BTS_GoldenGirl2005

Wooyoung                    San
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"San. I am going out really quick!" Wooyoung announces. "What for? Can I come too?" San asks. "I will be right back San. I love you." Wooyoung kisses San before leaving the apartment. "That was very strange." San mumbled once alone.

Wooyoung lowered his hat over his eyes and pulled his mask higher on his face; he did not want to be noticed. Not right now.

As he walked into the store, Wooyoung realized he did not know where to go. Looking at the cards above the aisles helped him do the right aisle "Here they are."

Deciding on two different brands, Wooyoung brought them to the register.

He inserted his credit card after the total was told to him. Thanking the employee, Wooyoung began his walk back home.

"San! I'm home. San?" Wooyoung locks the door behind him "San? Where are you?" Removing his mask he looks in the kitchen to see it empty.
"San, I am home." He walked further into the house.
"San?" He called out once more. Opening the door to their bedroom did he find San.

He was curled in their bed. Smiling, Wooyoung covers San with their blanket "Dream of me."

Wooyoung sets the timer on his phone as he watches the tester, as though it might walk away from him.

These past few weeks Wooyoung was experiencing nausea in the morning also during the night. It felt though he had gained weight. His usual hyper self was now replaced with sleepy Wooyoung. He did search all of these symptoms: which ultimately he agreed to rule out pregnancy. Or maybe not.

His phone chimed repeatedly until Wooyoung silenced the alarm. Picking up the tester Wooyoung looked at the results.

"I'm pregnant." He says.

Sitting down on the tub Wooyoung wonders how to tell his husband.

"Woo, when did you come back?" San whispers.
"I have been back for about an hour." Wooyoung replied "How was your sleep?"
San stretched "I was worried about you. You left in such a rush Woo. Are you okay?"

Wooyoung looks down to his stomach.

"Woo?" San wondered.

"I took a test." Wooyoung admitted.
"A test?"
Wooyoung nodded at San.
"What was the result?"
"I'm pregnant." Wooyoung announces.
"Is it for sure?"
"I have made an appointment to confirm if I am. San, will you come with me? I..I am scared."
"You could be pregnant. Wooyoung. We. We have talked about this..we are not prepared for this life! Nothing in our life experience will prepare us for having a baby! Are you really ready to give up this life as an Idol to care for our baby? Please, say no."
"We can still try!" Wooyoung protested "I am ready to have a baby San. I-I need you."
San gets out of their bed. "I care for you. This baby, Wooyoung..I cannot care for this baby."
"What does that mean? What about me?"
"It means we are different parts in our lives Wooyoung."

Ateez rallied around Wooyoung. They were not mad at San, they understood his feelings. Mingi felt it was their obligation to support their younger member. Yeosang sat on the bathroom floor with him in the hours of Wooyoung experiencing morning sickness. Giving cuddles and tea and comfort whenever Wooyoung needed a friend.
"I can fetch San. He might help-"
"No." Wooyoung denied "Please just you Yeosang. Can I get ramen?"
"Let me text Yunho."

Yunho knocked first "I have food." He announces "Woo? Yeosang?"
"I'm here, yes, thank you Hyung."
"Where is Yeosang?"
"He was called in for vocal lessons."
Yunho hummed "Well I can sit in for him."
"I am okay being by myself. I am used to it."
"It is okay. Sitting in silence could be nice. Or we can talk. Which one is best for you Woo."
"I would like the company. Thanks for staying with me."

San watched as Yunho gave company to Wooyoung: it should be him.

San locked the door; and cried.

"Woo?" San approaches. Wooyoung looked up "Hi Sannie." "Uh, can-do you think that we can sleep together? It has been ages."
"You want to sleep in the same bed..as me?"
"You know what..it was silly. Sorry that I asked."
"No. Wait, stop. Do not leave me again. Get in bed San."
San covers himself with a blanket "I have missed you." Wooyoung whispered. "And I missed you."
"Can we pretend, just for tonight that we are not torn because of our baby? Hold each other like we used to?" San snuggled behind Wooyoung "For now, I can pretend Woo."

Wooyoung finally felt happiness once again. For once, in four months was San sleeping in the same bed together, and were cuddling. He misses Sans touch more than he imagined.

"What will we do once the baby has been born?" Wooyoung questioned. San looked at him "We share a bed for the first time in four months and you now think all is okay? Woo, no we are not okay."
"Then why were we snuggling again? San..I miss you. What do I need to do to get us back to happiness?"
"I do not know..I am so sorry." San left the room.

"Wooyoung? Woo! Where are you going?"
Hongjoong looked at the members "What did San so now?" With no clear answer Hongjoong ran after Wooyoung.

