I get a little bit nervous

It's been a week since Shawn and I kissed and it still doesn't feel real. Shawn's been busy at the studio and I with work so we haven't seen much of each other, however tonight he's taking me to the beach. Whenever I think of him my heart does a little dance.

I'm dancing around my room to tame impala curling my hair and applying mascara. It's currently 4pm and Shawn's due here any minute. We haven't really talked much about the kiss... at all. I think maybe it didn't mean much to him, which is okay I guess but I wish maybe it wouldn't just be swept under the rug either. I'm snapped out of my thoughts by my apartment door being opened.
"Hey avs" I hear his voice echo through the thin walls of the kitchen.
"In my room" I tell him turning of the curler and throwing the essentials into my bag.
"What's up" he says and throws his toned figure into my bed, closing his eyes.
"Rough day?" I questing sitting up on the bed beside where he's laying. "I've got a great song right? I have every part of it but the chorus, I just can't get something that fits the rest of the song" he says groaning in frustration.
"That sucks" I say empathetically, "but hey you might find some inspiration at the beach" I add. He sits up and rests his hand on my leg.
"Let's go" he says taking my hand and we head out of the apartment.

We spend the car ride singing along to the radio and laughing. I don't know what it is but I feel so free and light when I'm with Shawn. When I told my friends that Shawn and I kissed the majority of them lost their shit or else didn't believe me. I don't blame them, I barely believe it myself.

When we reach the beach shawn opens my door for me and carries my bag for me. "Gentleman" I call him and he smiles.
"You don't deserve anything less" he replies with a wink making the blood rush to my cheeks.
We walk along the beach and set our towels and umbrellas up in an area near the bar. Shawn goes and gets us both a cocktail and we sit enjoying the hot weather.
"What's your family like?" Shawn asks sitting down beside me.
"They're great" I smile thinking about them.
"I'm the youngest, I have two older brothers Chris and Daniel, we get on really well" I tell him.
"That's like Aaliyah and I" he says.
"I couldn't imagine not being close with my siblings" he adds.
"Gosh me neither, I love having such a tight knit family"
"Me too" he says and just smiles at me. I look to the ground and smile.
"You seem in an odd mood since the night at mine, the kiss you're not um weird about it are you?" Shawn asks sitting up to get a proper look at me. " no no shawn of course not" I assure him. "I just um, I guess I get a little bit nervous around you" I say sheepishly.
"Nervous?" He asks and I nod in confirmation.
"There's no need okay?"
"Yeah I know like you're not scary or anything I just ..."
"Tell me" he says taking my hands in his.
"I feel self conscious around you because I have no idea why you're hanging out with me so much like why me?" I say pouring my feelings out while looking into his eyes.
"Avery" he says with a light chuckle rubbing my fingers with his thumb. "I'm hanging out with you because I like you" he says making me smile from ear to ear. "a lot" he adds. "You're so beautiful and funny and genuine, you're a breath of fresh air, and when we're together I don't know how to describe it but it just feels right, it excites me" he says beaming back at me. "I like you too" I say meeting his eyes once again. He leans in and we kiss. The passionate feeling I felt last week was there again. As his hand cupped my face I smiles into the kiss, earning a smile from shawn in return. He suddenly pulls away and jolts up. "I've got it" he exclaims earning a confused smile from me, "I've got my song"

Fast forward two hours and we're at the studio. My inner fangirl is crying right now as I'm currently witnessing the making of Shawn's 5th album. I'm waiting in the hallway of the studio as Shawn insists I only hear the song when it's completely finished. As my eyes are scanning the building I see an oddly familiar guy. My mind takes me back to a couple of weeks ago, I'm pretty sure I met him at work.
"Are you the guy who doesn't like coffee but came into my coffee shop?" I say loud enough for him to hear me.
"Avery?No way? What are you doing here" he says walking over to me. "I'm Noah by the way" he adds with a nod. "I'm a friend of shawn" I simply reply. "Really? That's so strange I'm actually on his PR team" he says smiling.
"What a small world" I add. As we continue to make small talk shawn pops his head out the door of the room he was recording in. "Babe the songs ready" he motions for me to go into the room to hear it. I smile at Noah and head to the room with Shawn.

"Let's see what you've got mendes" I say grinning as he plays the song.
I saw you on a Sunday in a cafe all you did was look my way
And my hands began to shake
And my heart started to race

I get a little bit nervous around you
I get a little bit stressed out when I think about you
Get a little excited
Baby when I think about you,yeah
Talk a little too much, around you
Get a little self conscious when I think about you
Get a little excited
Baby when I think about you

As I listen to the words of the song I begin to know it's about me. My eyes draft to the table beside me as the song comes to the bridge. I see a diary open on the table and on the page is the number 5 and the word love coming out of it. As I scan the rest of the page I see different descriptions of people like college English girl and H&M girl, but one in particular catches my eye, coffee shop girl, and around the three words a circle.

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