Y/n's Pov

I kept on staring at the ground not moving, listening to each and every word Jungsoo muttered. Jungkook's breathing was heavy and I heard his occasional sniffles which made my heart break but I kept my hands to myself.

I know I need to comfort him but right now, I didn't know how. When Jungsoo told about how Jungkook killed the boy, I felt the fear rise. Fear at my own boyfriend but I kept silent. Not acting out on anything.

Jungkook didnt kill for fun. He did it to protect me.

When Jungsoo said about how Jungkook didn't shoot anyone that night, I felt my shoulders relax. But only slightly.

Hearing about their parents brutal death made me shiver. That's when Jungkook officially started crying. Not with loud sobs but with the little shaking of his shoulders, his face buried in his hands.

My own tears fell and I heard how Jungsoo's voice broke.

He kept on going. About why he targetted Jungkook after that. All the things he did to get Hungkook to love him like a brother even though it is forced. The desperation he had to be accepted by Jungkook tugged at my heart.

Finally when all the story is unfolded, we stayed there silent, our eyes avoiding the other as we all were lost in the past that has now come into our present.

The sky was darker now than ever as if it was shadowing the gloomy hearts in this room. The painter of the night sky has stopped his work today as not even one star was in sight of the beautiful sky.

We don't know how long we stayed in silence. But the silent was soon broken by Jungkook.

"How could you?" He mumbled. His voice barely a whisper that croaked weakly. He took in a deep breath and looked up at Jungsoo with his red rimmed eyes. "How could you love me even after everything?"

Jungsoo smiled through his tears. "Because your my brother."

"But your mine too. But I- .... I-...." The sutter of Jungkook sounded more painful than any words he are planning to utter.

"You forgot your past Jungkook. You both did. So I ended up being the bad guy in your lives." Jungsoo explained with a small smile.

"I'm sorry." I muttered for the very first time.

"You guys don't have to be sorry about anything. Life was playing a game with all of us that we didn't have anything to do about it." Jungsoo said.

Jungkook slowly got up from him seat. Although stumbling in his step, he made his way towards Jungsoo and pulled him in for a tight hug.

I burst out in tears. Seeing the 2 broken souls finally trying to reconcile. Seeing them hug so tight as if trying to make up for all the years they lost.

The lone tear leaving the smiling eyes of Jungsoo as he hugged his little brother after many many years of wishing for it held so much more emotions than anything compared.

The door to the room slightly crooked although the boys didn't seem to hear it. But seeing it, I turned my head towards it to see Namjoon peeking.

I signalled him that all is fine and to leave. He smiled dearly at the sight of the brothers and gave a small nod before closing the door and leaving.

Jungkook finally broke the hug. He looked at Jungsoo with his tearing eyes to mutter. "What can I do to make up for all the bad things?"

Jungsoo smiled. "I just want you guys to be happy. And Y/n." He made his way to me and crouched down on the floor to reach my level. "I'm sorry for hiting you. You have no idea how much I regretted it. I'm sorry."

I smiled up at him. "That's okay. It seems like I deserve it. I was the cause for everything."

Jungsoo frowned with a pout. The feature is so similar to his little brother which made my heart melt.

"You know? When I first saw you here, I couldn't help but see how you and Jungkook looked like twins. Even right now." I pointed out.

We both looked at Jungkook to see him staring at us with a pout. Their eyes widened when they saw that they looked so similar.

"You look cute." Jungkook pointed out to Jungsoo who chuckled.

"You look cuter."

"Guess we both got dad's bunny teeth." Jungkook said with a smile.

The Jungsoo then stood up and faced Jungkook. "Yup. We both do it seems."

Jungkook came towards me and pull me up to stand. It's not that I'm weak but his small touch is what I was craving for now so I let him do it for me.

He pulled me in for a hug. Resting his head on top of mine relaxing to the favourite scent that's reaching him. I relaxed too in his strong hold.

Breaking the hug, he gave me a small peck on my forehead before looking at Jungsoo after breaking the hug.

"Hyung. Let's go out of here." He said while squeezing my waist a little to show that he doesn't want to be here anymore.

Honestly I don't either.

"We can't go back to being brother as if nothing happened. We always have the past with us. So you guys go ahead." Jungsoo said with a smile.

"But hyung, we can just try to make eveything right. I mean, I want to. I made way too many mistakes to just say sorry and get past. So I wanna make amends." Jungkook quickly answered to which the older nodded with a smile.

