"We're going to start marching soon" I tells Murphy as I enters his room "I don't want you to go" he groans as I sits down on his bed. I was sitting in front of him so I could face him

"Jasper and Monty are waiting" I says "they're lucky to have you as their family" he says. I stares at him for a few minutes making him confused

"What?" He chuckles with a smile before I leans a kiss on his mouth, as I pulls back he's mouth agape "I am sorry" I says out of anxious

"No, don't be" he shakes his head "I just... I always liked you and you were so sweet lately, I mean you see how sweet you are when you're not trying to kill my cousin?" I says making him laugh

"Not a lot of people would describe me as sweet, but go on, I like how this is going" he says "there is a war that's about to starts between us and Mount Weather, if something will happen-" I says

"What? You'll be fine, Mae" he cuts me off "Mae?" I asks "I know it's your favourite nickname, you told me Jasper used to call you that, I am sorry if-" he says

"No, it's alright. I like that" I cuts him off "you'll be back" he assures me "I just wanted to do this, if I won't have another chance to" I says

"We really should stop starting out conversation like that" he says "yeah, probably" I chuckles

"okay, I am sorry, continue" he says "I just spent a lot of time with you lately, and it reminded me when we would spend time on the Ark" I starts

"And in the time I spent with you, something felt right. You know how I was stressed and scared lately but when I am with you... everything gets quite, and I want it to stay that way" I says

"I don't understand" he says "understand what?" I asks "what I did to deserve you... I mean. Come, Mae. I am not sweet, I am scared you sees more in me than I actually am" he says

"Murphy I know you for years, I wouldn't stay that long if I though you are not worth it" I says "you said you won't wait for me to be a good person" he says "I didn't mean that" I says

"I killed people" he says with tears in his eyes "they tried to hung you, they deserved to die" I holds his hand as he shakes his head

"And you know what? Maybe the things we did to survive made as bad people, but you're a good friend and you have good in you" I says

"I can't see anything that I don't like about you" I adds "but you will. You know, you will think of things. And I will feel trapped because that's what happens with me" he says

Then it hit me, that's why he stopped talking with me on the Ark.

"okay" I nods "okay" he laughs through his tears "okay" he assures himself "Okay!" I laughs too before I kiss him again

From the side it might seem like we are both crazy, maybe we are.

But to us this okay was some kind of assurance for the both of us, that we're willing to try

We both understands it, we both understands the meaning behind the single word with the two letters. That's also what I like about Murphy, we don't always has to explain each other everything, he would just get me, it made it very easy for me to attach to him because of that

I also know that he hates attaching to someone and that's scares him, but I am not going to give up on him, not like I did on the Ark

We both gave each other another chance because we both wants it.

-

The march felt kinda lonely to me, I felt like Clarke was mad at me and it was a bit awkward between us lately

Bellamy is the only one who doesn't judge me for getting alone with Murphy, but he was mostly with Clarke so I gave them both some space

It was dark, so we all were getting ready to sleep, while I was trying to sleep Clarke gets inside my tent "hi" I says

"We need to talk" she says as she sits down in front of me "okay, talk" I says "I am sorry about what I said, I am just not ready to forgive Murphy" she says

"It's not that, you don't have to forgive him. But don't judge me for forgiving him" I says "I didn't mean to judge you" she says

"Look, I get it. I am not mad at you, I know you're under so much pressure and stress right now just try not to take it out on me next time" I says

"So you're not mad?" She asks "no! I thought you were mad at me" I laughs it off "but seriously, you have so many other things to worry about, don't worry about this" I says

"Out of all people, I knew you'd get it" she says "what do you mean?" I asks "it's just..." she says with a breaking voice

"Hey, what's wrong?" I asks as I looks tears running down her cheek "I feel like everyone is mad at me for Finn, I couldn't take it if you were also mad at me" she says with tears before I pulls her into a hug

"No, don't. You did the right thing. They would have tortured him. You couldn't save him but you gave him a peaceful death, that's the best you could've done for him" I says before she pulls out of the hug

"You're a good friend" she says making me smile "you too. You just need to stop torturing yourself for Finn" I says

"I don't think I am able to do that" she says "I mean, maybe not right now. But eventually you will" I says before she gives me a little sad smile

"can I sleep at your tent? I can't fall asleep" she asks "yeah, sure" I says as we both lays down, facing each other

"I missed you" she says "we haven't talked in like a day" I says "okay, yeah. But it was a really hard day" she says

"You'll be fine" I says "I don't know what I would've done without you or Bellamy" she says

"You'd probably have breakdown, maybe a few" I says making her laughs "but you would have handle that" I assures her

"Thank you, Mary" she says "Always, girl. But get some sleep, you need it" I says "yeah, you too" she says as her eyes closes

-

"Weapons" a grounder says as we were about to enter a grounder's village to have a meal with their commander, Lexa.

