We don't even make it up the driveway before I snake my arms around her waist and lift her up to straddle me. Her thighs are gripping tightly around my torso, her fingertips gently tugging at the ends of my hair. I press my lips to hers, and I'm fumbling around in my pocket to grab the house key as she begins to laugh.

A part of me is telling me to not get my hopes up about this. It's probably a dream. I'm more than likely going to wake up back in my bed like I have many of times before and be alone, just an empty spot in the sheets beside me, but her kiss is addictive. I couldn't pull myself away from this even if I wanted to.

It's completely silent in the house, just the faint ticking of the clock from the dining room being heard as I push her back up against the front door to shut it. I'm tightly running my fingers up her sides, attaching my lips to her neck. I keep leaving little bites up it, stopping to nibble a little bit on her earlobe.

"My god..." Reina laughs in disbelief, closing her eyes in bliss. There's a smile on her face, the corners of her lips twitching from how incredible this feels.

"Don't talk." I mumble and slide my shoes off. With one hand I keep her hoisted on my waist, and with the other I take the chucks off of her feet and toss them onto the hardwood floor before I begin to walk towards the living room.

I tug the sweatshirt of mine that's on her body off of her and toss it on the ground, pausing for a second to stare at her in her bra. I'm licking my lip without realizing, because for a second I honestly forgot what she looked like this past year. The way her hip bones are slightly noticeable, the way her stomach kind of dips in by her belly button, the arch of her back, how that belly button ring is glimmering against her tan skin. I can't even believe that I ever scored her years ago, let alone now.

Reaching my hand up, I pull off the white beater that's on me and begin to feel self-conscious when her eyes look over me. It's a look that tells me that I'm hers, one that I haven't seen in so long.

She brings her fingertips to run over the tattoos on my chest, tracing every single one like she's forgotten what they looked like. She moves them to my arms and traces those as well, and all I can do is let out a sigh and lean into her touch. We haven't been in here together since she walked out on me with the pictures. This was something I only dreamed would ever happen again.

"Fuck." I groan, sitting down with her onto the couch. "I can't make it into that bedroom Reina."

I attach my lips with hers after I hear her laugh and tug down those leggings for the second time tonight, my hand immediately gripping onto her ass. I'm tracing the outline of her thong as she takes off her bra, and then I kiss down her shoulders, which I know drives her crazy. I still remember each and every spot of hers. They're always going to be embedded into my memory.

I try to push her down onto the couch, but she surprises me and pushes me back so that I remain sitting. She instructs me to take off my sweatpants and my briefs, which I do without question, and when she eases herself down onto me I grip onto the cushions to try and control myself. I let one hand of mine remain on her ass to guide her, the other moving her hair over her shoulder so that it falls elegantly down her back.

Bringing her lips close to my ear she whispers, "You've done more than enough for me. I think it's time I begin to make it up to you, hm?"

She continues to ride me, the feeling leaving me speechless. I'm in a dream. I swear I'm in a dream, but this is all too realistic to be a dream. The stare she's giving me is in complete lust, and all my body is allowing me to do is gaze at her. The way her breasts haven't changed, the way her collarbone is starting to get a little bit of sweat, the way her lips move as she moans, the way she's calling out my name.

I pull slightly onto her hair once I'm close to my release. I don't want to be, but since it's been so long with her it's almost impossible. I can tell she's close too though because her jaw drops open, her motions getting more intense, her nails sinking into the tops of my shoulders.

"I love you." I moan softly, letting her do what she wants with me.

Her eyes roll back, her teeth biting slightly on her lower lip as she comes, her legs shaking before I allow myself to finally finish, the both of us breathing rapidly. She sits down into my lap and rests her head on my chest, unable to say a word. This whole night has been perfect and it just started.

"I forgot how good that feels." She finally says after about thirty seconds. "You know, with you."

"Yeah." I chuckle. "Trust me, I know."

Reina stands to her feet and passes my briefs over towards me, and then she slides my sweatshirt over her body. As I put on my briefs I decide to ask, "Are you on the pill?"

"Do you think I'd let you come in me if I weren't?" She cocks her head to the side and sends me a cheesy grin.

"Hey," I chuckle, putting my hands up in defense. "I didn't know. You were a couple years ago, but I just didn't know..."

Almost as if it's like everything hits her, her demeanor changes and she slumps her shoulders slightly, staring down at her fingertips. "I know." She says quietly. "I'm so sorry that I pulled away from you so much. I don't know what I was thinking."

"You didn't remember me." I say. "I didn't ever understand that until you left, but I was super hard on you those first couple of months Reina. I pressured you into trying to remember me when I should have focused on rebuilding us. It wasn't all of your fault for what happened, okay?"

"I know, but I was such a bitch to you. When you set up all of those pictures..." She smiles when she remembers it, looking at me once more. "Do you still have them?"

"Do I still have them?" I scoff as if I'm offended and stand up from the couch. When I go into my room to retrieve the brown box in my closet, I return in seconds and hand it over to her. "They're all in there."

I sit down next to her again when she opens it and takes the photos into her hands. She begins to flip through them one by one, and by now I've memorized the order they're in. I looked at them at least once a week. I never wanted to forget her.

"Oh, wow." She giggles, twirling one of her in Las Vegas between her fingertips. "Did you seriously keep this?"

I had convinced her at the time that photo was taken to do a photoshoot for me. She had always wanted to do a boudoir photoshoot, so I told her I'd be her photographer so that she'd feel comfortable. The photo is of her in this black lingerie piece, and she's staring at me with that look of hers. The one I used to have to look at this photo to remember, but now she's staring at me again with it right in this moment. I still seem to be in disbelief at all of this.

"Why wouldn't I?" I finally manage to reply. "Have you seen it?"

"It's not that good." She laughs nervously, bringing her thumb up to her lip to bite on it.

"Not that good? Trust me, that photo came in clutch many of times."
Her jaw drops open, immediately letting out a laugh. "You're a perv!" She shrieks. "That's so disgusting."

I don't respond to her, I just stare at her intently and smile because I'm so happy. We go through the photos together one by one, and eventually I grab a bottle of wine, the both of us passing that back and forth and eating hot cheetos. We both can't seem to wipe the stupid grins off of our faces, and after two hours of looking at the photos and catching up from the year we've had apart, I somehow doze off on her lap, her fingertips running up and down my back.

"I love you." She whispers. She thinks I'm asleep, but I'm not yet.

I nuzzle more into her lap and let out a sigh of relief, almost feeling like crying from all of the emotions hitting at once. I feel like I'm on a cloud right now, like nothing on earth could possibly go wrong. The only thing that matters is that I'm in her arms again.  

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