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VIKTOR

I can’t believe that place still haunts me…

I woke up from my bed this morning still feeling woozy and tired. I saw a glass of water on my bedside, this might be left behind by Aesop. I drank its content and looked back on what happened yesterday. I kind of feel bad for Edgar and Aesop. I became an inconvenience by letting them assist my sorry self...

Also Norton, he was there with me, I instinctively called him out for help and he--

Norton kissed me… This time those kisses are for me...

My forehead, my nose, my eyes, my cheeks, my jaw, my neck and my lips. I feel every inch of my body heating up and wanting more from just his kisses and his confession started ringing in my head

I love you, Viktor... I love you so much

Viktor, believe me...I love you...I love you so much...Please

Please, Don't go Viktor...I love you…

Ah! 

I can’t get it out of my head! 

I felt sincerity in his words but I was too messed up to come up with an answer, I still love him and I don’t want him to think I don’t anymore. This made me kissed him back. He looks sad and surprised by what I did. I don’t know what to say to his confession. Norton must have felt the same way when I confessed to him. I sighed exasperatedly.

Aesop looked at me worriedly, “You okay Viktor?”

SHOOT! I hadn't noticed. It was lunch break and I was eating with Aesop, apparently Eli has been absent for days now and if ever he did come back he was busy with work. I miss Eli and Aesop said he misses him too.

I’m sorry I was just thinking. I replied and gave Aesop a reassuring smile

“Oh, are you thinking about…” Aesop stopped. He must be considering if it’s alright to ask me about it. I chuckled and ruffled his hair, which surprises him. Aesop is really adorable when he’s surprise no wonder Eli likes Aesop a lot, I’m pretty sure they’ll be a cute couple.

I wrote in my pad and showed him. I’m sorry to worry you, to be honest I’m not comfortable talking about it yet because it was one of my childhood's traumatic experiences...but I trust you, Aesop. I will tell it to you some other time with Eli. 

“A traumatic childhood…” Aesop lower his gaze. He looks troubled by what I just said. I tilted my head to his view, he looked back at me with a sad smile, “Guess we’re the same, Viktor.” 

Does Aesop have a bad childhood too? Now that I think about it Aesop never liked the crowd just as I do but his reason is because they are loud and it gave him a headache. I remembered when hanging out with him, as much as possible Eli and I tried to avoid crowded places when we have lunch together because it gave Aesop migraine. We often take him to the clinic for this reason. I wanted to ask him but it seemed like it’s hard for him to talk about it too

We both tried changing topics to sway that heavy tension between while we take our lunch and I’m glad it worked. After a few chats, Aesop and I go back to our department.

ARF! ARF!

I patted my pup’s head. What a cute baby.

I was shocked to see Wick earlier this morning well and happy, he was here before I get in the office. I honestly panicked when I woke up and he's not there then I saw Norton’s message and it took me by surprise, it's been months since our last conversation through text.

Norton: Good Morning Viktor, I have your dog and we’re already at Oletus so you can come pick him up. Take care, Viktor [Read: 0733H]

I was happy that he took great care of Wick. It made me smile unconsciously and his kis--AH! Stop that Viktor! Forget about--Oh...It’s like deja vu. This is how I felt back then when drunk Norton kissed me. I subconsciously touch my lips, Norton’s lips were so soft pressing against mine. My face is burning hot right now and my heart feels like punching out of my chest. I can’t think straight anymore, I have to work to get these off of my mind and--

THUD!

Ouch! 

I always hit someone when I’m preoccupied with my thoughts. I even hurt my nose. I thought I hit a wall but instead I hit a strikingly handsome tall man wearing a white lab coat with sharp dandelion eyes and crimson dreadlocks. Oh, I never seen this man before during my visits in other departments. He turned to me with a worried look on his face

“Are you alright?” He extended his hand to me. I smiled and took it, he pulled me up and chuckled, “Sorry about that”

I shook my head and immediately write on my pad. No problem mister I wasn’t looking to where I was going too, sorry.

“All is well, no one is hurt. Well, take care.” He waved goodbye and I waved back as well, I was about to turn my heel when I heard a familiar voice from behind

“Uncle, Good morning.” 

“It’s already afternoon, kiddo!”

ARF! ARF! 

Wick took off and started running on the opposite side. WHA--Wick where are you going?! When I was about to fetch Wick, I whipped my head and saw Norton and the man I just bumped in seconds ago, talking to each other, Wick immediately jump around Norton, wagging his little furry tail

“Hey there buddy, how are you” Norton crouched and fondle Wick’s head, “You sure look very happy today, wheres Viktor?”

ARF! ARF! 

Wow. I'm so surprised Wick is bouncing around Norton happily. He never does that to any guy at all even me, only the ladies. I’m glad Wick liked him now, I remember Wick almost ripping Norton’s pants back then because he kissed me and wont let me go. That memory made me chuckle, people change just as animals do. Norton noticed my presence afterwards.

“Viktor! g-g-good morning…!” Norton blushed upon seeing me. I blinked a couple of times at him. I don’t know how to respond. I really love that beautiful look on his onyx eyes, his presence made my heart beat in a special way

“Uh…” I shifted my gaze, playing with the hem of my shirt, I have the same flustered face he have after all. 

The tall man look at us back and forth and snickered, “Oho, who is this person kiddo, is he your boyfriend?”

“Boyfriend!?” Norton retaliated with the same hue on his face

"Oho~ being blushy-blushy. So is he a crush then? HA HA HA! You're too old for that! Better level that up!"

"Ugh! Uncle just -! Haaaah.." He rubbed his palm on the back of his nape. He-- He didn't deny it! This made blush even more. 

WAIT WHAT?! Uncle!? I whipped my head towards the guy, looking at him from head to toe. I can’t believe I’m meeting another relative of his, he looked nothing like Norton though. My eyes fluttered a couple of times. They’re both handsome in their own unique ways, Must be some kind of Campbell Genes. 

“Viktor, remember the uncle I told you about during your stay at our house? The one who loves stars? That's him” Norton pointed out with his thumb at the tall man and he raised a brow at Norton

“You told him about me? How sweet kiddo. He really is your boyfriend then~” The tall man poked Norton’s cheeks.

“H-h-he...he’s--” Norton stuttered and swatted his Uncle’s hand away, he kept staring at me and his uncle anxiously before answering, his reactions are quite adorable. Norton let out a sharp breath and mumbled,“...He would be...soon...I guess...I--LOOK stop teasing me, Uncle--at least not here...geez...”

That took me by surprise I didn’t expect Norton to say something like that! What soon? It got my heart beating violently in my chest and I got all funny feeling in my tummy. His uncle let out a boisterous laugh

“In any case, let me introduce myself. I’m Luchino, pleased to meet you...Viktor?” Mr. Luchino smiled teasingly and winked at me

I immediately wrote in my pad and showed him. Pleased to meet you, I’m Viktor Granz, Mr. Luchino

“Why don't you call me Uncle as well since you’ll be my nephew’s future boyfriend” He chuckled, I blushed at his remark, “Oh yeah, my sister’s birthday, Norton’s mother will be held this saturday. Do you want to come?” 

Mr. Luchino changed the topic so fast and did he say his sister? So, he’s Norton’s moms brother. No wonder he speak to his heart's content, Norton’s family traits are so alike.

“That’s a great idea, I’m sure Mom, Dad and Nat will love to see you again Viktor” Norton suggested happily. I would love to see them again too. I nodded in agreement

“Great so…” Mr. Luchino turn to Norton, “Goodluck with your love life kiddo and see you this Saturday Viktor~”

Norton rolled his eyes at his uncle, Mr. Luchino then left me and Norton by the hallway. 

Well, this is super awkward. Both of us are taking small glances at each other. I want to say something but I’m too embarrassed of what just happened a while ago plus that kissed from last time is making my mind helluva. I have to think of something to say. 

Oh that's right! I have to thank Norton!

I wrote in my pad and tug his arm, he looked at me shyly. He’s still gorgeous as ever. 

I showed him what I wrote. Thank you for taking care of Wick, I’m really grateful for that and for taking care of me last time.

“Ah, It’s no problem, Wick is very special to you and you needed me...so…” Norton scratched the back of his head nervously,“I guess I’ll see you...uhm...this weekend then…” He looked like he wanted to ask something else, knowing Norton I know he wants to invite me to go together with him.

Want to go together? I scribbled

Norton’s beautiful onyx eyes dilate with my suggestion,“Really?” 

I nodded and scribbled again. It’ll be convenient for both of us if we went to your house together. I smiled and he smiled back

“Sure, well then are you--aching!”

Oh! He caught a cold. No wonder why his face is flushed today.

"Ah. Sorry about that, well then are you--"

“Mr. Campbell” Norton let out a heavy breath as he was distracted twice. A gorgeous lady called Norton and cut off his sentence. It’s Ms. Nair. As soon as she saw both of us she smiled curtly, “Mr. Campbell the documents that needs immediate approval is at your office now.”

“I see, thank you Vera. I’ll be right there.” 

I tug Norton’s arm again and showed him what I wrote. Goodluck and take care, Norton. Drink lots of water to help cure your cold. 

Norton’s cheeks was painted with deeper rosy hues now because of what he read, maybe it surprises him that I wrote Norton instead of Mr. Campbell this time? 

Hm?

He looks like he’s holding back his tears or is it just because of his flu? I chuckled and patted his back. He gave me one last smile and left.

For some reason seeing Norton today lifted a heavy burden in my heart. I’m really glad

****

The day is almost over. I was proactive today, My subordinates even noticed how lively I become, Ms. Michiko even gave me a candy

“Take this dear Viktor, I give this to my little son, Robbie when he does a good job at school.” Ms. Michiko giggled. I felt embarrassed about it, she treated me like his son. I’m so weirded out by my actions today

“Ms. Michiko, Mr. Hastur gave you these” Margaretha gave Ms. Michiko a bouquet of flowers and placed it at her desk. What a beautiful bouquet. I saw Ms. Michiko blushed while she hid behind her fan. I looked at Margaretha and she winked at me, dragging me by the side.

“You must be wondering about Ms. Michiko and Mr. Hastur’s relationship” Margaretha smirked at me. I am actually, I waited for Margaretha to explain,“Mr. Hastur is Ms. Michiko’s soon to be husband”

EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!????????????

Margaretha laughed at my reaction,“Unfortunately, their parents did not approve of their relationship when they were still in their teens so they got separated for a long time but they still love each other a lot so~ they still keep in touch with each other. Well, since Ms. Michiko’s parents are very traditional, she was supposed to be married to another man.. But she and Mr. Hastur eloped and lived together for several years out of her parent’s grasp. Even with a grandchild, they still won’t bless them, but I guess they have a change of heart now upon seeing how cute Robbie is~”

All these information Margaretha shared, gave me a major mind blown. I didn’t know they were a couple, both of them are very mysterious. Their love story is very adorable though, no wonder back at the orphanage when Naib performed I felt something special between the exchanges of those two, that’s because they’re in love. I giggled at that thought

After my work. I gathered all my valuables and a letter suddenly dropped underneath my documents. I wonder who could have sent this? Did I miss a delivery a while ago? I turn the envelope from the side and saw my name. A letter for me? It’s been a while since I got one, deja vu all over again.

