standing behind you. You hummed in response while scrubbing the pan with a sponge. "Everything?" he asked again.

"Yes, something you are worried about?" you mused looking over your shoulder at him.

His eye revealed the guilt he tried so hard to hide. "Something you did that you feel bad about?"

His head snapped up. Bull's eye.

"(y/n), you have to know that I didn't want to take advantage of you. I didn't even have that in mind. But, the moment I saw you in the Hokage office" he rubbed the back of his neck, "I couldn't believe my eyes....".

You put the pan down and turned completely to Kakashi. Your eyes white like fresh fallen snow glanced into his midnight black orb. "I thought I had a small second chance.. I didn't plan to do such things-" You placed your hands on his hips and kissed his chin, making him stop talking. "Kakashi, I don't think you took advantage of me. I wanted you then and I want you now. Memories or no" you chuckled. He looked down with an expression that told you he wasn't convinced. He really felt bad about having sex with you even though you weren't in a relationship before your accident.

"Okay, close your eyes" you smiled. He looked confused at you. "Just do it" you sighed. Reluctantly he closed his eyes. Your hand reached up and you pulled down his mask, pulled his headband off. Your lips found his in a sweet, loving kiss. "You know it's me right?" you mused pulling back. "Of course" he stated matter-of-factly.

"Even if you can't see me" you continued, "just like I didn't see you then".

He opened his eyes, obviously confused. "I technically saw you, but-" you took his hand in yours and put them on your heart. "I was blinded without my memories. Yet, I still wanted you" you whispered looking at his hand on your chest.

"You aren't making much sense..." Kakashi spoke. Your head snapped up with a glare. "Get it through your thick skull that I am content with how things went" you snapped. His head tilted back from your sudden outburst.

He sighed and gave you a helpless smile. "What am I going to do with you?"

"Let's rephrase that" you mused, your hand sneaking under his shirt and resting on his toned abs. "Shall I do you?"

He chuckled and wrapped his arms around your waist. "Will the little lady let me?"

"I'm sure if you don't call her little anymore she will" you huffed looking up at him. He kissed your forehead, creating little sparks through your skin. "That could be arranged" he mused. You squealed as he swept you off your feet and carried you off to the bedroom, princess style.

A yelp left your lips as you were thrown on the bed. You scrambled into a sitting position only to be pushed down by Kakashi who crawled on top of you. Your lips curled into a smirk as your arms wrapped around his neck, pulling him in for a deep kiss.

He groaned against your lips as your leg pushed against his groin. Your hands pulled at the collar of his shirt. A dark chuckle rippled from his body as he sat up, getting out of your grip. A grin appeared on his lips as his hands went to the rim off his shirt and he pulled it off. Your eyes roamed over his delicious body, something you could never see enough off.

With a growl you shot up and kissed him while your hands removed your own shirt. His callused hands ran over you bare back, causing shivers to run through your body. His hot breath caressed your skin as he kissed down your neck. A satisfied purr rolled over your tongue. Your hands reached up the back of his head and tugged at his hair, leading him further down. A low hum had his lips vibrating against your skin. Slowly traveling lower.

Smoothly he undid your pants and quickly got rid of it. Not soon after followed your underwear. You leaned up to get rid of the final piece. Your bra.

A yelp echoed through the room as he went down on you while you were still fumbling with the lock of your bra. Falling back on the bed you gripped the sheets as he worked his magic. His hands reaching up to roughly fondle your bare breasts. The room was filled with soft moans and ragged breaths.

With a frustrated groan you pulled him up on his hair, gaining a groan in return. "E-enough..." you breathed and pulled him back towards you, kissing him hotly.

His hands travelled down your belly, causing another round of shivers go over your body. His hands rested between your legs and it didn't take long for him to thrust inside. You groaned at the sudden entrance, looking up at him was hazy eyes.

His cheeks had a light flush, his breath was fastened. You could see the desire raging behind those eyes. You leaned in and bit his neck, your hands desperately clinging onto his torso, as if scared he would disappear into thin air. He groaned and kissed your neck sweetly, assuring you he was there and properly preparing you.

The foreign, yet familiar, object filled you up to the brim. A groan left your lips, not knowing it was from pain or pleasure. His breath became deeper. He grunted with restraint, wanting to give you the chance to adjust. You clasped onto his back and pulled yourself up, shifting your hips against his in the process. He moaned and glared at you. With a sheepish, teary eyes grin you looked at him. "Come on" you purred into his ear, "I'm tougher than you think" you playfully bit the shell of his ear.

Taking that as an okay Kakashi began to thrust inside of you, over and over again. Soon your moans mixed with his deeper ones. Your breath mingled in deep hungry kisses.

You cuddled deeper into the soft, yet firm, surface you were laying on. A low chuckle rippled through the surface and it had you groan in frustration. "5 more minutes" you muttered. A warm hand caressed your bare back. Like a cat your body moved up at the spot where the hand touched. Another chuckle vibrated through the surface and had your eyes slowly opening.

"Good morning" a croaky voice spoke. You glanced up and frowned. "Did I fall asleep in the middle?" you questioned, not remembering when you had fallen asleep. "More like, passed out" he mused, his fingers twirling with a lock of your hair. You grunted and buried your face into his chest. "I was just tired" you muttered into his warm skin.

He chuckled, "whatever you wish" he mused.

You laid on his chest for a long time. Just content laying like that. Hearing his heartbeat and feeling his chest rise and fall.

"How much I'd love to stay like this...." he sighed and you looked up.

"Prior appointment?" you questioned, propping yourself up on your arms. "Yes, the Chunin exams are approaching" he stated. You rolled off his chest and looked at him. "And? Your students are still young" you stated.

"I think they stand a chance" he said while sitting up. Your eyes travelled over his toned sides, down to his hips and his jewels. The sight had you bite your lip unconsciously. Kakashi glanced over and ruffled your hair. "That's no attitude for someone who passed out" he teased.

You glared up at him, "next time I'll make you pass out".

"I'll look forward to it" he mused and swept his legs of the side of the bed. He slowly began to go through the process of dressing himself. After a few minutes of watching him you stood up.

This you immediately regretted. As if your life depended on it you turned tail to the bathroom.

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