Chapter 15

Jimin's P.O.V

"But I'll make sure to make it up to you." I continued after she ended her screaming.

Yoo Ri kept hitting my shoulder continuously. And now, she was trying to make me let go of her, but I resisted.

I didn't want to let go of her.

She tried to pry my arms off of her, but I didn't let her. I only embraced her more.

"Just let me, please." I softly said, holding the back of her head.

"L-L-Let go of me." Yoo Ri desperately said, but she didn't have the energy to pull me away anymore.

"Just let me for this time, I'm afraid that I'll never get to do this again." I said.

With that, we were only stuck in an embrace. We were both thinking of the same thing. Were we ever going to see each other again? It's not easy to lose someone you love a lot, when you know you may not get them back. It's only smart to use all the time I have, wisely.

(SKIP)

"We don't have much time left together..." I muttered, as soon as Yoo Ri finished washing her tears away.

"I know..." she replied.

"I'll give you a choice. I don't want to be selfish. You can choose to e-end things between both of us, and not to talk to me for these few days until we separate. Or we could make the most out of these few days we have left..." I said, avoiding eye contact.

She rubbed her shoulder, not knowing what to choose.

It's hard for her.

It's hard for me too.

If we don't talk anymore, it'll be easier for both of us to move on.

If we continue, we could spend more time together. But it'll be hard to move on if we grow more fond of each other.

"I've never said this properly... but I know I'm a fond of you. And I... I love you. And if I do love you, I know it's best if we end things now, so I'm letting... you go." She tried her best to explain everything clearly without stuttering. I could see her struggling.

Huh. Only know you love her when you let her go.

"I... I guess we should let go." I stammered, blinking a little at the tension.

"I'm... sorry for everything. If you weren't even kidnapped-" she was about to apologize again, but I interrupted.

"Enough. Remember what I told you, stop apologizing. Meeting you was something I'll never regret. You taught me a few things I could never learn from an ordinary girl." I pursed my lips as I said.

"We should stop talking, from now onwards." Yoo Ri looked down and said.

"Do me a favour." I said.

"Look up." I continued.

She slowly tilted her head up, showing her teary eyes.

"Look at me." I said, leaning closer to her. She stared into my eyes with all the might she had.

"Don't look away." I warned her, and she gulped nervously.

I didn't know what I was thinking at that moment, but I grabbed her face and pulled her towards me.

I crashed my lips onto hers, and she listened. Her eyes never left me, because of the shock she was under.

I just wanted to kiss her with all I could, because I knew I liked her a lot. No, I loved her a lot.

Was I being selfish? This pinch of guilt is just bothering me.

But I felt, love, when we kissed.

She was just shocked and taken a back by what I did.

I slowly broke the kiss, and I looked straight into her eyes. I locked the eye contact, and never wanted to let go of it.

She seemed dazed. And captivated. She was the one I fell for yet I'm losing her.

"No, No, No. Why did you do that?" Yoo Ri asked me sternly as she took a step back.

I, was taken a back.

"D-Did I hurt you?" I asked, taking a step nearer to her, but she only took another back away.

"Park Jimin. You d-did the complete opposite, and it's not okay! You're making it harder for me to move on." She huffed out, and the next second, she pushed me aside, running out of my room

That's when I knew, I screwed up once again.

I couldn't go chase after her. I know she would rather me out of her sight now.

That would be the last time I'll ever get to do that.

(SKIP)

I heard several knocks on my door, but sure as heck they weren't from Yoo Ri.

"Jimin, it's me, Yoo Ri's mother, I'm coming in, alright?" That gentle voice, I knew I had to trust this lady.

She walked in, and saw me seated at my desk.

"Hello..." I muttered, pursing my lips.

"I'm here to talk to you about Yoo Ri again." She sighed, and sat down across me.

"I don't see why we have to talk about her anymore." I bluntly said.

"Why is my daughter crying her eyes out in her room and not having you by her side to comfort her?" She furrowed her eyebrows and I stopped my movements.

"I'm the reason why she's crying." I said, with my lips quivering.

"You, made my daughter cry? How?" She knotted her eyebrows, not believing the fact that I did that.

"I think you have a rough idea on how it happened. I don't want to speak of it anymore though." I huffed.

"Jimin, can you at least, help her stop crying?" Mrs Jung pleaded, and I shook my head confidently.

"You don't understand. I would help her right now, but that's only going to make things worse. You should talk to her, it'll help her." I suggested.

"You know, I've never seen her so happy, until she met you. I'm sure you can help her stop crying." Mrs Jung said.

"I'm really sorry, Mrs Jung. But I cannot do that. I'll only make her cry more. She doesn't want to see me anymore, since she knows, I'm going to be gone soon. She wants to let go, before she gains more feelings." I explained.

"I understand. I'll go talk to her alright? And... we're bringing you back, tomorrow." Mrs Jung awkwardly said.

"I- I'll get ready to go back then." I replied, pursing my lips.

"Thank you for understanding Jimin. You're a really understanding boy, now I know why my little girl fell in love with you." She chuckled and I faked a smile.

"And remember, I trust you, not to reveal anything, about us." Mrs Jung said and I assured her.

"I know. I understand. Mrs Jung, can you... at least tell me how's Yoo Ri going now?" I asked.

"Of course I will, honey. You should get some rest." She said and I nodded, understanding.

(SKIP)

Yoo Ri's P.O.V

"Enough, I don't want to hear about him anymore!" I snapped back at my mother as I covered my ears with both my hands.

"Just... just know that he's going to leave soon." My mother softly said.

I ignored her words, and she heaved a sigh.

"I'll be leaving soon. I'm just telling you, he's leaving soon, so you only have a day with him left. Don't waste this time." She said as she stood up.

Don't waste this time?

My mother left the room eventually as I was stuck alone in my thoughts. I was confused.

I didn't want to see Jimin again. But there was this small part of me, which wanted to see him again.

Just one glimpse. I wanted one.

But I had to stop myself from even looking at him. I know it'll hurt when he's gone... that's what I learnt, because I'm already hurting now.

I wish I could just scream out loud right now, but I'll only make others worried about me now.

I want to let everything out. I do.

I was in a crisis. I didn't want to separate from Jimin this early... but this is it, I guess.

Sometimes, not everyone gets a happy ending, right? I guess I was unlucky to get an ending like this.

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