literally me rn^^^^

filler imagine, might flop:(
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holy shit i've been so inactive i suck. i feel like i failed you all but i guess this imagine will help:(
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I JUST REALIZED ITS BEEN 13 DAYS SINCE I HAVE POSTED. welp

Your POV
the faint sound of rain filled my ears getting louder gradually as my eyes parted open with a struggle. it's raining out, i thought feeling the fabric of Ethan's shirt as my head rested on top of his slow beating heart. like a metronome at largo, i thought referring to his calming beats in his chest (wow that's what i came up with)

must've made me fall asleep, missing most of the movie we were attempting to watch. today's a rain day, some thunder here and there, but ethan and i decided to not waste time so we watched some movies.

it's noon, and we fell asleep on our second movie.

i felt his legs-which was tangled with mine-move a little and a long breath escaping his lips. i look up at him, who's head is tilted to the side squishing the left side of his cheek and his mouth parted letting in small rhythmic breaths. his eyebrows remained furrowed and his hair was ruffled on the side. his skin tanner than the color of cream, but a little pale, and no such flaws on his skin, except that one freckle but that's a beautiful type of flaw.

the sky let out a loud grumble with a flash of lightning brightening the room for half a second, which woke up ethan in a flash. his long eyelashes parted and his body shook from the clashing noise outside, but immediately relaxes when he felt my arms hold him tighter.

"we fell asleep," he says rubbing his eyes letting out a yawn before he grunted a little stretching his legs and arms. his head tilted up a little feeling satisfied with the stretching of his body.

"yeah, i was waiting for you to get up. maybe we should do something..." i say sitting up on his legs, probably not comfortable for him which made me a little embarrassed.

he giggles sitting up, wrapping his strong arms around my waist planting a few kisses on my cheek. he's strong, but really sensitive internally, i thought feeling how soft and hesitant his kisses were.

"no," he sighed pulling me back to our original positions. "ugh it's a lazy day!" he laughs. "i wanna cuddle."

"good god ethan," i say not able to control my growing smile by the light, playful energy ethan's giving off.

his hand find its way through my hair while i fumble with the remote finding another movie we would end up falling asleep half way through, his fingers combing through my strands.

another flash of light lit up the room, then the sudden grumble erupted from outside, felt like it shook our hearts. ethan's body shook again, a little frightened from it. i feel myself about to laugh.

"let me first grab some chips or something. i need junk food," i say as i stood up off of him and he did the same following me. i walk lazily to the cabinet to pull out basic potato chips.

i sat back on the couch along with ethan who sprawled his whole body on the couch, resting his head on my lap stuffing chips in his mouth.

"wow i feel so fat, feels so good," ethan says grabbing a handful of salty chips. i select a movie. "whatever," i mumble grabbing a handful of chips too which made ethan break into fits of laughter.

ethan giggles showing his cute dimples i always love, and his rosy cheekbones that somehow match the color of his plump lips. i kept looking down seeing him in his fits.

he calms down when he sees my longing gaze at him. couldn't help it, couldn't keep my eyes of his beauty inside and out. "love you y/n," he says with a little grin.

"love you too baby," i say twirling a small strand of his hair.

the day settled with us simply doing nothing. nothing really special, just enjoying a rainy day with eachother's presence.

filler imagine sorry bout that but i have no excuse for being inactive, i truly don't...well maybe-yeah nothing I HAVE NO FLIPPING EXCUSE.
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well i don't know. it's simply no motivation and inspiration sadly. but i'm feeling better and will continue.

50k reads...1k votes...500+ comments...91 followers...im freaking out just thinking about that.

thank you guys love you all and i mean it when i say that