I alteady posted this on Tumblr bit I was forced to seperate it into two parts there. Gloom chapter 16 will be uploaded soon❤👁👄👁

Warnings: Swearing, SMUT, NSFW, Oral smut, fingering

Summary: After Pan gets defeated, Y/N and Felix live together in Storybrooke with the "heroes". They both don't get along and seem to avoid each other, until the "heroes" need to leave them alone to save Henry from another threat. Will Y/N get along with the cold, distant boy?

Part: (1/?)

Word count: 12.328

Y/N's eyes wandered through the small room, from the small bed to the huge window, stopping at the small drawer underneath it, before finally stepping further in. The walls were dyed light blue and besides a big clock and a flat screen they were empty. There was nothing unusual with this room, nothing really striking and yet it still felt a little strange. She walked forwards and ripped the dark curtains away, opening the window to welcome the golden sunlight into the room, warming her skin. The air smelled different and even the birds chirped in another tune. It seemed as if this world was quieter than the other, less dangerous and more welcoming. For a moment Y/N was soaked into the moment and drifted off into her thoughts, as suddenly some cursing in the next room ripped the girl out of her thoughts. With an annoyed snarl, she rolled her eyes and let herself drop onto the small bed, trying to ignore the sounds that probably came from the grumpy former second in command. After all, he still did not like being taken from Neverland, as he found himself with Y/N in a new home in Storybrooke. He still did not fit in and fought with everything he had to integrate. The second in command was stubborn and feisty, hot-tempered and constantly in a bad mood. Felix had barely granted Y/N a smile since they came off the Island and after he was brought into Mary Margaret's and David Charmings flat, everything went worse. The lost boy usually locked himself up inside his room, stayed there until after dinner to grab himself the leftovers, before vanishing back behind the wooden door. He never seemed to understand the technology around him, not even trying to understand it, but getting angry instead if it did not work out like he had imagined it to.  Y/N on the other hand, found herself in a healthy relationship with her hosts real quick. They took it as their own responsibility to take both of them in, after Pan was defeated. Felix, because he was the most stubborn boy that would never find his peace in an orphanage and Y/N, because she was the only girl next to Wendy that lived with the lost boys. After all this time on the island, she found herself being close to Henry as well. The small, young boy was like a little brother to her, making the girl laugh and joining her whenever Mary Margaret would allow them to go out. She was a careful woman and even though she trusted Y/N, there was no reason for her not to be cautious. Also Y/N suspected Mary  not to act like granting the girl a privilege while Felix was still being guarded. 

Another loud yell from behind those walls disturbed the girls' peaceful daydreams once more, so she grabbed the pillow and pressed it over her head to muffle all the sound, trying her best to ignore everything around. It was a day too pretty for this and Y/N only wanted to relax, but not a few minutes of delightful silence later, she heard a knock on the wooden door. Moving her body properly under the sheets, she faced the door and mumbled just loud enough,"Come in."

The door swung open and revealed the former second in command's worried face, his sweaty hair hung down his face and he breathed so loud that the girl could literally feel anger flooding in the room. The atmosphere turned immediately tense and the room seemed to shrink around her with each second passing. Y/N held her breath and raised one eyebrow in confusion, trying her best to hide her insecurities behind a questioning look, as the lanky, blonde boy's eyes pierced her urgently. 

"Where is the little rat?" Felix spoke in a hoarse tone. 

"The ra-" She started confused. "Oh."

Henry.

"He took my cloak." Felix raged. "Where is the bastard, so I can smite him!"

"It's in the laundry." Y/N interrupted him before Felix would even try to hurt Henry and give him the fault for her doings. She found it in the bathroom and washed it along with the other laundry. The girl's voice was almost inaudible, well knowing the boy's temper from all the countless encounters with the other lost boys. Felix's eyes twitched and he gritted his teeth as he slowly came closer, one step after another, to close the distance that kept her away from him, the only distance that gave the girl at least a little bit of comfort. Henry could be glad to have to spend the time with the grumpy lost boy on weekends only. How much she envied him.

"What?" He snarled with his face just a few centimeters away from hers and for a moment her mind went blank, the only impulse she felt was to storm out of the room. As she crashed to the door, Y/N did not even bother to look back and swiftly grabbed her shoes and keys before leaving the apartment.  The door swung shut with a loud crash that echoed through every room as Felix swayed back in his own room, every cell inside him questioning why his heart felt so heavy. Y/N was not even sure if the lanky boy bothered to chase after her and if her actions seemed a little exaggerated, but when Felix built himself up in front of her, the girl's heart sank into the bottom of her body and fear overtook her mind. The former lost boy had been cruel to other boys for less than that.

She did not stay out for long, simply walked around the block to get some fresh air and to get some space from the tall boy. Also, because she knew that Mary would be mad if she was not home when the woman returned. The first week did not start well and Y/N let out a frustrated sight as she thought of the future. Mary and David left her alone with him half of the day, having the boy locked up in his room was not consoling though, the fact alone that he was present was enough to make her feel nervous. When she returned to the apartment, Felix was nowhere in sight, so she quickly snuck back into her room, hoping that he would leave her alone for the rest of the day. On the other hand, she had to make sure that he would not hurt Henry, the poor boy did nothing wrong. For a moment Y/N hesitated until she decided to get Felix's cloak from the washing line on the balcony. Not a surprise that the asshole did not know it was there, when he never left his room. Still, the girl felt a little curious when she thought of what he might do all day by himself- especially with no understanding of technology. Was he not bored? There was no convincing answer that she could think of and Y/N wondered if she would find out as she strutted with the big cloak in her hands towards Felix's room. She  knocked at the door and immediately regretted it after the previous events. Nevertheless she tried to be brave and push her fear aside, telling herself that the former second in command was not threatening at all.
She knocked again when nothing happened and suddenly some angry footsteps stomped into her direction-, firm and loud, before the tall boy ripped the door wide open, revealing his furious face.

"What the fuck do you want?" Felix growled, the veins of his neck throbbing and his hands pressed so tightly into fists that his knuckles turned white. 

"I-...eh." Y/N stammered nervously and tightened her grip onto the cloak. Her eyes widened as she thought, He would not hurt me, would he? "I have your-"

"Keep that!" Felix interrupted her, his words were like poison.