"Woo! It is raining. I brought you a jacket. To stay warm."
"What am I do so with this baby? San does not want to be a father. He made that clear. Me though? I am ready Hyung. I am ready to be her dad. She knows my voice Hyung." Wooyoung says. "She? It is a girl?" Wooyoung nodded "I found out a week ago. I'm sorry for not announcing it earlier."
"No." Hongjoong shook his head "You are dealing with more complications that should not exist."
Wooyoung hangs his head lower "Hyung. I am very lonesome now. I want San back."
"I know that you do. There is a possibility that once she is born San will change. How was he when you two slept together last night?"
"It was beautiful. It felt like we were..happy. She knows his voice. She squirmed around when I rolled over to snuggle into his chest."
Hongjoong runs a hand over Wooyoung's bump "Do you like your.." he looks to Wooyoung "He is her father."
"Do you like your father? I hear you know his voice. Do you know my voice yet? Hi baby."
Wooyoung laughed "She knows all of your voices." He explained.

Hongjoong returned with Wooyoung.
"I made soup Hyung." Jongho offers the bowl. "If it is not warm I will warm it up again for you."
"It will be great. Thank you."
Wooyoung sits on the couch as he eats his soup "Do you need more? I made a big pot."
"If there is enough."
"I brought you new clothes Woo. Chance or you will get sick." Hongjoong returned.
"Thank you."

"Look at your belly! We must not have been paying attention."
"I have been trying to hide my belly Jongho. Not that I am ashamed..it was mostly so I did not upset San."
"Even when he is neglecting you..you are still trying to keep his feelings." Jongho replied.
"Sorry that I am not strong! Sorry that I am feeling alone right now. Forget it. Nobody is attempting to understand me."

"What did you do!"
"Pregnant Woo is unreasonable." Jongho murmured.
"What has happened to everyone? We are trying to be supportive to Woo. Not all of us to attack his feelings." Hongjoong joined Jongho "Can I have his soup?" Hongjoong questioned.

"37 long weeks of carrying this-"
"Baby." Seonghwa finished "You look so cuddly. Can I run your belly again?"
"Only if you want your fingers to be broken."
"Oh..no thanks. I like my fingers."
"Woo is being moody. Again."
"Want to trade? I will give you my belly in exchange to go back on the stage. Do you want all of this? No. Then please leave me alone. I have snacks and I have my baby."
"It is called bed rest Woo. It is for your own safety."
"For my own safety." Mimicked Woo. He crosses his arms.
"Do not stay up late."
"I am staying up until 9. Because you told me to go to bed early."
"You will not be awake at 9, we know your sleep schedule. See you in the morning!"
"Of course I will be asleep by 9, I am carrying a baby." Pouted Wooyoung.

Wooyoung shifted on the couch again "What is wrong with you huh baby girl?" He rubbed at his bump "Are you tired? I am too actually. Maybe we should get to bed." He turned off of the tv. Tucking the blanket underneath himself Wooyoung scooted himself into a more comfortable position.
"I just for comfortable! Why do you decide now that we need to go pee?"

"Woo? Hello. What is- what? Calm..you are sure you did not pee your pants again? Okay yes I'm sorry. I will..stay there."
"Is everything okay?" Yeosang questioned.
"Woo just called. His water broke..like right now."
"Like now?"
San nodded.
"Then what are you doing! Go to him."
"Oh yeah. Yeah Woo needs me. I am coming Wooyoung!"

"I was worried you were not coming to get me." Wooyoung confessed. "What has happened previously in our relationship does not matter right now. You are about to give birth. Let's not keep her waiting."
"Her? How did you know?"
"I took a look at your ultrasound photo." San replied. "Okay. Your bag is packed? It is baby birth time."

"Do you want to be in the room with me?"
"Of course."
"Thank you. I need.. is it too late to talk about what will happen once she is born?"
San kisses Wooyoung's forehead "We will talk once she is here with us. For now, please focus on your breathing. And focus on giving birth. We will have a long talk afterwards."
Wooyoung nods "Even if you walk away, knowing I needed you in this moment and you stayed..I would be happy."

"No more. I can't..make it stop."
"Come on Woo. It will stop in a little bit. Give me your hand. Let me be your strength right now."
Wooyoung closes his eyes and pushes again "Go,go. Push again! Baby will be coming. Give another push Woo!"

He pushed. And pushed.

"You are going to be the best dad, let's go!"

"Does dads have a name for baby?"
San looks to Woo who replied "Mi Cha. Jung Mi Cha."
"Mi Cha. Let's meet your dads."

San watches as Mi Cha was placed on Wooyoung's chest "She is here Sannie."

San sat down next to Wooyoung "She is really here."

"Can I touch her?"
"She is your daughter. Of course. Go on."
San approaches the baby "Mi Cha."
As he picked up the newborn San cooed when she began to cry "Everything will be okay. Hey baby girl. Mi Cha. I want to hold you forever. How are you stealing my heart right now?"
"San? We need to talk now."
"I want this baby." San responded "I am so sorry for these months you had to endure without my support. If you never want to see me again I will be understanding. If given me another chance, I will use the rest of my life dedicated to making up all my errors to you."
"I forgive you San. I hoped you would be part of our daughters life."
"I was a fool for not being there sooner Woo. My life feels complete. Do you want to hold her?"
"I held her enough. Can I take a photo to send to the boys?" San holds up his daughter for a photo.

'Introducing Jung Mi Cha! Uncles can come visit at anytime, she is precious and dad is recovering well🩷'

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