8:40 am

Feeling the need to wake up, Yuliy opened his eyes to gaze upon the beige color of the wall he faced. Thinking back to last night, he remembered his and (name)'s fight; after that little incident, he went to his bed and slept but woke up early this morning, hearing footsteps get closer in his direction. The Sirius knew it was (name) but felt as if he was chained and muzzled as he couldn't say anything; 'I didn't even say bye'  Yuliy thought solemnly. 

Whether Yuliy was mad at himself for not saying goodbye to (name) or the fact that he and (name) fought last night before she left and didn't make up, Yuliy was down in the dumps. With his mind filled with nothing but thoughts of how to apologize to his dear friend, the Sirius survivor made his way to the flowers to clear his mind.

Only...

The flowers began to wilt. The teenage boy squatted down in front of dying life feeling somewhat relieved that they were at least free from their misery. For now. "Will the next generation of flowers bloom to your satisfaction, Yuliy?" Turning his attention to the voice behind him, his stunning blue eyes fell on none other than Willard. Yuliy mentally relaxed himself as he felt the need to bombard the professor with questions like: "why did you send (name) by herself?" "Why didn't you ask the rest of us?" "Why did it just have to be (name)?" "What does my chest hurt when I think about her?".

Yuliy opened his mouth to speak but no words came out- his mind blanked out and his mouth became dry; "Yuliy?" Willard's brow arched with curiosity. Doing some math in his head, Willard finally understood what Yuliy seemed upset about- the fact that (name) wasn't here and that they didn't make up from the fight last night. 

A smirk made its pathway to the professor's face, "how upset are you that I sent (name) alone?" He asked with closed eyes while Yuily's widened. Was he that obvious (Yes you are, hun)? Soon, without further ado, the Sirius told Willard of his worries- how he felt angry because the professor didn't ask anyone else if they wanted to go with (name); how he felt betrayed because (name) didn't tell him of the mission; how he felt guilty about how he acted out of turn; how he yearned for him and (name) to talk it out. 

All of his worries came undone. Like the untying of a ribbon- the length of his distress had been revealed. 

"Yuliy, have you ever thought that you might be in love with (name)?"

Sapphire eyes widen as Yuliy's throat tightened. Now thinking about it- he and (name) had been through so much together- they've experienced so many emotions with each other. 'Am I... in love with (name)?'  Yuliy asked himself; despite not knowing the answer himself, it seemed plausible to him. What about the others? Did they know?

As if he could see the steam coming out of the Sirius, Willard chuckled deciding to change the subject, "what about your brother? Did you see him?" This seemed to snap Yuliy out of his intense thinking, "ah... yeah, I did. He said if I remained a Jaeger then we were no longer brothers- but enemies. He even mentioned the Ark." The teen had kept going on telling the older man about how he was only a child back in Dogville- how he wasn't told of the Ark. 

In response, the professor behind him concluded that the only reason the vampires were keeping Mikhail alive was to see what he would know about the Ark. Yuliy couldn't seem to process anything today; what was the Ark? What would his brother do with the Ark? What were his feelings for (name)? 

Why couldn't he wrap his head around any of this?

The professor saw the conflict in the teenager's eyes; therefore he asked the question he never thought he would ask, "Yuliy, do you want to quit the Jaegers?" Making the said male's eyes widen as he turned to face the man he looked up to. "If you do then you and your brother won't have to kill each other," to which Yuliy replied that his vengeance is his only reason for living. This resulted in Willard's sudden question of: "then what about (name)?" Stopping Yuliy from speaking.

"And... Mikhail- was it? He's your only blood relative left. You have the choice live alongside him and (name) too." The older man said with a serious aura; standing up, Yuliy tried to argue but had fallen silent. the silence was for him to allow himself to think about everything from his feelings of (name) and how the Ark would help him figure out what he could do. 

'Wait... what was (name)'s mission?' 

Yuliy mentally asked himself before looking at Willard, "Professor, what is (name)'s mission?" He asked curiously. With a grin, the professor told Yuliy of the mission of the girl in question, "she went to get me the book that I entrusted to a friend," Willard said before bidding the teenager farewell. 

Yuliy headed to the bath to try and contemplate about everything going on. Stripping out of his clothes, the Sirius survivor slid open the door to see the nude body of Philip; their greeting was somewhat awkward but after that little phase, Philip soaked his body in the tub while Yuliy sat on a stool to wash his hair; "my mother told me a lot about the baths" he told Philip who sat peacefully. 

Suddenly the feeling of Philip's cold stare shot the Sirius in the side of the head making him stop his action of washing his hair, "what?" Yuliy asked wondering what the younger wanted to say. The blonde's grin fell into a blank expression, "so you had a brother" said the British before Yuliy told him how he always believed his brother had died. 

Prepared to not let the conversation of his brother get too deep, Yuliy decided to change the subject to something he thought of earlier: "Philip. Do you think I'm in love with (name)?" The Sirius survivor question only getting a shocked expression from the blonde boy, "wait! You and (name) aren't dating? I thought you two were dating the entire three years I've been with the Jaegers!" Philip shot up from the water surprising Yuliy who rinsed out the suds that connected with his hair. 

Yuliy chuckled as Philip started to make his way out mumbling "I seriously thought you two were a thing" with an embarrassed blush. Once the fourteen-year-old was gone, Yuliy dipped himself into the tub while letting out a sigh with closed eyes. Breathing in the steam, he opened his eyes as his gaze landed upwards towards the ceiling.

"Maybe I just miss her."

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Well well~ welcome back my little readers. How are you on this fine... cold... windy af day (if none of these apply to you then... day)?

Because this is episode 6 I decided to give you all a special treat( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

If you couldn't tell yet, I got these screenshots from YouTube since Netflix has a privacy policy. Sorry kiddos~♡

(Please don't report me or this story)

If you don't think Yuliy is beautiful then we can't be friends. My boi is gorgeous!!!!