Felix slammed the door shut before  the girl could say another  word, leaving her in the dark hallway with an unsettling feeling inside her guts that something was wrong. But how could she even tell what? Felix never spoke to her that much and it was pretty obvious that he would not do more in the future. All Y/N knew was that the grumpy boy missed the island and that he missed Pan, even though the girl never understood his obedience to the green devil. Peter Pan was manipulative and evil and she was glad he never left Neverland alive. Felix couldn't give her the fault for his loss, she had never helped the heroes and even refused as the only one next to him to say a word. Well, Y/N opened up quicker and befriended the "heroes" after everything they did. It was a saint if she could speak freely about it. The cloak must mean a lot to Felix, or else he would never be this angry, even for a boy who had a tendency to violence-, he never hurt Y/N before. She really hoped he would take it back and overcome his rage. The idea that Felix might only looked for a reason to hate Henry more occured her a few minutes later, but it was an unspoken thought that seemed to be way too assumptious.

"I am sorry about Peter." She moved her forehead onto the wooden door, resting it there for a bit and after a while she watched a single tear drop down onto the ground. Peter was not completely evil, not to Y/N at least and deep inside he was a loss to her as well. There was a short time where Felix seemed to be nice too, back on Neverland just weeks before Peter got defeated. He had shown the girl a flower field and tickled her until some boy's would crossy their way and disturb that lovely moment. It was the first and only time he had ever been close in a comforting way. Since then, Y/N had always hoped to see the boy underneath this rusty shell, but it was all gone since the second he stepped off the boat.

The door stayed closed and she stared at Felix's cloak, wondering what to do with it. When Y/N returned to her own room and snuck underneath the covers, the cloak was still under her arm. It did not smell like Felix anymore. The ticking of the clock was the only sound filling the room, capturing the girl's eyes to check the time- six pm. It was late, almost time for Mary Margaret to come back from work and cook some dinner, and when it was time for Y/N to sleep, David would come home too and Emma would come tomorrow, to bring Henry over for the weekend. Y/N barely saw David. He was always busy with his work in the police station and would get home late in the night. He left Felix and her up to Mary and Emma, which was definitely a hard task thinking of the rebellious boy next to Y/N's room. The man could not stand the former lost boy, the girl had seen it in his eyes when Emma brought her onto the ship, back then,  from escaping Neverland. Felix's emotions seemed mutual and everyone around could sense it. That both of them were separated most of the time, was not so bad after all. Mary Margarett even tried to take it as an opportunity to get to know more about the former lost boy, but all her attempts failed. The boy kept shut, would not reveal his past and barely replied to any of the woman’s actions. It was tiring to watch, quite a show though. It seemed like a boring game of charade, in which Mary kept asking him countless questions and then tried to interpret his annoyed growls as he ate some cereal. Breakfast was a strict rule for him to join and dinner to avoid. 

Y/N rolled over and grabbed her phone, turning some music on to change her thoughts and kill the silence. Even though it was so early, she felt how her eyelids were getting heavy, how she slowly drifted off into sleep, using the cloak as a pillow. Throwing it away was not an option for her, there could always come a time where the former lost boy would demand it back. 
It felt like a whole night when the girl woke up from a strange feeling of someone pulling on something underneath her. Out of reflex, she tightened the grip on the cloak in her arms. The pulling got stronger and when she realised that this was not a dream, she slowly opened her tired eyes.

"I changed my mind." Felix scoffed. "I want it back."

With a mind still dizzy and drunk from sleep, Y/N's sight was still so blurry, that it was hard to catch up and she needed a moment to follow the lost boy's words. He obviously meant the cloak, but why did he make such a fuss about it when he did not want it in the first place? 

"Y/N?" He pronounced her name so carefully when he realised her eyes were closing again. She did not respond. 

The sound of Felix's knees hitting the floor startled the girl out of sleep, finding herself sitting bolt upright in bed, pressing the cloak with widened eyes tightly against her chest. He let out an amused chuckle, grinning from ear to ear. Being fully awake now, Y/N realised why the tall boy was here and she slowly reached her hand forward, handing the boy his cloak over. What the hell did he do in the middle of the night inside her room? Why could this not wait? Her eyes wandered to her phone on the small nightstand-, it was eight pm and winter. It caused the girl to genuinely laugh to herself.

"Sorry for washing it." She whispered meek, avoiding Felix's gaze and dropped her head back onto the pillow before turning  away from him to close her eyes. 

"It's all right." With that Felix quickly made his way back to his own room, the door closing so quick as if he had run.

The next day he kept quiet, did not say a word at breakfast, not even a snarky comment towards Henry who was constantly talking about one of his favourite movies and its heroes. The word 'hero' usually was enough to make the former lost boy explode. Not this time. His steel like eyes were glued onto his bowl as he ate in silence. Later he would sit in the living room, watching some TV that Henry forgot to turn off and would not even complain when Y/N joined and switched the channel. For a moment she felt his eyes burning on her skin. When she met his gaze, the former lost boy rose to his feet and walked away, slamming his door to confirm he was in his room now. Felix was strange and not the friendliest boy for sure. Still, Y/N had the feeling that there was more behind his behaviour that he would let her on and that he exaggerated an act. Mary would give her some tasks over the time like getting the groceries, which she would really appreciate doing, since it was a great way to get out. Y/N and Felix were no prisoners of course and the cold of the thick snow creeping in from the outside would keep her under her covers anyway. There never has been snow on Neverland. It was entirely strange and yet so familiar, waking a nostalgic feeling inside the girl. When Y/N found her way to the grocery store, there was no one to harm her and she had all the time she needed to wander through the different Isles and shove anything she liked into the shopping cart. There were no lost boys with spears and torches, that would hunt the girl down until her feet would bleed. No Pan that played his dangerous, manipulative games, that only entertained him in a twisted, sadistic way,  satisfying him, that it could already be a kink. 

It was freedom. 

The good snacks from the store disappeared immediately inside the drawer, keeping it safe from Henry or Felix. Both had the tendency to steal Y/N's food. She would often cook for herself, learning new skills since there was nothing else to do anyways. As soon as Mary returned, the girl hoped she would bring some more groceries, but she got disappointed. The snow held her off too long, the mood to go into the supermarket was simply gone and Y/N could understand that.

"You can go with Henry." She smiled and grabbed herself something to drink from the fridge. 

"When will he be here?" Y/N asked, raising an eyebrow as she waited for an answer. The short haired woman slowly turned around, her face seemed to be frozen in an unbelieving, perplexed and slightly fearing frown.

"Isn't he here alr-" She stopped and both of their heads shot into the same direction when a key was put inside the front lock, turning and unlocking the door. The girl expected the young boy to get home, instead, Emma stormed into the apartment, shortly followed by David and the girl already saw on their faces that something was wrong. Mary let go of what she was doing and closed the distance between them with quite some concern on her face.

"They took Henry!" Emma bursted out, her eyes searching the room as if her son could just hide somewhere and would just magically appear any moment. She looked full of hope. David gently rubbed her back and told Mary to get her things. They always seemed to find trouble and now Y/N finally understood what Felix meant, when he once claimed that their hero being was only a facade and they were the true danger. Were they? Henry was gone and that was because he was so important to these women.