I immediately opened the letter and read the contents.

Dear Mr. Postman,

Good Day to you, Thank you very much for your hard work as a liaison officer and keeping close tabs in the flow of our department's document. This was greatly appreciated. 

I would like to invite you this friday after work to get some coffee before heading out to Eversleeping town. I hope you are available. I would love to take you out on this fine café I know, if you are, would you give me your immediate reply.

I want to say more but I’m not used to talking in general and even in letters but ever since I met you, I feel like I want to talk more and associate more with people. This is better said in personal. I would like to thank you properly

Sincerely Yours,
Norton Campbell

END OF LETTER

Oh my! 

I remembered his first letter to me is something similar to this It really made my heart sing today, I was smiling and giggling so bad, I couldn’t contain it, It’s like it’s our first meeting again. I better reply--Wait...What’s wrong with me today!?

I feel so giddy.

I feel so excited

It’s like I’m falling in love with Norton all over again. My feelings for him confuses me so much.Well whatever, I better prepare for that fated day, It’s been a while since I last visited the Campbell’s residence, I missed them so much. I better think of something to give to them too.

BUZZ

Another message? It’s so weird how many messages I’m receiving today

Aesop: Hello Viktor, I’m sorry we can’t go home together today, I was invited to meet the CEO’s wife. I don’t know why but It must be urgent. Sorry again [Read: 1748H]

Oh, he was invited by the CEO’s wife, thats very surprising might be a promotion? Recognition?

Viktor: Your efforts must be recognized, Aesop! Congratulations in advance! [Sent:1750H]

Aesop: Hopefully. Anyways, take care on your way home Viktor and see you tomorrow [Read: 1750H]

Viktor: Take care too! [Sent: 1751H]

Okay! Time to give Norton my reply for friday and head home. 

NORTON

I woke up with a stuffy nose and itchy throat. Ah… I really caught a flu. I immediately look for Wick upon waking up to secure that the dog was fine. Oh. Wait. No need to look further. He actually slept by my side today. Maybe he got too cold in the sofa and snuggle with me to find warmth. This dog’s actions are really cute. He really is like his owner. 

As I saw his eyes fluttered open, I immediately scooped him up and cradle him like a baby.

“So how was your day being here with me baby Wick? Are you hungry? I’ll just make us some breakfast and prepare ourselves to go to work today” Am I for real? Baby talking a dog? This made me shrug my head. 

… Silence...

Right. As if the dog would reply to me right?

“Viktor…, your owner. I really love him but I can’t understand him. His actions confuses me. What am I supposed to do? Am I doing everything right?” I still continue asking him questions, silly me. Haaah… Morning thoughts Norton and you’re being gloomy…

Arrff…?

Oh. The pup is responding. He could really empathize with people, He is really like his owner. This made me smile.

“Oh! I need to text him that I’ll give you back to him today.” As I finished composing what I texted him, I slumped again in bed still cradling Wick in my arms. 

“I still don’t have the guts to see him today after what happened yesterday Wick. Sorry buddy, I could not give you back to him directly so I'll just drop you by the petting quarters. I still need to compose myself before actually meeting him”

And that’s where I am wrong.

I have the urge to stretch my legs as I’ve been on my table since I came back at the office.  That volunteering really stack up my work load. I was strolling down near the cafeteria and met my uncle there. It was actually rare for him to stroll around this area as he was almost cooped up inside his laboratory.

Upon greeting him, I saw this familiar little thing running towards me. Hmmm~ little Wick missed me already? This made me let out a chuckle. I quickly crouched down with open arms to greet this energetic fellow jumping excitedly around me and ask him questions he could not actually really answer. 

 As soon as I lifted my face to see who runs after little Wick… 

Ah.. I feel that the time has stopped as we locked each other’s eyes. 

It’s Viktor. He's such an angel..

My heart raced wildly in my chest as I saw that flustered reaction of his. Does he want to see me or he doesn't. This made me panic inside. My heart is actually not ready to face him. God. I'm acting like Eli around Aesop now. Being friends with that guy really did influence me. 

Ha. Ha. Ha.

And everything went crazy as my ever teasing uncle actually open up that boyfriend topic. This made the whole ambiance awkward. Well, he is not my boyfriend but he will be soon. I don't want to deny this fact. Not even in front of the person I love. I will work hard for it to make that happen. 

I just shrugged at how this uncle of mine is dense about these things. 

But I actually want to thank him for today. I don't really have the guts to invite Viktor to my mother's birthday by myself. If I fail, Nat would lash out at me. She really wanted to see Wick again and commanded me to escort them home safely. Now who is the elder one again? 

As uncle went out of his merry way, Viktor and I was left. Well, this is awkward. I can't say anything anymore now that it's just the two of us here. 

Thank you for taking care of Wick, I’m really grateful for that and for taking care of me last time.

He broke the ice. This made me shocked and happy at the same time. He is opening up to me again. This made me really happy that I can’t control my smile. Now...How could I ask him if he wants to go together with me this weekend. As I was getting enough strength to ask him about this, he flashed his pad again.

Want to go together?

Damn. Now I'm really grinning from ear to ear. Is this real? I have all my hopes up! This time I will take this chance to prove myself to Viktor. I agreed to his suggestion quickly. I'm glad he initiated it. 

I should have asked him out for a cup of coffee, just the two of us, if my cold didn't act up and Vera didn't call me urgently. Well, it was peak season and the release of market data are continuously flowing and we are working  in real time that needs to be monitored. Now I really hate how hectic my job is.

Goodluck and take care , Norton. Drink lots of water to help cure your cold. 

Damn. I want to jump to him and wrap him in an embrace. Him being like this let all my hopelessness fade away. As if I will easily surrender to make him mine? No. I will not! I feel something is pricking my eyes. Am I really getting teary over this? 

He really made me soft…

Well, I could just drop a letter to his office to ask him about it. This is making me feel giddy. It was like it's the first time I gave him a letter too. I hope he'll accept my invitation. 

Now time to drink a lot of water! I can't make him worry over this cold. 

<<SPECIAL>>
ELI

“FATHER! FATHER!”

I barged inside my father’s room frantically, talking in between gruff breath

What I see next punch me right in the gut. 

My father’s laying down on his bed, looking quite pale, thin and in pain. What in the world happened!? I burst out in tears as I rushed to his side, holding his hand tightly, My mother was sitting beside my father’s bed, she looked at me and was very aggravated 

“Eli, where in the world have you been? This late at night even” My mother scoffed at me, I slowly turned my eyes to face her, her anger painted on her face while crossing her arms waiting for my answer. I know my Mother never liked my behavior or any of the decisions I’m making because I’m a failure in her eyes, that son she wished she never had, “Are you not gonna talk?”

“I’m sorry…” I have no choice but to apologize. My mother gave me another glare. 

That look...I disappoint her again...

“When will you ever learn, Eli?” My mother scolded, slapping her hand on the table,“Your apology is not valid! I am asking you, where have you been? Where are you blundering off this time!?”

If I tell her where I went she’ll probably get even more furious than she already is, then again I couldn’t lie to her besides whatever I tell her the outcome will be the same, she’ll keep shouting at me. I heave a sigh, wiping my tears off of my face. I look at my sick father. 

I’m truly sorry Father, I can’t be someone you can be proud of...

I hung my head low and responded to my mother’s question without looking at her,“I was with my friends at work…” 

“Friends?” My mother questioned

“Yes, my friends at work…” I repeat

I heard my mother click her tongue and replied “You are there to work and not make friends of your future subordinates. I do not care if they’re from your workplace or anywhere else. If they are of no use for us, you should refrain yourself from associating yourself with those common folks. How many times do I have to tell you all of that over and over again, Eli!” My mother retaliated, she never did fancy me having common friends because all she cares about is someone’s value, their status, wealth or the power they hold. 

I don’t want that kind of friendship or relationship with anyone. That kind of thinking will get clouded by greed, those kinds of bonds have no genuity and loyalty and I don’t like that, not at all.

“Yes, but mother--”

“No more excuses from you, Eli Clark!”

“Mother, please listen…”

“This is your last request! Just look at your father, Eli! When you ever learn!?” My mother keeps on shouting at me while I begged,“I will be the one who decide on which path you will take this time. Your father spoiled you too much, allowing you to be this kind of person you are now, you are to be married to Lady Gertrude Finley and that is FINAL!”

“No!”

“Eli!”

“I won't! You can't make me!”

I slammed my fist on the table and rushed outside my father’s chamber, I heard my Mother continuously calling out to me.

I’m so selfish! 

I’m scared of my responsibility, 

I don’t want to marry someone I don’t love,

I’m not confident enough to make decisions for myself

I always cause trouble for everyone, I know myself very well that I’ll never be worthy, I’m never gonna be good enough, I’m never be anyone special to someone and no one will ever be proud of me! All these negative thoughts invading my mind. It’s so frustrating. Home never felt like one to me. It feels like a gilded cage. Only my father understands me. 

I was sobbing uncontrollably while I hastily walked down our hallway, passing some of our servants, they looked very worried and kept asking me If something was wrong, I bluntly ignored them. I’m sorry. 

I was on my way to my room until a serene voice called out my name,

“Eli…”

I stopped and pivot my head around, I saw a young lady with beautiful auburn hair and her gleaming hazel eyes fluttering under her long dark lashes, wearing a cream trench coat and a long blue dress underneath, in her hand she held a cane. It’s Helena Adams, the only daughter of the Adams family and engaged to the youngest son of the Desaulniers Household, Joseph.

“H-hey there lena…” I averted my eyes and started wiping my tears frantically. I don’t want her to see me in this sorry state

“What’s wrong? Are you crying, Eli?” Helena asked worriedly, walking close to me while she studied my expression. Her appearance suddenly turned despondent soon as she takes a clear view of me

“N-n-nope…!” I denied, trying to avoid her gaze.

Helena then walked past me, tapping her cane,“Come walk with me, Eli” She called while facing her back at me, I stare at her back and she spoke again,“Stacy is currently busy at the moment, I don't have anyone to accompany, Would you do the honor to escort me?”

“Oh...okay…”

I see no wonder Helena is alone

Stacy Goldrick, Helena’s attendant, her good friend and her stylist. Stace is more of her bodyguard than her attendant to be honest and quite a sharp tongue too.

I wonder why Helena is here, business trip? Perhaps Joseph is here too. They are engaged after all. I tried preoccupying my mind with positive things while we stroll around the gardens in silence. Helena noticed the gloomy tension between us and spoke

"You seemed to be distressed, Eli. Is this about Mr. Clark?"

Oh, she knows about father’s condition too. I need to let out some steam.

"Yes…"

"I see.” Helena smiled once again, her smile somehow eases my pain, she’s like a Mother figure, more of a mother than my own,“Do not worry much Eli, Mr. Clark is strong, He won't succumb to his illness"

"Yeah…" I’m replying with the dumbest and dullest answer to her, I don’t know how to cheer myself up in this situation and that’s all I can say. Her next question hit me hard again.

"I have a feeling that's not all you're worrying, Correct?"

"I think so…"

"Come sit with me, Eli." 

