Chapter 31 A lie
A.N There's are boy BB! Hope you ENJOY this one!
Ravens POV
I've neglected Beast Boy for a week now. I hated him so much. Every time he'd try to talk to me I'd make up excuses to get away from him. So he got the whole team to ask me what's wrong. Even Rek.
***Memory***
Starfire: Hello friend Raven!
R: Hi Starfire.
Starfire: May I do the speaking with you?
R: That's kinda what we're doing right now.
Starfire: Oh. Well may I enter your room?
R: Sure.
Starfire: Thank you friend! How are you feeling?
R: Fine...
Starfire: Are you the angry with someone?
R: No.
Starfire: Are you angry with yourself?
R: Listen Starfire, if this is about Beast boy we're fine. Please stay out of my business.
Starfire: Oh okay. I am the sorry to bother you, friend Raven.
R: It's okay Star.
Attempt 2
Robin: Hey Raven!
R: Hi Robin.
Robin: How are you doing? Haven't seen much of you lately.
R: Umm, yeah. I'm good. You Robin?
Robin: Good. You could tell me anything you know.
R: Just because we spoke once in our minds, doesn't mean I want to tell you everything.
Robin: I'm not saying you have to.
R: Huuuuu. Robin why are you here? Tell the truth.
Robin: Fine. Are you angry at Beast boy? He sent me because you won't talk to him.
R: He also sent Starfire. We ARE fine.
Robin: Okay, okay.
Attempt 3
Cyborg: HEYYY Raven.
R: Don't even try!
Cyborg: Okay, never mind.
Attempt 4
Rek: Hi Raven!
R: Hey Rek. How are you?
Rek: Good! How are you?
R: GREAT.
Rek: Really?
R: Yep.
Rek: Can I come in?
R: Sure.
Rek: How are things with you and Beast boy?
R: Who sent you Rek?
Rek: Uhh, Beast boy and the others.
R: You don't have to do this.
Rek: But we're worried.
R: You're sweet Rek, but you don't have to worry. Go play now!
Rek: Fine...
So yeah. It's the day after Rek tried to squeeze the truth out of me. I was reading my book on the roof. It was about 5:30 AM. My book was called The girl who drank the moon. By Kelly Barnhill. ( A real book ) It was great. It took my mind off things.
The sun was slowly crawling up my face. The Orange tint of the sky covered my body. I was floating right now. My stomach growled. Damnit. That means I have to go down and possibly have to face Robins worried face. I battled myself for a few moments until my stomach growled. And by growled, I meant screamed.
R: Uhhhh. Fine.
I said to myself as I got to my feet. I made my way down the stairs. I turned corners and stepped over whatever the hec was on the floor. I made it to the common room. I sensed someone... I closed my eyes and took a breath. I let the door slid open, then I finally entered. Whoever it was, was laying on the couch. I looked from my food, to the couch. Nobody looked up or anything. I ate my waffle with caution. When I was finished, I stood up and starred at the couch. Not wanting to peer my head over, I lifted the person with my black magic.
Through the dark energy I saw only... The face of Beast boy!?
I unleashed him, causing him to drop to the floor. He didn't whimper at all, he just looked at me not knowing what to do. When we made eye contact and I looked away with hurt. His face dropped when I did so. I was about to leave the common room, but he spoke up.
Beast boy: Raven?
He said with I quiet and soft voice. I clutched my book to my chest and didn't turn around to look at him.
Beast boy: What's... Are you okay?...
The same softness in his voice.
Beast boy: Raven?
Before I knew it his numbing touch was upon my shoulder. I backed away and looked at him. He looked just as hurt. Why?! He wasn't the one getting cheated on!
R: Just leave me alone.
I said quietly.
Beast boy: Why? What's wrong that this passed week you've been hiding from me?
R: I wasn't hiding!
Half a lie...
Beast boy: Than what were you doing?
I didn't answer. I didn't want to answer.
R: I just need time...
Beast boy: Time for what?
R: To think...
Beast boy: ....Think of what?
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To think of... Think... Of.. I need time... Okay?.... Just give me time... Time to think of.... How much I... hate.. You?...
R: ..... Uh...
Beast boy: Listen... Whatever's going on... I can help, Raven.. You just need to talk to me. You need to tell me what's wrong.
I grabbed the sides of my head.
R: No... No, no you can't!
Beast boy: Yes I can!
R: No you can't!
Beast boy: Last I knew you can tell your boyfriend anything!
It was so very silent. It began to hurt. The ring in my ears got louder and louder. I felt like crying. Weeping.
R: You're not my boyfriend.
I said wiping away a tear from my cheek. I turned the corner and started to walk to my room. Good. He didn't follow me. I finally got to my door. But just a bit ahead of me was a green cheetah. Fumbling with the door, I turned around and started to run. He caught up with me so fast. He reappeared into a human. I tried to get away but he held my wrists tight. I was stuck.
Beast boy: Raven... Did you just dump me?...
R: Ah hah!
I said taking all my anger with it. His whole face expression changed. He looked so sad. His ears drooped down.
Beast boy: Why?...
I could tell he was trying not to cry. This hurt me just as much though. His grip loosened a bit, however, I didn't try to run. I don't think I even could.
R: Just because I did.
I said with a hard angry tone. I took his hands off mine then walked away. I wanted to call after him. To say I still want to be your girlfriend and you my boyfriend. But I didn't. I couldn't after what I just said. After what he had done. I took time in my room. I think he did as well. But the time came that I had to leave my room and see the Titans. I slowly walked out and wiped my puffy eyes. Silkie was sleeping on the ground in front of my door. I stepped over him then walked the dark halls. As I passed the trophy room I saw Starfire playing with dolls.
Starfire: Oh yes, that is exceptional news you deliver.
She said running her dolls along the trophy table. I smiled, then kept walking. I got to the garage where I saw Cyborg fixing the spaceship.
Cyborg: Yes, all new and squeaky clean. And the best part is, you aren't even new!
He said as he finished rubbing a cloth on the jet. I smiled once more. I passed the training room and saw Robin punching a bag. His cape moving quickly behind him. I went to the common room and looked out the big windows. Jump was crazy. Traffic and blinking lights. On the balcony of the local pizza shop sat someone looking out at the streets. His legs dangled off the edges and his head rested on the fence.
Rek: What you looking at?
Her voice scared me so much that I jumped.
R: Ahh Rek. I was just looking out at Jump city.
Rek: Oh I see.
She peered out too. Her eyes traveled to the male on the balcony.
Rek: Sorta looks like Beast boy on that balcony.
I looked once more.
R: Don't be silly. That's nobody.
A.N There you have it! Hope you liked this one. Love, Sinead.
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