"Who took him?" Y/N asked worriedly.

"Stay out of this, you are not a part of this." Emma ignored the question and  gently shoved the former lost girl out of her way to get her keys. She ripped the door wide open and jumped down the hallway without bothering to close it, expecting the others to follow quickly. 

"We will get Henry back." Mary turned to Y/N, trying to comfort her by holding her hands. "You don't have to worry."

It was not the young boy she worried about and the short haired woman knew that. With a quick glance back to Felix's closed door, Y/N gulped and immediately shook her head.

"I can come with you!" She protested at the thought of being all alone with the former second in command.

"No," Mary said and sighted. "I need you here."

Her gaze wandered off to Felix's door again and her look grew frustrated. Y/N followed with her eyes and nodded before facing the short haired woman again. She turned to the counter and grabbed her purse to pull out her wallet.  Then she collected all the money she had and put it in a sugar box inside the shelf. 

"I trust you enough." Her words meant a lot. "Besides, once in a while Regina will check up on you two."

With that, Mary Margaret turned around and gave David a final nod, before both of them left the apartment to join their daughter in the car. As soon as Y/N closed the door behind them, everything went into an uncomfortable silence. There was no single sound instead of the unbearable striking of the clock hanging on the kitchen wall. 

"Great." Y/N moaned quietly. At least they could have told her who took Henry and for what possible reason. The adults would always seem to know better and in this case they decided it would be better to keep Felix and her out of this. Did they really want to leave her out of it, or was Y/N just not to be trusted? Felix would easily try to convince her about that. The former lost boy probably would not  care  at all. It was smart of Mary Margaret to hide some money for Y/N. The fridge was almost empty and she wondered how long they would be away and when she would need food. There was nothing good inside it, nothing appealing, so  Y/N closed the door and strutted back to her room. Dropping into the sheets, she grabbed the remote next to her pillow and turned on the TV. Henry had shown her how to use it real quick as he often joined the girl to play video games. All those years living here and using all these things caused him to always be smarter and it was the first thing Y/N noticed that Felix disliked about him. At the end, there were countless things the scarred up boy hated, but Henry was always the center of his anger. 

With the time passing by, the rumbling in the girl's stomach got louder until her tummy literally screamed for something to eat. Back in the kitchen, there was still nothing  appealing and with a quick glance to Felix's wooden door, she wondered if the former lost boy would like to eat something too. Each step further towards his room felt more heavy and Y/N's stomach turned inside out. The moment her knuckles knocked against the cool wood, she questioned why she even tried to be nice and get along with him. The floor was cold, maybe she should have put on some socks or turned on the heater. There was no sound on the other side of the wood and Y/N started to wonder if Felix was even home, when suddenly some heavy footsteps slowly strutted closer. Felix swayed the door wide open and rubbed his tired eyes, then rested his heavy head on the doorframe. He only wore some grey sweatpants, revealing his scars on his pale chest. The air around the girl thickened and her body heated up at the sight of his messy, sweaty morning hair. 

"Sorry." She mumbled and avoided looking at him. His presence alone caused shivers to run down her spine. "Did I wake you?"

"M-hm." Felix grumbled tiredly, fighting to keep his eyes open. Y/N's eyes wandered back to the open kitchen and its clock. It was four o'clock.

"Are you hungry?"

The tall boy remained silent for a moment, his dull eyes staring at the girl as if he did not understand the question, turned to look at his bed, then slightly nodded with his head as if it was the hardest thing to do.

"I could eat." He spoke with a deep, raspy voice, laying his focus back onto Y/N. Fuck, he sounded so hot, it caught her off guard and left her unable to speak for a glimpse moment. 

"I am ordering food." She said after a small moment. "What would you like?"

Felix pressed his brows together, then lifted one in confusion. "How does that work?" He asked and Y/N chuckled in amusement, feeling how her stiffened limbs relaxed. 

"You choose a restaurant and then decide what you want to eat." She explained and showed the blonde boy her phone. "They deliver it and you pay."' 

"Ah."

Y/N were not sure if Felix was not understanding it, or simply did not like it. He brought his hands up to his arms and rubbed the scarred skin, feeling how cold it was and finally bothered to put on a T-shirt. If Y/N were honest with herself, she liked Felix's exposed back. Muscles danced under tender flesh, as arms stretched upon the ceiling, forward and crooked together, pulling the cotton over his chest. Back on Neverland, Felix always seemed to be violent and rough, harsh to others and never in a good mood. There has not changed much, yet the dangerous, threatening touch was missing since he came to Storybrooke with Y/N. He was bent to new rules now. 

"Pizza." Felix said and stepped closer, closing the distance and bent down to take a glimpse of the menu. "Do they have some?"

Y/N's skin started to prickle when she felt his breath against her cheek and immediately froze in place. Why was he so close? 

"You know Pizza?" She asked unsure, still a little curious. Felix smirked and let out a husky chuckle. "Sure I do."

He walked past her into the kitchen, grabbed a glass of water, gulped it down, filled another one, gulped it down, but when he repeated that for a third time, the second in command could not finish it and disposed of the remains in the sink.  He turned around to check the time and widened his eyes as he realised how late it already was.

"The days are dark during winter." The boy mentioned with a side-along gaze, as if he knew that she might have criticised him for sleeping that long. Y/N did not know how to respond, but was confident enough to join the tall boy in the kitchen, pulling the chair back and taking a seat at the table. Both of them did not say a word and with each second passing in silence, she regretted sitting there with him even more. 

"Why did you run from me earlier?" The question caught her off guard, she needed a moment to think for the right answer. The girl tilted her head in Felix's direction, his eyebrows were lifted up in a questioning look and he leaned at the counter, waiting for the girl to open her mouth and speak.  He was just curious, not too gruff nor angry. 

"You scare me sometimes." Y/N admitted. "It's like being back in Neverland."

The former lost boy nodded disappointed and shifted his gaze out of the window to hide half of his features as if she would ever be able to read them.

"You really did not like the Island." The boy stated, receiving a light nod as an answer. "Was it so bad?"

"There were no toilets."

Felix could not help but chuckle, a warm genuine smile spread over his face and he nodded his head in agreement when he faced her again. 

"Toilets sure are great." He laughed. "Or warm running water."

Felix pushed himself away from the counter and slendered over to the girl, taking a seat on the chair in front of her. "It took me three days to find out how that works, by the way." He added after a small pause. Y/N could only shake her head in response and give him a brief smile. "Must have been cold."

