Warning

Blood
Gore

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"Liars go to hell."

That's what my mother always told me when I was a kid. Ever since that day, I never lie to anyone especially to the people who are close to my heart. They don't deserve to hear lies as they have also a fragile heart like mine. 

"You have beautiful eyes."

Childe... the first guy who noticed me. Well, the only guy who noticed me for all these years. I was invisible to everyone's point of view. I never thought that I will fell in love with those words. Ever since that day, I started to lie. Lie to my mother just to meet him secretly. I know lying is not good but my heart wants to see him as his heart also wants to see me. 

"Please, be with me... for the rest of my life."

He always those words that makes my legs go numb and my stomach would burst into a thousands of butterflies. I was so sick of being alone that every time my mother goes to sleep, I sneak out of my bedroom's window. I have met him so many times but whenever we meet each other, it always felt like its our first time.

First time looking at his deep oceanic orbs and it felt like I'm drowning.

First time holding his hands as I watch the moonlight shining down on us while he whispers sweet nothings to my ear.

But I was wrong...

Dead wrong.

It was Prom Night. He asked me out, I agreed without hesitation... I thought this is the right time to say those precious words, but I never thought that he will be the reason for my tears. 

"Such an easy to get b̷̳͎̘̏͗͗́i̷̥̹̜̣̪̰̗̎͌̀̄̊̓̈́͘̕t̵̗̙̫͊̾͛͐͆c̶̣̳̈́ḩ̷̯͎̺͕͓͗̃̈́̿ with a fragile heart... I only used you."

For months of having those precious moments with him, he did it for the bet. The bet was for me to say those three words, he will won a huge money from this stupid bet... leaving me. Everyone only watched us and his so-called friends were laughing and cheering for his successful mission while I fell on my knees. Sobbing quietly as I hugged myself from shaking as the coldness surrounded my warm fragile heart. 

                              "ₗᵢₐᵣₛ gₒ ₜₒ ₕₑₗₗ."

 "ᴸⁱᵃʳˢ ᵍᵒ ᵗᵒ ʰᵉˡˡ."

".||ɘʜ oƚ oǫ ꙅɿɒi⅃"

                                                            "̷L̷i̷a̷r̷s̷ ̷g̷o̷ ̷t̷o̷ ̷h̷e̷l̷l̷.̷"̷

                                                                                                                             "̸͕̤̦̝̑̅̽͛͆̏͝L̵̳̺̤͇̲͎̣̤͓̆̐̓̑̒͝i̶̫̺͎͙̹̫̳͇̊̍̏̓̈̿̈́͐ͅà̸͚̐͗̅r̶̨̢̛̛̜̝̩͖̼͔̐̒ś̷̻̭̬̟͖̒̾ ̷̨̨̯̹̱̇̌́͛̽g̴͚̀ơ̵̧̗͈̹͓̤̘͂̊͒̐̓̄̌̊͗ ̴̧͓̩̘̳̟̤̩͖͈̃͑̏͑̈́̈̀̿͗t̸̘̭͍̦͖͛͠ȏ̴̟̏ͅͅ ̶̮̝̣͇̮̰͑̐͑̇̄̚h̷̖̫̖̯̹͛̽̊̋̅̚͜͝ͅͅe̴͖͚̯̥̣͔̙̬͑̔̏́̓͑̚͝l̴̡̛̬̲̯̻̰̪̭̳̊̊͋ͅl̴̥̖͙̘̱͈̣̦̾̚̚̚͝.̶̨̤͖͙̳̬̘̳̋̌̐̽̇̾́ͅ"̴̡̯̜͓͓̼̽̉

"Ｌｉａｒｓ ｇｏ ｔｏ ｈｅｌｌ．"

People around me kept laughing, Childe was also laughing while pointing at me. He doesn't know that I already stopped laughing and looked up to him that it made him stopped from laughing. I was smiling at him but my eyes were not showing any emotions. 

Childe was speechless. 

I kept smiling.

Everyone went quiet.

"Childe... You have taken away my heart, so..."

He wanted to run away but he felt his feet was glued on the floor. Breathing heavily. I lifted my hand and placed it on his chest, feeling his scared little heart beating oh so fast.

"I will take yours."

*thud*

People around us started screaming and shouting for help. I looked around and saw them running, looking for an exit.

Some of them are hiding and some of them are looking at me with fears in their eyes. And I just stood here, not knowing what just happened until I felt... Something in my hand. I lifted it and there was horror in my face. 

A heart. 

I am holding a heart. I didn't know how it got into my hand until I saw someone on the floor... bleeding. It was him. 

What have I done?

What did I do?

What did I do... To deserve this?

Why?

Why?