Chapter 12; 

Paul's dad is the most amazing person in the world. Jim, let me stay over at John's house from Tuesday night, till Friday morning and then invited John back over to stay due to the fact that he had nothing to do for Easter and John would be driving us out Monday morning. Jim didn't exactly know that it was John I'd be staying with... We told him it was Charlie, but non the less he still let me go, as long as I checked in. 

For our Spring Vacation we decided on the beach! Stu's family has a cousin who owns a few rentals and gave us a big cabin for half the price. I was super excited and Sunday night I was jittery barely able to sleep and not just because of candy. John and I had gone back and packed earlier in the evening. All of our stuff was outside in Stu's father's car. "Eloise?" I heard someone say, I had been sitting up just looking at the clock but suddenly jolted my head down. I was supposed to be asleep by now, after-all it's almost four in the morning and I was on the living room couch. "Eloise. Don't worry it's me... John?" John said, chuckling at me and sitting down beside me. 

"You bloody scared me, I thought it was Mr. McCartney!" I whisper-yelled, sitting up and leaning on him. 

"Sorry love, I thought ye might be awake though." 

"Am I that predictable?" 

"Course not. I couldn't sleep either, and I kind of notice yer sleeping pattern." 

"Well Johnny that's just slightly creepy." 

"Aye, ye still slept in me bed. I could tell." 

"I know, I know. I was kidding." 

"Yeah, yeah. So are you excited?" 

"Super excited. But I don't think Charlie and I will be sharing a room... Ye know Pete'll be there and all."

"What's the problem... We've been sleeping in the same bed for a while. Plus yer comin' with me aren't ye?"

"Yeah. John, I don't know what I'm talkin' 'bout. It's late, you know. I better catch a small kip. So should you yeah?" 

"Course. Alright?" 

"Okay. Goodnight." I told him, John just smiled lightly and kissed my forehead. But I wasn't okay... John and I weren't a couple as far as I knew about, and yet he acts like we are. Like everything's okay and there wasn't a whole big reason we broke up, it has been biting at my brain for a while and I still don't understand. I wish I could say something, but whenever I'm close to him I only think of good things. My stomach churns and it feels as if I'm not walking but simply gliding on air. That's the best feeling in the world and it's something you'd never want to give up. 

"Mornin' Ellie!" Paul said jumping up on the couch over me. 

"Paulie...!" I began to whine, I feel like I've slept for three hours only, which is probably true but still. Good thing the cabins are far away I'll be able to sleep. 

"Come 'ed. dad made breakfast, Charlie and Pete'll be 'ere any minute! Get up and dressed!" 

"Fine, fine Paul. Okay I'm up. Is the bathroom clear?" 

"Yeah. Use the one down 'ere." Paul said, pushing me towards the bathroom door. I made sure to keep an outfit out for this morning. I choose something simple, light jeans and a light floral shirt so I would be comfortable and not burning up in the car. 

"Ellie!" Charlie said, running up and hugging me as soon as she got inside. I hugged her back laughing. "I feel like I haven't seen you in forever, and you look cute as always." 

"You look really happy. More than usual may I add." 

"I am! Pete makes me happy, plus hopefully we'll be spending a lot of time together over the break." Charlie said, wiggling her eyebrows and laughing. 

"Yer disgusting!" I told her jokingly. 

"Really? You and John, hm?" 

"He told Gabby I was his love and hasn't asked me out but acts like I'm his girlfriend. I don't know. It confuses me and I don't know what he has in mind... Yet I know what I want." 

"And what's that?" 

"To be together, for his words to have an actual meaning. Because I felt the meaning and if he didn't then why would he say it." 

"I could talk to him!" 

"Don't you dare!" 

"You obviously won't. I'll just hint at it okay?" 

"Charl-" 

"Trust me, I know what I'm doing. Now come on, let's have breakfast."

I'm glad Stu's dad has a big van or I'm pretty sure I'd be unconscious; John, Pete, Paul, Stu, George (who officially became part of the band on Tuesday night) Charlie, and I. That's just in this car, apparently more people are supposed to come down but hopefully not, I like our small group, even if it's expanding a little. I quickly fell asleep in the car, laying on John's lap and when I woke up it was two in the afternoon. "It's such a beautiful day." I said, stretching and reaching for my bag, before George grabbed it. 

"I got it darlin' don't worry." He told me and started towards the door. 

"Too bad we'll be fighting over beds, eh Pete?" Stu said, making us laugh. 

"No it's great. We should all enjoy the beach for awhile." 

"There's no food in the house!" George interjects. "We'll need to get that and other supplies." 

"George's right." John said. "Why don't you, Pete and Charlie go off then?" 

"I refuse to be alone with them lovers! You must be barmy!" 

"I'll come George, don't worry." Paul said. And as it was, after fifteen minutes the house was cleared out to just Stu, John and I. While putting my clothes away there was a quick knock on my door. 

"Eloise?" John said, sticking his head in the door. "Stop cleanin' we're on vacation!" 

"I'm not cleaning John." I told him, giggling as he grabbed my hand mid-process of putting a shirt away. "Okay John what is it?" 

"Come 'ed then; I think I was sommethin' interesting outside. It may even be a pirate ship!" John whispered with excitement as he pulled me down the stairs with him. 

"Where John?" 

"There!" John said, pulling me with him across the golden sand, which was entirely too hard to run in, yet him pulled me along. I took a moment to look out at the ocean, it wasn't a nasty almost navy blue that I had become accustomed to in Liverpool, it was a bright, clear, blue that you could almost see the bottom too. "Look! In the sand!" John said, and I looked to where we were stand and written in the sand was "Be mine Eloise?" I smiled at John, who was starring back at me. 

Before he could say anything, I jumped on him, pulling me down to the ground, with me sitting on top of him. "Of course" I said, a kissed him lightly on the lips before pulling back and sprinkling sand all of him. I got off of him before he knew what happened, but before I could make it too the door John pulled me down to the sand. 

"I knew I'd get you!" He whispered mischievously, pouring sand on my shirt then kissing my lips. I melted into his arms and into the sand. I didn't know if I was out-of-breathe from running or from kissing, but either way I was happy. 

"Ay'! We're gone for less than an 'our! And this all 'appens!" Paul said, standing above us, smirking. John got off me and helped me up. 

"Sorry," I squeaked, embarrassed. I looked at their faces. John looked content, yet giving Paul a hard time. Paul had a smirk across his face. Pete and Charlie were engrossed in each other. And when I looked at George his face was unreadable... I couldn't tell if he was mad, sad, or even... Jealous. 

I was actually glad my dad was out of town, and I knew these two weeks would be something to remember. I looked at John, who was smirking as I shook sand out of my hair and felt so overwhelmed with happiness, that I hadn't know I already pulled his lips to mine.

A/N

hi longer one

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