The tall boy agreed in silence and crossed his arms in front of his chest, waiting for the food to arrive. He would disappear for a while to go to the bathroom, giving her some space to clear her mind. All she could think about was how beautiful the former second in command looked when he smiled, making her nervous the longer he stayed with her. For a moment, it seemed like he was another person when she was all alone with him. 

"Where are the others?" Felix asked when he returned from the bathroom, pulling the chair around to straddle it. 

"Someone took Henry." Y/N admitted low, not even wanting him to know that, well aware that he would only mock this situation, probably having expected such a thing sooner or later. 

"Hm.’' Felix let out an amused chuckle and gave her a winning smirk, one that said,"Told you so!"

"We're on our own for a while." The girl said, checking her phone for a message from the delivery guy. Not long. Almost here. How the time had passed by.

"I am  fucking happy they are gone." Felix snorted and rolled his eyes."They were such a pain in the ass."

At least they gave him a home and clothes, food and no worries about his current life. That was something and even though Y/N knew how beautiful the Island could be, the former lost boy had not been safe there. None of them were. How could he still be so blinded after all? Y/N wanted to respond but decided to keep her mouth shut. Right at that moment the doorbell rang. Shifting from her seat, Y/N strutted over to the door and opened it, waiting a few moments for the delivery guy to get up the stairs and hand her the Pizza. She pulled a twenty dollar bill out of her pocket and handed it over to the man before closing the door. The boxes felt hot on her cool hands and the smell of fat, cheese and pepperoni filled the room, making the girl realise how hungry she actually was. Felix's stomach started to rumble when she started to cut her Pizza, so she assumed he did not have any breakfast either. For a moment the girl really enjoyed the boy's company and hoped he would stay longer, but she was also sure that he would take his food and vanish as quickly as he used to do. Yet, Felix never ceased to amaze her. He waited in silence until she was done cutting, then he took the knife and in that moment her fingers touched his, she felt  a quick, electric sensation followed by butterflies rumbling in her stomach. Taking the Pizza, she quickly strutted into the direction of your room to hide her sudden joy, just to be stopped by Felix calling her name.

"Where are you going?"

"Into my room?" Y/N gave confused back ,wondering why he would want her to accompany him all of the sudden.

"Oh- I thought…" Felix sounded disappointed.

"Oh…" Her eyes widened and maybe she sounded a bit too harsh. "I thought you wouldn't want-"

"Nevermind." Felix barked harshly and swiftly vanished behind his own door, not even giving the girl a chance to say another word. Damn, this boy was so sensitive, his mood was constantly switching and Y/N wished to find out why he was always  so pessimistic about everything. Not now, she thought, not now. First she would eat, then she would take care of that matter. 

The boy let out an annoyed sight when he opened his door after Y/N knocked not long after she finished eating. Felix was eating the last slice of his pizza and held the empty box in his other hand.

"Why are you always coming to me?" He snarled.

"I just care about you! For god’s sake! You act so fucking mean since we came here and I wonder why." She raised her voice and knitted her eyebrows together in a serious manner

"Please don't do this." Felix moaned theoretically. "Please don't act as if you cared!"

Felix swiftly turned around and threw the empty box of Pizza aside. His fast movements caused her to flinch a little, but still she managed to remain calm.

"You don't care!" He snarled. "Nobody cares. Just leave me alone."

The tall boy did not need to turn around and give her a final glare, he made it clear that she was not wanted and no matter how much he needed her help, she respected his wishes. Y/N had really no thought to waste about him when she went straight into the bathroom to take a bath that might cool her nerves. That fucking audacity and this childish behaviour, as if Felix really meant what he was saying. They both knew he was not serious and that he was simply lying to himself about his emotions. There was no place for love in his heart after being manipulated by Pan for so long, nor  for friendship. Y/N did not care what the former second in command told himself about their friendship, it all has been a lie and a game for Pan, something to entertain him. It was worthless. His loss meant nothing, still Y/N cared how Felix felt about the betrayal of every former boy.

While she stripped off her clothes, the girl waited for the bathtub to be filled with hot water and bubbles, a metaphorical way to clean her thoughts when diving in. She should rather think about helping someone out and earn some money, so she could afford buying her own things. She splashed the water with her fingers and slowly sank deeper into the bathtub to enjoy the silence. The hot steam filled the room and when her thoughts drove off to something pleasantly, she almost forgot the time. Back in Neverland there was nothing to worry about time, the days were almost all the same and no one was there to rush someone. Things have barely changed in Storybrooke, since there was nothing to do for Y/N and the lanky lost boy, so they needed to find something to kill the time. 

It had been an eternity since the girl had taken a proper bath and maybe it was time to get out, but the hot water remained too tempting for her to step out. With a deep breath she closed her eyes and leaned back, as suddenly a door slammed shut, immediately telling her that Felix was leaving his room again. His slow footsteps definitely made their way towards the bathroom and Y/N realised that she did not lock the door. She did not really forget to lock the door, right? The girl could not recall it and to get out of the water, to check was too late, as she watched agonised how the door handle went down and the door swung wide open, causing her heart to skip a beat. The tall lost boy did not seem to notice her at first, but as soon as he entered the steamy room, Felix froze in place. His eyes widened and his face turned blank. For a long moment, they both stared at each other and Y/N felt relieved that she was at least covered by a thick foam of bubbles. 

"Fuck, sorry...I-" Felix stuttered through half open lips, as if the little sight of a girl's skin was enough to steal his voice. It gave Y/N her confidence back.

"I didn't mean to-" the boy still couldn't open his mouth while his gaze burned holes through her. It took him a moment, but suddenly Felix shook his head to ban whatever he was thinking about and shifted his eyes away, then turned on his heels to swiftly leave the bathroom. 

At least he could have closed the door, Y/N thought as she sunk deeper into the water in embarrassment. Fuck, how in the hell could she forget to close the door? At least he did not see anything, or did he? The whole situation left her frozen in place, unable to think clearly. Y/N did not even dare to step out of the water to close the door, so she just sat there, trying her best to calm down. After a while, the skin of her fingertips were already wrinkled up, leaving a rough touch on her softened skin and she finally thought about getting out of the bathtub. A long time  had passed, since Felix stepped into the bath and now the water was starting to get cold. The girl's eyes searched the room for a towel until she realised that she had washed them and now they hung in the living room. Fuck this shit.

"Felix!" She called him as loud as she could, but there was no answer. The boy did not respond until she called him again.

"What do you want?" His voice echoed through the hallway. She sounded unsure and intrigued. 

"I have a problem."

"Well now you have two." Felix yelled back.

Y/N frowned in confusion and lifted her head.

"How's that?"

"I ain't interested in your first problem."

She let out an annoyed sight and rolled with her eyes and brought her fingers to her forehead, running over her skin in a steady, relaxing movement. Why was he like that? Was it really necessary to always find a way for drama? 