"Okay"

We both sit by in the middle of the garden, staring at the surrounding. I somehow manage to form a small smile on my face, It’s refreshing. It’s so calm and silent. No wonder Aesop likes these kind of serene atmosphere, It’s not bad once in a while. 

I actually appreciate the noise, the happy kind of noise. Silence is deafening and suffocating to me because I was always cooped up in my room surrounded by books and no one to play or interact with when I was young. I was home-schooled from early age up until I finished my masters at such an early age of 21. 

I wasn’t allowed outside the only interaction I have is with my teachers and servants. I couldn’t even get the affection I needed from my mother and my father, they’re always busy to accompany me. It was kind of sad. That’s why I’m so giddy now because this freedom helped me cope up with that lonely childhood I have.

“You don't seem to be the Eli I know, The usual cheery and cheeky and... hm…” Helena stopped and stare off the distance while she think and then turn her eyes towards me, “Spoiled brat I know”

"Heeeyyy!"

Helena giggled,“So, Mister Eli Clark, mind to tell me what's wrong?"

“It's just family stuff...”

“Responsibilities?” Helena’s sharp as a knife, I couldn’t escape might as well share, this is helena after all.

“Yes, I just--! I have to take the role of being the CEO and I don't think I can handle it, I'm not ready and I don't know if I'll ever be ready...I know I was being prepared since I was a child but...I'm still scared” I blurted it out.

“Eli…”

“I'm being forced to do something that I don't want to and not to mention I'm going to marry Gertrude!” I tugged my hair out of frustration

"From the Finley household?" Helena asked

“Yeah, seems like it's beneficial for the company to have an influential politician or whatever to keep a strong foundation"

“Such as the fate of our families”

True enough though, Helena’s marriage with Joseph was also arranged and she couldn’t say no and I have a strong feeling Joseph did not fancy marrying Helena. He only loves himself after all, If I’m selfish that idiot is narcissistic

“Isn't it sad for you, Lena?"

“Sad?" Helena tilted her head, she seemed quite perplexed at my question

“To be engaged to someone you don't even like?"

“You mean Joseph?”

“Yes”

"Not at all, I've always thought Joseph and I will be married someday and that I should keep in mind that I should love and support him as the Oletus Entertainment CEO someday"

Helena just accepted her fate because she thinks loving Joseph will help both of their families unfortunately that idiot never did fancy the engagement and just respect her because of the benefit his family will get from the Adams Household, It’s kind of sad. 

"What kind of purpose is that? That's awful, what about true love?"

"True love? I love Joseph"

"Is that really true, I've heard Claude, his older brother loves you Lena and Joseph is just an ass"

"Language Eli"

"Sorry."

I want to help Helena to love who she desires and to be loved in return, I guess my way of thinking is because I want to see that kind of love my grandmother and grandfather had.Sure, their marriage was also arranged by the Clark Household but my grandmother told me, grandfather was supposed to marry someone beneficial for the family. Since her family isn’t as powerful as the other household, grandfather still fought for grandmother and of course love wins in the end. 

How I want that kind of love someday. 

Unfortunately for me, Mother is too strict and to have that kind of mindset is impossible for her.

"You really don't like Joseph quite a lot do you?"

"Well, It's not like that…"

"Then what is it?"

"I just didn't like the fact that I'm always compared to him…"

"Compare? How? You're amazing yourself"

"Mother would beg to differ, Lena"

"Do tell me"

"Joseph was the perfect heir, he’s flawless in every way, wise, cunning and mature at such an early age. Back when we were young, I’m always compared to him.” I groaned,“It's like whatever I do isn't good enough...No matter how many accomplishments I've achieved, I'm never enough and I always disappoint everyone that's why I choose to let everything go...Im not worthy, not at all…"

It’s quite frustrating, It’s true that Joseph was a hard working person and he always gets praises from a lot of adults whereas I was never good enough. I’m always the one left behind because I have no confidence in what I do and I’m compared to him quite a lot and that’s why I stopped trying but my Father always tell me I was very special and was born gifted, he also told me that hard work beats talent. 

He said I rely on my talent and being born a natural genius too much that’s why I easily do things good but not better like Joseph. This made me just give up. Well, even if I did well, it's always Joseph they would admire. I'm just a mediocre. 

"That's not true, Eli"

"Don’t worry Lena, That's how I thought back then..."

"What about now?"

"My friends showed me something special"

"Special?"

That’s true though, If I never met these kinds of people, I will still doubt myself and I’m grateful for them, They are the people I want to treasure in my life and I will fight for them.

"Martha never gave up on me, she believed I’m worthy to be my father's heir, She do her best to put me on the right track. Norton helped me in the best way he can, even I was annoying him, he genuinely cares about me and at the same time have fun with me, the best big brother I could ever wish for. Viktor taught me the meaning of smiling through the pain and that even if I do have bad days I should always remember to smile because what’s important is that I get through it by the end of the day. Mike, Lucky William, and Naib supports my every decision, they trust and put their faith in me. Aesop…"

"Hm?"

"Well uh…"

"Hm?"

Darn, whenever I think of Aesop I go blank, his name made my heart thump in a special way. I hope he returns my feelings someday, I promise to cherish him

"He taught me a lot of things…"

"You're blushing Eli" Helena teased, I covered my face in embarrassment

“I like him so much--so...um….” I stammer

“What makes Aesop special, Eli?” Helena giggled

"Whenever I see Aesop...he’s very hard working, he never complains about the job he's given to him...He was always doing his best...He don't do things for praise or self satisfaction, he does those things because he loves what he's doing but some people can be an a**hole to him and make his job miserable. I aspire to be like him. And to add..I really love his smile…"

"Pfft" Helena snickered, Am I blurting out all my feelings for him again?

"What?"

“You're so in love, Eli. This Aesop guy must be quite special to make you praise him like that.”

“Yes, I’m head over heels for Aesop. He’s the silver haired guy back in the christmas party!” I interjected,“You know what Lena...”

“Hm?”

“Our conversation lifted a heavy burden in my heart, thank you so much!”

“Don’t mention it, Just keep believing in yourself, Eli. I’m sure those people you mentioned and myself included are cheering you on.”

I nodded in response, another voice rang inside the garden, calling out to Helena. We turned around to see her attendant, Stacy, she greeted us with a huge smile on her face

“Hello Eli, May I borrow Helena for a moment, something urgent came up that needs her presence” I nodded, Helena and Stacy left the vicinity immediately

All alone again, I guess I’ll just have to try again and make my father proud. I don’t want anyone to suffer because I was being selfish and I hope that my father recover soon

<<SPECIAL>>
MARTHA

After my shift, Ms. Elaine, the CEO’s wife invited me for lunch. It must be something very important if she’s asking me to report this early. I’ve heard the CEO collapsed due to fatigue, I hope it’s not life threatening. I pray for your swift recovery, Mr. Ellison. 

“Martha, I would like to ask if someone is influencing Eli to misbehave as he is now.” 

Well, that was quick. I didn’t expect Ms. Elaine to ask about her son not to mention

Someone influencing Mr. Clark?

If I recall, Mr. Campbell is doing well being Mr. Clark’s aid as a matter of fact, he’s helping him in various tasks, training Mr. Clark to be an aspiring CEO like his father and who knows even better, right? 

Viktor Granz, he’s been hanging out with Mr. Clark too, I can see him being a good influence, resilient and assist Mr. Clark when he needs it.

Mr. Carl, I am pretty sure he’s the best influence out of the two for Mr. Clark. I’ve checked his background already as per the CEO’s request. He’s quite mysterious so to say, A silent worker but I’ve seen all his records, he’s an excellent employee and Mr. Clark being attracted to this person is a good thing, if he manages to adapt Mr. Carl’s behavior towards his work, Actually I hope he adapts all of his friends work etiquettes, It’ll be very helpful and useful for him in the near future.

“He ran away a while ago when I scolded him regarding his arranged marriage”

“Marriage? With Lady Gertrude Finley?” I asked

I’m not surprise knowing that the Clark household has always been married to someone who’s influential and beneficial to the growth of their company, surely, Mr. Clark will meet the same fate whether he likes it or not

“Yes, that is why I was wondering if he have friends whose influencing him with this kind of attitude”

“As far as I know, Mr. Clark is quite industrious nowadays, he interacts with his people well and his relationship with them helped him grow as a rightful heir. If being influenced is something that concerns you, I assure you Ma’am all of the people surrounding Mr.Clark are excellent workers” I praised with a confident smile on my face

“Is that true...Martha? You’re not defending him are you?” Lady Elaine seemed to doubt my claims

“Not at all, Ma’am and this is based on my observation being his secretary for the past few months” I reply with assurance. It is true, Mr. Clark is doing very well in his work, Why would she doubts her son credibility so much?

“I see. That is all, Martha. You are dismissed”

“Thank you, Ma’am”

That was really quick, Lady Elaine sure wasn’t satisfied with my answers. When I left the premises I went straight to Oletus Entertainment for a business meeting.

****

Lady Elaine was quite agitated with Martha’s loyalty to Eli, she doubts Eli’s improvements. She called Daniel for assistance.

“Daniel, see to it that you knew who Eli associate himself with”

“M’lady, I’ve seen him a couple of times with Mr. Norton Campbell”

“Norton Campbell? I presume that is the employee my husband asks to be Eli’s aid. I can understand why he would be escorted by such a man. I’ve seen his records he is quite an excellent employee, I do not mind him spending his time with Eli for work purposes only” Lady Elaine sat down and take a sip of her oolong tea

Daniel laid out a list of resume and photos of Eli and his company in front of  Lady Elaine,“There are two more people M’lady that the young master is close with”

“And who might that be?” Lady Elaine skimmed through the documents in her table, batting her eyes towards it

“Mr. Viktor Granz from the communication and networking department, Liaison Officer and Mr. Aesop Carl from the Auditing Department, an Auditor”

“Oh? What are their backgrounds?”

“Mr. Granz has been hired recently in our company, his former job as a Postman at the Post office went bankrupt”

“I’m quite surprised he got in, Is he even qualified?”

“Yes, he passed all of the interviews and examinations.” Daniel explained, he shifted to the next documents in his hand“Mr. Carl, I noticed the young master act so differently towards him”

“Different how?” Daniel’s claim piqued Lady Elaine’s interest 

“Like he’s attracted to him” He continued

“Attracted?” Lady Elaine raised a brow at him

“Yes, I’ve been observing him quite a while, he often tells me stories of Mr. Carl and he’s quite fond of him M’lady”

“Ah, I see now. No wonder he's so persistent to decline Lady Gertrude’s proposal because of this person.” Lady Elaine held her head high and stared at Daniel pompously, “Daniel, invite Mr. Carl at dinner later, I wish to speak with him, I believe it's time to let Eli know where his priorities should lie”

“As you wish M’lady”

<<SPECIAL>>
WILLIAM

Those endless advertisements, commercials, TV shows are giving me so much headache. When will I be able to play the football I love!? I groaned and head towards my room when all of a sudden I spotted Martha, I dash towards her and to my surprise she passed through me

What a surprise!

