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Denis' POV
The guys had just dropped Georgia off and I knew she would be in a fragile state but this was technically the last night before we were on the tour bus and I wanted to make it one night she would never forget. I had got James and Cameron to buy me black rose petals and Sam and Ben went out to get candles. I made sure the petals were perfectly lined up from the front door to the bedroom and the candles were all lit and placed around the bed. The one thing that caught my attention was the lack of condoms. Every time Georgia and I had sex we used one the first time but I can't remember using them the others.. was she even on the pill. We have had sex more than three times surely she was on the pill but I was sort of concerned because she never said anything about it. I didn't know why and I didn't really want to ask because it wasn't really my business. She was supposed to be here any minute and I was nervous how she would take all of this in.. Tonight was officially our night before our Canada/South American tour and she was going to be working just as hard as we do on stage so her just leaving the hospital touring may not be the best thing for her to do but she would refuse to stay here or go stay with Samantha in London. I knew I would have to talk with her tonight about it and maybe.. just maybe she would talk to me about what's going on with her.
I was startled at first when I heard the front door open so I slowly pulled my underwear back on and forgot to grab a t-shirt on my way to see who it was. It was Georgia wearing a gray turtle neck and black skinny jeans I had brought her earlier today. Her face was pale and her eyes were bloodshot but I looked past all of that. As soon she closed the front door to the snowy outside, her eyes lit up as she looked at me.
"Denis what are you doing in your underwear?" She laughed
"Just look." I told her looking down at the floor at the black rose petals. She was silent as she took her boots off and I saw a small smile playing on her lips as she followed through the rose petals to the bedroom. She looked at the candles scattered about the room and the black petals that caked the white sheets of the large bed.
"Oh my.. Denis you-" She paused picking up one of the petals "These are beautiful.. better the second time?" She smirked at me
"What ever you want." I said standing in the door way. She took what I said and owned it. Georgia tugged at me gently as I took off her pants and she threw her turtleneck off. "Let's just forget about life for now." I heard her mumble to me. Step by step she plopped me on the bed.
The next 30 minutes was Georgia kissing me, tugging my hair, she left red marks all over my neck, arms, and even parts of my chest. Before we completely stripped ourselves she wanted to be on the bottom and so that's what I did. I took her panties off as she tugged at my boxers completely taking each off----
*****after
Georgia was wrapped in my arms and the only sound in my home to be heard was her soft breath hitting my chest. I could feel her heart beating steadily before she spoke without me having to ask.
"I feel better today." She started as she placed her small hands on my chest tracing the owl tattoo "Doctor Polski thinks I have PTSD."
I nodded to her. I felt my heart drop in my chest, she was sick. The love of my life had a mental illness and it was all because of her shitty childhood. I was also a part of it too.. And I couldn't feel worse then I did when I left her. That was the worst decision of my life. "Georgia we can get through this."
"I can't go to therapy and be on tour."
"You don't have to do that, I can help you through it. The guys and I can be there for you and we always will be."
"Denis I can't die from this but it's going to get progressively worse and I just wish I could do something about it."
"Don't worry about this. You have Ben, James, Sam, Cameron, and myself there for you always."
"I will try to not think about it but it will always be there. If I'm not with someone and if I am alone for too long I start to fall the demons pull me under." I pulled her close to my chest and she gripped onto me tightly "I can't be alone."
"You won't ever have to be alone. When we go on tour and catch that flight to Toronto tomorrow you can share my bunk in the tour bus and when the guys and I are playing on stage or signing you will always have one of the roadies, or merch people no one will leave you alone."
"I hope not." I heard her whimper and I felt hot tears drop onto my back and she pulled away. I wiped her eyes with my thumbs
"Never. Tomorrow is the start of tour and it can be just like it used to be. The guys and you being insane as ever on the bus. Ben and Sam yelling and screaming at James for staring at them, Cam and I watching you tell us some sort of dream you had the other night. It's my favorite thing on tour is having my band mates and the love of my life there with me."
"I can't wait." She smiled at me before hugging me again. I loved her smile.. it's just I wasn't feeling that it was genuine.
Georgia's POV
Being with Denis was my favorite thing in the world. I knew that going on tour with the problems I had it would be rough but I could get through it. Denis and I were packing our bags and getting all of our papers together to be ready for the plane and traveling tomorrow. I was nervous about being alone. But having the guys there and knowing we all slept under the same tour bus roof was the security that kept me from worrying too much. I didn't feel this bad a year ago. Sure I had always had problems with being alone and abandoned but it just seems that when I get to close it all slips out of my hands too quickly for me to enjoy what I had. I pushed away those thoughts as Denis began to talk about something.
"Hey, sorry I sort of.. I blanked out what did you say?"
"Were doing a tour with another band." He said
"Who?" I looked at him raising a brow
"Bring Me The Horizon."
"You can't be serious!" I said smiling at him
"No this is happening."
This is going to be an insane tour. "So many Brits."
"That leaves me out.. and half of you." He winks
"Let's just go and have the time of our lives then." I said
"What could go wrong?" Denis asked shrugging
Who knows what could go wrong with Asking Alexandria and Bring Me the Horizon on the same tour together for 4 long months.
Short update I know.. but WE HIT 8K READS! THANK YOU GUYS SO SO MUCH!
Okay so next chapter should be pretty great.. I really hope you guys are looking forward to the tour with BMTH AND AA together. It's going to get crazy really quickly ;) .
stay tuned loves! <3<3 -mickey
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