(Edited/Fixed 9/18/17)

[Josh's p.o.v]

I looked at the white and red plane sitting on the table, eyes flooding out with tears like a river. I began to break down and cry hard as I closed my eyes. I buried my head Into my arms that crossed over the table.

Tyler stood up and came to sit next me me. I lifted my head and shifted my body towards his, embracing him into a strong hug.

"I really missed you,"

"I missed you too, Josh.."

"You don't understand,"

"How so?"

"You seem so calm,"

"I seem calm but I'll break down when no one is around," Tyler barely choked out.

I frowned deeply, wiping my tears away and I saw his breathing become more rapid. He was being worked up.

Tears began to fall from his eyes and I grabbed Tyler again, hugging him. Tyler broke down in my arms.

//FLASHBACK//

"Bye Joshie," Tyler sobbed as his mother pushed him into the car.

"Bye bye ty ty.." Josh frowned.

Kelly said her goodbyes to the Dun family, getting in the car and starting it up.

"Wait!" Tyler screeched, unbuckling himself and swinging the car door open, hopping down to the ground and ran to Josh, whom was still in the same spot, watching Tyler leave. He jumped into Josh's arms and hugged him tightly.

"M' love you Joshie.." Tyler gushed and kissed Josh's cheek, letting his lips linger there for a few seconds. Josh smiled as tears came to his eyes and he hugged Tyler again tightly, just once more.

"M' love you most.. Stay safe Ty." Josh cried.

Tyler gave up and bursted into tears, breaking down in Josh's arms. With a mix of sobs and tears, Josh knew he wouldn't be seeing Tyler for a long time.

Josh walked Tyler over to the car and buckled him up, planting a kiss to his forehead.

"Bye bye Ty Ty," Josh smiled weakly.

//END OF FLASHBACK//

I looked down at Tyler's small frame clinging to me as he cried and let out a chain of sobs.

-

It really hurts.

It hurts seeing Tyler like this..

My Tyler..

My baby Tyler..

-

I shook myself from my thoughts and sighed, closing my eyes and Tyler began to settle down. I felt his breathing slow down against my chest.

The bell rang, scaring Tyler. He jumped up with wide eyes, looking at me.

"It's okay, it's just the bell," I said, rubbing circles into his back.

"I'm really happy your alive, Josh.."

"Well I'm happier your alive,"

"I'm happiest."

I rolled my eyes at his comment and he giggled; and oh my god did that melt my heart.

I smiled down at him and looked around, seeing students were getting up and heading to class.

"I think it's time to head to class," I spoke softly not to scare him.

"Yeah. Wanna come over today?"

"What about your mom?"

"She won't be home until 5:00 so we have around 2 hours- maybe a little less."

"Sure. But seriously Tyler, what are we going to do?"

"I don't know Josh.."

My eyes began to tear up.

"I don't want to loose you again.."

"You won't,"

"How can you be so sure?"

"Cause if my mother leaves again, I'm not going with her,"

I smiled at him weakly, feeling the warmth being taken away from me as he lifted his head from my chest and stood up. He picked up his bag and the plane, staring at it for a bit in thought. He put the plane in his bag gently, zipping it up and slipping it over his shoulder. I stood up after Tyler, following him out of the cafeteria.

Thinking I knew were I was going, I took a right to lead the way.

"Wrong way Josh,"

"O-oh.. I know.. I was just.. um.. looking down that way.. for Brendon.."

"Mhm. Sure." He laughed.

I smiled and turned around, catching up to him as he walked. We walked to our next class together because we had the same class next.

I took a good look at him before entering the classroom, standing in the hallway.

"Tyler...?"

"Hmm?" He hummed and paused, turning to face me.

I looked at his fluffy brown hair that I pondered what it would feel like if I could run my hands through it, his dark brown eyes that could enlighten anyone's day and soul, his small frame that fit his shyness, his crooked yet beautiful smile and his laughter.

"I really missed you,"

He smiled.

"How many times are you going to tell me?"

"As many times as it takes to convince you that you are lovely."

"What makes you think I think I'm not lovely?"

"My mother told me you were going through depression and that's what caused the 'car accident'.."

"Well, she wasn't wrong."

"Do you love yourself?"

"No,"

"Why? What's there not to love about you?"

"Everything."

"But I love everything about you because it makes you you."

"That's sweet Josh, but you don't have to lie to me,"

"Why would I lie to you?.... I love you Tyler.."