“Martha! You’re not going to greet me?” I exclaimed

Martha stopped and turned to me blinking a couple of times, she looks perplexed. I wonder what’s wrong,“Oh Will, I’m sorry. I’m a little bit busy at the moment”

“Busy huh? You can't fool me, you look out of it, What’s up?” I crossed my arms and blocked Martha to where she was going, she knows how persistent I am and besides it’s my first time seeing her look troubled like that,“You don’t have to tell me everything, Just get it out your system”

She smiled. There you go, Mike is right she really is charming when she smiles. Dammit! I regret not complimenting her beauty back at the party,“Thanks Will but don’t worry I trust you out of all people”

“T-thank you…” Wow, her words made me flustered. I scratched my head nervously,“You don't have to tell me if it's confidential but please do rely on me” 

“Will, I really appreciate your help today and yes, It is quite confidential but seeing you concern about me really improved my state, Thank you too.” Martha giggled. WOAH! What’s this cute reactions my tomboy best friend is giving me today, my heart is thumping so loud.

“Martha, I wanted to tell you something, I don’t know if it’s the right time to say this but--” Come on, William! Remember Lucky’s tips on how to confess to someone! Take a deep breath, Recollect your feelings and your thoughts and tell her how you honestly feel, “Martha, I li--”

My confession was interrupted by a sudden call from behind, “Ms. Behamfil, forgive my intrusion, the director wants to speak with you, It’s regarding last year’s revenue.”

AWW COME ON MAN!

“Alright, tell him I’ll be right there, Thank you” Martha turn to me with a soft smile on her face,“What is it you want to tell me?”

I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO SAY NOW!

“N-nothing...I’ll tell it to you some other time”

I FREAKING GATHERED MY COURAGE FOR THAT! I sighed

“Okay, See you around Will”

TRY AGAIN…!

Martha was about to leave when I took hold of her arm,“Wait!”

“Yes?” She glances at me confusedly

“Martha, I’m always here for you, watching you and...and ...I will protect you so...Please, never think you’re alone, You can always run to me, I will always find a way to come to you” I looked deep in her alluring caramel eyes, It’s not a direct confession but I hope she take a hint. I saw her eyes glow and her cheeks turned pink. Did she get what I was trying to say?

“Thank you Will, I’m here for you too” Martha removed my hand and caressed my face before leaving.

I’m so petrified by her sweet gesture. It doesn’t matter that I didn’t confess today, I will try again next time. I touch that cheek Martha held, It felt so warm and loving.

<<SPECIAL>>
AESOP

Today I received a letter from the CEO’s wife, I was quite shocked that I’m invited for dinner after my shift.

I was escorted to travel to their estate. I still have doubts as to why I would be invited in a short notice even if Viktor told me that my efforts might have been noticed by the company and that it reached the higher ups. It still is very odd to compromise. I felt quite uneasy.

I was assisted by this butler named, Daniel, to Lady Elaine’s office as I went inside, I saw a woman in her 50’s wearing extravagant vivid coat red dress graced with gold floral embroidery, her sapphire eyes shone beautifully and her brunette hair is neatly tied into a bun. It’s my first time meeting the CEO’s wife, she looks dazzling for a woman of her age. I stand across the table and greeted her with a smile.

“Good Evening, Lady Elaine.” I curtsy,“I’m Aesop Carl, It’s an honor to finally meet you”

“Likewise, child. Please sit down”

I politely obliged. It was so strange that I’m feeling a heavy tension between us, She bore her eyes to me while sipping her fine tea, I took small glances at her as I wait for her to speak up

“Let’s get to the point, shall we?”

The point? I was confused by her tone, she seemed agitated? I haven’t even done anything for her yet to become so callous of me

“Mr. Carl, Do you know Eli Clark?”

Eli? 

Why are we talking about Eli? Well, I know Eli of course, he’s my dorky friend so I nodded at her question and watch her expression it’s quite unexplainable. I wondered why? 

“I see, do you know who he is, Mr. Carl?” Another odd question, I just stared at her confusedly, she noticed my reaction and gave me a smile,“I believe you don’t know his identity, Mr. Carl, with that reaction of yours.” She sipped another tea

“I...I don’t understand why are we talking about Eli like this Ma’am, Not to be rude with my question” I asked

“Eli?” Lady Elaine snickered and turned to me with a sour expression on her face. Did I say something offending? She crossed her arms, firmly glaring at me,“That’s quite surprising, Eli did not tell you of his identity and for you to call him by his first name, He must be quite fond of you, Mr. Carl and want you to treat him casually, I’m sure if you knew who he was, you would show him respect nonetheless you won't associate yourself with him anymore.”

“Pardon?”

“Eli Clark is the heir of the Oletus Inc and my son.”

That declaration had me shocked, I was taken aback. Wait, Eli is the son of the CEO and he didn’t tell me? I mean, there's nothing wrong with keeping it, there must be a plausible explanation why he kept it. I knew the CEO had a son but I never expected it was Eli, now looking at Lady Elaine, I knew I had this gut feeling she resembles Eli when I first entered her office but I dismiss that thought right away.

“I see…” I replied simply

“The reason I invite you tonight Mr. Carl is I want to ask you stay away from my son”

“Excuse me?”

“You are being a hindrance to his growth and he is already betrothed to a fine young lady I arranged for him to marry. This is an order not a request” 

A hindrance!? Now I’m kind of pissed, how am I being a hindrance to Eli? I don’t even do anything to make him do something so reckless. And he is betrothed? Why am I feeling something just punched me in my gut. 

I instinctively shoot eye daggers at her, she immediately noticed my distaste because of what she said but continue to mock me anyway

“I am saying that your very existence is a nuisance for the future heir of Oletus Inc, Eli’s benevolence and rebellion against our will is causing nothing but trouble and I assume that you have heightened his will to defy us, that is why I’m asking you as early as now and as polite as I can be, Stay away from Eli”

My face is twitching from annoyance of what I’m hearing right now. Is she even hearing what she’s saying at all? I couldn’t mutter a single sentence out of irritation, I don’t want to be rude to her. I’m clenching my fist tight so I won't throw any sarcastic remarks, she is still the wife of the CEO, I still have an ounce of respect for her.

“Are you not going to say anything at all, Mr. Carl? Eli needs to be disciplined and one way to do that is break all his communication with people who won't benefit him good for this family, especially you”

Okay that’s it!

“Eli is not your puppet”

“Pardon!?”

“I said, Eli is NOT your puppet, just because he is your son and he’s the next heir doesn’t mean you get to control him”

“How dare you!”

“You want to hear my answer Lady Elaine, I won't stay away from your son and that’s final, You should take into consideration your son’s happiness otherwise you’ll lose your one and only heir, I don’t know where’d you get those assumptions and ideas of me being a hindrance to your son’s growth but let me remind you, I was one of the reasons, your son is doing his best right now”

I just want to slap Eli’s mother some sense. Lady Elaine’s face is beet red from all my direct response, I don’t want to back out just because she’s the wife of the CEO, she’s mocking me quite a lot and it’s been quite a while since I last refuse someone strongly like this. It’s lifting a heavy burden on my shoulder, I actually felt empowered

“No wonder Eli is this rebellious because of you!” Lady Elaine shot up from her seat and exclaimed

“Don’t point fingers to others because of your own fault Ma’am, there must be a reason behind why your son is acting like that. Why he is not listening to you and whatnots. I won’t pry in your family business for that matter but I just want to tell you, I am NOT staying away from Eli” I retorted, I wasn't holding anything back and I'm surprised myself. Where am I even pulling all this strength from?

“So that's how it is. I couldn't have a way with words to you but maybe this would help. I'm going to offer you a lifetime education and insurance for that person who’s living with you”

“What?” These Clark's sure loves bribing people. And they even know I have a child living with me. That's it. She already did a background check. 

“I’m sure this will be beneficial for you, the Clark household will be your benefactor and you won't spend a single penny for his future” She held her head high, forming an antagonistic smirk. I can’t believe she’s bringing him up in our conversation, I’m so agitated,“What do you say, Mr. Carl in exchange for his secured future, you just need to stay away from Eli and break all communication with him”

“I don’t need it.” I strongly refused. 

“You couldn’t possibly refuse this, this is a one time opportunity” She looked disappointed. She must be expecting that I will bite that hook right away.

“I can raise Aidan on my own and I don't need anyone's help, Good Night, Lady Elaine”

With that I left her office without looking back. Who does she think she is? Bribing me using Aidan, I can work my butt off for his future. I don’t need her help or anyone else's.

“He is already betrothed to a fine young lady I arranged for him to marry.”

Those words Lady Elaine spoke of. Eli is going to be married to someone, made a strong painful tug in my heart. It’s strange. I suddenly remembered the last conversation my sister and I shared before she left…

~~~

“I don’t think I’ll ever fall in love, Aelia.” I told my sister while she’s busy cutting the vegetables, she turned to me with a huge grin on her face.

“Sure you can, Everyone in this world are born to love and be loved” She patted and ruffled my silver hair

“I don’t feel any of those, I’m weird” I shook my head at her in dismay and pouted

“You just haven’t found that person who will make your heart beat in a special way yet” She interjected while poking my nose with her index finger,"When you meet this person your whole life will change forever”

I rolled my eyes at her and chuckled,“What a fairy tale”

“Nuh uh, It’s true Aesop” She pinched my cheeks while shaking my head

“Okay then, Explain it to me” 

“Let’s see here.” She lets go of my cheeks go and fidget her fingers in her chin,“When you’re with that person, you feel warm and happy inside, you feel protected and loved. Whenever you’re with that person all the things you don’t like will suddenly vanish for example in your case, you don’t like loud people, right?”

“Pfft, yeah. They give me a headache…” I chuckled, that’s true though, loud people are annoying and deafening, I don’t know why people get excited and shout a lot, they give me chills.

“Well, fear not Aesop when you’re in love you will love the noise your special person is making, in fact you'll actually miss it if you couldn't hear it. Also, whenever you look at that person, your eyes we're glue in their beautiful eyes, it’s like they’re luring in and you’ll feel your whole world would stop”

“Isn’t that scary???” I cringed

“No, It’s not you silly boy!” She giggled,“Lastly, whenever that special person is away, sad or stressed, you miss them so much, you want them to share their loneliness with you and you just want to give them a big hug so they will never ever feel that they’re alone. You’ll sacrifice everything in the name of love but it'll be worth it if you find the right one for you!”

“Oh…” I nodded but honestly it's so complicated, I still don’t get it

“It’s okay to fall deeply in love, Aesop… You can’t control how you feel for someone but let me tell you this, When that person smile at you, their eyes are focused on you, read between the lines how much they sacrificed for you, listen closely to your heart and there you will know, that person is the one for you. Love will change your life, forever.”

~~~~

Love will change my life. Now that I remember what my sister told me back then…

All these emotions swirling inside my heart and confusing me all the time

These lingering feelings inside of me that I kept ignoring 

The loneliness I felt when I heard he’s betrothed

Those moments I share with Eli

Am I in love with Eli all along…?

I guess I really am.

<<SPECIAL>>
ELI

It's another day and I smile to forget what took place yesterday. I quickly visited my father to check his condition. It was a good thing he was stable for now. I hope he continues to get well… I want to make it up to him, I know I'm too much to handle. Well, today is another day! Let's be positive!

Saturday.

Today was the day I would meet with Aesop. I was so excited treating him, bless my pushy personality and I'm also thankful to Norton for being super supportive.