"I forgive you. Both of you just like I know you forgive me too."

"We forgive you." I muttered slowly. "But you have to come with us."

Jungsoo shook his head again. "No. You guys go ahead. I can't leave this place."

"Why not?"

He smiled to that. But this time the smile was different. As if he is hiding something.

"It's nothing Jungkookah. You can go."

"But we want you to come with us." I said then to which he just smiled.

"I have something to do here."

"And then will you come?" I asked.

"Yea hyung we can wait." Jungkook said then.

The older just shook his head. "No. It's something I have to do alone."

I felt a weird feeling settling down on my heart so I asked one last question to confirm my doubt.

"I'm planing to make dinner when we go home tonight, will you come?"

He still shook his head.

"Why?"

"I told you. I have something important to do. I won't be able to come."

"Bu-" Jungkook was interrupted by Jungsoo's voice.

"You guys go ahead. Don't worry."

"Will you be fine?" I asked. One last hope to prove that what I'm thinking is wrong.

But my heart broke when I saw his hesitation to answer. When I saw the tears that filled his eyes which he skillfully blinked away without gaining much attention.

"Y-yea. Now go."

Jungkook was hesitant but he still turned to go. But I kept in my place. I felt the weird feeling in my chest. The hesitancy to go out of here with the lingering thought that something would happen.

"No." I said suddenly catching both of their attention. I slowly untangled Jungkook's arm from around me and went towards Jungsoo.

"You are coming with us right now." I said in a stern voice and got ahold of his wrist. I started to drag him but he held my hand instead and let go of the hold.

"I'm fine here my baby sister."

"No you're not! I'm not letting you stay in this room!" I exclaimed.

Fear clouded my mind. I was sure about what he is planning to do. I saw the gun. The way he is holding it as if the moment we leave, he would take it out.

"Y/n." Jungkook called out obviously being worried about my behaviour.

But I stayed on my ground glaring at Jungsoo. "Then give me the gun Jungsoo." I ordered.

This time Jungsoo's smile faltered and his eyes widened. But he didn't move and stayed rooted on the spot. Not a muscle moving in sight.

"If you think I didn't feel what you are going to do. You are wrong." I muttered.

"H-how did you know?"

"You said that you had to stay. Nothing about leaving. Because you knew that if you do this there is no leaving." I said in one breath. My heart beating faster to change his mind. "Jungsoo please give me the gun."

He shook his head with tears faling down and took steps away from me. "No. Get out you both. I need to do this."

This time it was Jungkook coming towards us. "Why? We finally have you. Please don't do this."

His whines were left as if ignored but I knew the older boy felt them. "I was plannig to do this when you come find her. When I finally let you guys know everything. I was never someone's priority. I was always a burden. Please! Let me do this! I had enough!"

"No!! Jungsoo this isn't right. Please give us a chance to make everything upto you. Don't go with things unfinished!" I exclaimed.

The boy stood his ground. This time Jungkook moved fast to reach Jungsoo and held his hand which was holding the gun.

"Why do you feel the need to kill yourself when you haven't even done anything wrong?" He asked. His voice low and deep with fear and anger mixed with love.

"Let go Jungkook. You are better with the hyungs than you would be with me. So get out. Leave when you can instead of getting blood in your hands." Jungsoo muttered quickly trying to push Jungkook away.

"I already have plenty on mine but your blood in not something I plan to smear on anyone's hand. Not mine and not even yours."

Both the men were bulkier and bigger with their muscles built up well with years and years of training.

Without much words spoken after that they got into a fight of getting the gun away from the other. One struggling to hold the gun to get through his plan while the other trying to prevent it.

It felt as of deju vu hearing about that fight not a awhile ago and now watching them actually fight. Yet that day Jungkook wanted the gun to aim at Jungsoo yet today he wants the gun to be away from him.

When the struggle got out of hand as fists were thrown recklessly, I felt the need to involve someone else.

So I quickly made my way to the door and peaked outside to see Namjoon and Hobi leaning against the wall.

"Make them stop." I quickly said getting their attention. They rushed in past me seeing the boys fight and quickly got a hold of the two brothers to stop their bicker.

The gun is still being held by Jungsoo, the stronger and the older male with great determination to go through with his plan.

Jungkook kept breathing hard theough the nose, glaring at Jungsoo while being held tight by Namjoon.

"Drop the fucking gun Jungsoo!" Jungkook exclaimed.

