Y/N Pov:

'Yay my so called MOTHER is home yet again drink of her FUCKING mind'   I thought. Just as I was going to go to sleep my 'mother' came in "WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING" she shouts "I u-um was goi-going to sleep" I wimpered "LIKE FUCK YOU ARE" she spits at me and with every word she says it's like venom going though my vains. She comes at me with her fists in balls and hits me 1 time 2 times..... after an hours or so of her hitting me ,kicking me and touching me in places no one would like, she probally left to go back to the bar again....

I lay in my bed for a while looking over the bruses and cuts my mother gave me. I think and I smile. I slowly make my way to the bathroom and lock the door behind me.I reach and grab a box that hides all my little friends and memories.As I open the black precious box I see my friends (blades) I pick one up and twirl it around in my hand and drag it across my wrist making a deep red form and strickle down making its way to the bathroom floor.I drag it across my wrist one time *do it again you WORTHLESS piece of shit* great their back if you haven't guessed by now I have voices in my head they've become apart of me now for years.by the time I stop thinking I look down and see I've made BEAUTIFUL scars on crital vains (if any one got that congratulations you understand my life which I don't have 👽👽👽) i made about 15-16 I can't really tell they've moled togething during the process.As I get up my vision starts to get blurry and the next thing I know I've blacked out

Time skip: brought to by Josh with  yellow hair that we all know and love

I wake up on the cold hard ground and remember what happened a few hours ago I think.Before I get out I quickly rap up my cuts and wash up the mess I made and exit the door then I remembered school uhh. I rush to my room to get changed into my tøp shirt,black ripped skinny jeans and black and red converse and head out the door

Time skip: cause who likes school and all that shit

When I get home I grab my tickets and back stage pass I manage to get since I used my mom's phone to call and I got into the first 100 contest to get a back stage pass if your wondering where I got the ticket I bought with my mum's money I know her bank details.
I touched up my make up by adding a bit more mascara and I put red eye shadow and blend it with some black eye shadow too and put on some Matt black lip stick and sprint out the door to catch the bus I know I know catching the bus to a tøp concert but that's all I can do.....

I hope you enjoyed that cupcakes I will update really soon if anyone is even reading this 😂😂

Remember if you need talking to I will be here I myself is going through some issues at the moment just remember STAY ALIVE please it's all I can ask for

Also I made a name for my self maybe later on in the story I will revile my name but for now

Midnight out 👽👽👽👽