Norton sure was happy for me and I'm happy for him as well! I'm glad Viktor was close to his family. I see the gleam on his face while telling me things that Viktor is finally opening up to him again.They came together in his house yesterday.

This could be Norton's chance to make it up with Viktor and snatch his heart again. These thoughts made me giggle. I’m glad he have the guts this time to try again. I guess my persistence is getting to him now~

Well as for me, I have so many things to think about, especially my responsibility and the burden that goes along with it due to my father’s sickness, I--Stop it Eli, Dad is going to be okay, believe in him!

I gotta sway all these negativities in my head, I should be thankful at least I was given an opportunity to date with my dear Aesop but the problem lies with him bringing another friend along. Who might it be? This is making me anxious. I need to text Aesop that I'm here already

I immediately texted him that I was waiting in front of his house. I think I arrived too early. 

Eli: Mornin~ Aesop! I'm already outside your house! [Sent: 0918H]

Aesop: You're so early Eli. [Read: 0918H]

"Wow, He's already awake!"

Eli: YEAHHHH! I'm excited!!! Are you and your friend ready??? [Sent: 0919H]

Aesop: I hope you're as punctual and excited when it comes to your work as well and yes we're ready. [Read: 0920H]

I waited outside while playing with my steering wheel. After a few moments, I saw Aesop’s silhouette and as I did I saw him talking to someone, I tried leaning closer to my window pane to get a clearer view of the person he’s with. I can’t clearly see who it is.

The darn tree is covering them!

Aesop noticed my presence and waved at me, walking towards my car, Now that he’s closing in

I was surprised. A little guy with silver hair, sapphire eyes, wearing a cute little beige jumper pop out from behind him. he’s so cute, a little chubby too. I look at Aesop and that little guy back and forth, I blinked a couple of times, confused and baffled what I’m seeing right now.

WAIT! WHAAAAAAT!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? 

Is Aesop married!? Is he a single parent!? Why does he have a kid!?

No, No, No. There has to be some sort of mistake, I saw his resume, he was single and he doesn’t have a spouse or any children either. Aesop noticed my confusion and looked at the little guy. 

Aesop snickered, Why is that?

The little guy looked at me shyly and whispered to Aesop but it was loud for me to hear, “Is he daddy?”

D-d-d-daddy!? 

Aesop looked at me, My face was burning red, he seemed very amused with my reaction and told the little guy,“Yes, he is, Aidan”

The little guy’s eyes sparkle with Aesop’s declaration, my mouth was wide agape I couldn’t find any words to say. Aesop just kept on giggling, guess I look so stupid right now if he’s laughing a lot. I was way too confused about this date and … daddy!? Aesop then patted the little boy’s head

“May we come in now, Eli? and Good morning too”

"Go..good morning, da..daddy.." AHHHHH! Too cute. Daddy??? this little kid is making me flustered!

“U-Uh ...y-ye...yeah! Go.Good Morning!” I choked, I heard another giggle from Aesop. He is so cute like that little boy. 

Aesop and the little boy sat by the passenger’s seat, I look at the both of them through my rear mirror. While Aesop is busy assisting the little boy, locking his seatbelt on. The little guy fix his gaze on me with that same sparkle he have in his eyes a while ago, I smiled at him.

We were all silent as I drove off to the place I told Aesop about, Dessert Place Museum. I heard the little guy snore from the back, When the stop signal appeared, I turn to Aesop 

“Wait Aesop! DADDY?! Am I invited here to be someone’s father! I’m not ready yet!” I exclaimed looking at Aesop, he tilted his head at my reaction. Luckily the little guy is deep asleep and didn't bother waking up to my sound

“Hm, Who knows” Aesop replied simply

“HUWAAHHH!? W-wait--Ah! I-I-I-I don’t--AH!” 

Aesop chuckled at my reactions and gave me a smile, “Calm down, Eli that was just a joke”

“Eh? I’m confused uh…”

“Aidan is my nephew”

Oh~ This guy is his nephew no wonder they look alike, he looks so adorable like Aesop. 

“Uhm, Eli…

HONK! HONK! HONK!

“Ah, Shoot! Sorry! Sorry!” I start the engine and drive again, I didn’t notice the signal was green already. I continue asking Aesop some couple of questions, taking a glimpse of him through my rear mirror, “So you’re not yet married?”

“Married? I told you I don’t want to be in a relationship it's too complicated, so marriage is beyond me."

“You’re not a single parent or this boy’s father?”

“No. Didn’t you hear what I just said, he’s my nephew”

“Sorry, Sorry, I’m just surprised…”

“Aidan is my older sister’s son”

“Ohh...Okay. Where is your sister now?”

“She passed away 7 years ago"

“Wha...I’m sorry that was insensitive of me…”

“That’s okay, I don’t mind that was a long time ago”

“So, you’re taking care of him in her stead? How about his dad?"

“He left my sister as soon as she found out she was pregnant with his child”

This is getting awkward. My questions are being rude minute by minute. Aesop saw my uneasiness because I kept fidgeting my fingers. I'm sweating as well. I was being preoccupied by my thoughts when he gently took hold of my shoulders. I flinched. I didn't expect him to do that. I felt a faint blush creep on my cheeks

“It’s okay, Eli. It was in the past.” Aesop smiled, “Besides I didn’t ask you to hang out with us to share about our life, we’re here to enjoy”

"I kind of want to hear more though” I shyly replied

“Some other time then” Aesop cut me off, leaning back to seat

“Pretty please~” I gave him my puppy dog eyes, “I want to know more about you”

“Fine” Aesop groaned, he took a breath and spoke,“I’m taking care of a seven year old boy that my deceased sister left of me because of his father being an irresponsible human being and now he wants Aidan’s custody because his wife that he choose over my sister could not bear a child. And of course I’ll fight for it but I got a weak card to play since I’m not really Aidan’s father and I also have my licensure exam which I failed four times already to worry about. Juggling so many things is a big challenge for me but I’m thankful I’m working at Oletus Inc, It helps me financially and it gave me and Aidan a good lifestyle. Happy now Eli? No more questions okay”

Wow, I didn’t expect Aesop to share everything in one go, he was speaking so fast too, I don’t even know what to say.

“I said too much, don’t I? I was going to tell you something important today too, It's about--” 

“I want to help” Aesop raised a brow at me when I cut him off,“I will help you with your licensure exam”

“You know you can't do that right? You’re not even an accounting major to begin with” 

“No, No, I will ask someone to tutor you”

“That's too expensive Eli besides my salary is enough for me and Aidan’s livelihood”

“Don’t worry about the financial stuff”

“Eli, I don't need anyone's help, I assure you I can help myself”

“Think about it Aesop if you get your own license, you can be promoted in a much higher position plus you can also help this small family of yours big time, it's a win-win for you!”

“I don't want to be indebted Eli”

“You won't be”

“No thank you” I sighed. Aesop persistence knows no boundaries. Heck, Who am I to talk? I'm as persistent as he is. I'll just think that this is some kind of business negotiation and I need to make my client agree to my terms!

I can't believe spending my time working as a sub for my father will be this useful especially the negotiation skills, I acquire.

“Okay! Since you’re so stubborn! how about you pay me back when you get your license, sounds good?”

“How exactly?” 

“Not money, how about a date?”

“A date!?”

“Yeap, when you pass, take me on a date, treat me here and there, and this time just the two of us and don’t worry I will let my butler take care of Aidan for you!”

"Isn't this supposed to be the other way around? I’m the one who took the exam and passed yet I get to treat you?” Aesop chuckled

“AH! You’re so complicated, how about we take each other on a date then!" I exclaimed, I heard him snort at my suggestion “Sounds good?”

“Okay, We’ll take each other on a date” He agreed, Woah! I'm getting good at this negotiation thing.

“Great! And as for Aidan’s custody…” I pondered ways to help him with his nephew

“Its okay Eli--”

“How about we adopt Aidan?” I asked with a big toothy grin on my face, I know it's not the best of decisions but heck! It seemed so fun plus it might lift some burden for Aesop

“What!? Are you out of your mind!?” As usual Aesop scold me for my reckless ideas

“Think about it, Aesop! If we adopt Aidan, you have a stronger right for his custody than his jackass father!”

“No, No, No, I’m not worried about that! Why does it have to be US!?”

“Because Aesop Carl, Aidan can’t have only one person to be his parent, it has to be the two of us! Cool, right?” Wait--what??? I hope Aesop didn't think something out of it. He might me weirded out. 

“Eli you’re an idiot. You know adoption does not work like that.” Okay. He was weirded out. Another stop sign, I arched my back and look at him and I'm not gonna give up the idea.“That’s not going to be easy”. He shrugged his head.

"Wait! Wait! You misunderstood me. I mean you can adopt him legally on paper, but I would help Aidan out as a Godparent... YES! A godparent...We... No... ma...marriage involve ehehehe-"

"Eli you're an idiot."

“Trust me! I can handle this! We can even bring Aidan to a good school and he can also work in Oletus Inc someday plus I’m confident that I can give him a good position while working at Oletus Inc, he has a bright future ahead of him~” I gave him a big thumbs up matching with my charming smile

“Because you’re the CEO’s son?” Aesop glare at me, my eyes were wide in shock

“WHAT!?” This is the biggest surprise today, how did he know!? I'm pretty sure my friends wouldn't tell a soul, otherwise I'll be upset if they do. 

“Eli, I was going to tell this to you today”

“H-h-how… did….you...”

“Your mother asked for an audience with me”

“SHE WHAT!?” My mother asked him, how did my mother know about Aesop?

“She asked me to stay away from you” 

“Why would, Ugh, Mother! I’m so sorry you have to--”

“I said no and tell her off. I tell her you’re not her puppet and you can make your own decision, so on and so forth” 

“You did!? Wait--You refused her?! And you tell her off!?”

“Uh, Yeah that’s what I just said. She even bribed a brighter future for Aidan which I bluntly refused” Like Mother, Like son. I can't believe Mother and I thought of ways to help Aesop but with different motives, for her this was a bribe to keep Aesop away from me and for me because I like Aesop, to make him happy

“My goodness Aesop! You’re amazing!” I praised him, I can't believe Aesop would say no, nonetheless I know how intimidating Mother can be

“Not really I just--”

“I’m glad she didn’t do anything bad to you…”

“She won't, dont worry and besides I won't let anyone hurt me, Aidan or any of my friends especially you” Aesop smiled at me

“T-thank you…” Huwah! This side of Aesop is giving me a heart attack. He's too smooth. I'm falling for him all over again

Desert Place Museum

Well, this place looks so promising. It looks like a playground for kids though, from the colors and deserts designery. I hope Aesop won't be too awkward visiting places like this knowing him he wouldn't like these kind of childish places but since he has his nephew with him, he might just force himself to accompany little Aidan and just watch him play

I was wrong

I look at Aesop with the same captivated look Aidan wore looking at the place. Does he fancy these places? I was quite surprised to see another side of him. All his reaction he’s showing today makes me want to cuddle him. I was grinning just by looking at him, Aesop took notice of me and covered his face in an instant

Aww is he embarrassed?

