My Dearest 'K',

In the realm of love, where hearts collide like celestial bodies in the vast expanse of the universe, I stand before you unabashedly, unreservedly, with every fiber of my being laid bare. I stand before you, a pilgrim on a deliberate journey towards love. For you see, my affection for you was never a happenstance, never a mere stumble into the depths of infatuation. No, it was a deliberate stride, an intentional pursuit embarked upon with unwavering purpose and resolute determination. I stand before you, unapologetically declaring that my love for you was not a casualty of fate, but a conscious decision made with the utmost clarity of mind and purity of heart. With each step I took towards you, I embraced the uncertainty, the vulnerability, and the sheer magnitude of emotions that accompany the pursuit of love.

To say I fell in love with you would be to trivialize the depth of my emotions, to diminish the significance of the path I have chosen to walk alongside you. Falling implies a lack of control, a surrender to the whims of fate. But my love for you, my dearest, is anything but passive. It is a conscious decision, a steadfast commitment to cherish and adore you with every beat of my heart.

I never fell in love with you, for falling implies an accidental stumble into the depths of affection, and an absence of intention. No, my love, what I feel for you is far more profound, far more intentional than a mere accident. I walked aggressively towards love for you, each step propelled by an unyielding sense of purpose.

It was not by accident that I found myself utterly captivated by the allure of your laughter, the magnetism of your gaze, the intoxicating scent of your presence lingering in the air. No, it was a conscious choice—an intentional surrender to the irresistible pull of love, a surrender that I embraced wholeheartedly, without reservation or hesitation.

I did not stumble blindly into the abyss of affection; rather, I marched resolutely, with every fiber of my being yearning to be enveloped by the warmth of your presence, the depth of your soul, the essence of your being. For you, my love, I traversed the tumultuous terrain of my own fears and insecurities, guided only by the beacon of hope that burned fiercely within my heart and, I carved a path towards you, fueled by the sheer force of my devotion, the unyielding strength of my desire.

There was no hesitation, no doubt in my mind as I embarked upon this journey of love. It was as though my heart had already recognized its destination long before my mind could comprehend it—the place where you reside, the sanctuary of your embrace. With every beat of my heart, with every breath I draw, I have marched steadfastly towards the precipice of love, unafraid to confront the depths of my emotions and the intensity of my desires. It was not by chance that I found myself drawn to you, but rather by design—a design crafted with meticulous care and unwavering devotion.

With each passing moment in your presence, I found myself drawn deeper into your essence, captivated by the enigmatic allure that surrounds you like a veil of stardust. And as I traversed the winding paths of your soul, I discovered a love so pure, so exquisite, that it defies the constraints of mere happenstance.

For you, I would walk a thousand miles and more, traversing the vast expanse of this world and beyond, just to bask in the radiance of your smile, to feel the warmth of your touch, to lose myself in the depths of your soul. You are the architect of my desires, the orchestrator of my dreams, the muse that inspires the poetry of my soul. And though you may not reciprocate the fervor of my affection, know that my love for you burns with a brilliance that eclipses the brightest stars in the night sky.

I will continue to walk aggressively towards love for you, my darling, with purpose and conviction, fueled by the unyielding belief that our paths were destined to intertwine. For in you, I have found the embodiment of all that is beautiful and true, and I will forever cherish the privilege of loving you, even if it remains unrequited.

So, my dearest K, as I stand before you with an open heart and outstretched arms, know that my love for you burns with a fervor that defies explanation—a love born not of chance, but of intention, and with purpose. Let us walk together, hand in hand, along this winding path of love. Let us revel in the beauty of our connection, the depth of our bond, knowing that even if our love cannot be, the journey towards it will forever be etched in the annals of our hearts.

Yours, until all the rivers run dry.