hi i'm back
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lol requested kinda. it's a little cheesy and basic but everyone's basic.
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got my pumpkin spice latte basic bitches and i'm typing y'all nice basic imagines ya boi is living autumn to the fullest!!!!
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lol i'm great...

Your POV
i came home with a reddened face. i'm so fucking pissed with ethan. he just can't fucking tell people on twitter that were dating, and all these fans of his call me certain things since they don't know if ethan really loves me and i'm just his little one night stand. i know he loves and he told me he'll tell the world that, but he hasn't. i may sound like shit but i get hate on social media and it's all because of ethan.

i open the door revealing ethan laying on the couch in our apartment. he sees me and immediately stands up to walk to me. i was about to just pass him but he wraps his arms around me.

"hey," he says leaning in. i twist and turn from his hold until he figured out that i was mad. i push away from him and walk away from. "what's wrong?"

"leave me alone," i say running into the bathroom, my throat hiking up since i was about to cry. i love him and declining his kiss is something i never do.

"what's going one love?" he says knocking on the door.

i feel terrible for doing this, but i feel worse hearing millions of people call me such vile words. i decide to pull up my phone and open twitter.

i open the door to see ethan with his his eyebrows furrowed. i read some of the crap comments.

"'she's only with him for the money'" i start feeling a salty tear roll down my cheek. ethan sighs.

"'she's a whore,'" i say raising my voice. ethan gets closer to me.

"'she's ugly why would ethan date her?'" i say, my voice cracking from these harsh words. what's wrong with loving someone that you feel is above your league? is it that people find it okay to just hate on someone that loves the famous person? why do people get so jealous and just throw their anger at the girl that still thinks she's no good for him? this world is awful.

"'wow ethan went on the all time lowest girl,'" i say now balling.

"'she's n-no good for hi-" and that's when i stop. i was crying too much to read it all. ethan's fingers trace along my cheek. "i'm sorry-"

"no you're not ethan!" i say running away from his soft touch. "you know this is happening!"

"i'm sorry i forgot!" he shouts.

"it's everywhere ethan!" i say. "you probably saw it when i was gone but you were too caught up in hiding it because of fame-"

"and you know why i'm didn't do it?!" he asks with a louder voice. i wipe my tears, "wha-"

"i'm scared!" he shouts throwing his arms up making me jump.

"no you're not you just think that it's not real? famous guy loving an unknown girl seems unrealistic huh?"

"no...it's-ugh!!!!" he yells tugging his hair squatting down.

"so it's that..." i say with a lowered voice looking down. the tears are blurring my vision but i can tell him and i are both too frustrated.

"no it's not-"

"then what the hell is it ethan!" i say. "i'm not asking for much ethan. i'm just asking for you to stop letting these people throw dirt at me on social med-"

"the hate won't stop y/n! can you get that in your head!" he shouts.

"then at least tell everyone that i'm not a horrible person," i whisper basically begging him. "just please don't make people think i'm garbage, that i'm a whore, that i'm ugly, that i'm in it on the money."

he looks down.

"i'm not asking for a lot. i just want you to prove yo everyone that you love me. is that too much to ask for ethan?"

"it's not too much to ask for y/n...i just don't know," he says trying to have eye contact with mine.

i look down not daring to look at him. "you tell everyone to be yourself ethan, but really you seem so fake in my eyes."

ethan doesn't say anything, he simply looks down too, playing with his fingers.

i press my lips together. "i'm just gonna go away for a while...no no i'm not doing anything stupid i'm just gonna go to my friend's apartment to stay. i need a break ethan."

"are you breaking up with me?" he says looking up to me, his eyes were getting red and glassy.

"i'm not ethan, i'm just...tired," i say quietly, walking into our room to pack some clothes since i'm gonna be with my friend for a while. ethan leans on the doorframe watching me.

after that i just walk to the door, leaving the apartment ethan and i promised to live in together. for now it'll be his. i'm just gonna take a break. i'm just stressed. ethan looks at me as i walk outside. i turn to face him.

"i love you ethan, it'll only be a while," i admit feeling my throat contract.

"i love you too, and i'll wait for you," he says sniffling at the end.

i close the door and walk to my car.

i sit on the couch with my best friend eating food while watching a movie. i hear a ding on my phone and pulled it up. it was twitter. and ethan tweeted.

ethandolan
"on the low today, lost someone i love too much. we seem to have hit a bump in our relationship"

another tweet popped up.

ethandolan
"she was very beautiful and had a heart that i couldn't find anywhere else. her smile would make me smile too and her laughs would make me laugh too."

yep, the tears are falling. my friend didn't mind since she/he knew what was happening.

ethandolan
"she was a friend and she became more than that as months went by. she wasn't like anyone i ever knew, which is good. we love eachother and i mean that from the bottom of my heart."

my breath shuddered and thickened. the tears are rolling down quick. this wasn't what i thought. i thought it would be more simple than this.

ethandolan
"you guys apparently didn't know how much we were into eachother. i should of told you guys

ethandolan
"instead of throwing hate to someone i love, please at least keep those awful thoughts in your head."

ethandolan
"the hate comments were the bump in our relationship, which is truly sad and disappointing. don't get me wrong i love you guys since you support us, but don't make a person's life shit."

ethandolan
*posted a pic of you too hugging and ethan kissing you on the cheek*
"if you guys don't accept us then you aren't a fan, honestly. we are together and will be for a long time, maybe forever. i love you y/n and i'll wait for you."

i love you too.

lol this is cringe i'm terribly sorry for this.
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it will probs be a flop since it's cringe so get that in that in yo mind boi
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and tbh i don't like the people that still throw shit at meredith or anyone else because 1) that was a long ass time ago 2) ethan probably doesn't like it 3) you'll make the fandom look like immature children:)
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ok bye.