“Uhm...L-lets go…” Aesop stuttered while dashing towards the entrance, dragging Aidan with him. They look cute together. I tail them both from behind

While walking around the place, I was once again surprised. Aesop brought DSLR and starts taking pictures, He's even letting Aidan and I pose for him, he looks so captivating holding that camera with that stern feature on his face while taking shots. Aesop turn his head towards me, I shyly look away and heard a clicking sound with a flash

“Huh?”

“Oh, what a nice shot” Aesop spoke while staring at his camera

“May I take a look?" I walk up to Aesop and leaned close to him

“Here” Aesop showed me the shot he took of me, while having my eyes fixed on his camera, I saw him from the corner of my eye, earnestly staring at me with his beautiful silver eyes, I instinctively shift my gaze at him

THUMP

That look on his eyes, made my heart drum loudly in my chest. He looks like he’s staring at me lovingly or is it just me? I can’t seem to calm my heart, being so close to Aesop like this made me wonder if he ever feels the same way as I do. 

Aesop’s lips curved into a smile. I smiled back at him. I can’t believe this is happening, we’re both glued to each others eyes, I feel like the time had stopped and everyone had vanished.

“Aesop!” The little silver haired guy called, breaking our momentum. Aesop quickly acknowledge him

“Yes?”

“Lookie! I got chocolates!” 

“Woah! You got pralines! Ferrero too! No way is this lindt!” Aesop exclaimed, taking all the sweets from little Aidan’s loot bag. Aesop sure knows lots about chocolates, his eyes glowed in excitement, he looks like a little kid right now with that big grin on his face, he keeps giggling too. This aesop is way too cute!

“Do you love chocolates, Aesop?” I asked curiously

I saw Aesop flinched, his fair cheeks were painted in rosy hues, his ears were bright red as he immediately shove the sweets inside Aidan’s loot bag.

Pfft. So adorable

“Y-yeah...sorry about that...It was weird…”

“Nah, I love chocolates too!”

“YOU DO!?” Aesop whipped his head in an instant, those eyes again. He looks so innocent. The way he’s excited about the sweets. I can't help but to get flustered by his reactions

“Y-y-yeah!” Now it's my turn to be embarrassed, “My father always give me chocolates as a present when I was young, different kinds from the places he visited if you want I can let you taste all of them”

“You would?” Aesop smiled,“Thank you, Eli!” My goodness! Why is he acting cutesy like this!? He’s going to kill me!

Aesop and Aidan prances happily while we walk around the museum, we also bought lots of sweets, from croissant, cakes, candies. I’m way too shocked how many sweets Aesop is putting in his cart. Darn, If only I knew he loved all these, I would buy him the entire museum. 

We finally reached the counter to pay for the sweets, I was about to pay for him but Aesop grabbed my hand and stopped me for handing my credit card to the cashier, I look at him dumbfoundedly

“I will pay these, It’s mine anyway”

I shook his hand away, “No can do, remember I’m here to treat you?”

“But this is too much, Eli. I can pay--”

“Aesop”

“What?”

“Let me”

I gave him a soft smile, he blushed and nodded. After that I took all the bags in his hand, he tried to grab it again

“You’ve been helping a lot let me--”

“I’ll carry all of these. Just take care of Aidan, he looks sleepy too”

“Uhm…” Aesop turn to Aidan, the little guy was staggering while rubbing his eyes and yawning. Aesop carried him in his arms, while Aidan rested in his shoulders and hummed to put him to sleep.“T-thank you...Eli…”

“No problem”

There was a silence between us as we head towards my car. I looked at our reflection by the glass. 
We three look cute together, like a family. 

I chuckled, Aesop turn to me with a perplexed expression on his face, “What's so funny Eli?”

“Look at our reflection”

“What about it?” Aesop turn to my view

“We look like a happy family, don't we?”

“Whaaaa!?”

“Shh, You might wake Aidan” I chuckled again,“Its was just a joke” And we continued walking

“We really do” Aesop mumbled, I averted my gaze at him,“A happy family”

I was so baffled, I didn't expect Aesop to agree, I was so flustered and he was too. My heart is ready to jump out of my chest not to mention Aesop blushing made me go blank. 

I wonder if we share the same feelings for each other. I want to ask him or confessed but everytime I do, I whimpered and back out. If that keeps happening then I won't be able to tell him how I feel.

It sucks to be me

I drove both of them home, apparently I won't be able to say goodbye to Aidan because he was fast asleep. I escorted Aesop and Aidan, carrying all their groceries inside their home, when I was about to leave, I look back and smiled at Aesop

“Thank you, Eli for today and…” Aesop showed Aidan to me,“...Go on and give him a goodnight kiss for sweet dreams”

“Sweet dreams?” I asked

“Yes, that's what our parents tell me and my sister back then, give someone a kiss on the forehead to give them sweet dreams”

“Wow, Okay!” I kissed Aidan’s forehead, he turned a little, Aesop giggled, tucking Aidan close to his chest again.

I look at Aesop. I bit my lip and balled my fist.

You can do this Eli!

I leaned closer to him and gave him the same forehead kiss I gave Aidan and quickly turned around and rushed inside my car, I didn't wait for his response. When I was already inside my car, I took a glimpse of him. I saw him holding his forehead, he was rosy red too

Oh My God! I can't freaking believe I kissed Aesop’s forehead!

I didn’t regret it though, It was quite fulfilling I just hope he doesn't scold me or stay away from me from what I did. When I was about to start my car, my phone buzzed, I immediately took my phone and read the contents

Aesop: Thank you for tonight and thank you for the sweet dream charm too, Good night Eli [Read: 1003H]

HUWAH!? He’s not mad and he even thanked me! I take another look at him...

He’s gone

I smiled to myself. I need to tell this to Norton! I’m just bubbling with joy right now! I’m really glad our first date--well, kind of our date, turned out to be this perfect. I also get to see a different side of Aesop today, unlike his usual, irritated look, I see him being cute and childish all the time. 

I’m glad he didn’t mind the crowd, I was a little bit anxious at first. I guess his love for sweets made everyone vanish from his view. He was such an angel today. While having all these happy thoughts in my head, I remembered what he told me

Mother talked to him. I sighed as my worry began to swirl around my head. I wonder why Mother did that, she really is trying to ruin my happiness for her own desires. I need to discuss this with her when I return

NORTON

Dear Mr. Norton

Thank you very much for acknowledging my hard work. I learned to love my job here at Oletus Inc now.

Also thank you for your invitation! I’m very much honored, I’m available this friday after work.

Looking forward to your reply if this schedule would fit to yours

Sincerely,
Viktor Granz

P.S. I’m very sorry for the way I acted back then, I would like to explain thoroughly but as you said talking about this personally is better. See you soon.

END OF LETTER

I can’t believe he’ll reply to my letter with a letter. How nostalgic and it’s almost the same format as my first one, I chuckled. Viktor you sure make me fall for you over and over again.

****

It was already friday and I did take Viktor to a local cafe just near our place at Eversleeping town and to my surprise we’re talking normally. He was even happy that I'm already free from my cold fast. His concern made my heart warm. 

We started a little awkward but the air eased up as we recalled the happy memories and experiences we have these past few months to catch up. He did share what happened to him during that time where the Post office went bankrupt, the christmas party and when we're nearing my house, he told me about his past…

I was petrified…

I didn’t know Viktor have such horrible childhood…

I felt a stinging pain inside my chest, I never expected him to suffer like that at a very young age. I was feeling all these pain and sadness he went through and also the guilt eating me up the day I rejected him. He noticed the heavy tension between us after he told me his story, he keeps on yanking my arm because I wasn’t moving.

“Nr...on….” 

HUH?

I look at Viktor, he’s trying to mumble something, pursing his lips and mouthing something again

“Nr...tn….”

Is he trying to say my name, I smiled at him and ruffled his hair, “Thanks Viktor. Sorry, I fell silent all of a sudden, I just felt very sad of what happened to you, I’m okay now.”

Viktor blinked a couple of times and then smiled at me. We started walking again and I stopped. Viktor turn his head towards me curiously. There’s the cute expression I wanted to see for a long time, I stretched out my arms wide and give him a gentle smile

“Is it okay, If I hug you?”

I see his honey orbs glittered and his cheeks were rosy pink, he shyly nodded. He walked up to me and gave me a hug, I envelop my arms around him, nuzzling against his golden locks. I missed him so much. I don't ever wanna break this hug. I felt like he does not want too. 

“Ahem!” 

Both of us flinched to the sound of a familiar voice and immediately released each other. Sh*t! I didn’t notice we were in public hugging each other--AH! What are you thinking Campbell!? We both look at the person and to our surprise it was Natalie and she was already carrying Wick

“Well~ that was soooo cute you two! But psst bro! Don’t flirt in public” Natalie giggled, taking Wick with her inside the house

AH! Natalie--Can this get anymore awkward!? I heard a soft chuckle from my side, I turn to Viktor and he smiled at me and followed Natalie inside.

Wow

I didn’t expect my whole family is here--Whole, I mean as everyone! From my cousins to aunts and uncles. They we're all so busy preparing foods and the house's interior. It was like a fiesta here. I was so surprised and so was Viktor, he immediately hid behind my back. He’s still not used to crowds.

“There you are kiddo!” Uncle Luchino dash towards us, he saw Viktor peeking from my back and grinned. He shifted to our backs and dangle his arms towards us, “Listen up everybody, Norton is here!”

“Norton!”

“Wow! You grew up so fast, I remembered when you were just this small!”

“How handsome you’ve become!”

“Heard you become a manager, good job!”

The praises from my family made me embarrassed. A lot of them look up to me, I stare at Viktor he looks very uneasy. Uncle Luchino look at me and Viktor too, he gave me a teasing smirk, twitching his brow up and down. WAIT DON'T TELL ME!

“And this here everyone is Norton’s boyfriend, Viktor Granz!”

Everyone has their eyes wide in shock with my Uncle’s declaration. WHAT THE HELL UNCLE!

My parents popped out of the kitchen and they have the same shock as everyone else's, I looked at Viktor he covered his face with his palm while I slap my palm on my temple.

“I KNEW IT!” Natalie exclaimed, “I knew you guys would end up together!”

“Is this true, son?” My Father walked up to me, blinking a couple of times, “Are you already courting this boy when we last saw you two?”

“How adorable~ I knew there was something between you and Viktor, dear! I would love Viktor to be my adorable son too~” My Mother grinned

SERIOUSLY! I’m just so surprised 

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I don’t know what to say! I started panicking when all of a sudden Uncle Luchino clapped his hand loudly

“Okay, chop chop everyone! We still need to prepare for my sister’s birthday it's getting  quite late already! And you two go upstairs and rest, everyone will be quite busy in preparation.” Uncle Luchino explained

Viktor and I head to my room. Damn I remember the last time he went here and take a shower. That made me so weak in my knees. I turn to him, his face is still flushed, I sighed

“Uh...Viktor...d-don’t mind my family...er...uh…” I keep stuttering. I don’t know how we can both unwind a bit, Now Im panicking inside. 

Hmmm~ hmm~ hmmmm~

Huh?

Viktor is humming. 

What a soft melody. It calmed my heart, Viktor turned to me with a smile after finish setting up his things, I smiled back at him. He sat down on the bed. I was about to speak when I heard a sudden knock on my door and a voice calling from outside

“BRO! Can you help me with something? I promised it would be very quick!!!”

