The grounders ties Raven on a tree with her sleeves rolls up and her hands up

"I take no joy in this, Raven. But this time, justice will be done" Lexa says as she walks towards Raven with a knife

"I didn't do it. How is that justice?" Raven says "we have to do something" Bellamy says before we hears Raven screams out of pain

"Lincoln, talk to them. You can talk to them, these are your people" Octavia says "not anymore" Lincoln says before he speaks with a grounder

"Wait, where's Clarke?" I asks Bellamy "she's still in there. Just give her a minute" Bellamy says before Clarke storms out "Clarke!" I says as I follows her with Bellamy and Abby

"Stop. What are you doing? You'll get yourself killed" Bellamy says "I need that bottle, now" Clarke demands

"Stop!" Clarke says "let her pass" Lexa says as Clarke walks towards her, me, Bellamy and Abby follows

"One of your people tried to kill you, Lexa. Not one of mine" Clarke says "you should have run" Indra says

"I can prove it" Clarke says as a grounder hands her the bottle Kane gave Lexa "Clarke-" I says before she drink out of it

"Yeah, you go girl" I mumbles before Bellamy hits me, signing me to shut up "the poison wasn't in the bottle. It was in the cup" Clarke says before Gustus whispers something to Lexa

"It was you. He tested the cup, he searched Raven" Bellamy speaks "Gustus would never harm me" Lexa says

"You weren't the target, the alliance was" Bellamy says "we didn't do this, and you know it" Clarke says before Lexa turns to Gustus and speaks with him

"The alliance would cost you your life. I could not let that happen" Gustus says in English "this treachery will cost you yours" Lexa says before she speaks in their language, a couple of grounders takes Gustus while me and Bellamy runs to pull Raven down

-

"How did you know it was Gustus?" Lincoln asks Bellamy as we were sitting around a fire "he'd do anything for her. To protect her" Bellamy says

"It just makes sense" Bellamy adds "look at the thanks he got" Octavia says "Guys!" Raven says making us stand up

"What is it?" Bellamy asks "listen to this" she says as she asks towards us with a radio "forty sevens of us are trapped, they've taken Harper" I hear Jasper's voice

"He's alive" I says with a smile do relief "Mary, pull yourself together" Clarke says

"Talk to him, say something" I says "it's repeating" Raven says "please hurry, this is Jasper Jordan" I hear him says

"They're alive" Octavia says "we need to do this now. We've got the alliance. Now is the time to use it" Bellamy says

"First, we need an inside man. You were right. Without someone on the inside to lower their defences turn or off the acid fog. An army is useless. You should go" Clarke says

"I thought you hated that plan. That I would get myself killed" Bellamy says "I was being weak. It's worth the risk" Clarke says before she reaches to her pocket

"My map of Mount Wetaher. Find a way to get on that radio and talk to us" Clarke hands the map to Bellamy

"I am going with you" I looks at Bellamy "no, you're not" Clarke says "my family is in there" I says

"They're our family too. Two inside people will be too suspicious, if they'd catch one of you, the other one is dead" she says

"I need to see Jasper and Monty" I says "you'll see them when they'll be out" Bellamy says

"It'll put us in danger. Mary, it's not a family trip it's a dangerous mission" Clarke says "fuck you" I says before I walks away. I was sitting in a quite point where I could see the starts from

I am trying to stay calm by looking at the starts, it doesn't really help though.

He is alive, but he is in danger. I am happy that he's alive but then again, he's in danger. He's in danger, they're all in danger.

I don't know what I am supposed to feel, I just feel empty. I just want them all to be safe, but they're not

"Hey" Bellamy says, zoning me out from my thoughts as I quickly wiped my tears "hey" I asks before he sits down next to me "they will be fine, I'll make sure of that" he says

"They're not fine right now, they're not safe" I says "they will be, I promise you" he says

"I know it's hard for you, if Octavia was in there I'd probably storm in there, but I would get myself killed while doing that" he starts

"He needs to know that I am alive" is says "I'll tell him, and Raven would probably will be able to talk to them soon so you'd tell him yourself" Bellamy says

"You don't understand. I want to hug him, I want to be in there and know what the fuck is going on in there and what they're doing to our people" I says

"Mary, I get it. But you're not thinking straight right now. If you'll go in there with me you're not only putting yourself and us in danger, you're putting them in danger, we can't take that risk" Bellamy says

"I just want to help them" I says "I know, you'll fight with the army. That's how we will win" he says

"Thank you, Bellamy" I says, he smiles at me before he puts a hand around my shoulder

-

"Murphy" I says as I sees him looking for me, he runs towards me and pulls me into a long hug "how are you?" He asks "I am fine" I says

"We need to go train with the grounders soon, we don't have much time to talk" I says "you just got back" he says

"We need to be ready to Mount Weather as fast as we can" I says "yeah, I know" he says

"I heard Jasper's voice, on the radio. Asking for help" I says "shit, are you okay?" He asks, I shakes my head as an answer

"They're in danger, I can't stop thinking about it" I says "relax, we've got a grounder army, Clarke and a crazy chick that would kill any person in this mountain for her cousin and his geek friend"  he says

"Did you just called Monty a geek?" I asks as I hits him "that's what you caught of what I said?" He laughs before Kane gathers us

