"we love you taetae"
(Jimin's pov)
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I sat on my chair beside the window with a cup of coffee in my hand. It's raining outside. It's Friday and we don't have any such schedule today, so it's more like a free day.
You see, idol life is difficult, we hardly have time for ourselves . So whatever little time we get, we like to drown ourselves in it. It's an escape.
As I look at the rain outside , I sigh deeply.
You know, it hurts. It hurts to see our loved ones in pain.
It's Taehyung I am worried about. He's not really doing very well. Physically he is fine, but it's his head which is messing up with him.
We had seen the signs, the day he had stopped eating, the day he had dark circles under his eyes, how his smile did not reach our eyes, we saw it. He was not okay.
We tried talking to him but he was busy playing his part, pretending to be fine.
We somehow had managed to take him to a psychriatist where he was diagnosed with depression .
Depression is like a dark room, where there is no light at all, where you really cannot see any hope and you want to quit but something is holding you back. Depression is difficult.
Thinking about it, I had tears in my eyes. It was funny how the rain was falling with a rhythm, with a constant pitter-patter. I hastily rubbed my eyes and took in deep breaths, I really did not want to cry.
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I was lost in my thoughts when I suddenly felt a tap on my shoulder. Looking back, I saw Tae. He wore a hoodie and had bed hair. He was looking absolutely adorable.
"Hey Taehyungie, are you okay?"
I asked him with a small smile.
He nodded his head slightly which meant both, yes and no.
I instantly wrapped my arms around him and placed him on my lap. We cuddled each other. He sat with his face buried in my neck, hands embracing me.
I started humming a tune when I felt his tears on my neck. He was crying.
I rocked us back and forth and started ruffling his hair. I let him cry for sometime . You know it helps when you cry out your pain. I held him tight while he cried his heart out.
I myself was fighting back my own tears. I had to be strong for him.
After some time, I kissed his forehead.
"Shhh, Taehyungie, my baby, shhh,"
I consoled him.
"Hyung, it hurts, so much"...he said tearfully.
The sight broke my heart.
I stood up, making him stand up as well.
"Tae, do you want to watch a movie with all of us baby? You might feel better you know?"
I suggested.
He nodded instantly. I held his hand and guided him to our living room and called everyone.
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Timeskip
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(Jin's pov)
We let Taehyung choose the movie.
He selected 'Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire'...he loves that movie, in fact we all love it.
We all huddled together on the sofa, Taehyung sat in between Hoseok and Jimin, Jungkook sat just below Tae, on the mattress. I sat between Namjoon and Yoongi.
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During the movie, I got some popcorn and coke. Taehyung loves coke and he never says no to it, so he gladly accepted it with his genuine boxy smile. A smile danced across my lips seeing him smile..It's been a long time since we've seen him smile genuinely.
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We were almost towards the end of the movie ,the part where Cedric Diggory had died when we heard soft snores coming from Taehyung.
Poor baby, he was so tired. We turned the movie off and decided to carry him to the bedroom.
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(Jungkook's pov)
I carried Taehyungie hyung in bridal style to our room. I put him down on the bed. His dark circles were prominent, and he had also lost a lot of weight.
Jin hyung had gone to make some soup for Taehyung. I sat on the bed and started playing with his hair in a soothing manner. Hoseok hyung bought his Tata pillow and placed it on Taehyung's tummy. I gave a smile to Hoseok hyung and kept on playing with Tae's hair.
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Timeskip
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(Taehyung's pov)
I woke up and felt something on my tummy. I glanced and saw my Tata pillow, which brought an instant smile to my face.
Jin hyung had made me soup which Yoongi hyung made me eat forcefully, in fact he threatened me that if I don't eat it, he won't let me rap cypher ever..He's such a meanie.
I know he loves me. All my hyungs and Kookie loves me.
But depression makes you blind, it's like, you know that the love exists, but you cannot see it.
Anyways, after eating my soup, Namjoon hyung gave me a lollipop for being a good boy.
Hobi hyung made some jokes which made me laugh.
Honestly, they were better than Jin hyung' s dad jokes. I told that to Hobi hyung and hearing it, Jin hyung came running to me pretending to attack me. But all he did was to hug me tightly, almost not allowing me to breathe. I really love them.
Kookie promised me that we would play overwatch together for which I was really excited.
All my members were around me, making me feel good except Jimin. I don't know where he is, he was with me when I woke up, and after that I've not seen him.
"Hyung,do you know where Jiminie is?"
I asked Namjoon hyung.
"You'll get to know kid"
He replied with a smirk.
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Timeskip
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After dinner, I was in Jungkook's room playing overwatch when Jimin hyung came to me.
Surprisingly, all the other members were behind him. They were carrying a basket.
I knew that whatever was in that basket was for me, and they were really trying to make me happy, but it was something which was beyond my imagination. Seeing what was inside the basket, I had tears in my eyes.
My members had actually got a puppy for me. They had thought of it previously and today Jimin had gone to get it.
I was really happy.
I named him Yeontan, he is so small and so cute. Aigooo.
I could not stop my happy tears which were flowing down freely from my eyes. My members hugged me and Yeontan licked my hand and wiggled in my lap.
It's true that depression is difficult ,but when you have people who will hold your hand and walk with you showing you light..it means that you can do it. You can win this war.
All seven of us together is a blessing for me.
With a smile I told myself,
"Hey champ, This too shall pass."
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My notes:
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I tried really hard, hope you like it.
Requests are open...feel free.
Also, thanks a lot for your support and l love you all a lot.
I 💜 you.
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