“Nat? Sure, just a minute.” I turn to Viktor, “I’ll be back.” Viktor nodded

I left the room and went to Nat’s room, she asked me about work. That’s right! Nat will be graduating next year after she takes up her licensure exam for medicine students. I helped her look for work and give tips about interviews. Ah… this will take a while. 

****

After my long conversation with Nat, I return to my room and to my surprise Viktor wasn’t there, I wonder where he went?

I went down stairs and all my relatives are already gone. They probably went to the nearby inn. Well it's already past 9PM. We sadly can't accommodate them all. Mom and Dad probably was resting as well. All these preparations are indeed exhausting.

I went back to Natalie's room to ask if she knew where Viktor could be but she's already deep asleep with Wick by her side. She really does love Wick. Well the dog is indeed adorable.

Hmm..Viktor could be just outside feeling the damp air of this season. I should go back to my room to relax and take a warm bath. The trip back here sure is exhausting. 

I locked my door and fully undress myself. I stepped inside my bathroom and to my surprise I saw someone’s silhouette inside my shower room. I tiptoed to take a closer look. What I saw next leave me breathless and my face turned bright red

WHA--Viktor!?

My eyes were fixated at Viktor's naked slim figure and his soaked golden locks while he caressed his head with my shampoo, the fog from the warm water vaguely covering his protrude round buttocks. That scent made me numb to my knees. Who wouldn't be lulled by this sight in front of me, lascivious thoughts intoxicating my head. I tried to shrugged it off my system.

I'm stoned in my position! I gulped hard and my heart is beating so damn fast!

I was engulfed in my endless fantasy that I didn’t even notice Viktor is already done washing up and turned the shower off, and stepped outside that glass pane. He turned his eyes at the door and to his surprise, I was standing in front of him BARE. When our eyes met, his whole body glowed in crimson red. He instantly panic and immediately grab his towel to cover himself up and knowing Viktor he will definitely slip because of his clumsiness

"A..ah…!!!" 

I knew it!

He is slipping! 

I hastily grabbed him by the arm, making the two of us dropped on the cold floor, I took hold of his head and body bracing him from the impact, with me topping him. I leaned back a little to check if he was okay

I gulped again, my eyes fluttered by the closeness of her our faces. We're both fixated at each other's eyes, our skin touching each other, the thin space between us is being covered by the soft fabric covering Viktor's lower half. I saw his honey colored eyes reflecting mine. There it is again that needy looking eyes of his.

I can't resist those eyes. 

My mind is going haywire. 

I’m losing my wits end

I leaned in to kiss him and I was a little bit surprised he kissed me back, closing his eyes as he did

Our kiss were experimental, careful and awkward but gradually turned deeper when Viktor allowed me to enter his mouth, twisting and locking each others lips in pure ecstasy. We kept on kissing wildly, giving each other short breaks between our kisses and continue again

"...ngh…"

Those cute little sounds Viktor is making made me crotch twitch in excitement. 

I want to hear more of you Viktor. 

I broke off our kiss and stare deep in Viktor honey orbs, he's giving me those lustful stares and it's screaming I want more. I can't help but feel aroused. I gave Viktor a teasing grin, "Let's continue this in the bathtub"

Viktor's honey orbs were wide in shock. Before he could say anything I immediately carry him in a bridal position, making the towel he used to cover himself dropped to the floor and I slowly place him in the bathtub with me, letting him sit at the opposite direction and turn on the warm water

"You okay?" I asked, Viktor nodded shyly

I smiled at him, pulling him closer to me. Our cocks touch one another and it made Viktor flinched and stare at my cock. I heard him gulped, he keep on staring at it and to my embarrassment, I cupped his face and kissed him again. I felt a strong friction while our cocks grind while kissing passionately.

Damn. This is so hot.

I reach out to turn the water off and started travelling from Viktor's earlobe, circling my tongue around it, to his neck, biting and salivating it, leaving a hickey. Marking him mine

"Mhm...nr...ah…."

There it is again. His cute little moan is making me damn hard. Is he trying to call out my name?

One more time. 

Viktor, say my name...

I slid my tongue in his chest, grabbing his slim waist for support so he can arched his back a little while I suck and bite his right pink nipple, my other hand played with his other nips, pinching and caressing his chest

"Nrr….on….hah…"

One more push

I want to hear you say my name Viktor…

When I finished perking up him up, I finally reached our for our lengths, clasping it together. Giving both a few pumps, I saw Viktor lips clenched so tight, not letting any moan escape his mouth

"Viktor, I love you" I mumbled, Viktor’s half lidded eyes glistened, he gave me a warm smile.

After my confession, I give our cocks a strong pounding, gripping it and sliding both with my hands faster and faster

"Hah...ah...Viktor…."

"Mhm...ngh….!" 

Viktor gripped the bathtub railings tightly, our breathing hoarse while I increase the pace, skillfully gliding my hands in our lengths, the water splashing around our soaked body, there are electric waves surging inside me.

This feels too damn good.

I'm losing my mind

I felt our climax is almost at its peak and with one last push we both released our sticky white substance all over our bodies. Viktor slumped his body and rest in my shoulder, I hug him tightly in return

"Hah...ah...mhm…."

"...Norton...l...ov...you…."

WHAT!? 

Did he just say my name!? Did he just say he loves me!?

I excitedly push him back grasping both of his shoulders to make him look at me, he stared at me shyly while catching his breath. Guess he's still tired but--

I want to hear more, I want to feel him more.

"Viktor, Let's continue this in bed."

Once again, Viktor’s honey orbs were ready to pop out of its socket. I chuckled, guess he didn't expect I continued touching him, I missed him so much and I did my best to control myself for him. I'm going all out this time now that he finally let me have him for myself. 

Without a response from Viktor, I immediately grabbed his wrist and we start walking inside my room, soaked and naked.

Before we reached my bed, I carried him again, grabbing both his legs and hang them in my waist, pushing him to the wall, letting his cock grind my stomach

"Mhm….ngh….ah…."

Viktor's purring is making me lose my mind. I gave him frenzy kisses and pull him back to me to carry him towards my bed and I slowly lay him down in my mattress

"You're not going anywhere this time, Viktor." I stare at him from the bottom, locking him in between my arms. I leaned in closer to his ears and whispered huskily,"I'll make you mine all day and all night…"

VIKTOR

Norton sure is taking his time talking with Natalie. I'm beginning to doze off as it was already past 9PM already plus the commute from the city to here sure is exhausting. 

I should probably take a bath first to relax my body. And also for me to prepare Norton's hot tub after I finished. I remember he did that for me when I first take a bath here. Now I'm doing the same thing for him too. These thoughts made me giggle. 

I took a step inside the shower and think back on what happened earlier. From the quick cafe date to our chatter along the way… Norton listened to me. His onyx eyes stare at me intently and lovingly. He never let go of his gaze at me. He is still being considerate and not being touchy with me but with those stares...I feel like he is engulfing me whole everytime our eyes met. I feel his love for me. There is no reason for doubt anymore. 

And the way he ask the hug… It made my heart leap in joy. I never knew how much I crave for his touch. 

It's kinda funny thinking about the events that happen before we realize we love each other. It's also ironic how that place I despise the most would made me realize how much I love and need Norton in my life and how I would hear he feel the same way about me too. Him hearing everything about me and accepting me for who I am… This finalize my decision. I will confess to him again and return his feelings today. I want to make him mine and be his. I…

I want to spend the rest of my life with this man. 

I love Norton. 

His scars. His blunders. His confusing sentences. His disheveled hair. His awkward persona. His stoic face. I love all his perfect imperfections. 

But most importantly... His soft caress, his loving eyes, his husky voice saying he loves me with tear streaked face, his kisses…

I want to give him all of me… and I want to get all of you, Norton. 

This bath is the longest bath I took which actually cleared my head. Now, as soon as I see him I would definitely tell him I still feel the same way about him too! Now go for it Viktor!

ACK!!!!!!

As soon as I slide out of the shower room. Norton's adonis-like bare body dawned on me! And I'm bare too! I instinctively wrapped myself quickly in my towel. I'm such an idiot forgetting to lock the bathroom door. And now I'm a double idiot for letting myself slipped. I close my eyes to brace for the impact but what I felt are a strong arms protecting me from it. 

Another deja vu...

I opened my eyes and saw his face is so close to mine. That dark orbs that look through my very core is sucking me inside. My mind is going frenzy and this situation is not helping. Norton's hold to me tighten, I felt that he's still controlling himself but he wavered and let his craving won over.

He kissed me….

I kiss him back, giving back the same hunger as he has. And I let him have his way with my mouth which he dominated in no time. We keep catching our breaths and clasping our lips together again. We definitely are deprived of each other's touch. 

"Let's continue this in the bathtub." 

WAIT! AAAAHHH!!

I'm not actually prepared for this. And in all honesty I don't know anything about it. And yes, I said that I want to give him all of me but not this soon! I'm--I don't have the knowledge on how to do this!

Norton immediately scooped me up, lay me down on the side of the tub opposite to him. My mind is going overdrive with everything that is happening.  

The sound of the faucet he opened snapped me back to reality. 

"You okay?"

I just nodded my head. And to be honest, I'M NOT OKAY! I'm getting nervous. He smiled and pulled me closer to him. I tried to look anywhere but his thing really caught my attention. It touched my length. It made me swallowed hard. 

Its… 

Its big... 

I didn't even know I was actually staring at it for a long time when he cupped my face to kiss me. He might have felt embarrassed being stared right there. I let him have his way with me again. Everything he's doing made me feel intoxicated. Made me crave for more of his touch. His kisses and tongue travelling all over my body, the way he skillfully suck at my nipples, his bites. It made me made sound I don't even know I could make. 

I want to call his name.

"Mhm...nr...ah…."

I badly want to call his name!

"Nrr….on….hah…"

His moves are getting bolder as I try to call out for him. I was feeling every wave of pleasure he's giving me and then he grabbed our cock, skillfully pumping it up and down together.

"Viktor, I love you"

The sound of our gruffing breaths l, moans, and the splash of water is making my head light. I feel like flying. 

And with a final hump, we both reached our climax.

I can do this! 

I want to tell him I love him. 

Right here. Right now!

"...Norton...l...ov...you…."

He was shocked. I saw happiness glittered on his eyes. I too, am happy. This feels like a dream, Norton…

"Let's continue this on bed."

EHHHHHHH!!!!!?????

Norton didn't wait for my response and just led me out of the bathroom. He hastily carry me and made me cling to him, pinning me on the wall, kissing me wildly. I kissed him back with the same intensity. 

How we missed each other...Really...

"You're not going anywhere this time, Viktor."

His husky voice is muddling my brain. I can't even think straight right now as he gently laid me down on his bed topping me, locking me in between his arms. 

"I'll make you mine all day and all night…"

AHHHHH!!!!!

He's... He's a monster. A gorgeous monster. I should be panicking but his words are making me more excited. More intoxicated. I crave for more of him. More of his touch. More of his kisses. 

I gently touch his face, tracing that beautiful scar. My hand travel down his buff pecs... His broad shoulders… He even has the same scars as he has on his face here down to his arms. My gestures made him flinched. 