"We need to get disarm before we enter" Lincoln says before Lexa's guard, Gustus search us and takes our weapons

The grounder says something to Lexa in their language before we enters their village. When we enters a lot of people in there started yelling things in their language, I didn't really understand which made me more nervous

A guy steps in front of us making us stop. He speaks with Lexa before Gustus starts to punch the guy

"Commander, stop him. Please, they'll blame us for this too" Clarke begs to Lexa. Lexa speaks to Gustus making him stop punching the guy

"The sky people march with us now. Anyone who tries to stop that will pay with their life" Lexa speaks before she keeps walking

"Warm welcome" Bellamy says before we keeps walking

"Please accept this gift, commander. We drink this at special occasions. I believe this qualifies" Kane says as he offers Lexa a bottle after we enters a room and stands around a table

Gustus takes it from Kane and hands it to Lexa "thank you, Marcus of the the sky people" Lexa thanks Kane "your welcome, Lexa Kom Trikru" Kane days

"Just, uh, don't drink too much of it" Kane adds "Clarke, let us drink together" Lexa says "it will be my pleasure" Clarke says as Gustus gives Lexa two cups, she spills Kane's drink to if, handing one of the cups to Clarke

"Allow me" Gustus takes sip from Lexa's cup before he returns it to Lexa "tonight we celebrate our newfound peace. Tomorrow we plan our war. To those we've lost, to those we shall soon find" Lexa raises her glass

They both were about to take a sip from the cups before Gustus falls down and starts coughing "it's poisoned" a grounder says before Bellamy tosses the glass out of Clarke's hand

"It was the Sky people" Indra says pulling out her sword. I look at Clarke with panic before a chaos starts "it wasn't us. You have to know it wasn't us" Clarke says

"No" Clarke says after Indra says something in their language and the grounders starts searching us "No. No. We didn't do this" Clarke says "Gustus warned me about you. I didn't listen" Lexa says

"Lexa, please" Clarke says "tell me something Clarke. When you plunged the knife into the heart of the boy you loved did you not wished that it was mine?" Lexa asks

"That's not mine" Raven says as a grounders holds a bottle with poison "I am telling you, that's not mine. He put it there when he searched me" Raven says

"No sky person leave this room" Lexa says before she walks away "do something" Octavia tells Lincoln "Indra" Lincoln says before he speaks in their language with Indra, but it doesn't seem like it was any help

"We're screwed" I says as Clarke shares a concern look with Raven

I was sitting down when Raven suddenly hits Clarke "you're the only murderer here" Raven says before we all walks towards them

"Leave me alone. You gave me no choice. Why did you turn yourself in?" Clarke says as she as looking at the air

"Baby" Abby tried to reach for Clarke but Clarke just walks away. After a moment I decide to walks up to her

"Clarke, babe. You're going crazy" I says "you think I don't know that?" She snaps "yeah, okay. I deserve that" I says, stressed Clarke is definitely back

"I got this" Abby says as she taps on my shoulder and sits down in front of Clarke after I gets up

"I was protecting everyone, I didn't have a choice. You did" Clarke raises her voice drawing our attention "no" Abby says

"You turned him in" Clarke says "no, I trusted Thelonious to talk to your father and convince him not to go public" Abby says

"You knew dad would never stop. You knew what would happen to him" Clarke says "I was protecting everyone too" Abby says before Clarke stands up

"Clarke, please" Abby says as she stands up as well "we are the same" Clarke says. After a few moments of silence Clarke walks away from Abby and sits next to me

"He turned himself in, it was his choice. He was going to die no matter what you would have done, you made it easier for him" I says before she lays her hands on my shoulder

We were in silence for a while before Kane walks up to us making her move her hand from my shoulder to look up at him

"Tearing each other and yourself apart isn't the way to get through this" Kane says before he sits down

"Lexa needs this alliance just as much as we do. She's shown herself to be flexible. She listens to you" Kane says looking at Clarke

"She think we tried to kill her" Clarke says "but we know we didn't. So let's figure out who did. Who would want her dead" Kane says

"Too many to count. Forming an alliance with you was a risk. Especially after what Finn did to this village" Lincoln says

"It had to be someone trying to break the alliance" Octavia says before we hears the door opens, Indra enters with two grounders

"How's Gustus?" Lincoln asks "Gustus will live" a grounder says "take her away" Indra says before the grounders walks towards Raven

"Wait, wait. What are you doing?" Kane asks "she didn't poison anyone!" Bellamy says as he stops the grounders

"I argued for all of you to die. But the commander is merciful, she wants only one" Indra says looking at Raven

"She's innocent" Lincoln says "I don't care. They move, they bleed" Indra says "just give us some time, we'll prove she's innocent" I says "hey. Hey, stop. Let her go" Octavia says as the grounders takes Raven

"The rest of you are free. When she's dead, so is the alliance. You should run" Indra says

Author note:

Murphy and Mary are finally together, I am sorry if I rushed this though I just thought it would be better to make them together before season 3 because Murphy starts to become a main character in season 3

Also, I love Mary and Clarke so much, I think they're so cute