We were waiting in the Alpa station before the grounders army arrives

"First time when you're around grounders when they're not torturing, exited?" I whispers to Murphy

"I am glad you're laughing at my trauma" he says "just trying to cheer you on" I shrugs

"Don't be stressed" he says "why would I be stressed?" I asks "you use dark humour when you're stressed" he says, he knows me

"Quite down" Kane walks towards us with Indra next to him "I know we don't have a lot in common. But we do have a common enemy and a common goal. And for us to reach it, to get our people out of Mount Weather we need to work together" Kane says

"Together. Sky Kru and Trikru" Kane says in their language before a grounders walks up to me and Murphy

"You got a problem?" Murphy asks before the grounder speaks in their language "I am sorry, man. I don't speak grounder" Murphy says

"We don't want problems. Just back off" I says before the grounder was about to punch me but Murphy pushes him away from me

"Mr. Murphy, apologise to that man" Kane says "for what? He was the one who came at me" Murphy says looking straight at the grounders eyes

"Two days work detail" Kane says "work detail? I just told you I didn't-" Murphy looks at Kan "care to make it three?" Kane cuts him off before Murphy returns his gaze at the grounder, but Murphy doesn't say anything, he just walks away

"You're gonna burn just like your friend" the grounder says before Murphy returns to the grounder punches him "Murphy" I says as they starts fighting

"Murphy, back off" Kane says "Murphy!" I says before a chaos starts

-

"This is my fault, you were trying to protect me" I says as I watches Murphy wiping the floor

"This is the grounders fault, you heard what he said about Finn" Murphy says "not all of them are assholes" I says

"You say it because you didn't see what I see" he says "that's true, but think about Lincoln. Lincoln is one of the good ones" I says

"They don't even count him as one of them. That proves my point" he says "they can think of Lincoln whatever they want, but Lincoln is a grounder" I says

"It doesn't really helps him, isn't it?" He says "we need them for Mount Weather" I says "I know" he says before he walks to the window, watching everyone training

"Save the bullets for the groudners" Murphy says, referring to our guards training with guns "I take it you don't approve" Jaha appears, but Murphy ignores him

"Well, look who it is. Our favourite person" I mumbled "I asked you a question" Jaha says "who cares what I think?" Murphy says as he turns around from the window and continues wiping the floor

"I do, or I wouldn't asked, I am guessing this young lady also does" Jaha says looking at me "I am not going to back you up man" I says

"I think the grounders can go to hell" Murphy says "I got you off work detail" Jaha says "why?" Murphy asks

"You knew my son, and I'd like you to take me to his grave. Now that there's a truce. It's safe for me to go and say goodbye" Jaha says

"Well, you can get someone else to take you" Murphy says as he walks away "I am told the graves are unmarked. You can show me which is his" Jaha says

"I feel bad, we should help him" I whispers to Murphy "you can hold the mop, or you can hold a gun" Jaha says offering Murphy a gun, that will buy him for sure.

"Mary is coming as well" Murphy says as he takes the gun "how fun" I says

"It's extraordinary, isn't it?" Jaha says looking at the view while we walks to the drop ship "oh, just give it a few days" Murphy says

"I may not know everything that happened before I got down here but I do know something about what you're feeling, son" Jaha says before Murphy turns around to him and face him

"Don't call me that. I am nobody's son. You made sure of that" Murphy says before he keeps walking

"I remember your father" Jaha says "yeah, right" Murphy chuckles "Alex Murphy, convicted of theft of rationed medicine. He stole it to take care of you. I remember them all" Jaha says

"We're here. Home, sweet home" Murphy says as we stands in front of the drop ship

"The graveyard's this way" Murphy says before we starts walking towards the graveyard, Jaha takes a minute before he follows us "you okay?" I asks Murphy, he slightly nods

-

"You didn't miss the drop ship, do you?" I asks as me and Murphy leaves Jaha to grief on Well's grave, we were sitting inside the drop ship

"Do you?" He asks "I mean they treated me better than they treated you" I says "I don't blame them" he looks down

"They are responsible for Charlotte death just as much as you are, she chose to kill herself" I says "I don't know what happened to me" he says

"They hung you, I would want to shoot any of them as well" I says "but you wouldn't have done that" he says

"Hey, you're doing good. Forget about whatever happened just focus on what you're going to do next" I says

"I can't just forget what happened, they won't let me to forget" he says "they will calm down at some point" I says

"It doesn't matter what I'll do, they will still treat me like a psycho murderer. It's the way people think of me" he says

"That's not true" I says "when I said I didn't kill Charlotte, they didn't believe me and hung me like it was nothing, but when Charlotte confessed, they let her go without punishment, before she did what she did" he says

"You're not a bad person, what they did to you is wrong" I says "you don't even believe it" he chuckles a bit to hide his tears

"I do. Hey, I do" I says facing him "I just never thought thought that Bellamy-" he says with a breaking voice

"Who gives a fuck anyway" he says with tears as he lets him cry, I pulls him into a hug

"I just wish that I could go some place where nobody knows me" he says as he cries in my shoulder as I pats his hair

Author note:

Kind of a sad chapter, but the next chapter will be even sadder. Sorry guys

Bellamy season 2 has my heart and rewatching the 100 season 2 just reminds me how sweet he was in that season so I had to add a scene when he comforts Mary