He catches my hand, kissing my palms.

"Do you find me ugly now?" He looked at me with sad eyes. Placing my hands on his face.  His statement made me jolt.

"NO!" Eh? Did I just scream? That was a scream just now right? 

"Pfft. You're voice is so cute. So, that's the statement that could make you retort and shout." He's giggling now. 

"Careful baby, you might not want to wake up Natalie" He winked..and...and Ba-Baby?? Eli what have you done?! 

"Ehem! That was cringy of me, I'm sorry."

"Pfft. You're cute Norton" 

"Ah!!! Now the third thing I heard from your mouth is that I'm cute!" He nuzzled his pointy nose on mine."Regardless, Finally... I got to hear your voice"

Huh? 

Something is dropping on my face, is this tears? 

I look up to Norton's face again and yes, he's getting teary. 

"I love you Viktor"

"I love you too Norton"

We give loving look and giggled together. 

"Can we continue where we left off?" Norton smirked at me teasingly. I just shyly nodded my head in agreement.

"Please be gentle with me…" Did he just take a sharp breath in? His face is really flushed, well I am too. 

He leaned in and kissed me torridly. I still taste that faint taste of coffee in his mouth. He broke our kiss and kiss me everywhere on my face. 

"These are all mine." He kept kissing my left cheek which made me rather curious. 

"Phew. Finally removed it." 

"Removed what?"

"His kis--Ah! nevermind"

"Who--" Before I could reply he kissed me hastily on my lips. He travelled down my jaw line tasting my neck and biting my ears.

"Mngg...hah.. "

His focus changed on perking up my nipples sucking it interchangeably. This made me arched my back and grabbed hold of his tresses. 

This is pure ecstasy. 

He sure is skillful. 

"Ahh... Norton...hnnng...I can't...Anymore..." He finally let go of the sucking and proceed placing hickeys all over my chest and abdomen. 

He goes further down until he reached my crotch and kisses it. 

"Ah!"

"Hmm~You don't want to? Okay then" He grabbed hold of my legs salivating my inner thigh and filling it with kisses. 

"Ahn! Hmg!" I muffle my moans with my hands. This is way too stimulating! He leaned back to me and kisses me hungrily. I hugged him closely to me, grinding our bodies together. 

"Viktor... I can't take it anymore..." He huskily whispered in my ear. My mind is going frenzy.

"I want to give you all of me, Norton...But to be honest… I'm quite scared..." He looked at me lovingly, closed his eyes and nodded.

"I understand and to be honest, I don't know how to go with this too with the limited knowledge I got… you'll also be my first, afterall. I... I need more research on this area" He let out an awkward chuckle. 

But--but-- EHH??!! He didn't do it with Mike? Huh!!!???

"Pfft. That shocked face, you think I actually do sex for leisure Viktor?" I shake my head vehemently. 

"No... It's just that...You didn't do it with... With… Mi-" He cut off what I would say with forceful kiss.

"No. Almost. But No!" He kissed me again,"Viktor, could you lay on your side?" His needy eyes made me obey him instantly. He keep my thighs close tightly together. 

"For beginners... Lets just do this. We could do much more later on when we're ready".  He kissed me on my forehead as he gets a bottle of oil from his bed side and put a generous amount on my legs. 

"I'll keep your thighs together okay? Are you ready? Because here I go." He instantly pounded in between my thighs just below my ass, not penetrating it. Our cocks brushing and meeting on the other side.

"Hah...Hng...Viktor..."

"Ah...Ahn… haa... Umm...n-norton, fa...hah...Faster!"

"Now on your knees Viktor, keep your thighs closely together" 

"Uhuh..."

He position himself on my back, still pounding hard but now he does so while pumping mine. This feeling is making my mind go haywire. I crave for more. I feel his pounding is getting more intense and I clasp my thighs more tightly around his cock. His pumping on mine became more aggressive too. This made me clench the sheets hard. I'm nearing...

"Hah...Viktor... I'm coming.."

"Ahn...mngg...Norton…"

And for the second time we released our load. He flopped on my back exhausted, pinning me face down below. I wiggled free from him and let out a giggle.

"Why are you laughing Viktor?"

"Hmm~ Because you're too exhausted but still did have this activity with me" He grabbed me and wrap me in an embrace. 

"Well, who could have resisted it if you are plainly standing there just waiting to be devoured. My exhaustion is naught." Ah! I instantly smacked him in the arm. 

You naughty handsome boy!

"Ow! Do you want me to prove it to you? Want a third round? Hehehe." He launch at me with kisses, kissing everywhere!

"Here you're ticklish here below your ears, on your nape, on your sides.."

"HAHAHA! Nort! Ahh! Stop! HaHaHa!" Ack! I'm getting teary being tickled! Norton!"

ARF! ARF!

"Viktor...Bro… Wick is being uneasy in my room for almost half an hour now. He keeps on bugging me to wake up. I opened my door and he ran straight to your room. Open up please! I hear laughters! I know you guys are awake!"

Me and Norton just look at each other with shocked expressions.

NORTON

"Freaking finally and.. " Natalie bat an eye towards Viktor and I. We were so freaking nervous right now! Natalie is analyzing us from head to toe and damn that was the fastest dress up we ever did in our entire lives like what the hell! 

And I didn't even shower yet. I sighed exasperatedly

Even Wick is twirling around our feet. 

Please don't freaking notice whatever lewd things we did in there, I know how sharp Natalie can be and it's scaring me, her lips forming a small curve on her face

"Did...you...two...have--"

"Natalie! Norton! Viktor!" 

We all flinched hearing a booming sound, ascending from downstairs. It's uncle! 

Saved by the bell! I owe you my life!

"Hey you three the party...IS ALMOST READY! Come! Come!" Uncle Luchino grabbed Natalie by the shoulders and we followed them from behind

"Uh--Wa-wait...Fine." Natalie kept her eyes on Viktor and I, giving us a teasing smirk and winked

WHAAAA!?

She's mouthing something. You.Two.Did.Something~

DAMN IT! She's so smart, I averted my gaze and got flustered, I looked at Viktor and his expression is the same as mine, guess he understand what Natalie mouthed. Sh*t  this is way too embarrassing!

We headed downstairs and as usual my whole family is rowdy, Viktor and I looked at each other as I was about to reach for his hand

"Viktor dear! Come here! I will show you something" My mom called Viktor and head towards the kitchen

OH COME ON! I pouted, Viktor saw my expression and giggled, he grabbed my shoulders pulling me down to kiss my cheeks, My heart was drumming in my chest, when I turn to Viktor he immediately head to the kitchen and left me flustered

“Wow! Viktor sure is bold!” Natalie laughed, I glare at her and she stick her tongue out to me teasingly.

The birthday party went like forever, there were laughters everywhere, catching up with my folks, since eversleeping town was small everyone in my place celebrated Mom’s birthday, Patricia was also here and I introduced Viktor to everyone as my boyfriend already and the room was filled with Awws and teasing here and there. 

Mom, Dad and Natalie were quite surprised too that Viktor can talk already and we’re very happy about his recovery. It was really an energetic midnight. It even lasted till 2AM and everyone sure was rowdy, while everyone was busy I take Viktor to my special place, the firefly lake, which was quite a surprise he knew of it and told me why.

“Oh wow. It must be fate then” I chuckled

“I have this gut feeling back then when I saw Natalie, I saw you” Viktor smiled softly

“So, You were thinking of me back then?” I poke his nose

“Mhm, pretty much because I love you Norton” He look at me with those innocent eyes. The exchange of I love you’s between us still make my heart jumped and Viktor says it confidently and loving too. 

“I...well...I love you too...Viktor” I replied shyly

“I love you more, Norton” There it is again! That genuine look in those honey orb eyes that I love, how can he say it so casually! He’s blushing too but I think I’m feeling so giddy and excited about hearing his voice 

“I...love you the m-most, Viktor” I stuttered

“I love you--mmph” I immediately reprimanded his lips with mine. I can’t take it, he’s too cute for saying he loves me over and over again, I have a cute boyfriend and I can’t help but shower him with my kisses

“O-okay...I thought I was going to die from a heart attack hearing your voice but now I’m practically dead hearing you say I love you Norton over and over again!” I said it, I tell him whatever is on my mind, I look at Viktor and he’s containing his laughter

“I love you Norton so much” 

“V-viktor…! S-s-s-staaaapppphhhh!” I pinched his cheeks. Like really, he should stop! My heart is going to explode anytime now, I heave a sigh,“Okaaayyyy! I love you too so much! Like a lot! We should go back and rest otherwise we would be hella tired, okaaayyy”

Viktor nodded happily, I released his cheeks and laced my fingers on his and we went back home. We’re glad everyone is asleep. As much as I want to do it with Viktor again, we’re both tired and I still don't have much knowledge about it so, I better get some help with the Love gurus I chuckled at that thought.

****

It was Sunday afternoon,

We bid our farewell to my family, some of my aunts, uncles and cousins we’re very teary not because I was going but Viktor is going. Wow everyone likes Viktor in a short span of time here, heck even a day, then again he’s lovable.

When we went home, I let Viktor stayed at my place first before going to his and go on lovey-dovey time with him of course no sexual activity yet, just took a quick shower and watch some midnight movies 

BUZZ

“Hm? Who will text me this late hour?” I asked myself

“Probably Eli?” Viktor chuckled,“He’s been busy a lot lately. Aesop and I miss him so much.”

“Ah, you’re right. It’s because of his family matters, apparently the CEO is ill and he has to take over as his heir.”

“I see...Poor Eli...hope we can cheer him up too.”

I took my phone and wow Viktor is right, It is Eli! I was very excited to tell him about the news of Viktor and I being a couple now and on to cheering him on with Aesop

Eli: Hey buddy, sorry to text you this late but I want to tell you that I will be leaving the country for some important business, I’m not sure when I will be back. So, I want to say goodbye personally. [Read: 2258H]

“WHAT!?” I shot up from my seat.

“W-what is it Norton…? Did something bad happen???” Viktor took a peek at my phone and his eyes grew wide with Eli’s message, we looked at each other worriedly

“I-I don’t get it why is he leaving the country!?” I let out a sharp breath, I walked around the room back and forth

“He don’t know when will he be back too…” Viktor held my shoulder to calm me down,

“I...I don't know Viktor...I never expected this to happen...Eli is my best friend and...hearing this…” I sat down with Viktor back on the sofa and covered my face with my palm

“Let’s talk to him tomorrow, okay? Let’s hear him out at least…” Viktor cupped my face kissing my lips,“I’m worried about him and Aesop too though”

“I am too...I should reply to him…” I took my phone and texted Eli. as much as I want to contact him I feel like he didn’t want me to

Norton: Sure, should I visit your office tomorrow? [Sent: 2307H]

Eli: Yeah, I’ll be waiting [Read: 2308H]

Norton: See you tomorrow, Eli [Sent: 2308H]

Eli: Likewise and good night, sorry to bother you this late [Read: 2308H]

Norton: No problem, you’re a brother to me after all, good night [Sent: 2309H]

Eli, what’s going? I hope tomorrow I’ll get a clear understanding of what’s happening to you these past few days and I really hope that everything will turn out well for you…

END OF CHAPTER