i know this isn't ethan, but i'm still in the nolan phase, look at my beautiful baby^^^

also hi, i'm back i guess.

and this is a little different. if you are against it then leave plz.

unedited:)

Your POV
the sunset drew us in a daze, as shades of colors ease its way darker and darker in the sky, bright dots of stars illuminating it. the view of green hills and apple blossom trees are a captivating sight. the grass cradles the million baby pink petals of blossoms, looking like soft snow. owls hoot while crickets sing in the night, focusing on those sounds make my eyes fall shut. what could be better than this?

we both dream outside, holding eachother closer and closer till we feel the heat building up between us. his chest his warm, the blanket we lay on is soft, our minds focusing on the same thing; who are we, what are we doing, what's the plan, what now?

"are we ever going back?" my voice dragging, i almost feel high, it might be the smell of lavender from his shirt, but it couldn't be more addicting than now. my fingers cling on to the fabric of it slightly.

"back home?" he asks. i nod my head against his chest, mostly focusing on the thumps of his heart at a largo. "when the times right, when you want to, when we have no choice?"

he pulls me closer. "we'll figure it out, let's trust the universe in his decision of when."

i rest my chin on his chest, looking up at his sculpted face, and i suddenly forget the point of our conversation. "how do you know the universe is a he?"

"because you're my universe?" he says, but burst into giggles, his head tips back to meet the cool grass as he cringes from his words, but they instead drown me further in adoration for him. i pick up my body to hover over him and hear my voice as it laughs with him. his smile reflects the moonlight, and the sparkle in his eyes too, it's the most beautiful thing to see, but not everyone believes so.

"ethan, you're so cheesy," i mutter, face to face with him. he looks at me, the intense love in his eyes adds weight on me, it's like walking on water when i meet his gaze. he can make me fall in a daze in a snap. i flutter from a simple touch from him, my heart can flip from his words.

he makes me feel love as if it's my first.

as if on cue, his hand reaches to curl the strands of my hair behind my ear, and as i said, my heart nearly bursts into bits.

my lips lean in to capture his, and they move with eachother slowly as the familiar racing of my heartbeat quickens. it's a dream, his lips is part of it; soft and beautifully shaped that knows mine for so long, it knows all the ways to make me feel so high by them.

his hand reaches to feel the skin of my cheek, his thumb traces along the cheekbone, it makes me smile in the feeling of his warm softness capturing mine.

i'm so lost in this i can't even think straight, i'm so in love i can't even describe it. this love has absorbed in me so much i can't seem to think without it. as i said, he's as addictive as the strongest of drugs.

he drags his lips away so slow, i still feel them on me even though they're not there, but i'm so desperate for the touch again. he sighs smoothly, "god, i'm so addicted to you."

the feelings mutual, ethan.

his thumb drags down my bottom lip, eyes lusting for my own, breathing out his words as if in a haze, "we are so far away from home, away from everything we had and what we thought was great, but i don't want it. here and now is just perfect. our own place, no one else, no one to interfere with our own unique love built along the miles we've spent driving together. all those peaceful nights pulling you closer just to feel your everlasting warmth, and the days never wasting a second to be kissing each inch of your skin until everything about you is cherished. i just want you and only you in my world and i don't need anything else."

i look at him, blown away. he looks at me smiling so loosely, but so beautifully. his lips curve perfectly, a little dimple forms and it never gets old. i squeak out, out of being mad flattered, "didn't know you felt that way."

"i just feel like we ran away for a purpose," he says, and i look up to see our car parked a few yards away. home was multiple miles away from us, but i feel like it hasn't left me yet. it's been next to me the entire time. "not everyone accepted us, and leaving is a pathway to our destiny of being together."

"do you ever worry if this doesn't go right?" i say looking back down at him. his long locks of hair was sprawled on the grass, baby dandelions and soft pink petals resting on it since i was decorating him while hovering over him. i pick a dandelion out of his hair, which makes him let out a soft giggle, but that dies down quicker than a second.

"i don't know baby," he answers. i stay silent, rotating the loose dandelion in my hand. i turn my head to the side to rest on ethan's chest. "are you okay?"

"yeah, i just, get nervous," i mumble, still looking at the soft dandelion twisted in my hand. "i hope we just stay like this forever. if we end up living in a bustling city with smog and noise just like before, i hope i at least dream of a long, vast meadow of flowers and green trees with you next to me, just like now."

i speak so softly, and it only makes my sensitive soul feel all the emotions hit me with what i said, as i reach up to kiss just under the jawline that belongs to this beautiful man. and maybe the kisses were out of apology for my worries, of maybe its just a way to cope with them, but i know it's for loving him in ways that only the universe knows. the universe looks at us, observes the visible attachment we have, and accepts it. that only makes me draw a tear down my face.

and his lips nestle in the locks of my hair, trying hard to dissolve my worries, and it's almost working.

"i promise you we'll never live in something like that. this is the type of place we belong to," ethan says watching me zone out on his chest. "i would never ever even think about that, this is my euphoria, you and where we are."

"ethan i'm blushing so hard," i say, still recovering from the shivers down my spine that feel like hot water droplets. my playful side grows on me quick, since i easily felt my worries dissolve. "you and your words drive me crazy. you're an intense romantic."

" and you're a cute little boy," he says after i sprinkled petals all over his luscious hair. "i'm so wildly in love with you, i don't know what to do other than finding our new world where i can love you more."

"well there's the car," i said with the a slight smirk. ethan smiles so freaking wide, i can tell he got excited. he's driven by the thrill and adrenaline of things.

we both stood up, both crazy electrified to find another place to relax at. ethan looks at me, and our distance narrows down a few, he walks towards me holding the blanket that was just below our flushed bodies. he wraps his arms around me and links his hands behind me on the small of my back like a perfect bow on a present. then he searches my eyes for attention, and i just made millions of commitments to him with this glance. and he lets out a promising and intense voice that forever drilled his words into my brain.

"let the dream become a reality: you, me, and a home on a large meadow with the pinkest of skies."

*cries in overwhelming fluff* *sniffles* i made it out of writing this intense softness alive.

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