"I don’t have a towel." She whined, hoping for him to bring her one. The grumpy boy did not respond again, an unbearable silence filling the apartment. Felix was there, the girl knew that he was. He had not shut his door yet, so he must be in the living room or kitchen where he would perfectly understand you.

"Felix…" She called him, already giving up that he would come and breaking her mind by finding a way to get past him. "Please."

A few seconds later she heard his footsteps come back again, the wood creaking under his weight and announcing the boy’s arrival. He did not even enter the room, instead Felix threw the towel through the open crack.

"I need to take a piss, so please hurry up!" He said rather cowardly before the footsteps led him away, then shutting the door shut. Y/N did not hesitate and got out of the water as quickly as she could, barely drying her skin before she sprinted into her own room before the former lost boy would cross her way again. 

Why did such things always happen to her? Could it not have been someone else to walk in like Emma or Mary? Of course not, destiny always found a way to punish the girl,- first Pan, now Felix. Nevertheless, the cold boy stayed inside her mind all the time. She dressed herself and got ready to snuck under the blankets. For a while she allowed herself to dream of him cuddling against her back, how his big body would feel like pressed against hers, or maybe even… on top  of her?

NO.

Fuck no, she was not having dirty daydreams of mister cold facade. There was nothing special about Felix, right? Eventually that long scar that ran over his jagged jawline and those blue, stabbing eyes fascinated her. Those  piercing eyes, that were sharp as daggers and intimidating as the gaze of a shark. There was definitely something mysterious about the former second in command, still, Y/N had told herself that she was done with adventures and risky decisions- Felix was definitely one of those,- that she could tell. He was hot, but also the biggest asshole she ever met. The former lost boy kept wandering through the apartment and distracting the girl's dreaming thoughts with each passing second. He would not leave her mind until she fell asleep.

The next morning, during the whole time  Y/N made herself some breakfast, Felix had himself locked up. He still avoided coming out later when she returned into the kitchen to make herself some food again. The whole apartment was so quiet, so unbearable quiet, as the girl sat at the table. It did not matter that she was usually all alone, until Mary returned- the thought that she would not return this evening, unsettled the girl  even more. She did not even know when or if she would come back and if she could handle Felix's behaviour all on her own. The grumpy boy's refusement to talk about his feelings woke up some anger inside Y/N and a lot of confusion at the same time. There was no reason to fear her judgement, it could not be that the boy simply hated her, there had to be more behind his barrier and the sudden outburst from the previous day. When the girl cleaned her dishes in the sink, Felix came out to join her and get something to eat for himself. Y/N gave him a short glance, waiting for Felix  to say something, but the tall blonde boy remained silent. His eyes were fixed onto what he was doing, trying his best to ignore her. The idea of starting a conversation was tempting, but not tempting enough to open the girl's mouth. When she turned around again, Felix was gone as quickly as he appeared. He crashed his door shut and the sound filled the whole apartment, sending her his unwelcoming message. 

For fucks sake-

Suddenly a strange vibration in Y/N's pocket caught her attention. Realising that it was her phone, she reached for it and answered the unknown number while returning to her own room.

"Regina here. Snow gave me your number."

"Regina-" hearing her voice caused a stone to drop from Y/N's heart. All night she waited for her to call and give a good explanation why she was not here already. Regina was supposed to come by and check the situation and Y/N really needed her right now. The former second in command was too much to handle, his whole attitude was passive aggressive without any valid reason. "Is everything okay? Sorry I really couldn't leave the office."

Y/N sighted, hands shaking and pulling herself together not to blurt out and start whining about everything that went wrong. Regina was really needed here, even if it was just for a moment. She might bring some order into Felix's head and teach him to act properly. Regina was feisty and strong, loved control and damn she had style. 

"Yeah, he doesn't talk to me at all."

"You sound disappointed." Regina stated, her voice curious. She was also a busy woman, a ruthless one, not letting Y/N know when she really cared about something.

"N-no- it's just… ahhh how can I explain?" There were barely words to describe what she felt, how the situation was around there. "He is an asshole."

"Does he hurt you?"

"No, he keeps locking himself up in his room."

"Then what are you complaining about?" Regina snapped back. "Jackpot."

With that Regina hung up and the conversation was over. She left Y/N lonely in her room, staring back at her own reflection on the black screen. 

"Great."

She threw the phone onto the bed and grabbed a pillow to hide her face in. Was Regina for real? Was she not supposed to take an eye on them? This was so fucking stupid, this whole situation was. Felix had absolutely no reason to hate her and she needed to sort things out with him before he kept doing this stupid avoiding. Y/N dropped the pillow onto the ground and formed her hands into fists, then furiously stormed outside the room to knock heavily onto Felix's door.

BAM.

BAM.

BAM.

When he opened it, she gave him no moment to say anything, "Of course I care! Have you forgotten that I stayed loyal until the end?"

Felix pressed his brows together and tightened the grip on the wooden door. He opened his mouth to say something, but the words got stuck in his throat.

"Why won't you admit it!" She screamed. The lost boy's eyelids flinched, his features scrunching up in confusion. "When Pan told you to leave Neverland, you should have stayed." Y/N's voice was surprisingly calm, but she was cold. Even if she did not want to admit it, she really hoped to hurt the tall blonde boy with her words. It seemed to work, something in his face twitched and he gritted his teeth, unable to respond for another second.

"I came here because of you!" He screamed at the top of his lungs, his face reddened and a vein was throbbing on his slender neck.

"I promised it to Peter, for fuck's sake!"

"What in the hell are you talking about?" Y/N asked with widened eyes, her tone suddenly getting real quiet.

"He wanted me to keep an eye on you." The tall boy spat out and yanked his head away.

What a fucking creep. She was glad that Peter was gone. The  green devil made her feel nervous from within her bones even after he died. He was never up to something good and seemed to persuade everyone effortlessly with his manipulative skills. That brat's mischievous smirk burned itself inside the girl's mind. No matter what his plans were about her, she was glad that she never had to find out and that all this was over now.

"You always thought I was weak, Felix." She spat his name as if it were poison. "Is this why you treated me like shit on Neverland?"

The boy's eyes glistened and his body relaxed, but Y/N could have sworn his face flinched at the sound of his name. The boy opened his palms and took a deep breath to ground himself.

"I kept every boy away from you for fuck's sake." Felix spoke up, crossing his arms defensively in front of his chest. "I never wanted them to think I am being nice to you, but I always watched that nothing happened to you." 

