Jasleena

Sitting there hearing everything he had said broke me in every way possible. Yes I wanted to know the truth but never did I ever imagine it feeling like this. I thought I was strong and could bear it. I thought I could handle anything thrown at me. But this... this is different. This is complete betrayal from the two people I loved so much. The only two people I had. The only two people I trusted. I would have never imagined things would turn out this way for me.

Once inside my apartment I went straight for my room. I heard Paola call for me but I ignored her and continued walking. Once in my room I locked it, went into my bathroom and fell to the floor crying. I'm not sure how much time later, my phone starts to ring. Lukas. I wiped my face and took a deep breath. "Hello." I sounded terrible. "Hey there, pretty lady, did you make it home safely? I had sent a few texts but no replies so I called to make sure you're ok." That made me smile. In the middle of this heartbreak he still made me smile. "I made it home. Sorry I didn't realize you text me. Jacob found me walking, a little after you left. He brought me home. He confessed. But I'l be ok. Someday. But I really don't want to be on the phone right now. I don't want to sound mean or rude, I just need some time. I wont ghost you I promise. I'll text you soon." And there were the tears again. "I'm sorry Jasleena. I understand no biggie. But remember anything, you can shoot me a text or call. I can be here if you want me to be." And again I smiled. "Thank you, talk to you soon Lukas." We hung up and I cried some more. I was a complete mess. I was supposed to work the following day. So I had to try my best to get everything out of my mind for those few hours. After some time, I got up and went to shower. Cried some more in there, eventually got out and went to bed.