Trigger warning. This talks about "sensitive" concepts I think I'm supposed to say? I don't know, I honestly didn't understand the reason for trigger warnings until my friend told me. So yeah, sorry for being ignorant and all that ;-; I cri.

Me: *laying on bed and staring at the bed above her (I have a bunk bed, my cousin sleeps on top)*

Mind: I'm so bored. But I don't wanna listen to music. Nikki is doing something and Clary is probably still at the park. I can't fall asleep, I'm too restless.

Heart: MUHHH, my life SUCKS! I think I have a good life, but then the next thing you know, I'm wondering why I'm still breathing, like WHAT THE FUCK!

Mind: Calm down, I'm sure things get better.

Heart: NO, NO THEY DON'T! Our life is going downhill, and we have no idea what's at the bottom. WE'RE GONNA DIE LONELY AND BY OUR OWN HANDS *begins to cry* (this is what I mean when I say I'm crying on the inside)

Mind: *sighs* Maybe you're right... But there has to be some way to stop it, right?

Emotion: No, there's no way to stop it. We're going to kill ourselves before we reach the age of twenty, that's just how it is. Trust me, if I keep feeling like this, it can only get worse.

Body: Hm, hurt myself?... Yeah fuck that shit *chews an ice cube* I'm too weak and wimpy.

Mind: Agreed, there's no way we can hurt ourselves, she's not that strong or determined.

Heart and Emotion: *sigh*

Soul: I'm not even ready to die. I'm still a virgin... Never mind, we should die while I'm still young!

Mind: Don't worry, we won't have to. Things will get better.

Heart: B-but what if they don't...?

Mind: *silent for a while* *gives her a hug and sighs* Don't worry... they will.

Me: *sighs and covers up in her sheets, trying to sleep*