No doubt that he could easily lie to her, but instead Y/N listened to the feeling in her guts and believed him. Thinking back of the time she spent with the lost boys, a couple of moments flashed up inside her memories in which Felix would help her subtly through so many ways. He always carried the heavy stuff and joined her on every walk into the woods. When she were cooking, he shushed the boys with snarky, dumb comments so she could do her work in peace. When she needed a nap, no one ever came near her to assault the girl. He was a silent guardian, still, Y/N did not believe that it was just because Pan ordered him to. If he cared even a little bit, he would not yell at her all the time.

"He said I should go with you if you leave, but then they killed him!"

"I didn't kill him." Y/N  murmured.

"I don't give a fuck." He barked.

"You're lying." She gave back. Felix stopped listening and furiously stomped back into his room, crashing the door shut in front of Y/N's face. Asshole. The girl was almost inside her room when she decided to go back. Her eyes were fixed onto the wooden door.

"You know, you can't keep it up forever." She said, "Bottling it up won't do you any good." 

During the day Y/N felt how the whole apartment had started to cool down. At first she did not bother about it and simply grabbed a hoodie, but when the sun went down and she could see her breath in front of her face, the girl immediately shot up and stormed to the heater. It was broken. Of course it was broken. How else could the universe punish her? Under those circumstances she allowed herself to get Mary and David's blankets as well, so she could cuddle up in her bed with them. She knew that there was a fire pit and was well aware how to use it, still she grabbed the blankets under each arm and strutted downstairs. When she entered her room and dropped the sheets onto the ground, Felix's door opened and she stopped. With a few steps back into the hallway, she was facing the tall boy again. 

"Why is it so cold?" He barked

"The heater went broke."

Felix scoffed and rubbed his arms as he looked back,  his eyes searching for something in his room.

"Can you start a fire?" Y/N asked. 

"Have you ever watched us doing it in Neverland?"

"Sure, but I never dared to make one myself." She lied, hoping he would move himself into the living room and do it for her. At least the boy could make himself useful.

"A little warmth can't hurt." He answered raspily and strutted into the living room to grab some chunks of wood out of a basket. Felix had put a sweater on as well, surprising Y/N a little, since he never seemed to bother about the cold before. On the other hand it never got that cold in Neverland. Felix still refused to talk to the girl, so she decided to give him some space by wandering into the kitchen to make herself a hot chocolate. Holding the finished cup inside her hands, she walked back to check on Felix and the fire. He had managed to start it as quick as always, now wandering through the living room searching for something again. 

"I can't find some fucking blankets!" Felix cursed angrily and shifted his gaze over to Y/N. When he saw the hot chocolate his features softened. 

"Do you want some?" She reached forward to offer the tall boy a sip, not even expecting him to take the offer. Felix hesitated for such a long time,  that it felt like an eternity, but in the end nodded and slowly grabbed for the cup. When his hands touched Y/N's, shivers ran down her spine and goosebumps spread over her skin.

"Regina isn't coming." She spoke after a while. "So we have to deal with the cold for a while."

Felix gulped down the sip he took and handed her the cup back, then giving the girl a generous smile. "I will make us some soup then."

As he walked past Y/N, the tall boy briefly placed his big hand on her shoulder, then strutted into the kitchen. Trying her best to not to show any confusion or other emotions, the girl turned on her heels and followed the former lost boy. 

"So… you aren't mad anymore?"

The tall boy placed the ingredients he needed into the counter, then stopped mid-move to give her a side-along gaze while biting his lip. He shook his head after a short moment that seemed long enough to clear his mind. 

"I need Therapy."

Y/N spat the sip she just took as subtle as she could back into the cup, but the sound of her choking laughs caused the former lost boy to turn around and give her a short, embarrassed look. At least he was aware of his temper problems. Felix moved back to close the distance between him and the former lost girl, making her feel so small. 

"I am sorry for ventilating all my negative emotions onto you." He said and gently brushed his big palms over her cheeks. When the boy turned back to the counter and started to cut the vegetables, Y/N thought the conversation was over, even when she hoped it would not. First he ignored her or yelled at her, now he was being nice again. Someone needed to tell this boy to pick a side and overcome his mood swings. 

"You were right, Y/N." Felix broke the silence when she had assumed the conversation was fully over. His eyes glued onto his hands as he spoke.

"Pardon me?" The girl asked in confusement, with a high pitched voice as she stared holes into his broad back. She did not expect that.

"It wasn't your fault. And he was toxic, I know that now." The boy admitted. His sudden realisation only intrigued Y/N, that behaviour was untypically for Felix, quite suspicious.

"How come?" She asked with one eyebrow raised. Felix stopped cutting and dropped the knife onto the counter, then turned around and rested his elbows onto it. 

"He tried to kill me."  He said with a deadpan face. Y/N's eyes widened and her mouth was left slightly agape, not being sure if she heard him right. 

"He needed my heart to create a new Neverland, one in which-" Felix stopped and shifted his eyes away from the girl in front of him, biting his lip again. 

"In which what, Felix?" She asked impatiently, hoping he would spit out those words. The former lost boy let out a frustrated sight before he spoke again, "A Neverland in which you were his Queen."

Thousands of disgusted thoughts flooded the girl's mind as she stared with widened eyes at the boy, not knowing what to say. The beat of her heart paced up as she realised what terrible fate she had escaped. All the time the girl had seen Felix as the villain, but he knew what Peter was up to and this is why he helped Y/N in the end to defeat the smirking bastard. Maybe the former second in command was not that bad after all.

"You good?" The sound of Felix's deep voice brought her back to reality. She gave him a warm smile and nodded in a slight movement. 

"I think so?"

Felix chuckled roughly. He lifted himself up from the counter and turned around to reach for the knife, continuing to cut the vegetables. The sound of the chopping had something enchanting about it, a steady, soothing tok-tok-tok-tok-tok. The tall boy did not say another word so Y/N decided to sit at the dining table and simply listen. With her chin resting on her palms, the girl closed her eyes, relaxing herself in that peaceful moment. For once she did not fight with the blonde boy and appreciated his company.

"Wakey-wakey!"

The warmth of Felix's hand on her shoulder shaking her gently, woke Y/N up from her short slumber. She opened her eyes and looked through half closed lids up into the grinning face of the tall boy. It was dark by now and the only source of light was a big candle on the table, its light dancing over Felix's jagged features, illuminating his blue eyes up and turning them into a warm ocean that pulled her deeper in.

"Had a great nap?" He asked with amusement and pulled the other chair closer to sit. When you felt his leg touch yours, you felt butterflies tumble in your guts and you tried your best to hide the brightest smile. You took a deep breath, inhaled the scent of Felix's stew on the stove and immediately turned around to take a look at it.

