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Through the whole drive, their hands kept interlocked. It was certainly a weird feeling in Taehyung, because usually this isn't something they do. But, he wasn't complaining at that, he rather enjoyed his touch, and his position a lot more than he thought.

Even for Jungkook, he was a bit shocked at his own actions, yeah they kiss, hug, cuddle, and all that. But did they usually do this? Not once. Maybe just holding hands, but they really didn't do it a lot, not even while driving, walking, but certainly he enjoyed it as much as Taehyung.

The minutes to and from Taehyung's house took a while, it did for them. While Jungkook continued driving, the older was frequently sleeping, after crying for the past minutes in the Burger King bathroom, it made him a lot more tired than he originally was.

Nightmares came often for the older, and it didn't have any help on any position or situation he was in when he was previously in or right now. Certainly, he didn't want Jungkook knowing, because he didn't. Did it work? Hell no.

Taehyung woke up teary by being startled. (I feel lowkey bad right now). He didn't know how the younger would react since he knew nothing about these kinds of nightmares. It didn't always happen to happen when Jungkook was around, it wasn't just majority of the time when he was over, they didn't share a house and a bed together for Jungkook to know these episodes. So, what was the point in telling him something he really wouldn't know?

"Hey, baby. What happened?" Taehyung let go of his hand and covered his face, he hated himself for doing that, he basicallly embarrassed himself, well definitely to him he really seemed to.

"I'm sorry, it's nothing." Taehyung breathed out, uncovered his face, and unfortunately trying to let it go by looking out the window like it was nothing and there clearly was no point of going down that road.

"I asked, what happened? Not asking for excuses." Jungkook's voice now seemed rough, it didn't sound or seem like there was anger stricken.

"I— there is no point in telling something that doesn't matter. It was nothing, just something that frequently happens." Taehyung sighed.

"I don't care if it's supposedly 'nothing'. It matters that you literally woke up crying. That totally doesn't matter at all right?" Jungkook presided.

"I'm sorry okay? I didn't just wake up right now crying, it happens everyday when you're not with me because of course we aren't living together for me to bother telling you. I figured there was no point in telling you if you didn't know anyways. I can't just explain what's wrong if I really don't know, it's not just one day or occasionally, it's literally every day. So yeah I'm sorry." Taehyung rambled, disappointed to the younger, he felt his self getting judged right now; even if he just made a mistake or nothing at all.

"I understand if you don't want to tell me, I'll wait. Just know whatever it is, tell me when you're ready." Jungkook sighed, he didn't want to pressure the older into telling him, even though he would try anything to help anyways, he wants Taehyung to feel comfortable what's wrong. And if, he ended up getting hurt from Jungkook going through his anger stage in not telling him, the younger would regret what he just said.

"I promise." Taehyung had a slight smile and grabbed Jungkook's hand. Yes, he felt bad and wanted to tell him but, a part of him told him to wait till he's ready, was he being over dramatic about it? yes.
Was it really something major? no.
Does he still feel like he can't say anything till he's ready? yes.

Even though, it was supposedly wouldn't be such a big deal, but come on everyone has something.

"Taehyung, you know I love you right?" Jungkook stated, arriving in the olders driveway.

"Maybe, it depends" Taehyung glanced.

"Well, you should every day. Those idiots who left you are missing out on this perfection. A while fucking god, I repeat."

"I wouldn't say that, because come on that's perfectly you weirdo" Taehyung chuckled, smiling.

The two smiled and exited the car after a long day, they entered the house.

"Baby, I just want to just cuddle with you right now." Jungkook pouted, Taehyung on the other hand was changing, but came out smiling, he sensed his pouty face any time and it was adorably cute to him.

"Come here bun" Taehyung plopped on the nicely made bed, and his boyfriend simply on the other side already ready to just cuddle with his boyfriend.

The lights turned off, the fan on, the comfort under the blanket, and both boys cuddling.

"I love you"

"I love you too bub"