Jungsoo pushed Hobi away from him and held the gun right to his head. Tears were streaming down his face yet his resolute was clear. He screamed at Hobi to not come near him before his eyes focused on Jungkook.

"I gotta do this. Let me."

I moved in between the two brothers and without even thinking twice, I put my hand in Jungkook's suit and grabbed the gun. The gun point being in my head.

Everyone gasped but my eyes stayed fixed on Jungsoo who now stood in front of my vision.

I heard the faint sobs of Jungkook behind me but I kept my stance. My hands slightly wavering even in the gun point. I was afraid of my own hand pulling the trigger.

The trust you have on yourself at times likes this is really low. That's when self doubt creeps in.

I took in a deep breath to control my shaking self and directed my attention back to the task at hand. "If you pull the trigger, so will I."

"Y/n..." Jungkook whined. Still being held by Namjoon.

"Pull the trigger if you want Jungkook to lose two people he loves." I said wanting to break Jungsoo's desire.

Jungsoo's widened eyes now kept on looking at the gun in my hand, my eyes and Jungkook behind me.

I saw his eyes held the question. His stuttering voice finally muttered. "You wouldn't d-do that."

"Don't test me."

I don't know whether I would even be able to no matter what I said. Jungsoo might have the desire to die but I don't. Neither do I want to leave Jungkook.

But I don't want to see Jungsoo leave either.

"Please hyung. Please no! Please." Jungkook begged. His voice broke my heart and it impacted Jungsoo's heart too.

The gun from his hand finally fell with a clatter onto the floor. I walked closer to him still with the gun pointing at my head to kick away the gun.

He remained silent even when I put down mine and threw it away from me.

Finally, I pulled Jungsoo in for a hug. We both felt the tears slip. His sobs echoed through.

He didn't utter a word even as I broke the hug, as I held his hand and even when I dragged him out.

Jungkook came towards me, gave me a peck before going to Jungsoo's other side to hold him.

Hobi and Namjoon opened the door for us to go out. I followed behind them. Right as Jungsoo and Jungkook was about to come out, the door was closed. And locked.

I started panicking again.

"Jungkook!!!!" I exclaimed while banging on the door repeatedly. The hyungs, now including jin came and were trying to open the lock to the door.

"What happened?" Namjoon asked.

"They were gonna come out. But the door closed. The door. They closed it!" I quickly muttered even while banging hard.

I couldn't hear anything on the inside. I kept banging on the door. My hand sore and red. Tears were flowing hard. I didn't know what to do. What else can I do other than scream their names?

"What can w-we do?" I asked. The panic is rising rapidly being afraid of what might happen.

"Suga hyung try to see if you can see through the window." Namjoon ordered.

"Jimin and Taehyungie check the CCTV for any glimpse inside the room."

"Guys let's try opening the door."

I moved out of the way as the three hyungs started banging on the door with all their weight to burst the door open.

The loud sound was making my fear rise. The banging to the door resonated the loud banging of my heart in it's cage. Almost as if it wants to come out desperately.

"The door is made out of fucking steel. It doesn't eve-" Hobi's sentence broke in the middle.

Our eyes widened when we heard it.

The gun shot. Coming from the other side of the door.

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Author's Pov

When the door closed by the foot of Jungsoo, Jungkook was thrown away from him. No one knew of the gun the older brother had secretly put in his waistband of the pants.

He is a mafia leader after all. He always has backup.

"H-hyung..." The younget boy called out.

The gun was again held to the head of Jungsoo. "I made a promise to myself that I will do this. I can't have another promise that I couldn't keep in my life. So please."

"Hyung no." Jungkook pleaded with desperation.

Why couldn't he break this through to his brother's mind and make him stop?

"Move even one step forward and I will pull the trigger." Jungsoo warned to the boy who started to make his way towards him.

The loud banging gave the great distraction to the older boy when his eyes snapped in that direction. The door hinges echoed the sound of their startle as they rattled with the force.

Jungkook used this distraction to tackle the other. Once again caught in a fight of who gets the gun.

But before long. It ended.

When someone accidently pulled the trigger.

One got shot while the other sat by him, crying with surprise and fear.

Feeling the stupidity of his own action washing in over him as he stared at his brother.

As his brother that he loved with his whole heart stayed bleeding on the ground from the wound on his stomach.

"I deserve t-this...." The injured muttered weakly.

One last word was spoken before he lost consciousness. One word that broke the other apart.

"H-hyung."

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