"It will take a few minutes until it's done." Felix spoke again, caughting Y/N's attention back. His eyes hung over his tired eyes, but she saw that he needed to rest for a while. When the girl lifted her head up, the pain in her neck caused her to scrunch up her face, before she let out a yawn. 

"Why did you wake me then?" She teased him tiredly, feeling how hungry she already was.

"I don't want to be alone." He  acted fake insulted  before he chuckled with the biggest smile the girl had ever seen on his face. The thought of him wanting to actually spend time with her flooded her cheeks with heat. Felix grabbed his chair and shoved it closer to the table so that Y/N could feel his leg press against hers, causing butterflies to rumble in her guts from such an innocent movement. She watched the boy slightly rub his arms, so she assumed that he was still freezing.

"How will we get the heater fixed?" He asked.

"I could call Regina in the morning." You suggested and Felix replied with a small nod, before he stood up again to get some bowls and spoons. He set the table and placed his stew onto the middle of the table, then served the food- Y/N first. They both ate in silence and without looking at him, the girl knew that Felix was staring at her.

"This is so delicious." She moaned as she shoved another portion of hot broth into her mouth. The warm feeling spread inside her body, warming her from the inside during this cold day. 

"I couldn't find any blankets." The tall boy mumbled and shoved his empty bowl away from him. 

"I have a few blankets in my room that I could get so we can warm up and watch movies." Y/N offered and nodded over to the living room. She could have offered him one for himself, but the girl did not feel like being all alone now. It was kind of thrilling to be all alone with the former second in command and she felt how curiosity flooded her body, intrigued how this situation might end up. Felix hesitated, his eyes swirled over her face, but he ended up agreeing with a small nod. He waited for her on the couch and when she returned, he had laid down already to get comfortable. He was so tall that his feet would hang over the edge.

"Tired?" She asked with an amused undertone. 

"Just exhausted and freezing." He mumbled and rubbed his arms. It really was cold but seeing Felix soft like this was standing in the cold worth it. There was something captivating about his face and usually it was too hard to steal a glimpse of these jagged features without having the tall blonde boy not already staring at her.

"Don't worry, I'll warm you up." The words had left her mouth, before Y/N could even think about it and when she realised what she just said, the girl froze in place. To her surprise, the tall blonde boy opened his eyes and smiled wide at her with white teeth.

"I'd love that." 

Suddenly he grabbed her wrist and pulled her down onto him. Y/N's heart beat furiously inside her chest, and she feared he would notice it, as she disappeared in the gap between the backrest of the couch and Felix's body. He covered them both with the soft blankets and did not even bother about cuddling up. What had changed Felix's behaviour that fast? Y/N had never thought to even sit close to him inside the kitchen and now she was laying half over his body.

"Do you miss being a lost boy?" She asked after a while when her heart found its  normal pace again. The plan to watch a movie was long forgotten by now.

"Every second." His eyes looked dully. 

"I am so sorry that you had to leave Neverland." She whispered and moved her hand up to his chest to feel the beating of his heart inside it. The girl wanted to know if he felt nervous too,- if she was even able to tell it from an unsteady blood flow. Felix always wore a deadpan face and it was hard to tell what he felt if he would not reveal it by himself. The years on Neverland had toughened him up, that the former lost boy himself doubted for too long that nothing could break through his rusty shell. At Y/N's touch, Felix slid further down and pressed himself a little bit more against the girl, slowly, as if he feared her disapproval of the body contact. The former lost boy's body was trembling under her hand whenever she decided to move it. Her touches left a trail of goosebumps, telling the girl that Felix either never had been touched by a girl at all, or that it had been a very long time ago. Felix flexed his muscles at the sudden contact, but quickly found control over his body again to keep his mind in charge.

"Are you still cold?" Y/N asked him the obvious. Felix, who was still slightly shaking, hesitated again. He gave himself a chance to change his cold behaviour and open up for his needs right away.

"Yes." He admitted with a quiet tone, not understanding what she would do with this information. One thing was clear, Y/N would never react as harsh to weakness like Pan used to. These times were over and she wanted both to forget it. The girl had a risky idea and let her mouth speak again, before her mind had the chance to shade it with doubt.

"We could take off our clothes."

Felix didn't say anything at all, just widened his eyes until he furiously moved them around inside the room as if he was searching for something. He opened his mouth to say something,  but only stammered some  incomprehensible words. 

"H-here?" He asked then and the girl could hear his breath hitch. "Like now?"

"No one is here." She gave back and could not even put in words how anxious she felt to tease him out like that. His touch gave her butterflies and it was not enough to feel them above her hoodie. Never had the former lost boy think about his decisions that often in a row before. Everything could be a trap like in his old life so he was cautious all the time. On the other hand,  he held way too much paranoia inside and tried to push it all aside. No risk, no fun. Right?

"Sure." He lifted himself up into a sitting position and pulled his shirt over his neck to reveal his scarred up skin. It cost Y/N a lot of self-control not to trace the lines with her fingers, but she wondered how he gained all those different shapes and shades of pink. He looked like a wild painting that was beautiful in his own grotesque way.

"He made me fight for nothing." Felix said when he noticed her staring. He turned around as she pulled her hoodie over her head and threw it onto the floor. As soon as he snuck back under the covers, Felix moved one arm under her neck and placed the other one on her bare waist. The warm touch of his big, cold hands sent shivers through Y/N's spine, stopping inside her guts and tumbling around as if something fought its way out. Fuck, she really wished that he would touch her more demanding, but he was aware that he should warm them first. Y/N felt Felix press himself even firmer against her and could clearly tell that the tall boy felt aroused too and that he wanted to do more to her than she could think of.

"You're so warm." Felix's voice was nothing more than a soft gasp.  He had his eyes closed again and ran his fingers in circles around the delicate skin of her back.

"And so soft." 

He caught himself nuzzling his face inside the girl's neck but before the boy could realise what he did, it was already too late. Everything happened so quickly. First, he placed a tender kiss onto her neck, then pulled slowly away and locked eyes, before he leaned in and pressed his lips against hers, as if he were in slow motion. Y/N gasped into the kiss but also melted against his chest. She felt so small in his arms and kept dreaming about him holding her tight for the rest of the night.  She knew that this would be one option of what would happen, when she suggested going into the living room in the first place. Yet, the girl was surprised at how everything escalated that quickly. It was like something deep inside her wished for this to happen and to provoke it out, but she never would have thought that she would succeed in such a short time.

Her hand wandered down his chest until she reached his pants. As her fingertips unbuckled the tall boy's belt, he let his tongue slide inside her mouth to explore every inch of it. In the moment he felt her open the button of his pants and pull down the zipper, Felix realised what was about to happen- and he felt far more insecure about it now. Her hand slipped inside his underwear, slowly letting her fingertips grind over the stubbly abdomen to reach for his already hardened dick. 

"Wait"' The lost boy bit his lip in a weak attempt to stop himself from letting out a loud moan. His eyes fluttered open and he firmly grabbed Y/N's wrist to stop her. 

"We are all alone." The girl gave back and gently kissed his scar. "It's just us."

Felix fell back into trance when he felt her lips running down his cheeks, down to his chest over all the bigger scars, before pressing them back onto his lips. He had an inner fight of what he should do- if she should go with it or leave right now. 

"Have you ever done this before?" Felix broke the kiss to ask insecurely.

"(No/Yes)." She gave back. "Have you?" 

He shook his head, then dared to let go of her wrist so Y/N could pull his pants down until he was dressed on the same level. She touched his crotch again and felt how the thick bulge in her hands kept growing and poking against the thin fabric of his underwear, that kept her from touching the tall boy. Felix's big hand wandered from her breast down to her pannties, the only piece of cloth that held Y/N from being completely naked inside his arms- even though that was what she really craved now. 

"Are you sure  no one comes home?"

"Absolutely."

Felix placed his hand onto Y/N's shoulder to push her onto her back, then placed one arm next to her head as his hands wandered slowly underneath the blanket. His fingertips brushed softly over the skin of her hips, causing shivers to run down her spine before he wrapped his arms around each leg, his head vanishing between them as he tried his best to keep his body on the couch and underneath the blankets. He placed slow, tender kisses up and down her inner thigh and Y/N felt herself getting wetter and wetter at his tight grip around her thighs alone.

"What are you-" Y/N rested on her arms when Felix pulled down her underwear. The second she formed her question, she felt something wet and warm touching her aroused clit, making her forget everything around her. The girl's eyes rolled onto the back of her head and she let herself drop onto the soft pillows. 

"Fuck."

Felix circled his tongue against her swollen clit, in a slow, steady rhythm, before he gently started to suck at it. He felt how Y/N arched her back and pushed her pelvis deeper against his face, giving the former lost boy the chance to let his tongue glide into her dripping wet hole. The way she lightly spilled moans gave him even more satisfaction, well knowing that he was good at whatever he did to her. The boy tried to find a pattern in them and would not stop fucking her with his tongue, until he felt was as if she was soon about to climax that he would not even think of granting her. Not so fast.

"Fuck." Y/N squirmed again and arched her back once more when Felix pulled away, knowing that he enjoyed  having her under him like that and denying her the pleasure of an orgasm. He gave her clit another soft stroke with his tongue, causing her body to shiver, then he brought one of his hands that held her legs to her core and slowly circled with his index over her wet lips. Up and down, slowly circling before Felix pulled all the courage he had together and slowly pushed his index into her warm, welcoming heat. He felt fascinated how tight she was around him, but feared at the same time that his cock would never fit in there- and if so, he knew he would immediately climax. Felix did not want to have this moment over that quickly, so he decided to take his time on his movements. He was not even sure if he would get the chance- now or ever-, to have sex with this or any girl at all. 

"Felix-" Y/N moaned as a response to him teasing her. 

How in the hell should he let her suffer like this when she moaned his name like that? How could she do this to him? She managed to make him shiver by just calling his name. Felix pushed his finger slowly inside her and felt each muscle move tight around it when he pulled it out again. At first, the girl tried her best to suppress her loud moans, feeling too shy about them, when she noticed that the silence was even more awkward and her sweet panting led Felix's movements on. He managed it to touch spots that Y/N had never reached before and made her feel good like never before. Suddenly Felix added a second finger, spreading her even more and for a moment Y/N thought that she couldn't take it all at once, that two long, slender fingers were already too much. Felix added his tongue to move over the girl's slit as he dug his way deep inside her core. Y/N let go and forgot everything around her as she started to moan with each time he perfectly hit the right spot. She bucked her hips upwards when Felix lifted her legs onto his shoulders and paced up his speed. She could not tell what was tongue or fingers, it was like a trip on ecstasy.

"Fuck, Felix I-" 

She almost told him "I love you" on impulse, the exciting feeling of the former lost boy's face buried between her legs almost made the girl go that crazy. But she truly loved what he did and did not make an attempt to make a secret out of it. Before Y/N could finish the sentence, she pressed her lips together and closed her eyes shut tight. Felix's strokes were pacing up until he ate her out like a savage, his long fingers pumping in and out, filling her all the way up. It seemed as if he was as addicted to giving her pleasure as she was in receiving it. His ability to adapt every move when she needed it in a different spot was astonishing for someone who had never done this before. Felix made her feel like being high on clouds.

Y/N grabbed for his hair blonde locks to ground herself, but only ended up grinding against him even more. The mix of his tongue and fingers piercing her up in the same rhythm was enough for her to start trembling underneath the boy, until the tight coil inside her stomach finally snapped as electric waves rushed from beyond her eyes down through her clitoris in a pulsating motion. Y/N tightened her whole body for just a moment, before she relaxed every single muscle and her legs dropped exhausted onto Felix's shoulder. The tall boy was panting and almost fell down the couch when he tried to lift himself up. Nevertheless he was grinning proudly as he wiped the mix of his own saliva and her juices away. He quickly moved into the kitchen to get something to drink, but no matter how short the time outside the blankets were, it was enough to give his cold skin goosebumps again.

"cold?" She asked with a light smile, her legs still trembling when he slipped under the covers.

"Yes." He gave back and wrapped his arms around the girl's exposed body.

"Warm me up, love." 

The love gave Y/N a rush of heat, burning her cheeks all up. She nuzzled her face into his neck and let his scents enter her nose while she enjoyed the boy's embracement. For a moment she was glad that Felox could not see her reddened face. She felt as if all her emotions were exposed rather than her naked skin. It would take her some to process what just happened, even though her wet pussy demanded more. One orgasm simply was not enough and since the boy still wore his underwear, Y/N started to wonder if he really was interested in receiving pleasure for himself, or if it was simply just his body reacting to her bareness.

"What will happen next?"

"What would you like to happen next?" He had to say it and form the words with his mouth. No matter what just happened, the girl could simply not ask for it as if something was blocking her.

"You wanted to watch a movie." He said and handed her his shirt from the ground before he reached for the remote. Somewhat disappointed, she turned on the first movie that seemed to impress both before she cuddled back against the warm chest of the boy. Was that really all? Y/N drew invisible circles on Felix's delicate skin and not long after she felt his chest moving in a steady rhythm along with the softs sounds of his snores that escaped his slightly agape mouth. All the effort and muscle flexing to reach an orgasm tired Y/N out as well. As she stared at the TV screen her eyelids got heavier until they closed shut and she slowly faded off into sleep.